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Chapter 74: Pain like never before

Author: KingStarr
last update Last Updated: 2023-04-03 22:14:39

Aniston's POV

Stormi and I made it into the mansion. He cradled me like a little frightened girl who couldn't trust her two feet to get her to her destination and I might as well be.

I felt drained.

Like someone had intentionally sucked out all the energy and all the strength and all the vigor and I was nothing but a husk…a hollow severely damaged husk.

I was so God damned exhausted yet I couldn't stop remembering.

I guess that's the thing with shoving all your pain and all your hurt into a glass box - once broken it could take forever to fix.

And so, I let myself be taken back two years ago. To a time where my future seemed impossible and my zeal for living was severely depleted.

Did you know a werewolf can accept his mate in a small ceremony or in the presence of two witnesses but with rejection…

God! I am taking a deep breath because thinking about it feels like I am being kicked in my hoochie by a Scandinavian horse.

Unlike acceptance, rejection had to be publicized. Yeah, I had
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