"If it isn't the devil himself," Deric said, his eyes glazing over in the way they normally did when he was prepared to attack. I had seen it before, back in the club when he had almost bitten me. I could see that he was bracing himself to intervene if something went wrong. Fear sat heavily inside me; if Deric was this alert about Silas, then something must be very wrong.
"I asked you a question," Silas said, narrowing his eyes at the other vampire. "What are you doing here?" "Searching for any humans that might have been left behind. We still need them, all of them." "You know very well that there are no humans left behind. Your father was in charge of that aspect. But I did notice your absence; it makes me curious where you’ve been—or why you reek of human." "Where I was is none of your business. How I smell isn't either. Go help your father with that pretty mansion you're setting up in Fayette." Silas smiled, his sharp fangs evident. This was one of the few times I had ever seen his teeth; he always hid them around me, as though not seeing them would make me forget he was a vampire. But here was Silas displaying them proudly, and they looked sharper than before. One bite from him could easily pierce the skin. The thought made me curl up into myself in fear. There was something different about my stepbrother. He seemed colder, more dangerous. It was hard to believe I had seen him just hours ago when he’d been nothing but kind. What could have happened to make him change so drastically? "You know, all other vampires are moving back to Fayette. The werewolves and other supernaturals can stay behind, and the humans will come with us—every single one of them." "What are you getting at?" "My point is that I don’t see why you’re hiding one of them." Silas’s eyes turned toward the closet I was hiding in, like he could see me through the door. "Why hide, little human?" "That's none of your fucking business," Deric growled. "She’s mine, and you have no right to touch her. Now get lost before I make you." "You’re so pathetic. I never thought you’d protect a human. I’m taking her with me." "You will not lay a hand on her." I could feel the tension between them. At any moment, a fight would break out, and I didn’t want either of them to get hurt because of me. The only way to stop it was to show myself. Silas would recognize me—he had to. Taking a deep breath, I shuffled to my feet and pushed the closet door open. "Stop." Both vampires turned their glares away from each other to look at me. "Are you fucking kidding me, Kerry? I told you to stay put, dammit!" "I can’t just sit around and let you fight. Besides... I think he’ll remember me. He has to." I stepped forward, gazing at my stepbrother with hope. There was no way Silas didn’t know who I was. "S...Silas, I... I know you don’t remember me, but we’re very close. You’ve always protected me for as long as I can remember. I want to protect you, too." Silas raised a brow, his lips twisting into an amused grin. "Pathetic human." I gasped as he moved faster than I could see. His hand wrapped tightly around my neck, suffocating me. I struggled, desperately trying to catch my breath. "I don’t know who the fuck you are." "Get your hands off her, dimwit!" A loud crash echoed through the room as Deric's kick sent Silas smashing into a nearby table. Deric turned to me, shoving me toward the window. "Get out of here! Keep running until I find you." "You fell for a human? That’s so unlike you, Deric." "Oh, I’m not the one who fell." "Don’t you remember? You and I used to hunt them. It was fun, wasn’t it? You used to say how delicious human blood was—sweeter when we struck fear into their hearts. How could you let yourself fall for our food? Our prey?" Silas rose from the floor. Despite his disheveled appearance, he bore no injuries. My body shook as I edged closer to the window, moving slowly to avoid drawing attention. "That was centuries ago," Deric said. "Things are different now." "You wish." Silas sneered. "Just because you fancy this human doesn’t mean her fate will be any different from the others. She’s nothing more than a feeder!" "If you hurt her, you’ll regret it more than I will." "Don’t talk nonsense. Let’s finish this!" The two clashed like gladiators in an arena. Growls and the sound of claws tearing into flesh filled the air. Blood scented the room. I couldn’t keep up with their movements; they were too fast. Knowing this was my only chance to escape, I slid out the window. The house was two stories tall, but there was a tree beside the window. I had used it countless times before to sneak out. Memories of Silas fetching me after those nights flashed through my mind. Tears blurred my vision as I ran down the empty streets. The brother who had cared so much for me now saw me as nothing more than food. Hearing footsteps behind me, I froze. A hand grabbed me and slammed me to the ground. Silas loomed over me, his face bloodied and his eyes glowing a deep, terrifying red. "Shut the fuck up!" he snarled. "If Deric wanted to keep you, he should have turned you himself." "S...Silas," I choked out. "D...don’t you r...remember me? It’s Kerry. Please, you have to remember!" "Shh." His cold finger pressed against my lips. "I’ll do you and Deric a favor. Since he’s incapable of turning you, I’ll do it myself." His hand gripped my throat, pulling me upright. As he leaned in, fear paralyzed me. His tongue darted out, licking my neck, and his teeth brushed my skin. "Ahhh!" I screamed as his fangs sank into me. The pain was excruciating, and my body convulsed as he drained my blood. My heartbeat thundered in my ears until my vision began to fade. When Silas finally pulled away, blood stained his lips. He looked at me with disgust. "You should have turned by now. Guess you’re too useless for even that. Whatever. I’ll leave you here to die peacefully." He stood, wiped his mouth, and walked away. His footsteps faded into the distance. Weak and barely conscious, I heard Deric's panicked voice calling my name. Then everything went dark.I woke up in pain; my neck was throbbing, and I felt like my head might explode at any moment. I hesitantly pushed my lids open; it was very difficult because they felt like they had been glued together. I was in a hospital of some sort. There was a bed, much too comfortable to be a hospital bed, and then the white walls. Apart from that, there was nothing else in the small room. It was too white, and I didn’t know why I was still alive.The last thing I remembered was getting my life sucked out of me by the person I trusted the most. It’s not like I hadn’t always thought something like this would happen. I had told my mom countless times that her new husband and his son might go crazy one day and kill us, but of course, she didn’t listen. And I blamed myself because I had let my guard down around Silas. After all, I fell in love with him. My bad.“Thank God you are okay.”My eyes snapped to the person sitting beside me. I had been too dazed to notice Deric; he looked terrible. There
It wasn't a party, more like some kind of formal gathering for rich people—or in this case, rich vampires. I felt shivers run down my spine the moment I stepped into the room. In place of champagne and food, there was blood; the smell of it was disturbing.I also saw some humans, all of them kneeling in front of their masters—that was what Deric had called them. Humans who had no memories of their life before the vampires now believed their sole purpose was to serve these bloodsuckers. I felt angry. The humans didn’t deserve this. It was unfair.“Try not to look at anyone directly,” Deric told me, his hand on my lower back, leading me across the room.When we got to a table, he took a seat, and I sank to my knees at his feet—just like all the other humans were doing. If I didn’t, it would draw attention to us, and the vampires would suspect that I hadn’t gotten my memories wiped. That would be bad. Still, I felt so pissed having to be at anybody’s feet. What the hell was this? The Dar
" Honestly, I don't know what's so special about you. Why did Deric go through so much effort to keep you alive?"Silas came forward, his eyes running over my body like it would provide him the answer he needed."Why don't you ask him yourself?""And you talk back at your masters. Interesting.""You are not my master," I growled out.I never thought I would one day grow to dislike Silas. He had always been good to me, but this version of him had also tried to kill me."Please leave me alone."I tried to walk past him, but he grabbed my arm, pulling me back."Who are you?""I don't think you'll believe me even if I tell you.""You seem familiar.""If I did, you wouldn't have tried to kill me.""I see you are traumatized."Silas liked stating the obvious. I tried to walk away again, but his grip on me didn't loosen. I watched him warily; what did he plan to do now? Suck me dry again? I didn’t even think I had enough blood in my body to be a good meal.My entire body tensed when his face
"Like hell you are!" Deric reaches out to me, but Silas pulls me behind him. The tension between them was thick; I knew that if I didn't intervene, then a fight might break out.I pulled my hand away from Silas's grip and stepped forward. "Let me talk to him.""Suit yourself. But don't waste my time; I am not a very patient person."I watched Silas walk away toward the direction of the door; he stood there with his arms crossed, glaring intently in our direction. I knew that if I kept him waiting, then he might come back and drag me away himself."What are you planning?" Deric asked, and he fixed me with a glare. Since vampires could read minds, I knew he already had a hint about what I was going to say, and by the expression on his face, I knew that he didn't like it."I'm going with him.""You're kidding me. You are going with the guy who almost killed you?" Deric growled, anger evident in his voice."I'm not going because I want to. But I think this is the perfect opportunity to ge
"Silas, what can I do for you?" Bill asked.I was looking at Mom, who was still kneeling at his feet; she didn't look up even once. It was like she was afraid of the consequences, but she hadn't even done anything wrong. Even Bill was very tense."Silas?""You have no idea what people are saying about you already," Silas growled out; the anger coming from him was so palpable that I could almost touch it. I didn't have any idea why he was so angry, but it clearly had to do with the display of affection just now."It's already bad that everyone knows you favor a fucking human! Yet you aren't making this any better! Don't you give one shit about your reputation at all?""Watch your language." Bill's voice was calm, but the anger in his eyes was evident. My mom shifted closer to him, seeking comfort.My heart was breaking at the sight of her looking so small. I had only ever seen her like this after her divorce from my dad. For a long time, she remained a shadow of herself; that was befor
"Fuck!" His length sank into my shivering body in a single fluid motion, sinking in until he bottomed out. He made sure to maintain eye contact the entire time.Mouth falling open, I couldn't help sucking in a weak, shuddering breath as my back pressed into the railing behind me. I still couldn't forget that there were people down there who might see us.Silas carefully gathered my hair, moving it up and behind me so it wouldn't get stuck in my face. He was almost sweet; maybe it was because he was deep inside me."Oh God... mph... ah..." I was soon crying as he began to thrust. Alternating between long, deep strokes, his veiny shaft damn near touched the bottom of my stomach. For a moment, I thought I might die from the sheer pleasure of it all.Sex with him was always blindingly intense, like drowning in a sea of ecstasy. Every nerve ending in my body was aware. I couldn't stop my gut from clenching. The slow pounding was guaranteed to put me to sleep right after. Clear moisture flo
Emily. Yes, I was happy to see her; I was grateful that she was alive and well, even though currently she was being treated like an animal, but at least she was alright. However, seeing her with Carter brought back bad memories. Looking at them together, all I could think about was the kiss they shared, the harsh words Emily had said to me the next day at school.I walked forward and slumped in the seat next to Silas. There was food on the table, probably meant for Emily. Even though it was still just green salad, I reached for it and filled my mouth with it, chewing rather loudly just to irritate them."What the fuck, are you an animal?" Silas was the easiest to offend. He looked at me like I had gone crazy."Maybe if you had remembered to feed me, I wouldn't be this hungry.""You ate not long ago.""I ate in the fucking morning. I don't know about you, but humans need to eat at least twice a day!" I told him angrily.Silas was taken aback by my behavior, and so was Emily if the shoc
The pain surged through me as Carter continued to feed, my screams echoing in the darkness. Each heartbeat felt like a drum, pounding in my ears. Tears welled up in my eyes as a mixture of physical agony and emotional betrayal consumed me. The world around me blurred, and I felt a profound sense of weakness.As Carter finally withdrew, a cold numbness replaced the searing pain. I gasped for breath, the metallic taste of blood lingering on his lips. I was too weak to hold myself up and crumbled to the floor. Carter's eyes bore into mine, a strange mix of satisfaction and guilt flickering in them."Forgive me," he whispered, wiping a trace of blood from his lips. "I didn't mean to take so much."I lay there, battered and broken, grappling with the revelation that I was nothing more than a substitute. Emily—the one he loved, the one he would never harm. The truth pierced me like a dagger. I tried to make sense of the conflicting emotions—fear, betrayal, and an overwhelming sense of lonel
Kerry's POVAsher doesn't return, and I doubt he will anytime soon. But his words keep echoing in my head. Something still doesn't make sense. It's hard to believe he would do all this just to get to my daughter."At the end, it's all about you," I say to my daughter with a sad smile on my face. The baby doesn't cry, not since Asher handed her back to me. I would have been worried about this abnormal behavior if she were... well, normal. I worry that she will get hungry very soon, and I have no idea what I’m going to do then. I don't think I can stand feeding her blood; it would freak me the hell out. It was one thing having to drink blood while pregnant, but a completely different case entirely to feed it to my infant child.She looked so human too, except for the unusual crimson eyes. She was a beautiful baby, and there was no doubt she would grow up looking like her father. There would be so many expectations. Asher would come back, no doubt, and he would create more problems for m
Sera stares at her ex-husband, the man whom she had given her heart to at one point. There were all sorts of emotions going through her, but the one that simmered under her skin and had her storming forward was rage. Pure rage! She felt like killing the bastard man with her own hands!Silas was quick to put some distance between him and Kerry's father before Sera flung a vase at him. The angel evaded the attack, his eyes wide with disbelief as he watched Sera reach out for something else to throw at him."Sera, please, we don't have time for this.""How dare you! How dare you show up here after all those years!""Sweetheart, please calm down," Bill, who had been stunned, finally reacted. He moved forward to stand by his wife. He looked at Seth with confusion—Bill didn't know what relationship the two of them had, but he'd never seen Sera this angry before. "Let him talk first.""Do you even know who he is?" Sera glared at her husband. Her vision was going blurry as she teared up. Her
"What the fuck!?" Silas is pissed—scratch that, he feels like fucking murdering someone right now. The only thing that feels worse than his anger is the fear that makes his skin crawl. "I've only been gone for a few hours!!"Bill doesn't say anything. The man hasn't even looked at him throughout the argument, and this only makes Silas more pissed. "I begged you not to do this! I was against this fucking abortion, and yet you went behind my back to do it! Now you have no fucking idea where she is?!""I am sorry, I should have protected her better," Bill says. The regret and shame are evident in his voice. He hadn't meant to let his guard down. One moment, he was by Kerry's side, and they were about to begin the procedure. The next moment, his vision went blurry, and he had no idea what the fuck happened. When everything cleared up, Kerry was gone. It happened so fast that Bill found it hard to believe.He had searched for her, of course. He had hoped that perhaps she had left on her ow
" Lay here, please.""This won't take long, will it?""It depends, sweetheart, but I assure you, you will be fine once this is over," the man says. I look over at Bill, who is standing in the corner of the room."He's an old friend of mine. Nothing will go wrong."I nod my head and push down my anxiety. I get on the hospital bed, the sickly smell of drugs and chemicals making me slightly nauseous. However, I tell myself that this is a one-time thing. Once this is over, I will never have to go through it again.I relax against the bed as the sedatives I had been given earlier take over. Soon, the room starts spinning, but I could swear I see a figure appear in the corner of the room before everything goes dark.When I wake up, I find that I am in an entirely different room than the one Bill had brought me to. I push down my panic, not wanting to overreact over nothing. Perhaps I had been taken to a different room after my... abortion. It’s strange, though... I don’t feel any different
I could hardly sleep that night. It didn't help one bit that Silas had insisted on us spending the night together. I was afraid that my wild thoughts would somehow reach him. Even though he had promised me never to read my mind, I was afraid he might go back on his word, especially in a situation like this. The weight of my decision kept me awake and tense. On more than one occasion, my hand had curled around my stomach. I had imagined how my baby would look, but now I was never going to get the chance to hold him or her in my hands. I had selfishly chosen myself over the innocent child."Kerry?""Hm?" My eyes pried open. I had given up on pretending to be asleep after the first two hours. Silas had simply stated, in an unimpressed voice, how he could hear my heart beating faster; he knew when I was awake or not. Even if he didn't have his enhanced hearing, I'm sure he would be able to tell I wasn't asleep by how tense I was. The room was dark enough that I couldn't make out anything.
Bill and my mom arrived later that evening. The moment I opened the door, Mom rushed in and wrapped her arm around me tightly. "Oh, sweetheart, thank God you are alright." She must have assumed the very worst when I called her on the phone. I kind of felt bad for making her worry so much."I'm alright, Mom," I told her. I helped her with her things. Bill didn't say anything to me; he was saving the conversation for when we were all comfortable. Silas came to greet his dad and stepmom, and he and Bill seemed to be very tense around each other. Silas avoided eye contact with his dad even as he showed him around the house. I was worried that what I had said might have somehow messed up the relationship between those two. The last thing I wanted was to make things complicated. Being pregnant was a hard pill to swallow; being pregnant with a hybrid baby that might possibly kill me was even worse. But once I got over the fear of the danger my pregnancy would bring, I found myself excited at
I felt like crying, but I think I had already shed all my tears earlier that day. I lay curled up on the bed, feeling worse than I ever had in my entire life. To me, no situation could ever be worse than the one I found myself in. I had been hurting so badly for the past week, and to think Silas knew about my pain and chose to keep the reason behind it to himself. Did he hope I would never find out I was pregnant until I was pushing a baby out of me? I thought he loved me and had promised to always protect me no matter what, but now he had decided that he would rather protect his unborn child than me. That was a betrayal on a whole different level.I was mad at him, and honestly, I wish I could hate him enough to just fuck off entirely, maybe move away somewhere I could get my thoughts together. But the thought of how hurt Silas would be at my actions made me discard the idea immediately. I'm such an idiot; I always thought of him first despite everything that had happened. Despite ev
I didn't have the guts to attend my dad's class again. If I could, I would have skipped school completely, because I no longer found joy in studying when I knew that something much bigger and dangerous was hiding around the corner—something I couldn't uncover no matter how hard I tried. I thought that the biggest mystery in my life would be figuring out why my dad had left me or what he was. But then came Asher, and now even Silas—whom I was sure I could trust—was keeping something from me. I had no idea what to do.My dad tried reaching out to me, but he must have noticed the amount of effort I was putting into avoiding him. He stopped seeking me out a week later, and I didn't know whether that made me feel better or worse. It hurt how easy it had been for him to give up on me again, but I guess he thought he was only doing it to protect me or make me happy. I felt neither safe nor joyful. But at least Asher hadn't appeared to me in a while. That could only mean he was off planning h
Kerry woke up with a headache. It wouldn't be the first time, and she was already starting to get used to it at this point. She expected to wake up in a strange room, tied to a chair or something. Or maybe Asher might decide to mess with her head, make her forget things. It all sounded like the kind of thing the messed-up bastard would do. But no, she woke up in the familiar bedroom of her Hawaiian house."How do you feel?" Silas was beside her. He hadn't left her side since he brought her back home. He had even thought about taking her to the hospital, but he had been assured she would be alright. Just stress—it was normal for someone in her condition. "Kerry? Talk to me.""I feel fine," she said with a sigh. "Apart from the headache, that is.""Do you need me to bring you something for that?"She thought about it for a second, then shook her head. She already felt like she was going to be sick; she didn't need anything bitter right now. Maybe if the headache didn't go away in half a