Killian feels odd, utterly so. He felt so angry and jealous seeing Sebastian smile and hold hands with the other man. He heard Sebastian calling behind him but he didn't care to stop and reply to his calling. No, he is too hurt to be doing that. But why is he hurt? He asks himself. Sebastian and he aren't a thing, they don't have a label to their relationship. So, Sebastian has the right to meet up with anyone he wants. He can date anyone as well. But the very idea of it happening makes Killian angry, so angry that he is ready to punch a wall or better get rid of the person in whom Sebastian is interested. His possessive side sometimes scares himself too. When he finds himself outside of the bar and no sign of Sebastian chasing after him, he feels hurt again. Why is he feeling like that? Does he like Sebastian? Of course he does. He has come to terms with it a while back. But this feeling, it's more than liking someone. He is torn, not really understanding his own feelings. His ang
It's a torture and nothing else. Killian groans under his breath as he walks around his room, his hands in his head, ruffling his hair. Why isn't the night ending? It's like time is playing a game with him, going slower than usual. Killian grabs his phone from the night stand and checks for any reply from Sebastian. But there is none. Of course there isn't. Sebastian has asked for a little bit of time to respond to Killian's sudden confession. Of course he had to process the information. It's a lot even to Killian. When he first started doing sexual activities with Sebastian, he didn't know it would go this far. “Why am I getting so nervous? There is no way he doesn't have feelings for me as well.” Killian reasons with himself, talking out loud while walking around. He does make sense according to his theory. He has noticed how Sebastian reacts to his presence, how he looks at him with dreamy eyes. There is no way he is misreading the signs. He is positive that Sebastian has also g
Sebastian is well aware of the eyes on him. Pushing away all the negative thoughts and judgemental eyes, he tries to go towards his locker and get essential books. He is relieved that Killian is running late today. He won't have to worry about giving Killian an answer for now at least. He is too shy to confess his feelings. He wishes he was as confident as Killian in this matter. As soon as he reaches the locker area, he is greeted by the principal himself. Baffled at the sudden appearance of the man, Sebastian tries to clumsily greet the principal back and make his way towards his own locker. “Let's have a word, Mr.Greenfield.” The principal insists, making Sebastian arch his eyebrow in confusion. Sebastian simply nods his head and follows the man. Why is he being called to the principal's office? And why did the principal come on his own? He could have sent someone to call him. Sebastian's stomach churns in uneasiness. He is fearing that something unexpected and unpleasant will u
Sebastian has chosen the boy's washroom as his sanctuary for now. He needs to be somewhere to vent all his anger and frustration and to deal with his bruised heart. For now, there's no other place to hide from everyone. As the classes have already started, there are only a few boys around the washroom area, making it the perfect hiding spot for Sebastian. He brings his legs up, drawing them closer to his chest. In order to feel a little bit of security and soothe his heart, he hugs his legs tightly as he buries his head in his knees. Soft sniffles can be heard from the stall. He doesn't have the luxury to care about the noise. Regretting over his ill-fate, he continues to weep. “Dude, it looks like someone is crying.” Someone says to another person, causing Sebastian to pause his crying fit, hating that he can't even cry in peace. He holds his breath when two pairs of shoes come closer to his stall. He can see them, hear them. They are laughing as if someone crying is a matter of l
Sebastian and Liam were inseparable in their early days of friendship. They were totally different from each other, with Sebastian being the quiet one who was constantly being bullied and Liam being the talkative kid who constantly saved Sebastian from other kids. However, their dynamic gradually changed as they grew older. At first, the changes weren't significant. Sebastian hardly noticed them. But the more days passed by, the more Sebastian started to feel odd about Liam's changing behaviour. He always wanted to be in control no matter whom the matter concerned, always wanted to be under the spotlight. He gaslit Sebastian when he tried to bring this matter into a discussion. But that wasn't it all. He received the worst of all that fateful night. It was a night of celebration. Even for Sebastian. The joyful night took the form of a nightmarish morning for him. And he finally saw the real face of Liam, his ex-best friend. Sebastian spent the afternoon thinking about Liam and what
When Andrea first appeared in his life with her mother, Amelia, Killian hated her. Growing up, he was a small child who got picked on by bigger kids in the neighbourhood. His dislike for his step sister was instant but it took a serious turn when she started bullying him as well. She would push him, laugh at him and make fun of him. Killian not only hated Andrea but also hated Amelia. He was convinced that she was an evil woman based on people's half-knowledge judgement. However, it took Amelia only a few weeks to win him over. Killian was so starved for a mother's love that when Amelia showed a little bit of care and love, he melted like butter on a hot pan. That didn't mean he and Andrea got along. No, their relationship was still rocky as ever with Andrea being the evil sibling until one day it all changed. Killian still remembers the day vividly. He was being bullied by kids bigger than him in both size and age. At that time Andrea emerged as his saviour, bravely standing in fro
Sebastian stops in his tracks when he realises all the eyes on him. As he stands there like a deer caught in a headlight, he catches Killian's intense gaze at him. As usual, he darts his gaze at something else, not being able to hold his gaze any longer. Just because he averted his gaze, that doesn't mean he isn't receiving weird and knowing glances from Killian's friends. “Sebastian, don't you think this tattoo is a bit tacky?” Alex asks in a teasing tone, pointing his finger at Killian's chest. Wishing he could tape Alex's mouth in his mind, he shrugs his shoulders awkwardly and watches Alex spare him a smirk. To save himself from further humiliation and make it obvious that he is jealous to the core, he slides towards Oliver. “Let them deal with their shit. I have found a new awesome manga. Wanna see?” Oliver beams with joy as he bobs his head. Ignoring all of them, Sebastian takes Oliver's hand and drags him away from them to a corner of the room. Thankfully, he didn't have t
Sebastian was wrong when he thought he could get away from the Price siblings and save himself from the uncomfortable situation once he was out of the car. Turns out, it was just wishful thinking. They are still surrounding him like moths to fire. No matter where he goes, they follow. Even Josh is breathing down his neck. He is wondering if he is some subject of some observational operation. They are currently at the arcade now, playing different kinds of games. Andrea refuses to let Sebastian go out of sight. To tell the truth, Sebastian is getting a little annoyed right now. “Can I have a talk with you please?” Sebastian whispers to Killian, turning his gaze at Andrea who is busy glaring at Josh, he adds, “In private.” Sebastian waits for Killian by the pac-man game. Thankfully, he isn't followed by anyone else this time. Andrea, for once, seems to understand that she shouldn't follow him around so she bothers Nick instead. “Look Killian, I understand you must feel bad thinking