Katie
Coming over to my friend Bella's house for the first time and I am in awe of how nice this place is. My parents have way to many children to ever buy me a place like this. Being the middle child I always got hand me downs and left overs from my older sisters. Upper middle class family is stretched a little thin when providing for a large family. Bella is a nice girl so I am trying hard to keep the green eyed jealousy monster from poking his head out. "This place is gorgeous Bella!" Finally I stop drooling with envy and I'm able to speak.
"Thank you. I have been very excited to have it finished and everything set up. Living away from home for the first time has been a lot easier having a place I can make my own. Living alone was intimidating at first but I'm getting used to it. It also has a pool do you wanna check it out?" She asks turning towards the back door. "Of course I do!"
I keep rambling on about the house and how we need to have a sleepover and hang out more. As I am taking it all in admiring everything not paying attention in front of myself I suddenly bump into Bella. Stopping abruptly then I freeze seeing why she stopped all the sudden.
“Who do you have hiding out here Bella? You didn't include this hottie when you were giving me the tour. Is he part of the complimentary guest package when I stay the night?” I asks while licking my lips.
Bella immediately scowled at him scrunching her brows together then turned to me, “This is Seth. You want to stay away from him. He is a dick!”
“I see he definitely has a big one,” licking my lips again with a giggle. Not sure when the I got so boldly blunt.
“I’m Seth. I do have a dick but I’m not one unless you cause me to be one.” He sticks out his hand earning a death glare from Bella.
“I’m Katie. Nice to meet you Seth” I say while giving him my best fuck me eyes.
“Come on Katie let’s go we have to go buy our books for class tomorrow!” Bella says turning on her heels grabbing me to leave.
I stop pulling my hand from Bella as Seth speaks again “You go to college with us Katie? What classes do you have? We may have some together."
As we talk about our schedules more I can tell Bella is annoyed and Seth turns to Bella again.
“What’s up with you?” He asked like he was annoyed too. Don't know the history here but I get the feeling they don't care for each other.
“Seth are you trying to torment me forever?” He was talking to me how is he tormenting her? I am just as confused as he is. She seems different around him.
“What are you talking about Bella? Get your little panties out of a bunch. I’m just chatting with your friend Katie. Can I not be polite to your friends?”
“I’m not talking about that. I’m talking about the fact that we have almost every single class together Seth!” She tells him
“Well I didn’t do it. You must have found out my schedule. Are my parents paying you to spy on me now so you can tattle back to them?” Oh that's why they are both annoyed.
"Why in the world would your parents think they could pay me to tattle on you?" He starts to answer her when she puts her hand up stopping him just as he starts to speak. "Never mind your answer. I don't even want to hear it!"
Following Bella back into the house wondering what the hell is going on with her. Actually it was more like being drug behind her because surprisingly this girl is strong. Meeting her on campus a few weeks ago, we have hung out several times and she has never acted like this at all. She has always been bubbly and sweet since I have met her.
"What has gotten into you girl? I've never seen you act like this and now you are upset at probably the sexiest man alive?" She rolled her eyes at my question.
"Dont be fooled by the hot body and overly charming attitude. My parents and his have been friends since we were born. I try not to ever bad mouth people but as my friend I am just warning you. Seth has been my biggest tyrant for the past four years. He and I were so close when we were younger but one day he changed and he has been cruel and humiliated me for a long time and I have no idea why. I have never done anything to him and he even included his little pose from school to torment me even further. Staying away from him saves you a whole mess of trouble and becoming another notch on his bed post. He always has a parade of girls he uses to satisfy his needs. You do not want to go through the pain and heart ache I have." She was furious and hurting when she talked about this godlike man. Bella must be deranged if she didn't try to land him. I don't care how long she has know him.
"Wow I didn't know you felt so strongly about him. I know I don't know the details but I would have never pictured him for someone to be cruel like that. Maybe the player part but not cruel type. I'll make sure to steer clear of him!" I give her the most sympathetic and sincere look I could muster up although I knew it was a complete lie. Given the chance I would be whatever he wanted me to be. I could tell we needed to end this conversation if I wanted her to calm down anytime soon. I would be every notch on his bed post if he let me. I am sure she wouldnt mind it since she can't stand the guy. She may have known him longer but I have seen nothing that wasn't incredible from the man. His body is drool worthy so I will definitely visit more if nothing else but to get a glimpse of him.
Seth The first day of classes has went fairly smooth. We have practice almost every afternoon so the football team has its own parking lot next to on of the buildings. Not having to find a spot saves a lot of time in the morning. It’s a pretty large campus with many stores and restaurants. The restaurants came in use since I didn't bring any lunch. Anyone can easily navigate around so finding my classes wasn’t a problem. Since we realized too late I wasn’t able to switch any of my classes to avoid being with Bella. She would purposefully avoid looking at me but I would steal glances at her. She is such a beautiful girl and we used to get along so well. Why did she have to go and ruin things? Guess I may have taken things too far back then but I was so mad at her for betraying me by going to our parents. Wish I could just forgive her and go on but I can’t trust her to not cause problems for me. Was she afraid I would forget about her when I started getting more friends?
Bella Tears! Tears! And more tears! Why does this always seem happen to me? School just started and I am already needing to run away to a deserted island on vacation. A beach sounds nice listening to the waves and laying on the beach. Nice and relaxing is what I need for my life very soon. Calming peace sets in as I imagine laying under the warm sun then of course my phone alarm goes off with a reminder to take the antidepressants I wanted a fresh start away from the past and pain. Things were supposed to be changing moving here thinking Seth was comfortable with me being next door. The page from my past had already been turned and this is supposed to be the new chapter. I don't want to reread or relive the last chapter of this book of my life. I have spent years hiding the hurt and heartbreak that consumes me. The need for antidepressants has come along with being repeatedly rejected and tormented by someone I care about. My belief is
SethDing. I reach over as I hear my phone letting me know I got a text.Bella- "I would like to begin working on our assignment soon. I want to make sure it's all completed as quickly as possible. Let me know your first availability."Inhaling deeply I try to think of what to reply. I know we have to do the assignment but I really don't know what I am feeling right now. I still hate her for what she's done but I also hate the look of hurt in her face. Have I really never paid attention to what I was doing to her or has my anger blinded me from caring? Guess no time like the present.Seth- "I have time now. No time like the present if you wanting to get it done quick" I sounded to much like my parents at this point.Bella- "Um.....ok. Give me an hour and you can head over. I have everything we need here."Seth-"See ya then."Setting my phone down and hope in the shower to get ready.
Bella- Grabbing my phone I text Seth. "I would like to begin working on our assignment soon. I want to make sure it's all completed as quickly as possible. Let me know your first availability." Seth- "I have time now. No time like the present if you wanting to get it done quick" I sounded to much like my parents at this point. "Um.....ok. Give me an hour and you can head over. I have everything we need here." Seth-"See ya then." Now I am running around like a mad woman cleaning up the house. This is the first time Seth has ever spent any time in my part of the duplex. I like things organized and I am a neat person but would still be humiliated if anything is out of place. I have one hour to get done and still fix myself up. I will never want him to know my heart has always belonged to him no matter what I have been through. I know Seth is not really who he has been acting like. I know his heart is good. My body doesn't feel the s
Seth "Wow!! That was definitely not my intentions when I came over here but that was amazing Bella!" The shade of pink her cheeks turn when she blushes is adorable. I pull her in for a hug. We are both still laying on her bed. I can't treat her like the typical girls I use and just leave after. We have known each other our whole lives. No matter what has happened I can't just do that to her because she is not a slut and I know that. Realization begins to set in that moment. Bella is not a slut and she wouldn't have let this happen purely out of desire and passion. What does this mean?"I...I didn't expect this either. But um....thanks?" She said it almost in a question. I leaned down and softly kissed the top of her head. I don't know how she feels about what happened but although I know this was possibly a huge mistake, it's kind of nice. I've never done true intimacy before but this feels very intimate not just sex. We sat there holding each other is silence
Bella "I...I didn't expect this either. But um....thanks? Did I really just thank him? What is wrong with me and why am I acting like a shy school girl? I guess I'm still in shock about what just happened and could one blame me? He leaned down and softly kissed the top of my head. I never pictured Seth as a 'snuggler after sex guy' and they doesn't fit the picture girls from our school painted him out to be. He may have exiled me from his life the last few years but that didn't stop his many conquests from bragging about their sexual relationships with him. They all thought he loved them all but what I heard and knowing him for so long I could tell that wasn't true. The door bell snaps my thoughts back to reality. "Were you expecting someone?" Seth questioned me with us both having a look of shock with the realization of what has happened between us. "No" I answer in a panic. Please just be a delivery. Please just be a delivery. I keep
BellaTaking Dean inside I lead him to the bathroom looking for the first aid kit my mother had prepared for me. I've always been accident prone and she said I would need to be prepared in case I have any little accidents. I pull out the triple antibiotic ointment and the bandages. Using a clean cloth I clean the cut resulting in a hiss from Dean. "I'm sorry I'm trying to be careful.""Thanks you are fine just stings a little." He stares into my eyes as a I clean the cut making sure I am careful and don't hurt him again."I do not know what got into Seth but I'm so sorry he did this.""Is it not obvious? I had the attention of the most beautiful girl here tonight and I don't think he is used to it not being all about him." I couldn't help but blush at his words.I break eye contact and continue to bandage him up. There is no way I was the most beautiful girl there. Seth causing this must have made me into a challenge for him to get at Seth. Dea
Dean Bella takes me inside to the bathroom looking for the first aid kit to bandage up my cut. I've seen the way Seth looks at her and I knew it be a matter of time till he'd lose it. That is the main reason I came tonight when the guys invited me. I had to see the hot piece of ass living next door to him. He's such a cocky little shit bragging about the women he considers his conquests. But with Bella is mentioned he's different and I can see it no matter how hard he tries to hide it. I figured getting close to her would be his breaking point and throw him off his game. A freshman shouldn't be team captain but coach doesn't see that so I'll make she to help shine a light on his failures. Bella takes out the triple antibiotic ointment and the bandages. Using a clean cloth to clean the cut resulting in a hiss from me. "I'm sorry I'm trying to be careful." "Thanks you are fine, love, just stings a little." I stare into her eyes as she cleans my cut. No wonder Seth
Bella Dreams of Seth are continuing to consume me. I can even smell him. The smell of his cologne will make any girls mouth water. I've smelt his cologne before on people but one him it is amazing. Oh heavens, his hands caressing my face tracing a path he moves his hand down my collar bone. This is the best dream ever I moan as he carresses down my chest to my exposed breast where my robe had come undone while I was sleeping. His mouth seem to follow the trail of his hand movements. Rubbing my legs together as the pool of wetness in between my legs increases and becomes overwhelming. His touch is exactly how I remembered sliding down finding it’s way to my wet core in between my wet folds. Grinding my hips against the amazing feeling building up in my body and my back arches of the bed. The moment Seth’s mouth sucked on my breast and flick the pink pebbled nipple my entire body washes with the sensation of my ama
SethMy parents are great. Coming home for a visit was for the best. Mom and dad both were able to take a long weekend as well to spend some time with me. I told them that wasn’t needed but mom insisted I was growing up and they wanted to take advantage of this time. Not sure if she thinks I’ll up and leave for good or what. Really don’t think I could really move to far from them forever. But I guess she’s right they are getting older too so I’ll enjoy them while I can. Dad and I are out throwing the football around. I think he uses the distraction to get me to open up to him more. And it works every time because I end up answering his questions before I realize it.“Have you been able to keep up with your classes since your football schedule is more strenuous that what you are used to?”
BellaPulling up at my family home my body immediately relaxes as soon as I pull in the driveway. The last few weeks have been so stressful I embraced the calming feeling I desperately needed. Growing up we always dream of the day we are old enough to move out on our own and start our life. Maybe cherishing the simplicity of being a child would have been a better use of my time then. I guess we live and learn.Everything looks the same as when I left a few months ago but still seems different. Possibly because I am seeing it in a different perspective than before. The trees are in bloom and mom has the porch decorated in such a welcoming way. I wonder if she's always done that or if I just never really appreciated it before . Setting my one bag down on the porch I make my way over to the cozy swing. It's full of beautiful pillows and looks so inviting. I set back and take in the view. Curling up on the swing I think to myself how much I've missed this place. I must hav
BellaAaaahhh!!How can this be happening to me. I stomp into my house slamming the door behind me. I have got to get away from this place!Seth and I have worked on our assignment a few times since that day I confronted him and Beth but I have made sure to keep it professional. I can't help the attraction for him but I can help allowing myself to respond to it. Seth is the one who caused my problems again and this is supposed to be my new life and I refuse to have a repeat of high school. Beth has now included Dean into her little plans to annoy me but I haven't allowed her the pleasure. Does she really think I care about him? Nothing happened and now seeing his behavior I'm glad. I have seen them a few times on campus and she starts the drama. I just simply shut her down and walk away. I have never been one to cause a scene and keep the drama to a minimum. I know what caused this and made my life difficult again. My project with Seth is complete
Seth That was probably the sexiest thing I've ever seen. The confidence and authority in her was amazing. And of course the idiot I am I don't see it until it's to late. Commitment has never been my thing with girls and I was too busy focusing on keeping things casual that I never realized. Rolling around Bella's words in my head I can't come up with a single excuse for my behavior. I have known her my whole life and I know she doesn't sleep around. She is the most genuine person I know. I am such a fool; please be a way to fix this. Bella and I have worked on our assignment a few weeks since that day but she has made sure to keep it professional. I know I've caused her problems with Beth and have seen them arguing a few times on campus. Bella just simply shuts her down in true Bella fashion. She has never been one to cause a scene and keeps the drama to a minimum. I know I caused this and made her life difficult again. Difference in high school I meant to. Seeing he
Bella Why do I always end up being the one hurt all the time? I have spent my entire Sunday sulking away curled up under a blanket watch movies. Enough is enough and I'm not going to set back and take it anymore. With my new found determination I pry myself out of bed going to brush my teeth and wash my face. I refuse to fix myself up for Seth and staying in my yoga clothes. If he doesn't like it he can get over it. We have an assignment to finish and I'm not failing this class over his ignorance.I had sent Dean on his way early this morning. He had made a few more vague advances toward me but he just isn't what I'm looking for. He seems like a nice enough guy. Just not the right guy for me right now. He is nice looking so I am really hoping I'm not making the wrong decision.I grab my stuff and March right over to Seth's door. Taking in a deep breath and knocking once it's released. Although it was probably only a minute, standing there waiting seemed lik
Sometimes life gets heavy and we are faced with trails. I am struggling with health issues at the moment. Which has resulted in me not having the ablity to focus on writing as much. I wanted to be further along in the story but my doctor has been running test to confirm if I have breast cancer. Unfortunately the tests and appointments are taking much of my time but I will continue to write as much as possible I'm between visits and tests. The process has been mentally and physically draining but I have faith that we will have it all under control very soon. Thanks for your support.
Dean Bella takes me inside to the bathroom looking for the first aid kit to bandage up my cut. I've seen the way Seth looks at her and I knew it be a matter of time till he'd lose it. That is the main reason I came tonight when the guys invited me. I had to see the hot piece of ass living next door to him. He's such a cocky little shit bragging about the women he considers his conquests. But with Bella is mentioned he's different and I can see it no matter how hard he tries to hide it. I figured getting close to her would be his breaking point and throw him off his game. A freshman shouldn't be team captain but coach doesn't see that so I'll make she to help shine a light on his failures. Bella takes out the triple antibiotic ointment and the bandages. Using a clean cloth to clean the cut resulting in a hiss from me. "I'm sorry I'm trying to be careful." "Thanks you are fine, love, just stings a little." I stare into her eyes as she cleans my cut. No wonder Seth
BellaTaking Dean inside I lead him to the bathroom looking for the first aid kit my mother had prepared for me. I've always been accident prone and she said I would need to be prepared in case I have any little accidents. I pull out the triple antibiotic ointment and the bandages. Using a clean cloth I clean the cut resulting in a hiss from Dean. "I'm sorry I'm trying to be careful.""Thanks you are fine just stings a little." He stares into my eyes as a I clean the cut making sure I am careful and don't hurt him again."I do not know what got into Seth but I'm so sorry he did this.""Is it not obvious? I had the attention of the most beautiful girl here tonight and I don't think he is used to it not being all about him." I couldn't help but blush at his words.I break eye contact and continue to bandage him up. There is no way I was the most beautiful girl there. Seth causing this must have made me into a challenge for him to get at Seth. Dea