(hurtful texts version)
Not everything is as it seems.. Growing up I noticed that people are different.. and I was one of the kind ones.. not kind as in exactly the direct meaning, but as in different in a very complicated way.
A lot of shit happened in my life when I was growing up and I would always end up alone cooped up in my room trying to protect myself from the world. That wounded up with me not depending on anyone with anything. Always being my go to person because I knew that I could never hurt myself nor fool myself. So I was safe.
Precious's relationship with I was something I've never experienced. I know I've been in a few relationships but they just ended because as time went by I got bored or I wanted something different..
When the African girl and I first started to talk I nev
PRECIOUS'S POV I woke up feeling a bit tired on Saturday. But I knew I had two things to do today.. the dance competition and then the club later..and both these things included seeing Layla..If you were wondering, things were still intense or shitty between us and honestly I didn't care anymore. If Layla wants to believe that I slept with Meagan without listening to me, then that's her problem. Not mine.I sat up and Julia turned around to face me, "you look grumpy...""I didn't know you was up..""Is that why you're grumpy?"I rolled my eyes, "I'm not grumpy, just ugly..""Still not talking to Layla?"I shrugged, "she's the one not talking to me. And this is just crazy.. Layla sleeps with almost the whole school.. she has no right to be angry if I had a sleep over at Meagan's"Julia laughed, "but here's the
Maybe someday you was just talking and she smiled at you too sweetly by default, maybe she bought you something to indirectly let you know that you are really special to her without wanting to ruin things or maybe she really really likes you. I think that's something that she doesn't know how to handle right now because before ahe met you she has always been this different person who cared about only her needs. She's not perfect, but she can't handle it too. She doesn't know what to do.Then another one, maybe they made you feel different, they made you feel wanted, loved, cared for and important... the connection between the two of you becomes something out of this world.. Something you've never felt before. They unknowingly breathed life in you and you suddenly fell alive. Now here you are sitting over here asking what you should do. Do you continue with whatever is going on between you two or do you kick yourself back to reality and stop trying
Layla flicked her lights when she saw my dad's car probably turn to take the way to my place."Please stop the car. I need to tell Layla to report to Letty that I won't be at work today."He parked at the side of the road and turned to me, "you work?"Ahh there's a lot he didn't know about me. I held the door knob to get out but Layla startled me by showing on my window, "what's up babe? Work?"My father shifted, "you work?"I ignored him and turned to Layla, "Okay.. so I'll be at my place with my dad. You guys can go.. tell Letty I'm at a school meeting with Nicky's teacher or something.. I need to talk to my father."She looked a bit hesitant. I knew how she felt about my dad worse when she heard about the incident of him hitting me. She wasn't a big fan of the man anymore and frankly I didn't blame her."Are you sure? I can call Letty and we can all go to
The three days that were left for us to take off to Germany felt like eternity. I couldn't wait to get out of here.. the pity and the sorry everyone felt for me made me feel like I was staying under a bridge.. They unintentionally made it seem like I was staying under a bridge and my father had no care about me at all. Which hindered the process that was starting to happen between me and him.Through their eyes I began to be angry at him for what he did. I began to see what they were seeing. What could have happened if I really had no one.I could be half of what they think; dead, under a bridge as men's sex toy, somewhere looking for food or anything to survive. He chased me out without even thinking of how it was going to affect me. Or what it was going to do to me, to my wellbeing.It made me sick.. seeing this through their eyes made me sick because my father was trying to make progress and communicate with me.
KATHARINA'S POV A lot of people don't understand me or get me fully and I don't blame them since I myself don't get me sometimes. So they get a few parts only and then decide that what they know is actually me me... of which is not.. I'm a bit closed off and I love my own space. I like being alone coz i don't like people.. I know, they suck and I do too for actually concluding in that. So here's a thing, people lie, they are disrespectful, they wear masks, and they turn to be a bit tiring to me.A lot of people don't get it, that as a loner when I am around people I feel mentally and physically exhausted and I not only want to be alone, I also sometimes need to be alone to get my energy and sanity back. My family calls me weird, but being alone is my source of energy and being around people takes that energy away. This is not a joke, my family even knows so they end up telling me to leave and go back into my ro
PRECIOUS'S POVI felt like I was dreaming.I was here.. in her arms.. smelling her... her body on mine. This felt unreal.. it felt like I was dreaming..She pulled away from me and looked at me, "Du bist wunderschön..."I blushed like hell, did she know how much it drives me insane when she speaks German, "stop it, but whatever you said, you too.."She bit my lower lip, "You're beautiful.. I was saying you're beautiful..."Fuck...Someone cleared their throat behind me and I mentally hit my head for forgetting that Meagan was right here. I mean the woman insisted on taking me to Kathy so that she can confirm that she is real and not a man. I laughed and told her that Kathy and I video called before.. but she was like she wants to make sure I'm safe and give Kathy a pep talk... I didn't protest.. we both came downstairs...
After taking a bath I quickly went to the main hall where everyone else was.Nancy was looking at me.. I turned around and Layla was nowhere to be seen. I went to her, "where is Layla?" She shrugged, "the bathroom..."I sighed, and left, "please tell Meg I'm coming..""Cool.. oh... and Precious..."I turned, "yeah...?""Please take it easy on her... what we walked in on hurt her I think... She's not okay..."I nodded my head, "cool."What the fuck was happening for real.. I didn't know what was her problem. I mean she and Nancy were having a thing on the plane coming here.. Why is she always acting up whenever she sees me with someone else?I got inside the bathroom and found her washing her hands.."Hey...""Hey..." she looked at me then looked away."Layla...""What?""I saw your texts...""Yeah but obviously you were bus
"Right there....just like that.." she moaned and I continued savoring her. How her body was reacting to every of my touch... her voice telling me to keep going. It made me feel so fucken good because let's be honest, this was my first time.I kept on moving my fingers inside her and sucked on her clit the same way she did earlier.. she held my head and removed it.. I looked at her confused and she smiled then pulled me up, "come here...""Was I okay?" I asked still confused and she smiled, "you were amazing.. just not yet.. I don't want this to end yet..."She opened her legs a bit wider and pressed my ass pinning me against her. My womanhood made contact with hers and it was the best feeling ever.I smiled and started to slowly grind on her. She closed her eyes and pulled me down so that all my weight was on her and I was sleeping on top her. She sucked on my neck and let out small breaths as I quickened my g
TWO YEAR LATER...Life is full of surprises.. All the fucken time.I suppose you think I'm now married with a white cute cat, a black dog and a baby on the way.. well if you actually thought that you are definitely...Wrong ✖❌✖😛Right now, I'm an editor in chief for Laura's online magazine. It turned out that my hardwork really caught her attention and I was impressing her every second.But it wasn't like that for the past two years. It was up and downs, confusions, love back, moving on and finally being content with who and where I am.After the encounter I had with Layla in the office, things turned to the way I never even thought they would.For a week I was depressed at home but did my work as expected... and to my surprise Layla refused to listen to me. Now, people at work thought we were still dating because she'd come
It's been a week and I haven't seen Layla, she wanted to talk to me. Called Julia a thousand times since my phone was with her but I couldn't bring myself to seeing her. I felt sick to my stomach, the thought of her made me feel so sick..The images in my head were killing me. Seeing her hovering over her ex like that, I wanted to yell or scream.. just to ask her what she was doing.Did she text me that on purpose so I can find them in bed...? But then I thought about if for the past week and realized that she didn't. It was the ex all along who texted me with her phone, knowing very well what her plan was and how she wanted to walk in on them. Julia talked to me and made me see things. From the first fight, she's been feeding Layla these lies so that she can be trusted and finally she was and then she took us down.I was so mad at Layla for letting the only person she promised not to allow do this to us, I was so mad at her
It's been a week and I haven't seen Layla, she wanted to talk to me. Called Julia a thousand times since my phone was with her but I couldn't bring myself to seeing her. I felt sick to my stomach, the thought of her made me feel so sick..The images in my head were killing me. Seeing her hovering over her ex like that, I wanted to yell or scream.. just to ask her what she was doing.Did she text me that on purpose so I can find them in bed...? But then I thought about if for the past week and realized that she didn't. It was the ex all along who texted me with her phone, knowing very well what her plan was and how she wanted to walk in on them. Julia talked to me and made me see things. From the first fight, she's been feeding Layla these lies so that she can be trusted and finally she was and then she took us down.I was so mad at Layla for letting the only person she promised not to allow do this to us, I was so mad at her
Ever met the devil, look them in the eye and have them actually tell you off? I mean you don't know this person and have nothing against them.. but they show up and they become the devil your mother warned you about.Sometimes life is just asdfjkl;.. it's confusing and shocking. I mean one least thing could happen and you'll be left stunned for the longest time.While on the other side, love is swepping you like a whirlwind and leaving you probably wanting for more or shuttered..My relationship was the best. I was thankful everyday that I gave the girl a chance and it was the best feeling ever. Everything was going amazing and I couldn't be happier.She was starting to actually film the show she was presenting on and I was going to be made permanent at work(hopefully) .. but my girlfriend said she would talk to Laura before my internship programme ended, so that if I get hired permanently, I know th
CHAPTER FIFTY - JEALOUSY...'sex makes you look so fucken amazing I tell you..' Meagan laughed on the screen of my phone and I rolled my eyes, "please stop. I will not hesitate to fucken hung up.. or worse bring back your ex-lover.."The smile on her face immediately faded and was soon replaced by a frown, "you are a joy killer. You should be proud of yourself.. why the fuck bring my ex into this.."I laughed. She was a bit sensitive when it came to talking about Tanya... "okay I'm sorry babe..""And how long will you use Tanya against me..? I thought she was grown and cool okay.. don't blame me for other people's odd minds."I didn't blame her, I just warned her and she refused to listen and screamed "Tanya loves me" now they were over but after one huge ass shitty thing went down.So Meg says the first month was amazing when they moved to Paris, which was January and Tanya found something to do while Meg went on
Saying goodbye to Meagan on the 27 left me feeling like shit. I ended up stuffing myself with wine and ice cream for two days (bought by my girlfriend) and cried to sleep. It felt like I was losing her like I lost Kathy. But she promised to keep in touch.. and might I add she was so fucken happy when Layla and I told the gang that we are together.. Everyone was happy saying "It's about time" like darn they been waiting for me to close the cirlce.After that though, work was on each side of my shoulder. Apparently the permanent staff decided to take leave and a few were left being helped by me and two other interns, which meant interns had double work now.. So I was at the office a lot or at events and what sucked more was that Layla was travelling a bit... which ended in us not spending lot of time together. But since she was dancing for Rouge's performances and I was covering some New year party with all those big artists.. it was by luck that I was actual
I felt hands pull me closer and warm legs intertwine with mine. My head was on her chest. I smiled involuntarily. If you had asked me this seven months ago; "do you see yourself waking up next to Layla and loving it?" I'd have totally fucken screamed a huge ass "NOOOOOOO"But today here I am entangled together with thee girl I never thought I would be. I mean Layla has always been drop dead gorgeous.. first time when I saw her I thought Oh God that girl was hot as hell... I had this little crush until I saw what she did to girls and the crush disappeared immediately being replaced by a feeling I couldn't even describe.From then I wasn't that much of a fan but she surprisingly was the one to come rescue me when I was fighting my own demons.. I hated and loved her at the same time... because all that shit made me weak for her again.She was a lot...from the past seven months I've really known her.. at first she was this
"God pumpkin can you finish up?" Layla called out from outside the bedroom for the 100th time.. and I sighed, "can't a girl get ready in peace please..""You're going to your home not some party in Sandton.." she complained and I laughed while applying lipstick on my mouth."Relax... I'm done.."She walked in the bathroom and snuck her hands around my waist from behind then she looked at our reflection in the mirror, "you look beautiful.. as always.. you don't even need that thing on your lips.."I smiled and looked at her in the reflection, "oh really now? Wanna help me remove it?"She laughed and pulled away from me leaving me cold, "don't tempt me babe.. we will end up missing this Christmas dinner thing.. I'll have you as my dinner.."My body immediately grew hot thinking about what she was saying. God it turned me on so much. Just t
"Give love chance"... they said... "what have you got to lose."My heart was beating so fast on my chest and I had no idea how to go about this. Do I blurt it out? How the fuck will things be after that? I mean we stay together after all.I sighed and Layla cleared her throat, "are you okay?"I nodded my head way too quickly, "yes ...yes... why are you asking?"She smiled, "you just seem wrestled by something.. like you're internally debating with yourself about something..""Maybe...""What's up? Wanna talk about it?"Okay so this was it, it was my chance to say this. I love her and I want us to give this a try.. to see how things will go.Shit..Shit.."Precious...""Layla... can I ask you something..?" I said and she looked at me before stopping at a red traffic light