Sebastian remembers that night clearly even now. He can state every detail from his memory. He wore a white shirt that day, his best one. He liked that shirt and that's why his mood was ruined when someone poured a drink on his shirt by accident. He couldn't blame that kid because he looked totally hammered. It was a party thrown by Liam after all. He was known for throwing crazy parties when his parents were away. Cursing under his breath, Sebastian went upstairs to wash up. He knew every corner of Liam's house as he swung by his house almost everyday. Pushing away drunk kids, Sebastian made his way towards the bathroom only to find Liam making out with one of the girls from the cheer team. “Ummm…sorry. Should have knocked.” Sebastian mumbled awkwardly, closing the door after him and waiting outside the room. He could go to any other washroom but he wouldn’t. There must be more couples having their time in each of them for all he knew. But the main reason why he stayed rooted in t
“What are you doing here all alone? Alex asks Killian who is busy looking at something, his jaw clenched and fists turned into balls. Alex follows his line of vision and smirks. Placing a sympathetic hand on his best friend's shoulder blade, he mutters, “ They look good together, don't they?” Killian turns to Alex with fury in his eyes. He clicks his tongue inside his cheeks, ready to hit his friend but Alex skillfully dodges the attack. “What? You don't agree with me?” Alex decides to continue teasing Killian who isn't having it, clearly. “I will fuck you up. You better shut up.” Killian warns, sounding irritated to the point that he is ready to destroy anything that dares to irritate him more. Alex smirks at his friend, shrugging his shoulders, “I'm not your boy toy to fuck, he is and now he is someone's boytoy. Such a shame.” This seems to increase Killian's anger to a new height. Without any hesitation, he grabs Alex by the collar, giving him a hard look which speaks of his
“It was fucking awesome.” Andrea says, recollecting the events of today as she opens the main door and enters the house. “I wish the coffee was hotter though.” Andrea adds, truly regretting the fact. Killian shakes his head as he closes the door. He can tell it did nothing good. Though he found Sebastian trying to hide his laughter, his face adapted a cold expression as soon as he found Killian's eyes on him. Killian can't fathom why Sebastian is behaving this way towards him. What has he done to be at the receiving end of Sebastian's cold treatment? He can't help but think about it and torment himself by that. He is brought back to reality when Andrea shakes his hand softly. Andrea gestures to him to look in front of him without speaking a word. Killian watches as his father cries hard with a picture frame in his hands. As tears fall down from his eyes, Killian's heart feels like it's being broken into several pieces. His frozen heart starts to melt as the wailing sound of his fat
Liam loves the spotlight, he always has been. Being the son of a powerful man in the area, he always felt superior to others. The older he grew, the more this feeling of superiority increased. He loved being the centre of attention. In others eyes he had the perfect life. If only you take a deeper dive, you get to see how imperfect his life is. He is a spoiled brat, there's no doubt. But he blames his mother for being this way. He believes her extreme love and the tendency of ignoring his mistakes, whether big or small, have led him astray. But there is another reason behind it and it's the biggest one. He always tried to gain the approval of his father who never seemed to appreciate the idea of him. That man always viewed him as a burden only. He was born as a result of an extra marital affair. He was blamed by his father for being born, which is both ironic and sad. Liam spent his life being tormented by his older half-brother who liked to rub it on him that he was an illegitimate
They have missed the first class. Despite Sebastian's protest, Killian didn't let him go. He believes both of them need to calm down before they can handle things normally. Sebastian needs to speak but Killian isn't here to force. He is willing to listen to anything from Sebastian, even if he talks about studies that Killian despises so much. Bottom line is, Sebastian has gone totally quiet and Killian needs him to break the silence. “This is nice, isn't it?” Killian tries to strike a conversation, looking in front of him. The cloudless sky does look beautiful. The blue colour of the sky reminds him of Sebastian's eyes. Both are breathtakingly beautiful. Sebastian nods his head, still not saying anything. Killian sighs softly, joining Sebastian in his silence. They are now on the roof of the school building, sitting on the railing with their legs dangling. “Do you remember the promise you made me that day?” Sebastian finally speaks up, making Killian turn his eyes at him. “Which
Killian keeps whispering sweet nothing into Sebastian's ears as he strokes the younger one's hair. They sit in silence with just the noise of Sebastian's sob echoing.“I'm so sorry it happened to you. You didn't deserve it. No one deserves it.” Killian tells him, kissing Sebastian's hair softly. Sebastian nods his head, wiping away his tears. There's no need of crying now. It has already happened. If only he could stop himself from shedding tears. A minute goes by with Sebastian resting his head on Killian's shoulder, his hands wrapped around his body. Sebastian feels at peace while he embraces Killian. He feels like he has finally found his sanctuary. He can finally feel that he can share his past without the constant fear of being judged and hailed as the predator instead of the prey. Killian makes him feel safe, he has always made him feel safe. Breaking the embrace of safety and solace, Sebastian wills himself to get over it and finish the story, the most horrific story. “I don
Killian is utterly speechless. How could people stoop so low just because of their sick pleasure? He already knew Sebastian was as strong as a warrior, he knew Sebastian went through bad shit in his life but he had no idea that it would be so grave. He is baffled at the fact that Sebastian is mentally so strong that he still has the strength to smile for other people's sake. He can't be any prouder of Sebastian. “I know you must hate me now.” Sebastian starts, bringing his head up but still not meeting Killian's eyes. Killian's heart sinks at the broken expression glued to Sebastian's face, his eyes. Once again, he is shocked realising that Sebastian never let himself to show his vulnerability to others, not even to Killian. “But Please, try to understand me once. I'm not lying.” Sebastian's eyes are now red with the amount of tears he has been shedding. Killian is broken from his reverie. He believes he went into a shock after Sebastian revealed his dark past to him. Cursing hims
“I don't think you love me. It's your sympathy speaking. I think you should think about your feelings more and then talk about it.” Sebastian's words keep circling around Killian's head non stop. “He got it all wrong.” Killian talks to himself as he climbs up the stairs to get to his room. “Why would I say “I love you” if I only felt sympathy for him? Sebastian doesn't know anything. If it were only sympathy, I would just ignore him. I'm not someone who shows sympathy.” Killian ruffles his hair in frustration. He can't believe Sebastian discarded his feelings like that. While it is true that Sebastian didn't reject him and gave him time to sort out his own feelings, Killian is positive that Sebastian took his confession in the wrong way. Of course he feels sympathy for Sebastian but that's not the dominating feeling for him in Killian's heart. Killian was so shocked at that time that he didn't say anything else but just nodded his head. It's another factor that Sebastian appeared s
“Get ready fast, Kitty. What are you doing? We are gonna be late on our very first day!” Killian yells from the bedroom, tying his shoelaces. It's their first day of college but there is no sign of his boyfriend. He wonders what the pretty boy is up to. It seems like Sebastian's soul has possessed him. He can't believe how much he has changed. It's now him who is fussing over little things. “Sebastian! What are you doing, baby?” Killian asks, coming to the kitchen to find his boyfriend doing something. Sebastian seems to be too lost in whatever he is making. He just hopes it's edible. He doesn't want to get food poisoning on their first day of college. “What's my baby making?” Killian asks softly, wrapping his arms around Sebastian's tiny waist. “Shh, don't make me move. Let me do it properly.” Sebastian warns. Rolling his eyes, Killian takes a peek at whatever Sebastian is making. It's a Japanese style fluffy egg omelette. Sebastian is adding ketchup on it to make a smiley
Months have passed. They have graduated. High school is over. They are on the stage where they are applying to different colleges. Killian dreamt about this day so much. He was so excited to spend the last few days of high school in complete bliss. However, all his dreams are ruined just because of two bastards who are now rotting in jail and probably will stay there for a long period. Sebastian isn't the same anymore. He has become silent and distant. He craves for occasional skinship from Killian but there is no spark in him. It pains Killian to witness his lover in such a vulnerable state. It seems like forever that he last slept peacefully at night. Sebastian's lost face still haunts him to this day. “I'm gonna apply to Harvard.” Nick announces, gaining everyone's attention in the room. In return, he gets eye rolls and sighs. “What?” His voice gets smaller, narrowing his eyes. “If you get into Harvard with that result then I will happily dig my grave and bury my ass there.” Ki
Sebastian's heart drops down to his chest. He has been trying to pry Liam's hands off of his body but with his tied up hands, it's impossible to do so. His eyes darted around the place to ask for help. Unfortunately for him there is literally no one in this place except for the almost passed out drug addicts who can care less about Sebastian. Tears cascade down his cheeks. “L-Let me go, Please.” Sebastian begs, putting his bound hand over Liam's mouth so that he can't kiss him again. It disgusts Sebastian that this very boy bullied him for his sexual preference and now he is the one who is sexually abusing him. How can someone be so hypocritical? Liam disgusts him. Sebastian never thought he could hate someone as much as he hates this boy. He wonders how he could be such a fool to not discover Liam's true colour all those years. If it was only Liam and him, maybe he could have a chance in making an escape. But now there is another monster behind him who is holding his arms in a ti
“One, two, three, go.” Killian chants, playing the cord on his guitar while his friends watch him and judge him. “Are you sure you are gonna play this sloppy song?” Alex asks, totally disliking the choice of Killian's song. “Why do you think I'm practising it then, you dumb fuck?” Killian appears annoyed at his judgemental friend. “Ignore him.” Oliver suggests, shooting a glare at his grumpy boyfriend for the nth time in just one day, “It's a cute song.” Killian nods his head before testing his vocals. He hasn't sung for a long while. He doesn't want to make a full out of himself, especially when he will be singing on the stage to declare his love for his boyfriend. A seed of doubt settles in Killian's mind. He looks at Oliver with uncertain eyes, “Are you sure he is gonna like it?” Oliver huffs, hitting the back of Alex's head. “The fuck? Why did you hit me? I didn't even say anything this time!” It's rare to see the emo boy whine but when he does, he looks absolutely cut
“I smell something fishy.” Sebastian comments, regarding his boyfriend with a wary look. Killian discards his concern and flashes his famous smile, “Well, I'm not exactly a vegetarian. So, it's normal to smell fishy, isn't it? Come to think of it, I had salmon last night for dinner.” Sebastian's eye roll makes him laugh out loud. “Just go and let me do my work.” Sebastian waves him off, turning his focus on his work. Sebastian suspects something. It's unlike Killian to leave his side. In fact, Sebastian tried many times to get rid of his clingy boyfriend and breathe some air, but it was impossible. He turns back and shoots Killian another suspicious glance. What is he planning? Why does Killian suddenly want to go somewhere, leaving Sebastian alone the whole day? It shouldn't make him feel this way, but it does. You see, today's the final day of school's festival. A lot of stuff is going to happen today. Killian promised to help him. What's so important that he is willing to leave
It's been exactly two days since Sebastian and Killian have started dating officially. While Sebastian is having a hard time dealing with his parent's separation and fearing about the moment when he will be called in Liam's case, his golden retriever boyfriend tries his best to give him some peaceful moment that he craves for by showering him with overflowing love. “Stop it.” Sebastian mumbles under his breath, “We are in front of other people.” Sebastian warns his boyfriend, slapping his hand away from his ass. Killian pouts like a child, acting cute to get his way. Sebastian can barely hold in his smile. His boyfriend is just so fucking cute! “Oh come on, they are just annoying insects.” Killian whines, addressing his friends in a mean way. Sebastian snores in reply, slapping his boyfriend’s arm lightly. “Is that so? Wait, let me tell Andy what you just called her.” Sebastian makes an attempt to get away from Killian but isn't quicker than Killian. “Do you want to be a widower
Sebastian's heart drops down to his stomach as it starts beating violently. With each step his father takes, he loses himself into the world of panic and fear. Sweat beads start to decorate his forehead. However, It's not enough to keep him away from keeping Killian away from his father's terrifying eyes. He stands in front of Killian in an attempt to block his father's view of Killian, forgetting the fact that he is way too shorter than Killian to be doing that. Sebastian can feel Killian getting defensive behind him. He is sure Killian is ready to throw hands. But Sebastian can't let it happen. No matter how fucked up the man is, he is still his father. Sebastian himself doesn't know why he is still validating this man. He just does. “Dad, I was-” His speech was cut short. The only sound which can be heard right now is the harsh sound of his father's palm making contact with his cheek. So brutal is the force of the slap that Sebastian finds himself stagger back, losing control ov
“What's that noise?” Sebastian exclaims, too afraid that it's his brother climbing up the stairs. It takes a few seconds for Killian to process it. When he realises where the noise is coming from, he chuckles to himself before thrusting into Sebastian again, catching him off guard with the unnoticed wave of pleasure. “Someone must-” Sebastian tries to say but he gets cut off as Killian fucks him hard, leaving him to gasp. “It's just my alarm. Don't ask me why I have the sounds of footsteps as my alarm.” Killian pants as he speaks. “Really?” Sebastian breathes out, “Your foot fetish is getting weird.” Sebastian comments, panting as well. “If that was the case, It would be the sound of your footsteps.” Killian argues. “Get done with it already. Someone will really come up now.” Sebastian says, there's a sense of urgency in his voice. That's why Killian chooses to listen.Within ten minutes they are ready and good to go. As soon as they open the door, then find Josh standing at the
“Are you alright? God damn it, can't you be a little careful while working with objects like glass?” Andrea chides Sebastian, going near him to inspect his injury. Sebastian is dumbfounded by her cornering scolding. He remains quiet as Andrea takes a hold of his finger gently and takes out a tissue paper from her pocket to wipe the blood away. “I'm fine.” Sebastian mumbles under his breath, Andrea's concern is making him uncomfortable. “Shut up. You aren't.” Andrea tells him in a commanding tone which makes him bite his lips and shut up. From the corner of his eyes, he can see Killian approaching them hesitantly. He understands the reason but doesn't say anything. He believes he would be in the same dilemma if he were in Killian's place. “Let's go to the nurse's office.” She suggests. No, she orders in her authoritative voice. When Killian comes within hearing distance, Andrea speaks again, “I'm not doing this because I have the hots for you. I mean I had a crush on you ages ago