Chapter 38

I couldn't think of school. Nothing there was of any interest to me and so I went to the balcony and sat there, hoping that at any moment Daniel would come out and tell me that he understands why I would say such and he would kiss me.

It was at that point that I knew that I was indecisive. I could not pick between Daniel and Alex. I wanted them both to keep dying over me and I love the attention and power it gave me.

Slowly, I had become the one thing I always hated. It was not a pleasant thing to experience. The worst part was that even when the feeling was so conflicted, I still loved every bit of it.

As I allowed the cold morning breeze to touch my skin, I heard my doorbell ringing and I wondered why Ivy would be ringing the door bell instead of just walking in like she usually did when we were in high school.

Sighing, I stood up and walked towards the door and opened it for her.

"Girl, why did you do that?' I asked.

"I didn't know if he was walking around without his shirt on.