I felt like I was dreaming.
I was here.. in her arms.. smelling her... her body on mine. This felt unreal.. it felt like I was dreaming..
She pulled away from me and looked at me, "Du bist wunderschön..."
I blushed like hell, did she know how much it drives me insane when she speaks German, "stop it, but whatever you said, you too.."
She bit my lower lip, "You're beautiful.. I was saying you're beautiful..."
Fuck...
Someone cleared their throat behind me and I mentally hit my head for forgetting that Meagan was right here. I mean the woman insisted on taking me to Kathy so that she can confirm that she is real and not a man. I laughed and told her that Kathy and I video called before.. but she was like she wants to make sure I'm safe and give Kathy a pep talk... I didn't protest.. we both came downstairs...
After taking a bath I quickly went to the main hall where everyone else was.Nancy was looking at me.. I turned around and Layla was nowhere to be seen. I went to her, "where is Layla?" She shrugged, "the bathroom..."I sighed, and left, "please tell Meg I'm coming..""Cool.. oh... and Precious..."I turned, "yeah...?""Please take it easy on her... what we walked in on hurt her I think... She's not okay..."I nodded my head, "cool."What the fuck was happening for real.. I didn't know what was her problem. I mean she and Nancy were having a thing on the plane coming here.. Why is she always acting up whenever she sees me with someone else?I got inside the bathroom and found her washing her hands.."Hey...""Hey..." she looked at me then looked away."Layla...""What?""I saw your texts...""Yeah but obviously you were bus
"Right there....just like that.." she moaned and I continued savoring her. How her body was reacting to every of my touch... her voice telling me to keep going. It made me feel so fucken good because let's be honest, this was my first time.I kept on moving my fingers inside her and sucked on her clit the same way she did earlier.. she held my head and removed it.. I looked at her confused and she smiled then pulled me up, "come here...""Was I okay?" I asked still confused and she smiled, "you were amazing.. just not yet.. I don't want this to end yet..."She opened her legs a bit wider and pressed my ass pinning me against her. My womanhood made contact with hers and it was the best feeling ever.I smiled and started to slowly grind on her. She closed her eyes and pulled me down so that all my weight was on her and I was sleeping on top her. She sucked on my neck and let out small breaths as I quickened my g
Love...What was it? And how did you know that you was truly in love with someone? When do you know? Does that person posses a different kinda thing. Are they unique? How? How do you know that someone is yours truly?Love was confusing sometimes, I mean there were a lot of these different reasons for liking someone in one's head or even heart... but how do you actually know which one to really listen to?Layla and Kathy were both my friends before any of these feelings surfaced. So how do you know which one to follow in this case? I loved them both in different ways... and Kathy more now that I was here and our chemistry was just beyond explanation..So why did I feel like this? Why did I feel bad for Layla for actually being with someone else and not her?I sighed and threw myself in bed. It was Thursday and it sucked like hell... Rehearsals were I don't know, a bit weird or intense since
I ran down the corridor looking on each side trying to find the colored girl. But she was nowhere to be found.. I sighed and took my phone out.I dialled her and it rang around the corner a bit far from me. I heard her curse before shutting it or switching it off.I quickly walked down there and found her sitting on the floor."Layla...""What? What do you want?""Can we talk?"She sighed, "I think you said everything you wanted to say..."I walked closer to her and sat down right next to her, both leaning against the wall. We both kept quiet, I had no idea how I'll go about this. Where do I start. I mean I didn't want the girl besides me thinking I think the worst of her."What I said back there...""Doesn't matter... it doesn't matter so let it be.. please." She said looking away from me."It matters to me. That's why I'm here.""Please... what do you want? To ap
The following week went the same too, I was kinda getting used to the way things were now. Work my ass off during the week and then see Kathy on Friday till she leaves on Sunday.This past weekend the competition took a different turn. We had to pick a paper from a cap and the country that we picked was going to battle us and the one with the lowest score from the judges was sent home.It was frightening as fuck to know that it was anyone's game and we definitely needed to up ours so that we can stay.We picked Uruguay and somehow it wasn't as terrifying because the country was number 19 on last week's performance... So we knew we stand a great chance. We did a mix if hip hop with Sbujwa (South African dance style, check it on YouTube).Layla was getting ready for her solo around the corner. She looked a bit nervous. She'd close her eyes and nervously started wringing her hands.A hand touc
I lifted the sheets a bit up to cover up the rest of my almost naked body because Jonathan was still standing by the door and looking at us.Kathy kept on saying something... The guy responded back and looked at me then back at Kathy... They exchanged other words, with Kathy looking like she was about to boil. The guy pointed at me and thenMy girlfriend sternly said something over and over again until the guy lifted his hands up then looked at me. I wasn't phased, I looked right back at him. He smirked a bit and Kathy groaned, "Jonathan, ich hab gesagt du sollst dich....""Yeah yeah.. whatever..." he cut her off and left.I turned to Kathy who looked pissed, "hey..."She sighed, "hey.. sorry about that..." then she quietly went on to her closet. She took out two shorts and two tanks.. she threw the clothes on the bed and went to lock the door.I swallowed, "are you okay? Is eve
It was so hard to find sleep at night.. how homophobic he was, how racist he was, what an awful human he was... His words lingered in my mind.. the way he talked and the way his ice cold blue eyes looked... I generally find blue eyes sexy as fuck no matter how cold they look, I mean I could look at Katharina all I like and get lost in those blue eyes, but her brother's were different.. they gave me chills anid scared the living out if me..I sighed and tossed for the 100th time as I wondered what he'd do if I were to close my eyes for a second.. Would he rape me? Kill me or just throw me out? I had no idea, but my body was restless... so I was there laying in bed eyes open looking at the white ceiling as my mind took me to thee most darkest places I've ever been too.I had no idea what to do.. I was terrified of sleeping.I turned away from Kathy and took out my phone to text someone..ME:
My heart felt like shit, I was tired... and finals were around the corner... United States of America, France and South Africa were in the finals...."You have to do the duo with Layla" Denise said and I scoffed, "I can do it with Chris only... not with Layla..""What happened between you two..? You've been off towards each other for like a whole week.."I sighed, "don't wanna go there please..""Is it about Kathy? I mean we all know that Layla has a thing for you and it hurts her to see you and Kathy..."I bit the inside of my cheek. I hated how this thing was affecting Layla. If it was up to me, I'd make sure she doesn't hurt, but it is how it is. I was in love with Kathy and I loved Layla. It was insane..."I... I... it will blow over.. but I'm not doing a solo with her, there's no eay Meg and Nic will do that to all of us."Okay.. where's everyone?" Nic said
TWO YEAR LATER...Life is full of surprises.. All the fucken time.I suppose you think I'm now married with a white cute cat, a black dog and a baby on the way.. well if you actually thought that you are definitely...Wrong ✖❌✖😛Right now, I'm an editor in chief for Laura's online magazine. It turned out that my hardwork really caught her attention and I was impressing her every second.But it wasn't like that for the past two years. It was up and downs, confusions, love back, moving on and finally being content with who and where I am.After the encounter I had with Layla in the office, things turned to the way I never even thought they would.For a week I was depressed at home but did my work as expected... and to my surprise Layla refused to listen to me. Now, people at work thought we were still dating because she'd come
It's been a week and I haven't seen Layla, she wanted to talk to me. Called Julia a thousand times since my phone was with her but I couldn't bring myself to seeing her. I felt sick to my stomach, the thought of her made me feel so sick..The images in my head were killing me. Seeing her hovering over her ex like that, I wanted to yell or scream.. just to ask her what she was doing.Did she text me that on purpose so I can find them in bed...? But then I thought about if for the past week and realized that she didn't. It was the ex all along who texted me with her phone, knowing very well what her plan was and how she wanted to walk in on them. Julia talked to me and made me see things. From the first fight, she's been feeding Layla these lies so that she can be trusted and finally she was and then she took us down.I was so mad at Layla for letting the only person she promised not to allow do this to us, I was so mad at her
It's been a week and I haven't seen Layla, she wanted to talk to me. Called Julia a thousand times since my phone was with her but I couldn't bring myself to seeing her. I felt sick to my stomach, the thought of her made me feel so sick..The images in my head were killing me. Seeing her hovering over her ex like that, I wanted to yell or scream.. just to ask her what she was doing.Did she text me that on purpose so I can find them in bed...? But then I thought about if for the past week and realized that she didn't. It was the ex all along who texted me with her phone, knowing very well what her plan was and how she wanted to walk in on them. Julia talked to me and made me see things. From the first fight, she's been feeding Layla these lies so that she can be trusted and finally she was and then she took us down.I was so mad at Layla for letting the only person she promised not to allow do this to us, I was so mad at her
Ever met the devil, look them in the eye and have them actually tell you off? I mean you don't know this person and have nothing against them.. but they show up and they become the devil your mother warned you about.Sometimes life is just asdfjkl;.. it's confusing and shocking. I mean one least thing could happen and you'll be left stunned for the longest time.While on the other side, love is swepping you like a whirlwind and leaving you probably wanting for more or shuttered..My relationship was the best. I was thankful everyday that I gave the girl a chance and it was the best feeling ever. Everything was going amazing and I couldn't be happier.She was starting to actually film the show she was presenting on and I was going to be made permanent at work(hopefully) .. but my girlfriend said she would talk to Laura before my internship programme ended, so that if I get hired permanently, I know th
CHAPTER FIFTY - JEALOUSY...'sex makes you look so fucken amazing I tell you..' Meagan laughed on the screen of my phone and I rolled my eyes, "please stop. I will not hesitate to fucken hung up.. or worse bring back your ex-lover.."The smile on her face immediately faded and was soon replaced by a frown, "you are a joy killer. You should be proud of yourself.. why the fuck bring my ex into this.."I laughed. She was a bit sensitive when it came to talking about Tanya... "okay I'm sorry babe..""And how long will you use Tanya against me..? I thought she was grown and cool okay.. don't blame me for other people's odd minds."I didn't blame her, I just warned her and she refused to listen and screamed "Tanya loves me" now they were over but after one huge ass shitty thing went down.So Meg says the first month was amazing when they moved to Paris, which was January and Tanya found something to do while Meg went on
Saying goodbye to Meagan on the 27 left me feeling like shit. I ended up stuffing myself with wine and ice cream for two days (bought by my girlfriend) and cried to sleep. It felt like I was losing her like I lost Kathy. But she promised to keep in touch.. and might I add she was so fucken happy when Layla and I told the gang that we are together.. Everyone was happy saying "It's about time" like darn they been waiting for me to close the cirlce.After that though, work was on each side of my shoulder. Apparently the permanent staff decided to take leave and a few were left being helped by me and two other interns, which meant interns had double work now.. So I was at the office a lot or at events and what sucked more was that Layla was travelling a bit... which ended in us not spending lot of time together. But since she was dancing for Rouge's performances and I was covering some New year party with all those big artists.. it was by luck that I was actual
I felt hands pull me closer and warm legs intertwine with mine. My head was on her chest. I smiled involuntarily. If you had asked me this seven months ago; "do you see yourself waking up next to Layla and loving it?" I'd have totally fucken screamed a huge ass "NOOOOOOO"But today here I am entangled together with thee girl I never thought I would be. I mean Layla has always been drop dead gorgeous.. first time when I saw her I thought Oh God that girl was hot as hell... I had this little crush until I saw what she did to girls and the crush disappeared immediately being replaced by a feeling I couldn't even describe.From then I wasn't that much of a fan but she surprisingly was the one to come rescue me when I was fighting my own demons.. I hated and loved her at the same time... because all that shit made me weak for her again.She was a lot...from the past seven months I've really known her.. at first she was this
"God pumpkin can you finish up?" Layla called out from outside the bedroom for the 100th time.. and I sighed, "can't a girl get ready in peace please..""You're going to your home not some party in Sandton.." she complained and I laughed while applying lipstick on my mouth."Relax... I'm done.."She walked in the bathroom and snuck her hands around my waist from behind then she looked at our reflection in the mirror, "you look beautiful.. as always.. you don't even need that thing on your lips.."I smiled and looked at her in the reflection, "oh really now? Wanna help me remove it?"She laughed and pulled away from me leaving me cold, "don't tempt me babe.. we will end up missing this Christmas dinner thing.. I'll have you as my dinner.."My body immediately grew hot thinking about what she was saying. God it turned me on so much. Just t
"Give love chance"... they said... "what have you got to lose."My heart was beating so fast on my chest and I had no idea how to go about this. Do I blurt it out? How the fuck will things be after that? I mean we stay together after all.I sighed and Layla cleared her throat, "are you okay?"I nodded my head way too quickly, "yes ...yes... why are you asking?"She smiled, "you just seem wrestled by something.. like you're internally debating with yourself about something..""Maybe...""What's up? Wanna talk about it?"Okay so this was it, it was my chance to say this. I love her and I want us to give this a try.. to see how things will go.Shit..Shit.."Precious...""Layla... can I ask you something..?" I said and she looked at me before stopping at a red traffic light