THAYER
I felt drained after we visited my grandfather. He’d been in the private hospital for months. My country was praying for his recovery, but after I spoke to his doctors, I wasn’t sure if our prayers were heard. He’d been in a coma for almost three months, and they had not seen any improvements.
My family wanted to keep this bad news, but the people in the country needed to know. Despite that, they still had to keep a few details from the press.
I could see the struggle from Aunt Alessia as she joined me inside her father’s room. No one knew, except my family and the advisors, on which country my grandfather was admitted. It was for his security and privacy.
We had the best hospitals and doctors, but it was best to keep him away from media exposure. It had tight security. The staff was under indisputable NDA so that they wouldn’t leak crucial information to anyone outside this floor.
I’d known my grandfather to suffer from such illness just like everyone, but this time, he had a hard time recovering. I’d known a few people surpassed ninety or even reached a hundred years old. I wished I could still witness him celebrated his ninety years birthday, but judging by his situation right now in machines, I couldn’t let my hopes up.
“Grandfather, it’s Camren.” He was the only family who called me Camren.
I missed his voice. I held his wrinkled hand. It even felt a little warmer—a good sign. “I came all the way to visit you. I know you can hear me. Your people are praying for your fast recovery, Grandfather. So don’t let them down, okay?” I knelt and bowed my head in front of him. “Your son, Isodore, and your daughter-in-law Aimrose have sent their love.” I kissed his hand before I rose to my feet.
Aunt Alessia had not said a word since we entered. I could see she was crying, but as a strong-willed woman, she kept herself composed.
“I’ll give you some time with him. I’ll be right outside.” I gripped her shoulder before I walked out.
Ash and Lud met me in the hallway. They knew the prognosis, but I knew they wanted to hear it from me.
I shook my head before I entered the room that served as the personal details room assigned to my grandfather.
“Just stay strong,” Ash said.
The entire room went silent. I wasn’t aware they weren’t briefed with my arrival. At least twelve people nodded at me.
“When I’m in this country. You won’t do that. You can call me sir or Thayer, but do not address me by my title unless you are ready to pack your bag and hand me your resignation.”
They apologized in unison.
“Take care of my grandfather, The King.” I left the room. Ash and Lud followed me out.
“Are you okay?” Ash asked.
“Not even the least.”
“We all are, T.”
“I need you to do something for me.”
“You don’t have to ask,” Lud replied.
“We have an agreement that you both can enjoy during your stay.”
“I would feel terrible if you won’t ask anything from us, Thayer. You’re still—”
“Don’t.” I cut Ash off.
“I’m sorry.”
“I know you both bugged my room.”
They looked down. Guilt plastered all over their faces. “Following orders. I’m sorry.”
“It’s alright. But you still have access to security details, right?”
“Yes.”
“Good. With audio?”
“No, sir,” Lud answered.
“Fair enough. I want you to check on someone.”
Their gazes flew to me. Hopes were brewing in their eyes.
I shut my eyes, sighing deeply. “She—”
“She?” they cried in unison.
“For God’s sake. Behave yourself.”
“The sooner you find her, the sooner we can get home,” Lud said excitedly.
“Are you serious? Do you plan on kidnapping her?” I shot them a murderous glare.
“You can invite her like normal people.” Ash shrugged.
“To my country? Like right now? Who stupid woman would agree to that?”
“Well, use your charm,” Lud suggested, smirking.
“Do you how hard for me to lie? To pretend as if I was just an ordinary guy walking around the city, thinking that it’s easy to bring someone home? That fact that I’m not just an ordinary man, how do you think she would react as soon as we landed in the airport?”
“Thayer, should I remind you that this is your idea?” Ash said.
“That you wanted to know if someone would accept you if you’re a nobody?” Lud added.
Fair point, but I would not admit to that. “I haven’t forgotten anything.” A painful silence followed. “Her name is Kennedy.”
God, nothing in that woman was not sexy. The first time I laid an eye on her, something inside me warmth. I’d spent my life with women who always wanted to win my heart—or rather, wanted the privilege. This time, it was different.
She had the most beautiful eyes, despite being laced with sadness. I wanted to strangle Aunt Alessia for giving her a hard time. She even looked amazing in her outfit.
I knew my aunt had a strict dress protocol. I couldn’t agree more. Besides, they worked in a leading fashion magazine.
Those lips, though. I wondered how they look without lipstick. Were they cherry red? Anyhow, I still wanted to feel them against my fingertip, my lips, and my tongue. Those pert breasts, enough the size around my palm and in my mouth as I suckled them.
I let her image invade my mind until my groin tightened.
Fuck.
The first time she saw me, I quickly noticed the admiration. And thank God, the recognition was the least I should be worrying about. She didn’t have any idea who I was.
“Thayer,” Ash called me out of my little fantasy.
I blinked away from the beautiful image of Kennedy. “Yes?”
“Do you know her surname?”
“I can give you better than that.”
“Great. What should we do?” Lud asked.
“Background check. Follow her around, but not in a creepy way.”
“We know exactly what to do,” Ash replied proudly.
“And manwhore, don’t you dare touch her.” I pointed at Lud.
He raised his hands. “I love my head intact and attach to my body.”
“And your dick too,” Ash seconded.
I joined Aunt Alessia in her car. She looked heartbroken.
I completely understood. Her mother died five years ago. That was how she found out who she was. My family quickly learned to love her, but she never forgot who she was—an independent American woman who was wed to her job.
“Not her, Thayer,” she said softly.
“Not who?”
She rolled her eyes, which was inappropriate to do to me. “I was there, watching you, admiring her, and how your eyes sparkled? I remember when your mother told me how you reacted the first time you saw your horse.”
“And why not? You can’t say no to me.”
“She’s irreplaceable.” There was sadness in her tone.
“And she’s also irreplaceable.” My corner lips tugged into a smile.
“How about that woman—? What’s her name?”
“See?” I pointed my finger at her. “You can’t even remember her name. Meaning, she’s not important.”
She sighed. “In all honesty, you deserve better than her. I couldn’t see any sincerity in her bones.”
“Let me get this straight, Auntie. You don’t like Kadynce for me?” I met her sad gaze.
She smiled. Her eyes sparkled for a split second. “How would you convince her to give up her career, Thayer? She loves her job. How are you going to drop the bomb that you’re the future ruler?”
“I don’t know. I have ideas, but after meeting her, I finally realized how difficult the task I have at hand.” I rubbed my clean chin. I used to have a day or two of stubble, which made me looked older. I kept it like that.
“She just broke up with her boyfriend.”
My eyes widened as if I just found the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.
“You know what it means, Thayer?”
My heart sank. “She needs to move on, heal her heart before she enters into another relationship. But I don’t have that time.” I rubbed my temples.
“I already have a plan for you.”
My head snapped to her. “What is it?”
“She’s gonna interview you. And you will be exclusive on page thirteen.”
I shook my head. “No way. No way in hell.”
“You cannot lie to her. You’re gonna break her heart. Do you want that? Women like us would easily fall in love with the right man. But we also easily fall out of love by you guys lying to us, betray us, and cheating on us. And it would be difficult for us to try trusting you again. Trust me, honey, if you like her this much. Start by telling her the truth. Of who you are.”
KENNEDY I stopped dead in my tracks. My breathing held as we stared at each other for the second time. I was gripping my robe against my chest as if it would fall willingly as his gaze burned on me. My pulse quickened. I didn’t know how long I was there standing in front of him, and I couldn’t utter a word of my purpose. His lips were so full, slightly parted. I wanted to feel the softness against my finger, against my lips. I squirmed. I was tingling all over and between my thighs. I was so attractive to this man, even if I didn’t even know his full name. I couldn’t deny his physical beauty and my attraction to him. I just broke up with my ex, yet I was drawn to Thayer like I was never with any men—I was like a moth to his flame. His throat bobbed up and down. “Kennedy, what a surprise?” I gulped. My throat dried. My cheeks were burning as he waited for me to talk.
THAYER Everything about Kennedy was sexy. The way she drunk the water was sexy. The way she talked and when she blushed. And damn if it wasn’t sexy on how she bit her bottom lip, and it seemed that she didn’t have any idea what she was doing to me. An irrational surge of jealousy coursed through me. It was new to me, and I didn’t know how to handle it. I almost broke out of my disguise. And who would have thought that the first person I would see in the morning was the woman who kept me awake last night? Then she came to me only wearing a fucking robe, and she wasn’t wearing underwear beneath. Kennedy was driving me insane, and she wasn’t even aware of it. I left her in the room to take some breaths. I was jealous of Ash earlier—the way he easily handled the awkward silence in the room. I should be thanking him. Instead, I almost commanded him in front of Kennedy. “Is everything okay?” It was Ash. “No
KENNEDY One thing I was sure of, Thayer was freaking rich. If Alessia was his relative from his father’s side, then they were filthy rich. I was in his bathroom as I stared at, at least twelve paper bags from a known brand—from underwear, shoes, dress, belt, coat, and even makeup. I didn’t know which one I should try first. But of course, I should start wearing my underwear. Then I put on the peach long-sleeve mini dress, which made me surprise with the size that it was perfectly fit for me, and also the size of Follies pumps by Louboutin. I put a little make on my face. I was not ashamed to show off the freckles on the top of my nose. Then I brushed my hair and applied the nude lipstick on my lips. Once I was done, I
THAYER Damn it! What was I thinking? I was better than that. I twisted and turned in bed. The urge to knock on Kennedy’s door and pick up what we left off at the rooftop made me vibrate in anticipation. The fact that my raging hard-on in my pants jerked at the thought of those perk breasts and those plumped red lips, I was already fully awake. Fuck. I let out a frustrated sigh as I forced myself to erect to sit in my empty bed. A few seconds later, my phone vibrated. It was a message from Ash. Ash: Tea? T:Turn off the fucking feeds. I hit the send button. His reply popped up. Ash:Sparring? T:Not interested. Ash:Just knock on her door. What’s so hard about it? She’s American. T: Not gonna happen. S
KENNEDY He kissed me.Thayer kissed me. The word fuck escaped his mouth shocked me. He’d been trying hard to control whatever this lust and attraction we both felt. Then he finally gave in. Last night, I didn’t sleep a blink—that was why I drowned myself in caffeine. I’d kissed a lot of men, but damn, his kiss made me squirm and me wet. That kiss wasn’t gentle, and that was exactly what I wanted to overwhelm myself. And god, if his scent didn’t turn me on—the smell of rich and masculine that I could sniff him all day. Even his breathing fanning me right now made my toe curl. He was driving me insane, driving me mad with lust and unsatisfied hunger. And I definitely looked forward to his promise. I stepped out of the car with weak knees, his large hand on the small of my back. Despite the red minidress I was wearing, a tingle of heat radiated the spot where he touched me. I knew this w
THAYER My self-discipline is legendary. I was born with privilege—with a golden spoon. Since birth, I was molded to be a man with dignity, with class. I was taught how to act, how to smile, how to behave, and how to speak. Everything. But here I was glaring at the asshole who broke my Kennedy’s heart while I was fighting the urge to yank her head and devour her mouth for a raw kiss. Pride swelled in my chest as she remained calm, throwing curses at her ex. A woman cursing in front of people was not quite impressive. With an exemption of my woman. And watching her stand against that son of a bitch was even a turn-on. For the next couple of minutes, I leisurely observed her even though I may have fucked up in the head. I dutifully inspect the apartment she shared with that scuzzball. My chest constricted in jealousy. Then I realized what a class A asshole
KENNEDY I thought I let my hopes up. What was I thinking inviting Thayer over into my room? But what about that, we’ll continue this later speech?Oh, god!I buried my face into the pillow in frustration, hoping my embarrassment would decimate. I’d known to be straightforward, but with Thayer around, I tended to make terrible mistakes. He had just consumed me—my thought, my energy—my world in general, and the fact that I enjoyed it a lot, it should terrify me, but it was quite the opposite. I found it more liberating. In truth, if it wasn’t for the three big bad wolves, I couldn’t have faced my ex and that woman alone, but those guys boosted my confidence and backed me up, and it felt good. At my work, I shared my perspective. With my sexual partner, I voiced out my needs, but with Thayer, though, it was another story—I was a patient person. It was not that he was my sexual partner, but I nev
THAYER “So?” Lud asked. His eyes sparkled with anticipation. “Don’t stick your nose in my business.” He shook in the front seat. I wanted to hit him in the head. He thought it was funny. In my entire life, I had never encountered been turned down by a woman. I was the one who was used to turn offers down. Even if Kennedy knew who I really was, I might still be getting the same answer. She wasn’t ready to give up her job. I shouldn’t be surprised. “It wasn’t so bad. She’s in love with you, but you left with so many unanswered questions.” Ash looked over his shoulder. “I hope you’re right.” “I know when a woman has feelings or not. She wouldn’t have acted the way she did if she didn’t have feelings for you. She was confused and undecided. You have to give her time. She’ll come around.” “And that precious time you didn’t have,” Lud sang. “Shut the fuck up, Ludovic.” Ash gla
THAYER Three years later… It was my wife’s birthday today. After our last public engagement this week, I planned to take her to our private property in the Caribbean. The sun shone overhead. Her skin glistened as she basked the beach in warmth. I still couldn’t get enough of her after all these years of happy marriage. I still got the same reaction as if the first time I saw her every time I came home from work. She was busy with her work as the people’s Duchess, Princess Kennedy, but she never neglected to take care of me, even during our hectic days. She still made me feel loved. “Stop staring at me.” She was lying on the small blanket splayed on the sand only in a two-piece bikini. A wicked grin touched my lips. “Why not? When I got the most precious prize.” I could feel her rolling her eyes beneath the sunglasses. “Oh, my God, babe. Can’t you think of another
KENNEDY I love you. Those words I felt in my heart, embedded to my soul that I’d been wanted to say to him. Finally, now he knew how I felt for him. My heart was filled with everything. “I love you, Kennedy.” His voice was breathy. His words were like my salvation. He laid me down on the bed. I opened and slid my lips against his. He pushed his tongue into my mouth. We were still fully clothed, but I felt as though we were both naked. Emotions coiled through me as we deepened the kiss. This was it. I was in love with the man who cared for his family, for his friends, and his people. And because of my love for him, I took a huge risk to be a part of his world. I broke the kiss, gasping sharply. “Babe, take off your clothes.” In just a few seconds, we were both naked, and standing at the foot of the bed was the most beautiful man I’d ever laid eyes on—h
THAYER Those furious, disgust, and hurt brewed in her beautiful blue eyes. Even if how many times I tried to blink it off or push it out of my head, they wouldn’t dissolve. There was no denying her feelings for me were still there, our connections were still powerful, but she was mad.What have I done?How could I let that happen? “So, no Cruise wedding then?” Ash asked. “Impossible.” I sipped the most potent liquor this bar could offer. Nothing could compare to the burning sensation as I swallowed down the words Kennedy had thrown at me. My parents and sister had flown to Dubai. They would be staying there for a while. “Are we spending New Year here?” Lud asked. “What’s bad about it?” “I wanna spend with Carlott,” he said bluntly. “Then go.” “She would understand. You still have two days to grovel.” He patted my shoulder. “Good l
KENNEDY I’d never been afraid in my entire life that knowing exactly how you’d going to die. At first, I thought he was bluffing, messing with me so that I could say yes, but when I realized we were above the ocean, that was when I started to worry. He was not going to let us drown in the ocean even if I knew he could swim. What if there were sharks?Oh, my God. I could only manage to breathe and feel relieved when he deployed the canopy, but I wouldn’t let this go. That was a promise. He would get what he deserved. He nearly killed me with a heart attack. I might not be going to die by drowning or swallowed whole by sharks, but my heart gave up with so much pounding. “Are you trying to land on the cruise? Are you insane?” “Better than into the ocean, don’t you think?” “I thought you’re an expert, asshole!” I would never filter after what he did to me. I nearly died.
THAYER “What’s next?” Lud asked. My gaze flew up to Lucas when he cleared his throat. “We’re not entirely honest with you. You can’t blame us for protecting our daughter, you know. And we made a promise to Kennedy that we won’t tell anyone when someone’s asks where she is.” My chest expanded with hope. “Where is she?” “You can tell her that Lud is very resourceful. Even if she hides in Mexico’s Naica Mine, I will still find her.” Lud managed to lighten up the situation. “How can we find her?” Ash came and joined us in the lounge. “I emailed her two days ago, and she called me using a local number there. She said she’s with a guy named Talal.” “Who the —” I cleared my throat. “Who is Talal?” “Name’s sounds like Arabic. Middle Eastern,” Ash surmised. “Yeah. That’s correct. Talal guy is an instructor.” I chuckled. A small smile spread on my lips. “I know where to
THAYER “Son, where are you? You’re supposed to land two hours ago?” Right on time. We just touched down. The reverse thrust break roared against the airstrip. “I apologize, Dad, but we just landed.” I unbuckled my seatbelt. Ash and Lud were already on alert, gathering the luggage from the bin. “You never call me dad if you won’t apologize or ask a favor, Thayer.” He inhaled audibly to the mouthpiece. “You’re right, Dad. I’m not asking for a favor, though, but an understanding from you. And you know exactly where I am right now even before we land.” I climbed down the airstairs. The memories of how I met Kennedy sprung in my mind. “Very well, then. Are you going to see your grandfather?” “Yes. That’s a part of my plan. Any message you’d like me to relay to Grandfather?” “Just tell him that we can’t wait to see him.” “I’ll relay your message, Dad.” “I won’t get in the middle of whatev
KENNEDYMy pulse raced as my Gmail popped on my phone. I had a new email from Mom.I opened it to read the message. I hadn’t contacted my parents other than an email, telling them that I needed some space.My heart sank.I drew a deep breath, let out, and dialed Mom’s number. She picked right away as if she was expecting my call.“Hey, Mom.”“Honey. Oh, thank God. Where are you? You made us worry.”“I’m fine, Mom. Tell Dad not to worry. I’m having fun, actually.”“Having fun? What kind of fun, honey?” It was Dad. Maybe she put the speaker on.“If I tell you both, could you not tell anyone where I am? I need some time for myself before I come back. But don’t worry, I am doing great.“Can you tell us now?”“I’m in Dubai.”“Dubai? In the Mi
THAYER “Where’s my son?” I was startled by my father’s words. Then I froze like a corpse when I sensed him behind me. He was probably with my mother. I ruined everything. Now, I realized what I just did. I probably lost the woman I loved as well. “Son?” I was fucked-up mess. Shaking, I turned around to face my parents and the consequences I would face. But it wasn’t what I saw before my blurry eyes. “How are you holding up?” my father asked. I shook my head. My emotions were everywhere. What had just happened was like a freight train running over me. I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to erase those images out of my mind. Jealousy stabbed me in my chest, and I lost control. I just couldn’t bear someone or those men touching Kennedy. A hot warm liquid rolled down my face. I bit the trembled on my lip, wiping off the tear on my face. “Honey, we’re gonna fix this. Ash is already asking th
KENNEDY“You destroyed me. Bitch.”I had not been able to process what just happened. Why Thayer had gone insane, cursing the living shit out of me?Serenity and Siena barged into my room. I looked at them through my blurry vision—they were wearing the same expression on their faces—pain and sorrow.In silence, Siena picked the remote control and turned the tv on. My picture flashed on the screen.***It hurt when people judged you something you didn’t even do, but no one could ever imagine what I’d been going through for the last couple of hours, knowing the man I loved had hated me for ruining his life—their lives.I cried into my pillow.My life was ruined. My career was over because of something I had nothing to do with. My name, family, and even my friends were all tangled with the mess I didn’t even do. That was now people could easily judge m