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Author: Annwolfie
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Ariellas pov

Every part of me was aching. It felt like someone had taken my body and cut it into a million pieces. I was sore and just a simple move of my leg had me wincing. I was suppose to heal if I was hurt. Why did it hurt so badly?

I rolled over and groaned into the pillow. The soreness between my legs as I stretched had me stiffening. Why did I feel like I had done something last night that I shouldn't have? Why did I feel so dirty and sticky?

I didn't have to wonder long because hundreds of images filled my mind of the mysterious God who I decided it would be smart to give my purity to. All the things he did to me. All the ways he made me feel had shame washing over my face.

I turned wanton last night. I was a scarlet and I lost my purity in one of the worst ways possible. To make it even worse I didn't regret it. I should but it was like magic. He knew what he was doing and I allowed him to show me what to do.

All I could think of was him. Every thought was consumed by
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