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Author: Lexa
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Chapter 039

The night dinner that Ethan had planned so that both families could come together didn’t go as plan .

I knew that the wasn’t going to end so well because I know Jayden so well not to let go of things that easily , I knew that the bastard was going to try whatever that he had in his little strength to make sure that he ruined it and I was so happy that I had finally gotten the opportunity to say out my mind to him after all this years of me trying to be calm and act like I was fine when I wasn’t fine at all.

I felt so relieved saying all of that after all these years even though I knew how much I was hurting on the inside , I knew that it was best that I said my mind pit and I was grateful that I did that .

I could tell how relieved I was when I finally said it all out , it felt like a heavy weight had been lifted out of my chest and I felt so happy about it .

I felt free .

When I was done saying and pouring out my mind , I couldn’t help it anymore , I walk
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