My heart began racing. I had thought that he was probably done with all the various questions and answers, nothing in me was preparing me for what he was about to say to me. I was not ready to be questioned in such a manner and yet here I was, sitting in a leather seated car facing a beautiful man and being asked if I had cheated on him before. I tried to take in deep breaths but I could not succeed at that seeing as he was right there in front of me and so I tried to talk to myself, to remind myself that I wasn't dating this man and so I owed him no explanation. Still, he had saved me from the clutches of Stacy and I knew that no matter how much I wanted to lie to myself, I did owe him an explanation and I was going to give him the explanation that he longed for. "Alex you need to listen to me and not jump into any sort of conclusion," I said, trying to calm him down. But Alex had a very soft smile on his face and I could not tell if he was angry or if he was trying to suppress h
I froze, not knowing what to say of how to react. it felt like a trick question to me but for the life of me, I did not know how to answer it and still keep the personality of a good person. I knew I didn't owe him anything but Alex had been by my side when I had no one else to stand with me, I could not just tell him that I had feelings for another man when I knew very well that he loved me and he also wanted to be with me.And so I kept mute and searched myself. I took a minute to ask myself if I truly actually loved Daniel or I was just lusting over him. The truth was that Daniel was not a very nice person to me. He did not treat me in the way I would have loved to be treated and he did not go the extra mile to show me that he cared. He was very good at shouting it in my ears though but didn't a wise man once say that love is an action word and one needs action to back up such words?Daniel had not done any action work to prove to me that he loved me. He constantly embrassmed me
"God I have yearned for you for too long," he said softly as he left my lips and kissed down my neck. I hated myself at that moment. Simply because I was not as drawn to him as I was to Daniel. I did not crave for his hands to explore every part of me and my entire body was not on fire as it was whenever Daniel held me. Maybe I was just not so comfortable with him yet. Or maybe I was too comfortable with him. Maybe being with Alex was not as dramatic and toxic as being with Daniel and a part of me craved that drama, longed for that toxic nature. Maybe just maybe I was drawn in to Daniel simply because of the drama that constantly revolved with being around him. Everything did not make sense to me at that time but I knew very well that sooner than later, I would fall in love with Alex and I would forget all about Daniel. The only reason I still liked or even thought about Daniel was because he was my brother, he was constantly in my face and he was the first guy I had ever had sexu
I held the entrance of the dressing room in fear, wondering if the woman had heard everything we say and worse, if she knew who we were talking about. "Oh God no!" I muttered under my breath as I looked at Ivy shaking. "Do you think she heard everything we said?" I asked Ivy "Is that what you are really worried about right now? What you should be thinking about is if she even knows the person we were talking about because if she does and with that look that she gave us, I am very much sure that she is going to go to him and tell him everything that we have just said." Ivy words did not make me feel any better and all I could do was pray that the young lady did not know Alex. "I don't think so but even if she did, I do not want a situation where I will be embrassed again in another mall on the same day. Please let's go," I said hurriedly. "What? What are you talking about? We haven't even taken the clothes that we want to take. We can't just leave like that!" "Are you listening
I couldn't afford to look at Alex. I knew that sooner than later, he was going to find out. I had only wished that it would be later rather than sooner. But now he had found out and he was going to leave. Maybe he would even return back the cloths he had bought for us and take back his money. I honestly won't blame him if he decides to do that. It would be nothing else but my fault and I would take whatever consequences that came with it. And so I kept my face on the floor, not daring to look into his angry eyes and just waiting for him to do whatever it was that he wanted to do. But for a while, I didn't hear any word from him and then suddenly, I heard him sighing and I was tempted to look up. But he wasn't looking at me, he was looking at the girl that had come to deliver such terrible news and his stance did not look like one of a person who wanted to do anything good. "So young lady," he spoke out. "Let me understand something. You left what you were doing, you left the sho
Alex dropped Ivy off at her place and she was beaming as she took her clothes and walked into her apartment. Alex's driver zoomed off and the next destination was my house. "How about we go to your place? I mean I have never seen it before and I feel like now will be the best time for me to actually see where you live." I suggested. "I don't think that's necessary babe. I don't have any tampons at my place so you unfortunately can't come to mine but I will definitely take you to my place sooner than later and I can assure you that I will treat you to a very lovely meal when you come." I smiled in assurance and thanked God that I did not blow my cover and tell him that I wasn't actually seeing my period and it was all a stage to get out of there before that woman ruined me, little did I know that I won't even need it because Alex was going to defend me like his life depended on it. It didn't take his driver that long before he finally reached my home. "Here is your stop beautiful
I tried to wiggle free from his grip but he held me too tightly and I just couldn't move. "Daniel, let go of me," I said as I struggled to be free from his touch. I honestly did not like what his touch was doing to me and yet still I couldn't get rid of it. "You haven't answered my question," he said angrily and I didn't need to look into his eyes to know that they were trueI couldn't look at his eyes out of fear of what I would see even though in my mind, I already knew what I was going to see, I knew very well that I was not going to get out of his grip till I gave him what he wanted. "Daniel you are hurting me," I cried out hoping that he would pay attention to my cries and try his best to do something different or to let me go. "If you honestly think that I am going to let you go because of that, then you must be mistaken. I am asking you a question and you are yet to respond. Where are you coming from?" "I went out with Ivy," I finally answered, not ready to continue with t
He knew very well that he could not in anyway afford to have those pictures go out. His entire reputation and that of his family will go down the drain and his father would not leave anything to him if such a scandal happened.And he also knew that he had not been the nicest person to Stacy. So if she by any chance did get her hands on those pictures, she would not hesitate to use it and blackmail him or worse, she could just post it and then they won't be able to escape. "We can't let her get her hands on that picture," Daniel said urgently. "I know that. What are we going to do?" I agreed. "I know those pictures could ruin your chances of inheriting your father's wealth, but for me, those pictures will go a long way in wrecking my mother because your father would definitely not want to be with her after he learns of what we have done, so we definitely have to find a solution to this and we need to find it fast." "I know what to do. I will call some guys that I know and have them