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Despair

Author: Tessa Lilly
last update Last Updated: 2023-08-08 14:29:55

Gabriel’s POV

Five days.

Five fucking days and we still didn’t know a fucking thing.

We had been scouting the area but still didn't come up with anything still. We haven’t found the entrance. There were no people lurking around. Nothing. Fucking nothing.

I hadn’t been sleeping or eating. I was drowning in anger, despair, and fear. I was going crazy without her. I have been irritable, and I snap easily. Yesterday, Jack and I got into a fight. I don’t even know why. He said something that made me angry, and I couldn’t hold back. I knocked him to the ground, and he fought back. Both of us now have a black eye, split lips, and bruises on our faces. We were not a pretty sight to see. But I didn’t fucking care.

The others weren’t doing much better either. None of us were eating or sleeping much. Jacob lost control over his magic a couple of times. Luckily, no one got hurt. The girls were a crying mess most of the time. They were trying to keep it together, and they were completely dedicated
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