Killian hasn't seen Sebastian that much in the past week. He has been too busy with his soccer practice to bother that boy. It also seems like Sebastian has closed himself off and been trying to avoid him. Killian didn't get the chance to know what's happening. But now that he is free, he is noticing Sebastian's quietness and it's bothering him. There is nothing holding him back from satisfying his curiosity and knowing what's up with the boy.
Killian takes a drag from his cigarette as he leans onto his car at the student parking lot. Alex is standing beside him, smoking a cigarette of his own."You gotta help me out, dude. I swear this will be my last time. " Alex says, looking into Killian's eyes.Killian rolls his eyes at his friend but nods his head anyway, " You gotta stop getting in trouble with those people though. They are bad news." He warns in a serious tone."Are you scared, Mr.Price?" Alex asks playfully, wiggling his eyebrows.Killian scoffs at that. Alex is good at avoiding a conversation that concerns him and averting the attention to something instead. He wishes he could do something. Not to sound like s hypocrite, he knows he is on the road to destruction himself but Alex is way ahead of him.Smacking Alex on the head, he mutters, " Yeah. So scared that you are begging me to help you out."Alex punches Killian's chest, making him cough. " I'm not begging you, you fucker." Killian just smirks at that.A few minutes go by with them talking about stuff and then Killian's eyes find the person who he has been looking for. That person is skating towards the school gate. It's Sebastian. He wonders why Sebastian didn't bring his bicycle. The memory of that night invades his mind when the question of the bike pops into his mind. A smile finds its way towards his lips unknowingly.Despite his utmost efforts to dive back into the conversation with Alex, he finds himself focusing on Sebastian only. Sebastian looks happy. That's a first. He can't recall if he ever saw Sebastian smiling in school. The sight is refreshing to say the least. Sebastian looks confident as he skates towards the entrance. He can clearly see him as the distance between them isn't much."Are you even listening to me?" Alex asks in the middle of his speech, following Killian's gaze."Aha." Killian confirms which makes Alex roll his eyes."I must say you are a great babysitter." Alex mocks, trying to see what Killian finds so interesting that he isn't even blinking.Killian doesn't reply, rather he holds an intense staring contest with the boy. As always Sebastian looks away after a few seconds. He takes his skateboard in his hand and walks towards his locker room, finally letting Killian bring his attention back to his friend."Yeah." Killian replies after what feels like forever without even knowing what he is agreeing with."Well, I honestly don't know if I should be concerned or happy for you." Alex mutters, giving Killian a sympathetic head shake."The fuck are you on?" Killian asks but Alex doesn't linger around to answer.He follows his friend and meets up with the rest of the group. They were hiding from Oliver. Killian has never been able to finish a cigarette in front of that goody two shoes hence they had to seek for an alternative way.Killian in now sitting beside Sebastian in the first class but Sebastian is unwilling to look his way. He tries to think of things that he did which ended up offending Sebastian. Except being an annoying little shit, he doesn't remember doing anything to offend him even remotely."Did you take an oath to avoid me or something?" Killian raises a question, tapping on the table with a pencil.Sebastian does nothing but scribble down the notes in his notepad which successfully manages to irritate Killian. He smirks despite this as something cooks in his mind."Really? Are we really doing this? After what we have been through together, you are gonna throw me away like I never existed? How can you be so cruel? I wasn't wrong when I said prefer dogs to cat." Killian's choice of words to phrase his sentences gains Sebastian's attention.Sebastian first looks around to see some students gawking at their bench with utmost attention. He glares at Killian for speaking nonsense loudly enough to spark other's curiosity. Killian gives a boyish grin to Sebastian as he finally got a reaction out of him."What happened?" Killian asks with a calm voice this time, worry being prominent in his voice.Sebastian's eyes soften at the concern that Killian's face holds but he looks down immediately. It's like he is afraid to look at Killian in fear he will rant about the things that are bothering him."If you want-""Please." Killian stops as soon as he hears Sebastian's plea. He nods his head at Sebastian and zips up his mouth.Killian lets the brunette have some moment of peace before he strikes again. It's unsettling to see Sebastian quiet like before. He genuinely enjoyed that night with Sebastian. It made him feel like he was having a good time with a friend. He is that friend who can't see his friends suddenly acting out of their characters, it awakens the Sherlock in him as worry nests in my mind. That is why he plans to know why Sebastian is suddenly so quiet, why he looks so burdened with gloom.Time passes by and lunch period rolls in. Killian shares his table with his friends as usual. But what's unusual is his interest in the new boy of the school who is standing in a line to get his lunch."Something happened between you two?" Oliver asks, gaining Killian's attention briefly."What?" He plays dumb, not wanting to answer questions that will follow if he answers now.Alex rolls his eyes, remembering what happened earlier this morning. Killian looks restless and engrossed and he knows the person who is responsible for it."The new kid should give him his dose of attention and he will come back to being normal." Alex advises, biting into his burger."Shut the fuck up." Killian yells before snatching Nick's fries, ignoring the curses that leave Nick's mouth."Why is it always me?" Nick whines, dejected about the fact that he is always stuck with Killian who never forgets to steal his food.Killian shushes him up as he receives a call from someone. Standing up from his chair to get some privacy, he takes the call."How's prison?" He asks as soon as he answers the call."How's rehab?" Andrea retorts from the other side, making Killian chuckle."Are you smoking or eating some real food? It's lunch period.""Do not worry about me, sister. Worry about your beauty instead." Killian teases, eyeing Sebastian who is sitting at an empty table, playing with his food instead of eating."What about him?" He can hear the desperation in her voice which makes him turn his gaze away from the boy.Is she really serious about him? It can't be the case. They don't even know each other. Andrea is the one who asked him to be close to Sebastian and be his friend. But deep down he knows it's not the only reason why he is desperate for Sebastian's attention. It's like there is a pull between them. It's platonic, he would love to think. He feels the same about his friends, doesn't he?"Calm down, Andy. Deep breaths only." He keeps pulling her leg and he lets out a laugh when she curses at his pathetic attempt of making jokes."Don't eat my brain, Killian. I've got only a few minutes in my hand." She warns as sadness embraces her tone.Ever since she left home, he feels lonely and alone. It's hard to cope without her. And she feels the same. That's why she sneaks out and calls him whenever she gets time."He's alright." Killian assures, walking back towards his table."Are you friends with him now?" She asks, adapting a hopeful tone. He can imagine her smiling face from here."Oh yeah! we are best friends." He sarcastically replies."You little idiot-" She holds herself back before continuing, "shit. I gotta go. Take care of yourself, Killian.""That's not how a civilised person should eat, Alex. Even my toddler brother has more table manners than you. Wipe off-""Guys, take your food with you. We will give someone company today." Killian declares, stopping Oliver mid-sentence."You should stop cutting me off mid-sentence, Killian. My God! All of you need to learn manners!" Oliver rambles under his breath in frustration, gathering his things anyway to follow Killian."But what did I do?" Nick asks innocently."Exist." Killian replies for Oliver."You all wound my heart. " Nick dramatically utters, placing his hand on his chest."Are we really gonna invade the new kid's privacy like this?" Alex asks, shocking all three of them."It's rich coming from you. " Three of them say simultaneously which itself proves their point."You all should fucking get a life." He grumbles before taking some angry steps towards Sebastian's table."Hey! Hope you don't mind us joining you." Oliver politely says before taking a seat.Sebastian looks at him in confusion and then his eyes fall on the other members of the group."Why would he mind? He is Killian's best friend, isn't he?" Alex comments, smirking at Killian.The more they speak, the more confused Sebastian gets. He looks into Killian's eyes for answers but all he gets is a mischievous smirk."You are not gonna eat that? I can finish that off for you if you want." Nick kindly offers, gaining a glare from Oliver."Nick! You ate two burgers already. Moreover, you can't just go around and ask people for food like that." Oliver chides."Who uses moreover unless it's an essay?" Nick asks, trying to rile Oliver up even more.Sebastian still can't wrap his head around it. He looks like a confused puppy as he keeps silently watching them."Cute." Killian can't help but mutter, hoping nobody heard him."Wow! There's no doubt you all are creeping him out." Alex states, enjoying the chaos."Don't be bothered by them, Kitty. They are idiots just like that." Sebastian glares at him for using that name in front of other people, a faint blush appearing on his cheeks."Kitty, huh?" Alex playfully nudges Killian's shoulder.The other two also appears amused by it. However, Sebastian is miles away from being amused. Instead, he looks like a hot lava, ready to explode.Sebastian slaps his hand against the wooden table before standing up, "you are free to enjoy the burger." He tells Nick before trying to make an exit.Killian frowns at that. He hasn't touched his food. He still remembers Sebastian's pale face. He looked so fragile, so tired that night. Even today he looks drained out. This boy should take care of himself and eat properly."Sit down." Killian orders which holds Sebastian back from walking away."Was that a request?" Sebastian asks, giving Killian a challenging glare.Killian leaves his seat and walks towards Sebastian. He can feel that he is making him nervous. The brave exterior that he is portraying will crumble down soon. But before it can happen, Sebastian breaks the eye contact once again."It was a humble order. Sit down and finish your food." Killian challenges in a dangerously calm voice, eyes holding authority but Sebastian ain't budging."Don't scare him off, Kill. You don't need to be afraid, Sebastian. We are friends, aren't we?" Oliver consoles Sebastian, making the boy laugh out in a jeering manner."I'm not afraid of little boys like you." Sebastian says, looking at Killian momentarily.He grabs his backpack and slings it over his shoulders, "But I'm indeed afraid of friends." He confesses to the group before walking away.There must be something wrong with Sebastian. Killian can feel that. He looked happy in the morning. What might have happened to make him feel gloomy? And why did he say such a thing about friends? Hundreds of questions swim around in his mind. Sebastian is more complicated than he thought initially."He is weird, man." Alex says as soon as Sebastian leaves their line of vision."That's a bad thing to say about someone. Especially when he is not present here." Oliver schools him about his manners again."Please, I beg of you, Oliver. Just shut the fuck up. "As if all other noises didn't reach his ears anymore and everything vanished in front of Killian because he can only think about Sebastian and his words. He doesn't know what's bothering Sebastian. But whatever it is, it's bothering him too."Why are we doing it again?" Killian asks, not being thrilled about the whole idea. His father, Elias, grins at him before asking, "Can't a father spend some time with his son?"Killian rolls his eyes as he sits on the sofa and tries to tie his shoelaces but fails miserably. He never learnt how to do it. His mother always came to his rescue and did it for him. Little things like this reminds him of what he lost which ultimately makes him lose all respect and love he had for his father.Moments ago his father was fussing about his tie, doing a terrible job tying it. It's clear that the father-son duo was greatly dependent on someone, someone who will never come back. Just when depressive thoughts start to populate his mind, he feels someone touching his legs. He finds his father bending down to his knees to tie his shoelaces. A sudden wave of emotions rushes to him. It's been a long while since he last spent some time with his father. His face reminds him of his darkest days. However
Killian raises his hands in the air as a gesture of surrender, a playful smile dancing on his lips. "To my defense, I rang the calling bell again and again but no one answered and the gate was unlocked too." Killian clears the air before he can be accused of stalking which won't be totally a lie. "So you barged into my home like a creep?" Sebastian accuses, stomping towards the big window situated at the corner of the drawing room, apparently from where Killian was gawking at him. "It's your fault. You left the main gate and all the windows open. I even tried texting you so many times but you didn't reply me back." Killian explains his reasons, getting inside the house by climbing through the window. "Who gave you permission to get inside my house?" Sebastian asks, pointing an accusatory finger at him but Killian just flashes a smile. "Do I look like a vampire to you that I need permission before entering?" Killian jokes around instead of answering, pumping anger into Sebastian's
Sebastian heaves a sigh of relief knowing his house is soundproof from the inside, concealing the inside noise. He is also lucky he locked the window after Killian invited himself. "Honey, it's the car keys not the house." He hears his father say, sounding rather tipsy. "Yeah. Because the house key is with me." His mother informs, sounding tired.And then he hears them arguing about the keys, giving him enough time to think and take action. In a heartbeat he switches off the tv and grabs Killian's hand, pulling him forward."What's-" Killian tries to ask but Sebastian shushes him before he can do so. Killian wordlessly follows the boy, being alerted after seeing Sebastian's fear-stricken face. Sebastian runs towards his room with his heart in his sleeve while it beats erratically. And before his parents can unlock the main door, he literally shoves the taller boy into his room and shuts his door close. He breathes heavily leaning on the doorframe. He narrowly escaped from their wra
Sebastian feels suffocated, being judged under the scrutinising gaze of his mother. She hardly blinks as she keeps staring at him, hands being crossed across her chest. "I…" Sebastian starts but his tongue betrays him and refuses to produce even a sentence. But that doesn't stop him from clarifying himself, " I was just walking around. Couldn't sleep." He says, pulling on an awkward tone. For a few seconds, nothing happens. Sebastian's heartbeat escalates by each second. He isn't sure if she has seen anything. He would be dead for sure if she had seen Killian. Just when sweat beads start to appear on his forehead and fear starts pooling around in his stomach, she sighs. Sebastian can't tell if she is tired or disappointed. "Go to sleep." She says in a low voice, refusing to let him know her motifs. Sebastian knows he won't be able to sleep because of the pending clearance from his mother. He will keep thinking about the possibility of her seeing Killian and plotting things with his
Sebastian should have checked his skateboard before using it. He should have been more careful now that Joseph has resumed school. Even though the bully didn't dare to come within 50 feet of him, he should have known he would try something evil. Now he has scraped his knee so badly that his left knee is bleeding profusely. Not to mention his ugly fall in front of tons of students and most of them are laughing at his fall instead of helping him out. Sebastian whimpers in pain as he tries to stand up on his own, holding the broken wheeled skateboard in one hand. Fear invades his mind slowly. He can see history repeating itself in front of his eyes. He will have to do something and teach one or two lessons to Joseph. Or else everyone will take him for a rag doll which is ready to be dragged around and used. "Thank you." Sebastian whispers under his breath as Nick comes forward to help him out, taking Sebastian's arm over his shoulder. "Are you badly hurt?" Nick asks, looking down to c
"Yeah, right. And I'm mother Teresa." Killian's girlfriend, whose name Sebastian doesn't know yet, says while rolling her eyes. "You are as ancient as her so why not?" Sebastian tries his best to keep his laughter in control when Killian says so. He gets a death glare from the girl when she catches him snicker. Killian turns around, ignoring her. He gently places Sebastian on the passenger seat. "Give me a minute to handle her." Killian says to Sebastian. He turns to her after receiving a nod from Sebastian and closes the door behind him. "Why were you carrying that boy? Who is he?" Sebastian can feel the anger radiating from her voice, she sounds livid for some reasons. Even though he is calmly seated in the passenger seat, his ears are only focused on their conversation. Half amused by the arrival of his girlfriend, half annoyed at her sudden appearance and loud yelling, there's an accusatory edge to her tone. "He has hurt his leg if you haven't noticed that, Lia." Killian soun
Sebastian looks at his surroundings in confusion until his eyes find Killian's amused ones. "What are we doing here?" Sebastian asks, leaning on his seat as the headache worsens. "And I thought you were smart." Killian dramatically shakes his head and watches Sebastian throw him a disgusted glare. "What do you want?" Sebastian asks again through gritted teeth. Sebastian raises his palm to stop Killian from talking when he receives a message notification. Now, he doesn't have anyone to hit him up at this time. Who can it be? Curiosity gets the best of him. That is why he gets a phone out of his pocket which manages to crack Killian up. "Stop laughing." Sebastian warns, trying his level best to sound intimidating but he just looks like a grumpy kitten to Killian. Killian eyes the vintage phone in Sebastian's hands and raises his own hand in the air to surrender, trying to suppress his laughter. Sebastian is carrying a flip phone in his hand which looks like it belongs to the anci
Sebastian was wrong. He was so wrong to think he overcame the fear, he was free of the paralyzing fright. Turns out, it takes just one person from his past to pop out to make him freak out to the point that he is ready to have a panic attack. No matter how much he tries to gather his will power and run away from there and take shelter in Killian's car, he can't move even a limb. "Aren't you gonna show me your face? Aww, I'm hurt, Seb." The person behind him mocks at him, feigning hurt. The dog can feel fear radiating from him and decides to play the protector. He turns towards the person behind Sebastian and starts barking to defend his human. The puppy gives birth to a newly found hope in his heart. He isn't alone. No, he isn't. He has the puppy and Killian. Killian would be out with food anytime soon. He just has to get away from here and get inside the restaurant and find Killian.With that thought in mind, he finally gathers enough strength to take a step away from there. Howeve
“Get ready fast, Kitty. What are you doing? We are gonna be late on our very first day!” Killian yells from the bedroom, tying his shoelaces. It's their first day of college but there is no sign of his boyfriend. He wonders what the pretty boy is up to. It seems like Sebastian's soul has possessed him. He can't believe how much he has changed. It's now him who is fussing over little things. “Sebastian! What are you doing, baby?” Killian asks, coming to the kitchen to find his boyfriend doing something. Sebastian seems to be too lost in whatever he is making. He just hopes it's edible. He doesn't want to get food poisoning on their first day of college. “What's my baby making?” Killian asks softly, wrapping his arms around Sebastian's tiny waist. “Shh, don't make me move. Let me do it properly.” Sebastian warns. Rolling his eyes, Killian takes a peek at whatever Sebastian is making. It's a Japanese style fluffy egg omelette. Sebastian is adding ketchup on it to make a smiley
Months have passed. They have graduated. High school is over. They are on the stage where they are applying to different colleges. Killian dreamt about this day so much. He was so excited to spend the last few days of high school in complete bliss. However, all his dreams are ruined just because of two bastards who are now rotting in jail and probably will stay there for a long period. Sebastian isn't the same anymore. He has become silent and distant. He craves for occasional skinship from Killian but there is no spark in him. It pains Killian to witness his lover in such a vulnerable state. It seems like forever that he last slept peacefully at night. Sebastian's lost face still haunts him to this day. “I'm gonna apply to Harvard.” Nick announces, gaining everyone's attention in the room. In return, he gets eye rolls and sighs. “What?” His voice gets smaller, narrowing his eyes. “If you get into Harvard with that result then I will happily dig my grave and bury my ass there.” Ki
Sebastian's heart drops down to his chest. He has been trying to pry Liam's hands off of his body but with his tied up hands, it's impossible to do so. His eyes darted around the place to ask for help. Unfortunately for him there is literally no one in this place except for the almost passed out drug addicts who can care less about Sebastian. Tears cascade down his cheeks. “L-Let me go, Please.” Sebastian begs, putting his bound hand over Liam's mouth so that he can't kiss him again. It disgusts Sebastian that this very boy bullied him for his sexual preference and now he is the one who is sexually abusing him. How can someone be so hypocritical? Liam disgusts him. Sebastian never thought he could hate someone as much as he hates this boy. He wonders how he could be such a fool to not discover Liam's true colour all those years. If it was only Liam and him, maybe he could have a chance in making an escape. But now there is another monster behind him who is holding his arms in a ti
“One, two, three, go.” Killian chants, playing the cord on his guitar while his friends watch him and judge him. “Are you sure you are gonna play this sloppy song?” Alex asks, totally disliking the choice of Killian's song. “Why do you think I'm practising it then, you dumb fuck?” Killian appears annoyed at his judgemental friend. “Ignore him.” Oliver suggests, shooting a glare at his grumpy boyfriend for the nth time in just one day, “It's a cute song.” Killian nods his head before testing his vocals. He hasn't sung for a long while. He doesn't want to make a full out of himself, especially when he will be singing on the stage to declare his love for his boyfriend. A seed of doubt settles in Killian's mind. He looks at Oliver with uncertain eyes, “Are you sure he is gonna like it?” Oliver huffs, hitting the back of Alex's head. “The fuck? Why did you hit me? I didn't even say anything this time!” It's rare to see the emo boy whine but when he does, he looks absolutely cut
“I smell something fishy.” Sebastian comments, regarding his boyfriend with a wary look. Killian discards his concern and flashes his famous smile, “Well, I'm not exactly a vegetarian. So, it's normal to smell fishy, isn't it? Come to think of it, I had salmon last night for dinner.” Sebastian's eye roll makes him laugh out loud. “Just go and let me do my work.” Sebastian waves him off, turning his focus on his work. Sebastian suspects something. It's unlike Killian to leave his side. In fact, Sebastian tried many times to get rid of his clingy boyfriend and breathe some air, but it was impossible. He turns back and shoots Killian another suspicious glance. What is he planning? Why does Killian suddenly want to go somewhere, leaving Sebastian alone the whole day? It shouldn't make him feel this way, but it does. You see, today's the final day of school's festival. A lot of stuff is going to happen today. Killian promised to help him. What's so important that he is willing to leave
It's been exactly two days since Sebastian and Killian have started dating officially. While Sebastian is having a hard time dealing with his parent's separation and fearing about the moment when he will be called in Liam's case, his golden retriever boyfriend tries his best to give him some peaceful moment that he craves for by showering him with overflowing love. “Stop it.” Sebastian mumbles under his breath, “We are in front of other people.” Sebastian warns his boyfriend, slapping his hand away from his ass. Killian pouts like a child, acting cute to get his way. Sebastian can barely hold in his smile. His boyfriend is just so fucking cute! “Oh come on, they are just annoying insects.” Killian whines, addressing his friends in a mean way. Sebastian snores in reply, slapping his boyfriend’s arm lightly. “Is that so? Wait, let me tell Andy what you just called her.” Sebastian makes an attempt to get away from Killian but isn't quicker than Killian. “Do you want to be a widower
Sebastian's heart drops down to his stomach as it starts beating violently. With each step his father takes, he loses himself into the world of panic and fear. Sweat beads start to decorate his forehead. However, It's not enough to keep him away from keeping Killian away from his father's terrifying eyes. He stands in front of Killian in an attempt to block his father's view of Killian, forgetting the fact that he is way too shorter than Killian to be doing that. Sebastian can feel Killian getting defensive behind him. He is sure Killian is ready to throw hands. But Sebastian can't let it happen. No matter how fucked up the man is, he is still his father. Sebastian himself doesn't know why he is still validating this man. He just does. “Dad, I was-” His speech was cut short. The only sound which can be heard right now is the harsh sound of his father's palm making contact with his cheek. So brutal is the force of the slap that Sebastian finds himself stagger back, losing control ov
“What's that noise?” Sebastian exclaims, too afraid that it's his brother climbing up the stairs. It takes a few seconds for Killian to process it. When he realises where the noise is coming from, he chuckles to himself before thrusting into Sebastian again, catching him off guard with the unnoticed wave of pleasure. “Someone must-” Sebastian tries to say but he gets cut off as Killian fucks him hard, leaving him to gasp. “It's just my alarm. Don't ask me why I have the sounds of footsteps as my alarm.” Killian pants as he speaks. “Really?” Sebastian breathes out, “Your foot fetish is getting weird.” Sebastian comments, panting as well. “If that was the case, It would be the sound of your footsteps.” Killian argues. “Get done with it already. Someone will really come up now.” Sebastian says, there's a sense of urgency in his voice. That's why Killian chooses to listen.Within ten minutes they are ready and good to go. As soon as they open the door, then find Josh standing at the
“Are you alright? God damn it, can't you be a little careful while working with objects like glass?” Andrea chides Sebastian, going near him to inspect his injury. Sebastian is dumbfounded by her cornering scolding. He remains quiet as Andrea takes a hold of his finger gently and takes out a tissue paper from her pocket to wipe the blood away. “I'm fine.” Sebastian mumbles under his breath, Andrea's concern is making him uncomfortable. “Shut up. You aren't.” Andrea tells him in a commanding tone which makes him bite his lips and shut up. From the corner of his eyes, he can see Killian approaching them hesitantly. He understands the reason but doesn't say anything. He believes he would be in the same dilemma if he were in Killian's place. “Let's go to the nurse's office.” She suggests. No, she orders in her authoritative voice. When Killian comes within hearing distance, Andrea speaks again, “I'm not doing this because I have the hots for you. I mean I had a crush on you ages ago