Varda's POV
"Yes! I want you! I want more of you!" The sound of the familiar feminine moan caused me to clutch the hem of my shirt tight and bite my lower lip to stop myself from breaking down into tears.
I leaned closer to the door with a hitched breath, my hands reached for the door knob but I struggled to pull it open. Perhaps it was because my hands were shaky or maybe it was because I was afraid to see what was on the inside.
"Oh damn it!" My fiance, Alex moaned in satisfaction. My heart began to race extremely fast as I pondered on what next to do. Even if I did barge in, what was I to say? How was I supposed to confront a man I would be getting married to the next day?
I turned around and shook my head in disagreement, I was not going to confront him. Rather, I was going to pretend like I never even heard them in the first place.
Just as I was about to take a step down the stairs, my ringing tone blared out loud startling me. Alex and Emma had paused whatever they were doing and i could now hear footsteps drawing closer to the door.
I muttered a cuss under my breath, I hastily put my phone on DND and tossed it into my pockets. Just as I was about to rush downstairs, it was too late because the door already flew open wide and Alex was standing by the door, shirtless.
"Hi babe." I forced a smile on my face, pretending like I had not just heard him moaning in satisfaction at my best friend.
"What are you doing here?" Alex snapped at me. I choked out a nervous chuckle before shrugging in response. "I just wanted to hang out with you before our wedding. You know it is going to be quite hectic tomorrow and we will not have time for each other, we will both be busy attending to guests." I said.
Alex scoffed and rolled his eyes at me. "Whatever. As you can see, or as you have heard.." he paused to open the door to his room wide, revealing my supposed best friend, Emma lying naked on Alex's bed.
Our eyes met and Emma hastily covered her face in shame. "Alex, come on! This was supposed to be a secret between the both of us." She whined.
My heart broke. I felt like I had been punched in the guts. I mean I knew it was Emma judging by the sound of her voice but seeing her lying comfortably on my own fiance's bed, it broke my heart into pieces.
I was not even mad at Alex. I mean how could I be?
My relationship with Alex had always been an open relationship, at least so he called it. Alex was a playboy, he loved changing women like they were some kind of item.
The only thing that kept me with Alex was the huge debt that my family owed his family. Alex's grandfather had borrowed my dad a huge amount of money as capital for a business. Long story cut short, dad's business flopped and as the oldest daughter, I was sold to Alexander McCall.
Alex and I only dated for five months and his grandfather's wish was that Alex marries me. I was surprised when his grandfather was able to convince him to get married. I mean Alex was the most famous billionaire playboy in the city.
"Perhaps, would you like to join us? To make it a threesome?" Alex winked at me with a huge grin plastered on his face. I clutched my fist tight and allowed the tears to roll down my cheeks. Emma was supposed to be my bridesmaid for tomorrow's wedding, how could she do this to me?
Without wasting anymore time, I turned to Alex and said. "I will see you tomorrow at the wedding."
With tears in my eyes and a aching heart, I rushed down the stairs and hastily made my way out of the mansion. My heart began to beat rapidly as I boarded a taxi to my home. I could hear my ringing tone blaring out loud but I chose to ignore it because I could already guess who the caller was. It was Emma and i was not ready to hear any stupid excuse from her.
I rubbed my temple in frustration and tried to calm myself down, in less than hour, the taxi driver pulled his cab into my driveway.
I got off the cab and handed the driver a ridiculously high amount of money without caring. All I wanted to do was sleep away my sorrows. Luckily for me, my parents were not home, I was the only one left alone to wallow in my own misery.
I spent the entire day crying my eyes out and trying to reconsider the whole marriage thing with Alexander McCall. I mean it was not like I had a choice, my parents were the one who pushed me into this mess.
The next morning came by so fast. I was woken up by my mother to get prepared for the wedding. Emma, my supposed brides maid had not showed up yet, as a matter of fact, I had a huge feeling that she was not going to show up, the guilt she felt would never let her to.
The preparations were set and just as my father was about to walk me down the aisle, a loud gunshot erupted the air causing a pandemodium to arise.
My heart raced heavily as everyone tried to get themselves to safety, the smoke in the athmosphere blurred my vision and made it difficult for me to run.
All I could hear was shouts and screams of pain accompanied by gunshot noises.
I suddenly felt a tight grip on my wrist. With fear written all over my face, I turned around to gaze at the culprit. It was Alexander dressed handsomely in a tuxedo. I sighed in relief and just as Alexander was about to say something to me, another sound of gunshot cut him halfway his sentence.
The next thing that happened was so fast and the last thing I could remember before succumbing to the darkness was Alexander's body falling flat to the floor, covered in his own pool of blood.
Varda's POV The beeping sound of the heart monitor caused me to snap my eyes open. I furrowed my brows in confusion as my eyes came in contact with an unfamiliar white ceiling.I rubbed my eyes with the back of my palm as I slowly recognized this place to be the hospital. Why was I here though? Last thing I remember was being at the wedding. Wait, my wedding? Alex! All my memories slowly began to resurface in my mind.I jerked off the bed and wiped the drop of sweat off my forehead. Where was Alex? Was he okay? I remember seeing him lying helplessly in his own pool of blood.I needed answers and fortunately for me, I was about to get them because the front door flew open wide and my parents barged into the room. My eyes met with mum and I could sight the tears rolling down her cheeks."Mum." I choked out a small cry. My mother rushed towards my direction and pulled me into a tight hug. She patted my back gently and muttered kind words into my ears."How are you feeling?" My dad's ste
Varda's POV "What?" My eyes widened in shock at the words my father had just spewed out. I scoffed in disbelief and shook my head at him in disagreement, refusing to believe what he had just said."You are kidding right?" I choked out a bitter laughter. Dad only sighed in response, he adjusted his posture on the couch and cleared his throat to speak. "I am serious here Varda. Alex's death does not change the fact that we owe his grandfather a huge amount of money. You know there is not much i can do. We still owe him money and I can not afford such.""Dad, are you fucking serious right now?" I yelled with tears rolling down my cheeks. I paused to choke out a hysteric laughter. "I just lost my supposed husband some days ago and now you are asking me to jump into marriage with another man, another man from that same family?" I cried out.Dad rolled his eyes at me. Obviously, not even my tears were going to penetrate through him. He seemed to have made up his mind already."Like your mu
Varda's POV "Whiskey and Tequila." He said with a warm smile. I choked out a small laughter and widened my eyes at him. "Are you kidding? Whiskey and Tequila?" I raised a brow at him.He raised his hands in mock surrender at me. "Whiskey mixed with a tiny shot of tequila will make you forget all of your worries." He winked at me and proceeded to point at the two bottles of alcohol in front of me.I shook my head in disagreement, my smile never faltering for once. "Okay, no. That sounds like poison!" I joked and he laughed at my joke.Somehow, I found myself spending time with this man, I mean we had not exchanged names or whatsoever yet we were already bonding on so much things. In his own way, he was trying to cheer me up and surprisingly it worked."So tell me, what are you trying to escape from?" He asked right after our laughters had subsided. I sighed heavily, suddenly reminded of my reason for being here. I was reminded of my own misery."I mean everyone at the bar are either h
Varda's POV My heart began to beat rapidly as I watched mum and dad escort Stephen McCall into the house. I can not help but find it extremely hard to process all of this. Stephen McCall? The guy I had sex with happened to be Stephen McCall? I wondered if he always knew that I was the one he was to get married to? Had he been pretending all these while?Many questions swirled in my head but what was most important was escaping the reality. I was not ready to face him. I turned around and attempted to flee to my room but it was already too late because Dad and Mum had already walked into the living room with Stephen behind them."Great timing Stephen. Varda just got back from work." My father lied. I saw a mischievous smirk grow in Stephen's lips. He arched his left brow towards my direction and repeated. "Really? She was just getting back from work?"Dad nodded his head in agreement. "Yes, of course. Varda is a very hardworking lady, she...." I lost interest in whatever dad was sayin
Varda's POV My heart began to beat rapidly as I watched mum and dad escort Stephen McCall into the house. I can not help but find it extremely hard to process all of this. Stephen McCall? The guy I had sex with happened to be Stephen McCall? I wondered if he always knew that I was the one he was to get married to? Had he been pretending all these while?Many questions swirled in my head but what was most important was escaping the reality. I was not ready to face him. I turned around and attempted to flee to my room but it was already too late because Dad and Mum had already walked into the living room with Stephen behind them."Great timing Stephen. Varda just got back from work." My father lied. I saw a mischievous smirk grow in Stephen's lips. He arched his left brow towards my direction and repeated. "Really? She was just getting back from work?"Dad nodded his head in agreement. "Yes, of course. Varda is a very hardworking lady, she...." I lost interest in whatever dad was sayin
Varda's POV "Whiskey and Tequila." He said with a warm smile. I choked out a small laughter and widened my eyes at him. "Are you kidding? Whiskey and Tequila?" I raised a brow at him.He raised his hands in mock surrender at me. "Whiskey mixed with a tiny shot of tequila will make you forget all of your worries." He winked at me and proceeded to point at the two bottles of alcohol in front of me.I shook my head in disagreement, my smile never faltering for once. "Okay, no. That sounds like poison!" I joked and he laughed at my joke.Somehow, I found myself spending time with this man, I mean we had not exchanged names or whatsoever yet we were already bonding on so much things. In his own way, he was trying to cheer me up and surprisingly it worked."So tell me, what are you trying to escape from?" He asked right after our laughters had subsided. I sighed heavily, suddenly reminded of my reason for being here. I was reminded of my own misery."I mean everyone at the bar are either h
Varda's POV "What?" My eyes widened in shock at the words my father had just spewed out. I scoffed in disbelief and shook my head at him in disagreement, refusing to believe what he had just said."You are kidding right?" I choked out a bitter laughter. Dad only sighed in response, he adjusted his posture on the couch and cleared his throat to speak. "I am serious here Varda. Alex's death does not change the fact that we owe his grandfather a huge amount of money. You know there is not much i can do. We still owe him money and I can not afford such.""Dad, are you fucking serious right now?" I yelled with tears rolling down my cheeks. I paused to choke out a hysteric laughter. "I just lost my supposed husband some days ago and now you are asking me to jump into marriage with another man, another man from that same family?" I cried out.Dad rolled his eyes at me. Obviously, not even my tears were going to penetrate through him. He seemed to have made up his mind already."Like your mu
Varda's POV The beeping sound of the heart monitor caused me to snap my eyes open. I furrowed my brows in confusion as my eyes came in contact with an unfamiliar white ceiling.I rubbed my eyes with the back of my palm as I slowly recognized this place to be the hospital. Why was I here though? Last thing I remember was being at the wedding. Wait, my wedding? Alex! All my memories slowly began to resurface in my mind.I jerked off the bed and wiped the drop of sweat off my forehead. Where was Alex? Was he okay? I remember seeing him lying helplessly in his own pool of blood.I needed answers and fortunately for me, I was about to get them because the front door flew open wide and my parents barged into the room. My eyes met with mum and I could sight the tears rolling down her cheeks."Mum." I choked out a small cry. My mother rushed towards my direction and pulled me into a tight hug. She patted my back gently and muttered kind words into my ears."How are you feeling?" My dad's ste
Varda's POV"Yes! I want you! I want more of you!" The sound of the familiar feminine moan caused me to clutch the hem of my shirt tight and bite my lower lip to stop myself from breaking down into tears.I leaned closer to the door with a hitched breath, my hands reached for the door knob but I struggled to pull it open. Perhaps it was because my hands were shaky or maybe it was because I was afraid to see what was on the inside."Oh damn it!" My fiance, Alex moaned in satisfaction. My heart began to race extremely fast as I pondered on what next to do. Even if I did barge in, what was I to say? How was I supposed to confront a man I would be getting married to the next day?I turned around and shook my head in disagreement, I was not going to confront him. Rather, I was going to pretend like I never even heard them in the first place.Just as I was about to take a step down the stairs, my ringing tone blared out loud startling me. Alex and Emma had paused whatever they were doing an