KENNEDY
Oh, my God!
Startling in my seat, I was on my feet as fast as lightning. My hand was on my chest. I thought I was alone with Alessia. Then a deep rich masculine voice just boomed in the office. The tone of authority was strong in his words.
I nearly lost my footing. The tall man—taller like the skyscraper outside the window in a curly dark copper hair touching the collar of his crisp white shirt fitted perfectly on his muscular but not too stuffy figure. His clean-shaven masculine jawline could cut the silence deafening in the room.
But his eyes—damn, the color of a forest.
I cleared my throat. “Hi. I didn’t notice Alessia was not alone.” Thank God. I got back my footing.
He met me in the middle. His lips were full, gorgeous, and red, spreading into a smile. God, his smile. His whole face lit up like brilliant lights.
“Thayer.” He held his hand out—huge and long fingers, veins protruded like a hand used to do hard work.
Nice name.
We stared at each other. My heart just stopped dead in my chest. I felt an unfamiliar feeling as this man broke the gaze and flicked down to my lips.
“Kennedy.” I shook his large hand. God the sensation, and there was a distinct possessiveness in his grip.
I thanked God Raoul broke up with me because I felt like I cheated on him for admiring this Thayer guy with green forest eyes. So damn green now he was closer.
My skin warmed. I pulled my hand back when a throat cleared, indicating that we were alone. And for God’s sake, I was here with my boss, whom my promotion depend on her.
I opened my mouth to speak, but before my words came out.
“I have a task for you. Think of it as your final test. If you pass it, then the position is yours.”
I went back to my seat. Thayer took the seat across mine, crossing his legs like a classy gentleman.
“What is it? Thayer asked.
Alessia’s warning look didn’t go unnoticed, but I also noticed huge respect filled in her eyes.
“I apologize. I forgot I’m a guest.”
“No apology needed.” Alessia looked at Thayer before she averted it on me. “You’re going to write an article on page thirteen—”
“Page thirteen?” My eyes widened. Page thirteen was for an exclusive interview with award-winning actors, famous players, billionaires, celebrities, royals, and high-ranking officials, but that was not what I applied for.
“In four days, you’ll have what you need in your email,” she said briefly.
“But I applied for a Senior Editor.”
“Yes. You’ll take it, or you will be a contributing editor for another two years.”
I swallowed down my disappointment.
My face flamed. I could feel Thayer staring at me. I looked at him, and I didn’t know why. Maybe I was asking for his opinion. He was staring back at me with an intensity that I’d never seen before. And he was already setting my body on fire.
“Take it.” Just two words and I felt like I was ready to give in. Now I’d noticed an accent in his voice. Not Australian or South African, maybe British. “She wouldn’t test you if she’s not expecting you to pass it, Kennedy.”
My name—the way he said it—I felt pretty. And the way he talked—everything about this man was sexy.
I turned my attention to Alessia. “Couldn’t wait for it. Thank you.”
***
“God, those damn green eyes!” I dawn another shot of tequila—it burned down my throat.
Siena, Serenity, and Faith looked at me in disbelief.
“Green eyes? Your stupid ex has dark brown eyes,” Serenity was yelling at me at the bar.
“Damn.” The sourness of lime burned my tongue.
“Hey, you’ve already moved on? That’s great! But you still have to get to know him before he bangs you, Ken.” Of course, I wouldn’t expect anything less from Faith—my fiery redhead friend.
“Nah. He’s just hot! He makes me all tingly.” I laughed out loud. I was an open-minded woman. I had one-night stands with men. I enjoyed sex. But I just felt different every time I thought of that stranger.
I sighed again. I almost forgot my recent heartbreak. I guessed I didn’t love Raoul after all. “I need to look for an apartment.”
“Don’t worry about it. There’s a vacant in my building,” Siena offered.
“Can’t afford your apartment, woman.”
“Then we’ll help you find an affordable one. But let’s talk about our boss’ offer?” I haven’t given them any details yet. Because honestly, I didn’t have any idea who should I be interviewing next week.
“Damn it. Why can’t she just hand me in a silver platter? Besides, I deserve it. I know it.” My heart was crushed. “Don’t I?” I looked at their sympathetic eyes, staring back at me.
“You can still find more deserving of your talent and hard work if you won’t get your promotion. And you’re a wonderful, hard-working, self-reliant, and confident woman. I’m sure you will nail your interview with her recommendation.”
Serenity agreed with Siena. “You don’t need good luck, Ken.”
“Thanks. I need to pee.” I knew my way around Night Stalker. I left them on the bar. I was slightly drunk, but I could still find my way to the ladies room.
Crap. The line was long, and I could hardly hold my bladder. I sighed deeply before I left.
“Miss?”
I rolled my eyes. “I’m not interested. I just broke up with my ex less than forty-eight hours ago. So no.” I walked past him. He smelled expensive cologne and was so tall and huge, towering over me. Wow! This man was an elephant. No, a giraffe.
“I was just offering you a loo. A lavatory. I mean, a ladies’ room.“ Loo? Lavatory?
I stopped and turned around. He was really huge as I craned my neck to meet his—dark eyes. “You brought your loo all the way from England?” I didn’t know why I giggled, but he smiled as well. He was handsome, but Thayer outshone him by far.
Jeez, why does everything has to do with Thayer now?
Damn it. I’d seen handsome men, but Thayer couldn’t get out of my head drunk or not.
“You’re funny, my lady. But I’m not from England.” He chuckled.
“Do you offer all women to use your loo?”
“No. Just you.”
“Why me?” I could barely hold my smile.
“You poor thing, do you want to use the loo or not? My friend Ash and I have a VIP room.”
I flinched. Did he really think of me that I would join them that easy? I just met him, and he did not even tell me his name. How convenient? He just happened to be here while I was waiting to empty my bladder.
“Oh, woman. I was merely offering.” He raised his hands to surrender. “You can use the loo while we wait outside the VIP. If I scare you, madam.”
“What’s your name?”
“Call me Lud.”
My brow raised. “Lud?”
“Stellan Ludovic. At your service.” He vowed.
I laughed. “You’re funny. Ken.”
“Just Ken?”
“Not Ken and Barbie. Kennedy. My name is Kennedy.” I held my hand out. “Like John F. Kennedy.”
He squeezed my hand with his huge one. Good thing not so strong that he might break my bones. “Nice to meet you, Kennedy. The same as John F. Kennedy.”
He was true to his words. He and his friend Ash that I was introduced to, stayed outside even if I told them that wouldn’t be necessary.
“Thank you, Lud. Ash.”
“You’re welcome, ma’am.” Ash was a little bit formal and old-fashioned, but they were both huge and good-looking. No, I was not going to compare them to Thayer. But they both had a thick accent that I couldn’t point my finger on where they came from.
Serenity drove me home. Before I could enter my key to the keyhole, I changed my mind. I hailed a taxi and gave him the address where I would be staying for the rest of my weekend.
***
I woke up to the unfamiliar surrounding with a hammering headache. It was all coming to me bits by bits until I remembered checking in at the Lily Hotel.
I stripped off my clothes and enjoyed the warm water in the shower. Then it hit me. I didn’t even have clothes to change to, other than what I was wearing right now.
Crap.
It was already two in the afternoon.
After I dried myself with the free hotel towel, I put on the robe and checked the nearest laundry on the app. But I still have nothing to wear. And my phone battery just drained.
What’s wrong with me?
I wasn’t this so disorganized, clumsy, and impulsive.
My stomach grumbled.
Great.
I knocked on the door next to mine. No answered. I knocked again and waited for a few seconds. I thought of using the phone to call Serenity, but I couldn’t memorize her number.
Before I could turn away, the door swung open.
THAYERI felt drained after we visited my grandfather. He’d been in the private hospital for months. My country was praying for his recovery, but after I spoke to his doctors, I wasn’t sure if our prayers were heard. He’d been in a coma for almost three months, and they had not seen any improvements.My family wanted to keep this bad news, but the people in the country needed to know. Despite that, they still had to keep a few details from the press.I could see the struggle from Aunt Alessia as she joined me inside her father’s room. No one knew, except my family and the advisors, on which country my grandfather was admitted. It was for his security and privacy.We had the best hospitals and doctors, but it was best to keep him away from media exposure. It had tight security. The staff was under indisputable NDA so that they wouldn’t leak crucial information to anyone outside this floor.I’d known
KENNEDY I stopped dead in my tracks. My breathing held as we stared at each other for the second time. I was gripping my robe against my chest as if it would fall willingly as his gaze burned on me. My pulse quickened. I didn’t know how long I was there standing in front of him, and I couldn’t utter a word of my purpose. His lips were so full, slightly parted. I wanted to feel the softness against my finger, against my lips. I squirmed. I was tingling all over and between my thighs. I was so attractive to this man, even if I didn’t even know his full name. I couldn’t deny his physical beauty and my attraction to him. I just broke up with my ex, yet I was drawn to Thayer like I was never with any men—I was like a moth to his flame. His throat bobbed up and down. “Kennedy, what a surprise?” I gulped. My throat dried. My cheeks were burning as he waited for me to talk.
THAYER Everything about Kennedy was sexy. The way she drunk the water was sexy. The way she talked and when she blushed. And damn if it wasn’t sexy on how she bit her bottom lip, and it seemed that she didn’t have any idea what she was doing to me. An irrational surge of jealousy coursed through me. It was new to me, and I didn’t know how to handle it. I almost broke out of my disguise. And who would have thought that the first person I would see in the morning was the woman who kept me awake last night? Then she came to me only wearing a fucking robe, and she wasn’t wearing underwear beneath. Kennedy was driving me insane, and she wasn’t even aware of it. I left her in the room to take some breaths. I was jealous of Ash earlier—the way he easily handled the awkward silence in the room. I should be thanking him. Instead, I almost commanded him in front of Kennedy. “Is everything okay?” It was Ash. “No
KENNEDY One thing I was sure of, Thayer was freaking rich. If Alessia was his relative from his father’s side, then they were filthy rich. I was in his bathroom as I stared at, at least twelve paper bags from a known brand—from underwear, shoes, dress, belt, coat, and even makeup. I didn’t know which one I should try first. But of course, I should start wearing my underwear. Then I put on the peach long-sleeve mini dress, which made me surprise with the size that it was perfectly fit for me, and also the size of Follies pumps by Louboutin. I put a little make on my face. I was not ashamed to show off the freckles on the top of my nose. Then I brushed my hair and applied the nude lipstick on my lips. Once I was done, I
THAYER Damn it! What was I thinking? I was better than that. I twisted and turned in bed. The urge to knock on Kennedy’s door and pick up what we left off at the rooftop made me vibrate in anticipation. The fact that my raging hard-on in my pants jerked at the thought of those perk breasts and those plumped red lips, I was already fully awake. Fuck. I let out a frustrated sigh as I forced myself to erect to sit in my empty bed. A few seconds later, my phone vibrated. It was a message from Ash. Ash: Tea? T:Turn off the fucking feeds. I hit the send button. His reply popped up. Ash:Sparring? T:Not interested. Ash:Just knock on her door. What’s so hard about it? She’s American. T: Not gonna happen. S
KENNEDY He kissed me.Thayer kissed me. The word fuck escaped his mouth shocked me. He’d been trying hard to control whatever this lust and attraction we both felt. Then he finally gave in. Last night, I didn’t sleep a blink—that was why I drowned myself in caffeine. I’d kissed a lot of men, but damn, his kiss made me squirm and me wet. That kiss wasn’t gentle, and that was exactly what I wanted to overwhelm myself. And god, if his scent didn’t turn me on—the smell of rich and masculine that I could sniff him all day. Even his breathing fanning me right now made my toe curl. He was driving me insane, driving me mad with lust and unsatisfied hunger. And I definitely looked forward to his promise. I stepped out of the car with weak knees, his large hand on the small of my back. Despite the red minidress I was wearing, a tingle of heat radiated the spot where he touched me. I knew this w
THAYER My self-discipline is legendary. I was born with privilege—with a golden spoon. Since birth, I was molded to be a man with dignity, with class. I was taught how to act, how to smile, how to behave, and how to speak. Everything. But here I was glaring at the asshole who broke my Kennedy’s heart while I was fighting the urge to yank her head and devour her mouth for a raw kiss. Pride swelled in my chest as she remained calm, throwing curses at her ex. A woman cursing in front of people was not quite impressive. With an exemption of my woman. And watching her stand against that son of a bitch was even a turn-on. For the next couple of minutes, I leisurely observed her even though I may have fucked up in the head. I dutifully inspect the apartment she shared with that scuzzball. My chest constricted in jealousy. Then I realized what a class A asshole
KENNEDY I thought I let my hopes up. What was I thinking inviting Thayer over into my room? But what about that, we’ll continue this later speech?Oh, god!I buried my face into the pillow in frustration, hoping my embarrassment would decimate. I’d known to be straightforward, but with Thayer around, I tended to make terrible mistakes. He had just consumed me—my thought, my energy—my world in general, and the fact that I enjoyed it a lot, it should terrify me, but it was quite the opposite. I found it more liberating. In truth, if it wasn’t for the three big bad wolves, I couldn’t have faced my ex and that woman alone, but those guys boosted my confidence and backed me up, and it felt good. At my work, I shared my perspective. With my sexual partner, I voiced out my needs, but with Thayer, though, it was another story—I was a patient person. It was not that he was my sexual partner, but I nev
THAYER Three years later… It was my wife’s birthday today. After our last public engagement this week, I planned to take her to our private property in the Caribbean. The sun shone overhead. Her skin glistened as she basked the beach in warmth. I still couldn’t get enough of her after all these years of happy marriage. I still got the same reaction as if the first time I saw her every time I came home from work. She was busy with her work as the people’s Duchess, Princess Kennedy, but she never neglected to take care of me, even during our hectic days. She still made me feel loved. “Stop staring at me.” She was lying on the small blanket splayed on the sand only in a two-piece bikini. A wicked grin touched my lips. “Why not? When I got the most precious prize.” I could feel her rolling her eyes beneath the sunglasses. “Oh, my God, babe. Can’t you think of another
KENNEDY I love you. Those words I felt in my heart, embedded to my soul that I’d been wanted to say to him. Finally, now he knew how I felt for him. My heart was filled with everything. “I love you, Kennedy.” His voice was breathy. His words were like my salvation. He laid me down on the bed. I opened and slid my lips against his. He pushed his tongue into my mouth. We were still fully clothed, but I felt as though we were both naked. Emotions coiled through me as we deepened the kiss. This was it. I was in love with the man who cared for his family, for his friends, and his people. And because of my love for him, I took a huge risk to be a part of his world. I broke the kiss, gasping sharply. “Babe, take off your clothes.” In just a few seconds, we were both naked, and standing at the foot of the bed was the most beautiful man I’d ever laid eyes on—h
THAYER Those furious, disgust, and hurt brewed in her beautiful blue eyes. Even if how many times I tried to blink it off or push it out of my head, they wouldn’t dissolve. There was no denying her feelings for me were still there, our connections were still powerful, but she was mad.What have I done?How could I let that happen? “So, no Cruise wedding then?” Ash asked. “Impossible.” I sipped the most potent liquor this bar could offer. Nothing could compare to the burning sensation as I swallowed down the words Kennedy had thrown at me. My parents and sister had flown to Dubai. They would be staying there for a while. “Are we spending New Year here?” Lud asked. “What’s bad about it?” “I wanna spend with Carlott,” he said bluntly. “Then go.” “She would understand. You still have two days to grovel.” He patted my shoulder. “Good l
KENNEDY I’d never been afraid in my entire life that knowing exactly how you’d going to die. At first, I thought he was bluffing, messing with me so that I could say yes, but when I realized we were above the ocean, that was when I started to worry. He was not going to let us drown in the ocean even if I knew he could swim. What if there were sharks?Oh, my God. I could only manage to breathe and feel relieved when he deployed the canopy, but I wouldn’t let this go. That was a promise. He would get what he deserved. He nearly killed me with a heart attack. I might not be going to die by drowning or swallowed whole by sharks, but my heart gave up with so much pounding. “Are you trying to land on the cruise? Are you insane?” “Better than into the ocean, don’t you think?” “I thought you’re an expert, asshole!” I would never filter after what he did to me. I nearly died.
THAYER “What’s next?” Lud asked. My gaze flew up to Lucas when he cleared his throat. “We’re not entirely honest with you. You can’t blame us for protecting our daughter, you know. And we made a promise to Kennedy that we won’t tell anyone when someone’s asks where she is.” My chest expanded with hope. “Where is she?” “You can tell her that Lud is very resourceful. Even if she hides in Mexico’s Naica Mine, I will still find her.” Lud managed to lighten up the situation. “How can we find her?” Ash came and joined us in the lounge. “I emailed her two days ago, and she called me using a local number there. She said she’s with a guy named Talal.” “Who the —” I cleared my throat. “Who is Talal?” “Name’s sounds like Arabic. Middle Eastern,” Ash surmised. “Yeah. That’s correct. Talal guy is an instructor.” I chuckled. A small smile spread on my lips. “I know where to
THAYER “Son, where are you? You’re supposed to land two hours ago?” Right on time. We just touched down. The reverse thrust break roared against the airstrip. “I apologize, Dad, but we just landed.” I unbuckled my seatbelt. Ash and Lud were already on alert, gathering the luggage from the bin. “You never call me dad if you won’t apologize or ask a favor, Thayer.” He inhaled audibly to the mouthpiece. “You’re right, Dad. I’m not asking for a favor, though, but an understanding from you. And you know exactly where I am right now even before we land.” I climbed down the airstairs. The memories of how I met Kennedy sprung in my mind. “Very well, then. Are you going to see your grandfather?” “Yes. That’s a part of my plan. Any message you’d like me to relay to Grandfather?” “Just tell him that we can’t wait to see him.” “I’ll relay your message, Dad.” “I won’t get in the middle of whatev
KENNEDYMy pulse raced as my Gmail popped on my phone. I had a new email from Mom.I opened it to read the message. I hadn’t contacted my parents other than an email, telling them that I needed some space.My heart sank.I drew a deep breath, let out, and dialed Mom’s number. She picked right away as if she was expecting my call.“Hey, Mom.”“Honey. Oh, thank God. Where are you? You made us worry.”“I’m fine, Mom. Tell Dad not to worry. I’m having fun, actually.”“Having fun? What kind of fun, honey?” It was Dad. Maybe she put the speaker on.“If I tell you both, could you not tell anyone where I am? I need some time for myself before I come back. But don’t worry, I am doing great.“Can you tell us now?”“I’m in Dubai.”“Dubai? In the Mi
THAYER “Where’s my son?” I was startled by my father’s words. Then I froze like a corpse when I sensed him behind me. He was probably with my mother. I ruined everything. Now, I realized what I just did. I probably lost the woman I loved as well. “Son?” I was fucked-up mess. Shaking, I turned around to face my parents and the consequences I would face. But it wasn’t what I saw before my blurry eyes. “How are you holding up?” my father asked. I shook my head. My emotions were everywhere. What had just happened was like a freight train running over me. I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to erase those images out of my mind. Jealousy stabbed me in my chest, and I lost control. I just couldn’t bear someone or those men touching Kennedy. A hot warm liquid rolled down my face. I bit the trembled on my lip, wiping off the tear on my face. “Honey, we’re gonna fix this. Ash is already asking th
KENNEDY“You destroyed me. Bitch.”I had not been able to process what just happened. Why Thayer had gone insane, cursing the living shit out of me?Serenity and Siena barged into my room. I looked at them through my blurry vision—they were wearing the same expression on their faces—pain and sorrow.In silence, Siena picked the remote control and turned the tv on. My picture flashed on the screen.***It hurt when people judged you something you didn’t even do, but no one could ever imagine what I’d been going through for the last couple of hours, knowing the man I loved had hated me for ruining his life—their lives.I cried into my pillow.My life was ruined. My career was over because of something I had nothing to do with. My name, family, and even my friends were all tangled with the mess I didn’t even do. That was now people could easily judge m