Varda's POV
"What?" My eyes widened in shock at the words my father had just spewed out. I scoffed in disbelief and shook my head at him in disagreement, refusing to believe what he had just said.
"You are kidding right?" I choked out a bitter laughter. Dad only sighed in response, he adjusted his posture on the couch and cleared his throat to speak. "I am serious here Varda. Alex's death does not change the fact that we owe his grandfather a huge amount of money. You know there is not much i can do. We still owe him money and I can not afford such."
"Dad, are you fucking serious right now?" I yelled with tears rolling down my cheeks. I paused to choke out a hysteric laughter. "I just lost my supposed husband some days ago and now you are asking me to jump into marriage with another man, another man from that same family?" I cried out.
Dad rolled his eyes at me. Obviously, not even my tears were going to penetrate through him. He seemed to have made up his mind already.
"Like your mum said, you never loved him. You always wanted to be free from him so why are you acting like you are in grief?" Dad yelled at me. I took a few steps backward in shock, for the past few days, everyone have acted insensitive towards me. Alex and I may have never been on good terms but we certainly did not wish each other death.
"Just because I wanted my own freedom does not mean I wanted Alex to die. Why doesn't anyone get that? Do you expect me to just jump into another marriage? Just like that? I am a fucking human! I have feelings dad, how could you even think of such?" I bit my lower lip as I struggled to stop myself from crying anymore.
"He was abusive to you. You said he always made fun of your background and often cheated on you with other women. Stephen is different, he is a well cultured man. I promise you, you are going to enjoy your marriage with him." Dad said.
It looked like nothing of what I was saying was getting into his head. I wanted to protest but mum walked in on us. She had a tired look on her face. "Come on Matthew, give Varda a break. She is still struggling to process all of this. Give her time darling."
"WE HAVE NO TIME!" Dad slammed the centre table in front of us, startling both I and mum. I gulped a lump down my throat and watched him flare up in anger. "We owe Francis McCall a huge amount of money! Do you really think he is going to give Varda time to mourn over Alex." Dad paused to shake his head at us.
"You and I both know what the McCall family are like. They are only on about business, anything business related. Your feelings do not matter Varda and if we do not settle Francis then we will all go to jail." Dad empahsized his words.
He was starting to guilt trip me again. I knew exactly what he was trying to do. He was going to guilt trip me into saying yes just as he had did to me when I was asked to be Alex's fiancee.
Dad rose to his feet. "Dinner tomorrow at our place, you will meet Stephen and after that, you can make your decision." Without waiting for my response, dad brushed past my shoulder and walked out of my sight.
I threw myself on the couch and broke down into tears while mum tried to comfort me. I understood that there was not much she could do.
Tomorrow evening came by so fast and I chickened out. The thought of having to face another man brought fear to me. I felt anxious, I was afraid that history might repeat itself and the worse of it all was that the person who had killed Alex at the wedding had not being caught yet.
Investigations were slow, as a matter of fact, no one was taking it as serious as I was. Not even Francis McCall.
I stepped foot into the bar, the neon lights flashed across my face causing me to flinch slightly, the loud latino music blaring from the speakers made my head pound. I was beginning to regret leaving the house but then I had no where else to go. My best friend, at the least the one person who I thought was my best friend had accused me of killing Alex. The only safe place to clear my head was the bar across the streets.
I rubbed my shoulders and struggled to make my way through the crowd on the dance floor. I accidentally tripped on something and almost fell flat to the floor but fortunately for me, I felt someone grab me by the waist and pull me closer.
I released a heavy sigh and stared into the eyes of my saviour. He had the brightest green eyes, his brows were neatly carved and his small pink lips were curled into a charming smirk. He had brown curly hair that fell across his forehead, his muscular physique hugged his shirt tight revealing his biceps, his long legs were clad into a pair of black suit pants. As a matter of fact, everything about him screamed luxury.
"Hi." He said. "Are you okay?"
Was I okay? No. I was certainly not okay. Everything was overwhelming for me. My whole life was slowly crumbling and there was no way for me to fix it.
I shook my head in disagreement and broke down into tears. "No..I-I am n-ot okay." I stuttered amidst my tears.
I did not know what I was doing but right now all I wanted to do was confide in someone.
Surprisingly for me, the stranger smiled at me and whispered softly into my ears. "I can help with that."
Varda's POV "Whiskey and Tequila." He said with a warm smile. I choked out a small laughter and widened my eyes at him. "Are you kidding? Whiskey and Tequila?" I raised a brow at him.He raised his hands in mock surrender at me. "Whiskey mixed with a tiny shot of tequila will make you forget all of your worries." He winked at me and proceeded to point at the two bottles of alcohol in front of me.I shook my head in disagreement, my smile never faltering for once. "Okay, no. That sounds like poison!" I joked and he laughed at my joke.Somehow, I found myself spending time with this man, I mean we had not exchanged names or whatsoever yet we were already bonding on so much things. In his own way, he was trying to cheer me up and surprisingly it worked."So tell me, what are you trying to escape from?" He asked right after our laughters had subsided. I sighed heavily, suddenly reminded of my reason for being here. I was reminded of my own misery."I mean everyone at the bar are either h
Varda's POV My heart began to beat rapidly as I watched mum and dad escort Stephen McCall into the house. I can not help but find it extremely hard to process all of this. Stephen McCall? The guy I had sex with happened to be Stephen McCall? I wondered if he always knew that I was the one he was to get married to? Had he been pretending all these while?Many questions swirled in my head but what was most important was escaping the reality. I was not ready to face him. I turned around and attempted to flee to my room but it was already too late because Dad and Mum had already walked into the living room with Stephen behind them."Great timing Stephen. Varda just got back from work." My father lied. I saw a mischievous smirk grow in Stephen's lips. He arched his left brow towards my direction and repeated. "Really? She was just getting back from work?"Dad nodded his head in agreement. "Yes, of course. Varda is a very hardworking lady, she...." I lost interest in whatever dad was sayin
Varda's POV"Yes! I want you! I want more of you!" The sound of the familiar feminine moan caused me to clutch the hem of my shirt tight and bite my lower lip to stop myself from breaking down into tears.I leaned closer to the door with a hitched breath, my hands reached for the door knob but I struggled to pull it open. Perhaps it was because my hands were shaky or maybe it was because I was afraid to see what was on the inside."Oh damn it!" My fiance, Alex moaned in satisfaction. My heart began to race extremely fast as I pondered on what next to do. Even if I did barge in, what was I to say? How was I supposed to confront a man I would be getting married to the next day?I turned around and shook my head in disagreement, I was not going to confront him. Rather, I was going to pretend like I never even heard them in the first place.Just as I was about to take a step down the stairs, my ringing tone blared out loud startling me. Alex and Emma had paused whatever they were doing an
Varda's POV The beeping sound of the heart monitor caused me to snap my eyes open. I furrowed my brows in confusion as my eyes came in contact with an unfamiliar white ceiling.I rubbed my eyes with the back of my palm as I slowly recognized this place to be the hospital. Why was I here though? Last thing I remember was being at the wedding. Wait, my wedding? Alex! All my memories slowly began to resurface in my mind.I jerked off the bed and wiped the drop of sweat off my forehead. Where was Alex? Was he okay? I remember seeing him lying helplessly in his own pool of blood.I needed answers and fortunately for me, I was about to get them because the front door flew open wide and my parents barged into the room. My eyes met with mum and I could sight the tears rolling down her cheeks."Mum." I choked out a small cry. My mother rushed towards my direction and pulled me into a tight hug. She patted my back gently and muttered kind words into my ears."How are you feeling?" My dad's ste
Varda's POV My heart began to beat rapidly as I watched mum and dad escort Stephen McCall into the house. I can not help but find it extremely hard to process all of this. Stephen McCall? The guy I had sex with happened to be Stephen McCall? I wondered if he always knew that I was the one he was to get married to? Had he been pretending all these while?Many questions swirled in my head but what was most important was escaping the reality. I was not ready to face him. I turned around and attempted to flee to my room but it was already too late because Dad and Mum had already walked into the living room with Stephen behind them."Great timing Stephen. Varda just got back from work." My father lied. I saw a mischievous smirk grow in Stephen's lips. He arched his left brow towards my direction and repeated. "Really? She was just getting back from work?"Dad nodded his head in agreement. "Yes, of course. Varda is a very hardworking lady, she...." I lost interest in whatever dad was sayin
Varda's POV "Whiskey and Tequila." He said with a warm smile. I choked out a small laughter and widened my eyes at him. "Are you kidding? Whiskey and Tequila?" I raised a brow at him.He raised his hands in mock surrender at me. "Whiskey mixed with a tiny shot of tequila will make you forget all of your worries." He winked at me and proceeded to point at the two bottles of alcohol in front of me.I shook my head in disagreement, my smile never faltering for once. "Okay, no. That sounds like poison!" I joked and he laughed at my joke.Somehow, I found myself spending time with this man, I mean we had not exchanged names or whatsoever yet we were already bonding on so much things. In his own way, he was trying to cheer me up and surprisingly it worked."So tell me, what are you trying to escape from?" He asked right after our laughters had subsided. I sighed heavily, suddenly reminded of my reason for being here. I was reminded of my own misery."I mean everyone at the bar are either h
Varda's POV "What?" My eyes widened in shock at the words my father had just spewed out. I scoffed in disbelief and shook my head at him in disagreement, refusing to believe what he had just said."You are kidding right?" I choked out a bitter laughter. Dad only sighed in response, he adjusted his posture on the couch and cleared his throat to speak. "I am serious here Varda. Alex's death does not change the fact that we owe his grandfather a huge amount of money. You know there is not much i can do. We still owe him money and I can not afford such.""Dad, are you fucking serious right now?" I yelled with tears rolling down my cheeks. I paused to choke out a hysteric laughter. "I just lost my supposed husband some days ago and now you are asking me to jump into marriage with another man, another man from that same family?" I cried out.Dad rolled his eyes at me. Obviously, not even my tears were going to penetrate through him. He seemed to have made up his mind already."Like your mu
Varda's POV The beeping sound of the heart monitor caused me to snap my eyes open. I furrowed my brows in confusion as my eyes came in contact with an unfamiliar white ceiling.I rubbed my eyes with the back of my palm as I slowly recognized this place to be the hospital. Why was I here though? Last thing I remember was being at the wedding. Wait, my wedding? Alex! All my memories slowly began to resurface in my mind.I jerked off the bed and wiped the drop of sweat off my forehead. Where was Alex? Was he okay? I remember seeing him lying helplessly in his own pool of blood.I needed answers and fortunately for me, I was about to get them because the front door flew open wide and my parents barged into the room. My eyes met with mum and I could sight the tears rolling down her cheeks."Mum." I choked out a small cry. My mother rushed towards my direction and pulled me into a tight hug. She patted my back gently and muttered kind words into my ears."How are you feeling?" My dad's ste
Varda's POV"Yes! I want you! I want more of you!" The sound of the familiar feminine moan caused me to clutch the hem of my shirt tight and bite my lower lip to stop myself from breaking down into tears.I leaned closer to the door with a hitched breath, my hands reached for the door knob but I struggled to pull it open. Perhaps it was because my hands were shaky or maybe it was because I was afraid to see what was on the inside."Oh damn it!" My fiance, Alex moaned in satisfaction. My heart began to race extremely fast as I pondered on what next to do. Even if I did barge in, what was I to say? How was I supposed to confront a man I would be getting married to the next day?I turned around and shook my head in disagreement, I was not going to confront him. Rather, I was going to pretend like I never even heard them in the first place.Just as I was about to take a step down the stairs, my ringing tone blared out loud startling me. Alex and Emma had paused whatever they were doing an