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2023-02-09 04:31:24Beautiful Readers ..
I have been dreading this post... but ... it has to be done...
As much as I hoped things would resume to a normal schedule, things have taken another turn on my personal side.
Unfortunately I will have to put the book on hold.
I have no idea what things will look like going forward, so I will either post as I get time, or just finsih the book and then post.
I am sad and dissapointed, this was not the plan when I started writing this beautiful story.... I am so so sorry!š¢
But I promise I will finish it ... right now I just need to navigate my way into what life holds for me...
I won't disappear...
I'm still here.All my Love
šøWillow Joyšø Xxx
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Beautiful Readers ..I have been dreading this post... but ... it has to be done...As much as I hoped things would resume to a normal schedule, things have taken another turn on my personal side.Unfortunately I will have to put the book on hold.I have no idea what things will look like going forward, so I will either post as I get time, or just finsih the book and then post. I am sad and dissapointed, this was not the plan when I started writing this beautiful story.... I am so so sorry!š¢But I promise I will finish it ... right now I just need to navigate my way into what life holds for me...I won't disappear... I'm still here.All my LovešøWillow Joyšø Xxx
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