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I loved him

Author: Lexa
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-07 15:55:13

Chapter 44

I knew that my words hit him so hard when I didn’t see him for the next two weeks .

I was the one who had asked him to get out and never come in again since I was disgusted seeing his face , but I am still the same person who is dying to see him right now and I just wish that I never says those words to him in the first place , that the worst mistake that I ever did and wish that I didn’t do it , the last thing that I would go is hurt anyone with my words .

I knew how much I loved Ethan and even though he could take up something like that without me being there , I had to understand that he had to do it .

I was half dead and I wasn’t there to make that decision so he had to do that to save my life .

My seconds thoughts on the abortion had been Nothing but crazy , I didn’t know what I was going to. Do .

I asked the doctor about it and he told me that having that abortion would pose a big threat to my life , but on a second thought I still wanted that done .

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