Chapter 48

"God I have yearned for you for too long," he said softly as he left my lips and kissed down my neck.

I hated myself at that moment. Simply because I was not as drawn to him as I was to Daniel. I did not crave for his hands to explore every part of me and my entire body was not on fire as it was whenever Daniel held me.

Maybe I was just not so comfortable with him yet. Or maybe I was too comfortable with him. Maybe being with Alex was not as dramatic and toxic as being with Daniel and a part of me craved that drama, longed for that toxic nature. Maybe just maybe I was drawn in to Daniel simply because of the drama that constantly revolved with being around him.

Everything did not make sense to me at that time but I knew very well that sooner than later, I would fall in love with Alex and I would forget all about Daniel.

The only reason I still liked or even thought about Daniel was because he was my brother, he was constantly in my face and he was the first guy I had ever had sexu