I woke up in pain; my neck was throbbing, and I felt like my head might explode at any moment. I hesitantly pushed my lids open; it was very difficult because they felt like they had been glued together. I was in a hospital of some sort. There was a bed, much too comfortable to be a hospital bed, and then the white walls. Apart from that, there was nothing else in the small room. It was too white, and I didn’t know why I was still alive.
The last thing I remembered was getting my life sucked out of me by the person I trusted the most. It’s not like I hadn’t always thought something like this would happen. I had told my mom countless times that her new husband and his son might go crazy one day and kill us, but of course, she didn’t listen. And I blamed myself because I had let my guard down around Silas. After all, I fell in love with him. My bad. “Thank God you are okay.” My eyes snapped to the person sitting beside me. I had been too dazed to notice Deric; he looked terrible. There were dark circles under his eyes—the kind I always got whenever I didn’t sleep. Since Deric didn’t need to sleep at all, I wondered how he had gotten them. He was holding my hand, his cold fingers tracing circles on my wrist. “I actually thought you would die on me.” “I wished I had.” It would be a lot better than dealing with the aftermath of what had happened. I didn’t think I could trust anyone ever again after that. “Why am I not dead?” “Because I didn’t let you die.” “Wow, thank you very much; I will forever be grateful to you.” Deric ignored my sarcastic tone. He reached forward and placed a hand on my forehead. He sighed. “You’ve been unconscious for a week. Silas almost drained you; you were so weak that I thought you wouldn’t survive. But you are fine now; I promise to protect you better.” “Why are you even protecting me? Silas doesn’t remember the promise you made; he doesn’t remember anything for that matter except being an asshole.” I thought of the way Silas had looked at me like I was nothing more than a walking blood bank. “So, why doesn’t he remember anything?” “Because he doesn’t remember anything about his life with the humans. I still don’t know the details of it; the elders seemed to have wiped the memories of those they thought were a threat to their plans. Those who have their memories are the ones who never liked being equals to the humans in the first place. They gladly welcomed it.” “Is that why you still remember? Because you support this?” “Cut it out, Kerry. Some of us don’t have much of a say in this. My dad is... well, he is not someone to be messed with. That’s all you need to know.” “And what’s going to happen now? Are they going to take me away? Make me a feeder?” “No one’s going to take you away. You will stay here with me until we can find a way to fix this.” Staying here with Deric was the last thing I wanted; I didn’t trust him, yet he was the only one I had. He had protected me, at least done his best to. I would stay with him for now, and if I had the slightest opportunity to get away, I would take it. --- Deric helped me get to my feet. I found that apart from the pain in my neck, everything else felt fine. Being unconscious for a week had its perks. “Let’s get you food.” Deric lived in a mansion, with servants and everything. Men dressed in dark suits, white gloves, and too-pale skin. It was like stepping into a Dracula movie or something. I was the only one who had food in the entire house; no wonder they all looked at me weirdly. I never even knew Deric was this rich; the mansion was the biggest thing I had ever seen, and wherever he went, he had people ready to serve him. Weird. “No one is going to attack me, right?” “Of course not.” The look he gave me said he wasn’t very pleased by the very idea. “They all think you are my feeder; no one will dare touch you.” “Don’t expect me to just sit in this house every day for the rest of my life. I need to find my mom, Deric, and you said we would find a way to fix this, to make everything go back to normal.” “We will try, but whether we succeed is a different story. The council is not to be messed with; they still think all humans are under their control. The only reason they hadn’t auctioned you is because...” “Your father is rich, and he is also one of them. So when you asked to keep me, they couldn’t deny you that wish.” “Something like that,” he muttered. I sighed. This was all such a mess. --- Deric treated me a whole lot nicer than I would have ever expected; I was given everything I wanted. The workers here all called me Miss, even though I had only been awake for three days. It wasn’t all bad. But nothing would make me forget the fact that my stepbrother had nearly killed me just because some bunch of imbeciles had decided to take over the world. Plus, my mom might still be in danger, and I needed to find a way to save her. “What now?” I asked. “I think that the best way to go about this is if we find an ally,” Deric said, thinking carefully. “We still need Silas.” “Why? So he can try to suck me dry again?!” “He cares about you the most.” The mere thought seemed to annoy Deric. He and Silas didn’t really get along, not since that bar incident. But now things seemed worse because Silas believed that he was helping a human. Centuries ago, Deric had been the one to scorn the mere idea of treating a human as more than food. Silas thought the same, and that was why they got along very well. However, everything changed when Silas fell for a human; Deric thought him pathetic, and now the case was reversed. “There has to be a way,” Deric said. “We need to jolt his memories back.” “How? And we have no idea where he is.” “There’s going to be some sort of celebration tomorrow. Silas will be there, as well as that little boyfriend of yours. Let’s wait till then.” “Okay,” I said, taking a sip of my drink. Hopefully, this will go well, and I won’t almost get killed again. And I felt happy at the thought of seeing Carter again.It wasn't a party, more like some kind of formal gathering for rich people—or in this case, rich vampires. I felt shivers run down my spine the moment I stepped into the room. In place of champagne and food, there was blood; the smell of it was disturbing.I also saw some humans, all of them kneeling in front of their masters—that was what Deric had called them. Humans who had no memories of their life before the vampires now believed their sole purpose was to serve these bloodsuckers. I felt angry. The humans didn’t deserve this. It was unfair.“Try not to look at anyone directly,” Deric told me, his hand on my lower back, leading me across the room.When we got to a table, he took a seat, and I sank to my knees at his feet—just like all the other humans were doing. If I didn’t, it would draw attention to us, and the vampires would suspect that I hadn’t gotten my memories wiped. That would be bad. Still, I felt so pissed having to be at anybody’s feet. What the hell was this? The Dar
" Honestly, I don't know what's so special about you. Why did Deric go through so much effort to keep you alive?"Silas came forward, his eyes running over my body like it would provide him the answer he needed."Why don't you ask him yourself?""And you talk back at your masters. Interesting.""You are not my master," I growled out.I never thought I would one day grow to dislike Silas. He had always been good to me, but this version of him had also tried to kill me."Please leave me alone."I tried to walk past him, but he grabbed my arm, pulling me back."Who are you?""I don't think you'll believe me even if I tell you.""You seem familiar.""If I did, you wouldn't have tried to kill me.""I see you are traumatized."Silas liked stating the obvious. I tried to walk away again, but his grip on me didn't loosen. I watched him warily; what did he plan to do now? Suck me dry again? I didn’t even think I had enough blood in my body to be a good meal.My entire body tensed when his face
"Like hell you are!" Deric reaches out to me, but Silas pulls me behind him. The tension between them was thick; I knew that if I didn't intervene, then a fight might break out.I pulled my hand away from Silas's grip and stepped forward. "Let me talk to him.""Suit yourself. But don't waste my time; I am not a very patient person."I watched Silas walk away toward the direction of the door; he stood there with his arms crossed, glaring intently in our direction. I knew that if I kept him waiting, then he might come back and drag me away himself."What are you planning?" Deric asked, and he fixed me with a glare. Since vampires could read minds, I knew he already had a hint about what I was going to say, and by the expression on his face, I knew that he didn't like it."I'm going with him.""You're kidding me. You are going with the guy who almost killed you?" Deric growled, anger evident in his voice."I'm not going because I want to. But I think this is the perfect opportunity to ge
"Silas, what can I do for you?" Bill asked.I was looking at Mom, who was still kneeling at his feet; she didn't look up even once. It was like she was afraid of the consequences, but she hadn't even done anything wrong. Even Bill was very tense."Silas?""You have no idea what people are saying about you already," Silas growled out; the anger coming from him was so palpable that I could almost touch it. I didn't have any idea why he was so angry, but it clearly had to do with the display of affection just now."It's already bad that everyone knows you favor a fucking human! Yet you aren't making this any better! Don't you give one shit about your reputation at all?""Watch your language." Bill's voice was calm, but the anger in his eyes was evident. My mom shifted closer to him, seeking comfort.My heart was breaking at the sight of her looking so small. I had only ever seen her like this after her divorce from my dad. For a long time, she remained a shadow of herself; that was befor
"Fuck!" His length sank into my shivering body in a single fluid motion, sinking in until he bottomed out. He made sure to maintain eye contact the entire time.Mouth falling open, I couldn't help sucking in a weak, shuddering breath as my back pressed into the railing behind me. I still couldn't forget that there were people down there who might see us.Silas carefully gathered my hair, moving it up and behind me so it wouldn't get stuck in my face. He was almost sweet; maybe it was because he was deep inside me."Oh God... mph... ah..." I was soon crying as he began to thrust. Alternating between long, deep strokes, his veiny shaft damn near touched the bottom of my stomach. For a moment, I thought I might die from the sheer pleasure of it all.Sex with him was always blindingly intense, like drowning in a sea of ecstasy. Every nerve ending in my body was aware. I couldn't stop my gut from clenching. The slow pounding was guaranteed to put me to sleep right after. Clear moisture flo
Emily. Yes, I was happy to see her; I was grateful that she was alive and well, even though currently she was being treated like an animal, but at least she was alright. However, seeing her with Carter brought back bad memories. Looking at them together, all I could think about was the kiss they shared, the harsh words Emily had said to me the next day at school.I walked forward and slumped in the seat next to Silas. There was food on the table, probably meant for Emily. Even though it was still just green salad, I reached for it and filled my mouth with it, chewing rather loudly just to irritate them."What the fuck, are you an animal?" Silas was the easiest to offend. He looked at me like I had gone crazy."Maybe if you had remembered to feed me, I wouldn't be this hungry.""You ate not long ago.""I ate in the fucking morning. I don't know about you, but humans need to eat at least twice a day!" I told him angrily.Silas was taken aback by my behavior, and so was Emily if the shoc
The pain surged through me as Carter continued to feed, my screams echoing in the darkness. Each heartbeat felt like a drum, pounding in my ears. Tears welled up in my eyes as a mixture of physical agony and emotional betrayal consumed me. The world around me blurred, and I felt a profound sense of weakness.As Carter finally withdrew, a cold numbness replaced the searing pain. I gasped for breath, the metallic taste of blood lingering on his lips. I was too weak to hold myself up and crumbled to the floor. Carter's eyes bore into mine, a strange mix of satisfaction and guilt flickering in them."Forgive me," he whispered, wiping a trace of blood from his lips. "I didn't mean to take so much."I lay there, battered and broken, grappling with the revelation that I was nothing more than a substitute. Emily—the one he loved, the one he would never harm. The truth pierced me like a dagger. I tried to make sense of the conflicting emotions—fear, betrayal, and an overwhelming sense of lonel
I sat there in the bath for a couple of minutes, thinking deeply about how I was going to use this piece of information to my advantage. I never thought it was possible to even kill vampires until this very moment; sure, the media would make jokes about a knife to the heart being enough to take them out, but I had tried that; it was an accident, of course, and I would never have the heart to stab someone, be it a human or a vampire.Silas had just plucked out the vegetable knife from where it had embedded in his chest and told me to stop screaming because it was more annoying than getting stabbed. I could never get that image out of my head; most people would have filed a case against me. Even though it was an accident, I had still hurt him; if he had been human, the wound would have been fatal.Anyway, this just goes to prove that a knife to the chest was not enough to kill a vampire. But the branch of a mystic tree in the middle of nowhere was? If I got my hands on that, would I eve
Kerry's POVAsher doesn't return, and I doubt he will anytime soon. But his words keep echoing in my head. Something still doesn't make sense. It's hard to believe he would do all this just to get to my daughter."At the end, it's all about you," I say to my daughter with a sad smile on my face. The baby doesn't cry, not since Asher handed her back to me. I would have been worried about this abnormal behavior if she were... well, normal. I worry that she will get hungry very soon, and I have no idea what I’m going to do then. I don't think I can stand feeding her blood; it would freak me the hell out. It was one thing having to drink blood while pregnant, but a completely different case entirely to feed it to my infant child.She looked so human too, except for the unusual crimson eyes. She was a beautiful baby, and there was no doubt she would grow up looking like her father. There would be so many expectations. Asher would come back, no doubt, and he would create more problems for m
Sera stares at her ex-husband, the man whom she had given her heart to at one point. There were all sorts of emotions going through her, but the one that simmered under her skin and had her storming forward was rage. Pure rage! She felt like killing the bastard man with her own hands!Silas was quick to put some distance between him and Kerry's father before Sera flung a vase at him. The angel evaded the attack, his eyes wide with disbelief as he watched Sera reach out for something else to throw at him."Sera, please, we don't have time for this.""How dare you! How dare you show up here after all those years!""Sweetheart, please calm down," Bill, who had been stunned, finally reacted. He moved forward to stand by his wife. He looked at Seth with confusion—Bill didn't know what relationship the two of them had, but he'd never seen Sera this angry before. "Let him talk first.""Do you even know who he is?" Sera glared at her husband. Her vision was going blurry as she teared up. Her
"What the fuck!?" Silas is pissed—scratch that, he feels like fucking murdering someone right now. The only thing that feels worse than his anger is the fear that makes his skin crawl. "I've only been gone for a few hours!!"Bill doesn't say anything. The man hasn't even looked at him throughout the argument, and this only makes Silas more pissed. "I begged you not to do this! I was against this fucking abortion, and yet you went behind my back to do it! Now you have no fucking idea where she is?!""I am sorry, I should have protected her better," Bill says. The regret and shame are evident in his voice. He hadn't meant to let his guard down. One moment, he was by Kerry's side, and they were about to begin the procedure. The next moment, his vision went blurry, and he had no idea what the fuck happened. When everything cleared up, Kerry was gone. It happened so fast that Bill found it hard to believe.He had searched for her, of course. He had hoped that perhaps she had left on her ow
" Lay here, please.""This won't take long, will it?""It depends, sweetheart, but I assure you, you will be fine once this is over," the man says. I look over at Bill, who is standing in the corner of the room."He's an old friend of mine. Nothing will go wrong."I nod my head and push down my anxiety. I get on the hospital bed, the sickly smell of drugs and chemicals making me slightly nauseous. However, I tell myself that this is a one-time thing. Once this is over, I will never have to go through it again.I relax against the bed as the sedatives I had been given earlier take over. Soon, the room starts spinning, but I could swear I see a figure appear in the corner of the room before everything goes dark.When I wake up, I find that I am in an entirely different room than the one Bill had brought me to. I push down my panic, not wanting to overreact over nothing. Perhaps I had been taken to a different room after my... abortion. It’s strange, though... I don’t feel any different
I could hardly sleep that night. It didn't help one bit that Silas had insisted on us spending the night together. I was afraid that my wild thoughts would somehow reach him. Even though he had promised me never to read my mind, I was afraid he might go back on his word, especially in a situation like this. The weight of my decision kept me awake and tense. On more than one occasion, my hand had curled around my stomach. I had imagined how my baby would look, but now I was never going to get the chance to hold him or her in my hands. I had selfishly chosen myself over the innocent child."Kerry?""Hm?" My eyes pried open. I had given up on pretending to be asleep after the first two hours. Silas had simply stated, in an unimpressed voice, how he could hear my heart beating faster; he knew when I was awake or not. Even if he didn't have his enhanced hearing, I'm sure he would be able to tell I wasn't asleep by how tense I was. The room was dark enough that I couldn't make out anything.
Bill and my mom arrived later that evening. The moment I opened the door, Mom rushed in and wrapped her arm around me tightly. "Oh, sweetheart, thank God you are alright." She must have assumed the very worst when I called her on the phone. I kind of felt bad for making her worry so much."I'm alright, Mom," I told her. I helped her with her things. Bill didn't say anything to me; he was saving the conversation for when we were all comfortable. Silas came to greet his dad and stepmom, and he and Bill seemed to be very tense around each other. Silas avoided eye contact with his dad even as he showed him around the house. I was worried that what I had said might have somehow messed up the relationship between those two. The last thing I wanted was to make things complicated. Being pregnant was a hard pill to swallow; being pregnant with a hybrid baby that might possibly kill me was even worse. But once I got over the fear of the danger my pregnancy would bring, I found myself excited at
I felt like crying, but I think I had already shed all my tears earlier that day. I lay curled up on the bed, feeling worse than I ever had in my entire life. To me, no situation could ever be worse than the one I found myself in. I had been hurting so badly for the past week, and to think Silas knew about my pain and chose to keep the reason behind it to himself. Did he hope I would never find out I was pregnant until I was pushing a baby out of me? I thought he loved me and had promised to always protect me no matter what, but now he had decided that he would rather protect his unborn child than me. That was a betrayal on a whole different level.I was mad at him, and honestly, I wish I could hate him enough to just fuck off entirely, maybe move away somewhere I could get my thoughts together. But the thought of how hurt Silas would be at my actions made me discard the idea immediately. I'm such an idiot; I always thought of him first despite everything that had happened. Despite ev
I didn't have the guts to attend my dad's class again. If I could, I would have skipped school completely, because I no longer found joy in studying when I knew that something much bigger and dangerous was hiding around the corner—something I couldn't uncover no matter how hard I tried. I thought that the biggest mystery in my life would be figuring out why my dad had left me or what he was. But then came Asher, and now even Silas—whom I was sure I could trust—was keeping something from me. I had no idea what to do.My dad tried reaching out to me, but he must have noticed the amount of effort I was putting into avoiding him. He stopped seeking me out a week later, and I didn't know whether that made me feel better or worse. It hurt how easy it had been for him to give up on me again, but I guess he thought he was only doing it to protect me or make me happy. I felt neither safe nor joyful. But at least Asher hadn't appeared to me in a while. That could only mean he was off planning h
Kerry woke up with a headache. It wouldn't be the first time, and she was already starting to get used to it at this point. She expected to wake up in a strange room, tied to a chair or something. Or maybe Asher might decide to mess with her head, make her forget things. It all sounded like the kind of thing the messed-up bastard would do. But no, she woke up in the familiar bedroom of her Hawaiian house."How do you feel?" Silas was beside her. He hadn't left her side since he brought her back home. He had even thought about taking her to the hospital, but he had been assured she would be alright. Just stress—it was normal for someone in her condition. "Kerry? Talk to me.""I feel fine," she said with a sigh. "Apart from the headache, that is.""Do you need me to bring you something for that?"She thought about it for a second, then shook her head. She already felt like she was going to be sick; she didn't need anything bitter right now. Maybe if the headache didn't go away in half a