Killian keeps whispering sweet nothing into Sebastian's ears as he strokes the younger one's hair. They sit in silence with just the noise of Sebastian's sob echoing.“I'm so sorry it happened to you. You didn't deserve it. No one deserves it.” Killian tells him, kissing Sebastian's hair softly. Sebastian nods his head, wiping away his tears. There's no need of crying now. It has already happened. If only he could stop himself from shedding tears. A minute goes by with Sebastian resting his head on Killian's shoulder, his hands wrapped around his body. Sebastian feels at peace while he embraces Killian. He feels like he has finally found his sanctuary. He can finally feel that he can share his past without the constant fear of being judged and hailed as the predator instead of the prey. Killian makes him feel safe, he has always made him feel safe. Breaking the embrace of safety and solace, Sebastian wills himself to get over it and finish the story, the most horrific story. “I don
Killian is utterly speechless. How could people stoop so low just because of their sick pleasure? He already knew Sebastian was as strong as a warrior, he knew Sebastian went through bad shit in his life but he had no idea that it would be so grave. He is baffled at the fact that Sebastian is mentally so strong that he still has the strength to smile for other people's sake. He can't be any prouder of Sebastian. “I know you must hate me now.” Sebastian starts, bringing his head up but still not meeting Killian's eyes. Killian's heart sinks at the broken expression glued to Sebastian's face, his eyes. Once again, he is shocked realising that Sebastian never let himself to show his vulnerability to others, not even to Killian. “But Please, try to understand me once. I'm not lying.” Sebastian's eyes are now red with the amount of tears he has been shedding. Killian is broken from his reverie. He believes he went into a shock after Sebastian revealed his dark past to him. Cursing hims
“I don't think you love me. It's your sympathy speaking. I think you should think about your feelings more and then talk about it.” Sebastian's words keep circling around Killian's head non stop. “He got it all wrong.” Killian talks to himself as he climbs up the stairs to get to his room. “Why would I say “I love you” if I only felt sympathy for him? Sebastian doesn't know anything. If it were only sympathy, I would just ignore him. I'm not someone who shows sympathy.” Killian ruffles his hair in frustration. He can't believe Sebastian discarded his feelings like that. While it is true that Sebastian didn't reject him and gave him time to sort out his own feelings, Killian is positive that Sebastian took his confession in the wrong way. Of course he feels sympathy for Sebastian but that's not the dominating feeling for him in Killian's heart. Killian was so shocked at that time that he didn't say anything else but just nodded his head. It's another factor that Sebastian appeared s
The next morning comes as a surprise for Sebastian. Lucky for him, it's not a terrible one like last night. As soon as he wakes up, he finds his little brother in his room, standing right beside his bed. “Mat! You scared me.” Sebastian shrieks out, holding his blanket closer to his chest. “You have always been a scaredy cat.” Matthew muses, shaking his head in amusement. Sebastian's eyes narrow suspiciously at his brother. He didn't know Matthew was coming. “What are you doing here?” Sebastian voices out, rubbing sleep off his eyes. “Surprise, surprise! I'm here to compete against you. Let's see who can finish mom's soggy pancakes first!” Matthew replies rather cheerfully, making him confused further. What's going on? Why is Matthew being so friendly with him? It's like he got back his brother who is back to being best friends with him. He knew something was going on with him and Josh when he saw some rather sketchy screenshot on Josh's phone that day at the tattoo shop. He inten
“So this is what you mean by “ We have a lot to do” Followed by a wink face?” Sebastian asks, looking as unimpressed as ever. “Yeah.” Killian replies, scratching the back of his head in uncertainty. “Fine.” Sebastian folds his arms across his chest, “What do I get in return?” He furrowed his eyebrows. “Our bodily fluids mixing together is gonna be your payment for the job. Will that be enough?” Killian comes closer, making a kissing face. Sebastian shoves him away, laughing away. “I'm being serious though. You need to come up with something. Those idiots are not able to come up with anything. It seems like they are having fun messing with me instead of helping.” Killian says, looking somewhat worried. “Let's join them and see what they are up to.” Sebastian suggests. Sebastian asks Killian to go to the cafeteria, he will join them later on. Killian wants to stick around but Sebastian refuses. He doesn't want to be seen with Killian a lot because of the principal. Even though he
Sebastian fidgets in his seat, getting too anxious to control his breathing even. It doesn't help that Andrea is also here. Is the principal gonna ask him to stop hanging out with his niece and nephew in front of them? Sebastian doesn't know what to expect. “What's the matter, principal?” Andrea asks in a bored tone. For the nth time, Sebastian is convinced that she is indeed a carbon copy of Killian. They even sound the same with the same attitude. Killian is longingly looking at his sister but she doesn't spare him even a single look. Sebastian can feel Killian's pain as he was in a similar situation before. Caleb makes the suspense bother Sebastian even more as he prolongs the situation, not saying anything but stare at his brother's children. “If you are here to scold us for whatever is happening between us then save it. It's between us and we will deal with it.” Andrea informs her uncle, getting irritated by his silence. “What do you mean? What's going on between you two?” C
“What do you wanna talk about? Hurry up and say it. I ain't got the whole day to just stand and listen to you.” Andrea grumbles, making Sebastian release a nervous chuckle. “Who told you to stand? We can sit down and talk.” Sebastian tries to use a little bit of humour which seems to backfire because she gives him a dead stare. “My God! I can't believe it.” Andrea sounds so serious as she speaks that it scares Sebastian. Sebastian braces himself to listen to what she has to say. However, he wasn't ready for her remark. “Killian's stupid dad joke tendency affected you as well.” Sebastian can finally take a breath of relief. Her playful tone makes him believe that it won't be as hard as he initially thought to make her understand. “Your brother is just so iconic that it's impossible to pick up habits from him.” Sebastian replies back, smiling to himself. He doesn't know when he fell for Killian but he has the idea that it was a slow but steady process. It's hard not to fall for Ki
Killian has been avoiding Sebastian since yesterday. He doesn't have the heart to deny Sebastian anything, he loves him after all. However, there's deep pain hidden inside him. He can't enjoy music again. It was a thing between his mother and him. Now that she is gone, he doesn't want to enjoy something which reminds him so much of her. He feels like he is doing injustice to her when he even thinks about singing or playing any instruments. But how long can he ignore him? Apparently, not for long. Sebastian has him wrapped around his little fingers. Killian feels desperate for his touch so much so that he feels like it's even a year since he last touched Sebastian. Killian is standing at a corner, watching Sebastian talk to another student about a stall. They are working on the school festival. More like Sebastian is working while Killian is ogling him from a close distance. “Did his ass get bigger or it's just his pants which makes his ass so bubbly?” Alex comments, chewing a gum.
“Get ready fast, Kitty. What are you doing? We are gonna be late on our very first day!” Killian yells from the bedroom, tying his shoelaces. It's their first day of college but there is no sign of his boyfriend. He wonders what the pretty boy is up to. It seems like Sebastian's soul has possessed him. He can't believe how much he has changed. It's now him who is fussing over little things. “Sebastian! What are you doing, baby?” Killian asks, coming to the kitchen to find his boyfriend doing something. Sebastian seems to be too lost in whatever he is making. He just hopes it's edible. He doesn't want to get food poisoning on their first day of college. “What's my baby making?” Killian asks softly, wrapping his arms around Sebastian's tiny waist. “Shh, don't make me move. Let me do it properly.” Sebastian warns. Rolling his eyes, Killian takes a peek at whatever Sebastian is making. It's a Japanese style fluffy egg omelette. Sebastian is adding ketchup on it to make a smiley
Months have passed. They have graduated. High school is over. They are on the stage where they are applying to different colleges. Killian dreamt about this day so much. He was so excited to spend the last few days of high school in complete bliss. However, all his dreams are ruined just because of two bastards who are now rotting in jail and probably will stay there for a long period. Sebastian isn't the same anymore. He has become silent and distant. He craves for occasional skinship from Killian but there is no spark in him. It pains Killian to witness his lover in such a vulnerable state. It seems like forever that he last slept peacefully at night. Sebastian's lost face still haunts him to this day. “I'm gonna apply to Harvard.” Nick announces, gaining everyone's attention in the room. In return, he gets eye rolls and sighs. “What?” His voice gets smaller, narrowing his eyes. “If you get into Harvard with that result then I will happily dig my grave and bury my ass there.” Ki
Sebastian's heart drops down to his chest. He has been trying to pry Liam's hands off of his body but with his tied up hands, it's impossible to do so. His eyes darted around the place to ask for help. Unfortunately for him there is literally no one in this place except for the almost passed out drug addicts who can care less about Sebastian. Tears cascade down his cheeks. “L-Let me go, Please.” Sebastian begs, putting his bound hand over Liam's mouth so that he can't kiss him again. It disgusts Sebastian that this very boy bullied him for his sexual preference and now he is the one who is sexually abusing him. How can someone be so hypocritical? Liam disgusts him. Sebastian never thought he could hate someone as much as he hates this boy. He wonders how he could be such a fool to not discover Liam's true colour all those years. If it was only Liam and him, maybe he could have a chance in making an escape. But now there is another monster behind him who is holding his arms in a ti
“One, two, three, go.” Killian chants, playing the cord on his guitar while his friends watch him and judge him. “Are you sure you are gonna play this sloppy song?” Alex asks, totally disliking the choice of Killian's song. “Why do you think I'm practising it then, you dumb fuck?” Killian appears annoyed at his judgemental friend. “Ignore him.” Oliver suggests, shooting a glare at his grumpy boyfriend for the nth time in just one day, “It's a cute song.” Killian nods his head before testing his vocals. He hasn't sung for a long while. He doesn't want to make a full out of himself, especially when he will be singing on the stage to declare his love for his boyfriend. A seed of doubt settles in Killian's mind. He looks at Oliver with uncertain eyes, “Are you sure he is gonna like it?” Oliver huffs, hitting the back of Alex's head. “The fuck? Why did you hit me? I didn't even say anything this time!” It's rare to see the emo boy whine but when he does, he looks absolutely cut
“I smell something fishy.” Sebastian comments, regarding his boyfriend with a wary look. Killian discards his concern and flashes his famous smile, “Well, I'm not exactly a vegetarian. So, it's normal to smell fishy, isn't it? Come to think of it, I had salmon last night for dinner.” Sebastian's eye roll makes him laugh out loud. “Just go and let me do my work.” Sebastian waves him off, turning his focus on his work. Sebastian suspects something. It's unlike Killian to leave his side. In fact, Sebastian tried many times to get rid of his clingy boyfriend and breathe some air, but it was impossible. He turns back and shoots Killian another suspicious glance. What is he planning? Why does Killian suddenly want to go somewhere, leaving Sebastian alone the whole day? It shouldn't make him feel this way, but it does. You see, today's the final day of school's festival. A lot of stuff is going to happen today. Killian promised to help him. What's so important that he is willing to leave
It's been exactly two days since Sebastian and Killian have started dating officially. While Sebastian is having a hard time dealing with his parent's separation and fearing about the moment when he will be called in Liam's case, his golden retriever boyfriend tries his best to give him some peaceful moment that he craves for by showering him with overflowing love. “Stop it.” Sebastian mumbles under his breath, “We are in front of other people.” Sebastian warns his boyfriend, slapping his hand away from his ass. Killian pouts like a child, acting cute to get his way. Sebastian can barely hold in his smile. His boyfriend is just so fucking cute! “Oh come on, they are just annoying insects.” Killian whines, addressing his friends in a mean way. Sebastian snores in reply, slapping his boyfriend’s arm lightly. “Is that so? Wait, let me tell Andy what you just called her.” Sebastian makes an attempt to get away from Killian but isn't quicker than Killian. “Do you want to be a widower
Sebastian's heart drops down to his stomach as it starts beating violently. With each step his father takes, he loses himself into the world of panic and fear. Sweat beads start to decorate his forehead. However, It's not enough to keep him away from keeping Killian away from his father's terrifying eyes. He stands in front of Killian in an attempt to block his father's view of Killian, forgetting the fact that he is way too shorter than Killian to be doing that. Sebastian can feel Killian getting defensive behind him. He is sure Killian is ready to throw hands. But Sebastian can't let it happen. No matter how fucked up the man is, he is still his father. Sebastian himself doesn't know why he is still validating this man. He just does. “Dad, I was-” His speech was cut short. The only sound which can be heard right now is the harsh sound of his father's palm making contact with his cheek. So brutal is the force of the slap that Sebastian finds himself stagger back, losing control ov
“What's that noise?” Sebastian exclaims, too afraid that it's his brother climbing up the stairs. It takes a few seconds for Killian to process it. When he realises where the noise is coming from, he chuckles to himself before thrusting into Sebastian again, catching him off guard with the unnoticed wave of pleasure. “Someone must-” Sebastian tries to say but he gets cut off as Killian fucks him hard, leaving him to gasp. “It's just my alarm. Don't ask me why I have the sounds of footsteps as my alarm.” Killian pants as he speaks. “Really?” Sebastian breathes out, “Your foot fetish is getting weird.” Sebastian comments, panting as well. “If that was the case, It would be the sound of your footsteps.” Killian argues. “Get done with it already. Someone will really come up now.” Sebastian says, there's a sense of urgency in his voice. That's why Killian chooses to listen.Within ten minutes they are ready and good to go. As soon as they open the door, then find Josh standing at the
“Are you alright? God damn it, can't you be a little careful while working with objects like glass?” Andrea chides Sebastian, going near him to inspect his injury. Sebastian is dumbfounded by her cornering scolding. He remains quiet as Andrea takes a hold of his finger gently and takes out a tissue paper from her pocket to wipe the blood away. “I'm fine.” Sebastian mumbles under his breath, Andrea's concern is making him uncomfortable. “Shut up. You aren't.” Andrea tells him in a commanding tone which makes him bite his lips and shut up. From the corner of his eyes, he can see Killian approaching them hesitantly. He understands the reason but doesn't say anything. He believes he would be in the same dilemma if he were in Killian's place. “Let's go to the nurse's office.” She suggests. No, she orders in her authoritative voice. When Killian comes within hearing distance, Andrea speaks again, “I'm not doing this because I have the hots for you. I mean I had a crush on you ages ago