Today Baekmyo took me for a walk. We walked around the Han river for a while, then we had lunch at a nearby restaurant. Date? Yes, we were dating. As a couple who had been married for a year, we looked like a couple who had just dated.
My mind was so confused that I had no appetite to eat. This supposedly delicious jjajangmyeon suddenly looked like shit. I didn't realize I was just twirling my chopsticks until the noodles all rolled into a ball like a ball.
I thought that after deciding to live with Baekmyo I would feel more at ease — there was one problem that was bothering me. Baekmyo hasn't fully clarified our relationship yet.
Was I being so selfish? Was I demanding too much? I wanted Baekmyo to tell everyone that I was his wife so they didn't think badly of me. I wanted him to tell everyone that I was the woman he legally married. I was his 'wife'.
Sometimes I felt I thought too much about what other people thought of me, about my rela
Arrived home, Baekmyo parked his car in the garage. Unlike usual, he went straight into the house without waited for me. Usually he would wait for me to get out of the car and hold my hand, sometimes he would open the door for me. However, this time he was different. He seemed so cold.Was it because I just ignored him in the car and instead was chatting with other people on the phone? Huh, I felt so guilty. But, what was wrong with chatted with old friends? Or someone I knew? Why was the man's reaction unpleasant? I didn't commit any sin.I got annoyed with myself. While stomping, I followed him into the house. Baekmyo left the door open. Because I came in late, so I closed the door."You want some strawberry juice?" I offered, I thought he would melt a little if I coaxed him with 'strawberries'. He liked strawberries."No," he answered simply, coldly.I shivered to hear it. He used to be like a puppy, now he was turned into a wolf. Of course I wa
Baekmyo parked his car in the basement, the HK Group office building was very large compared to JJ Group. JJ Group was just a small company, nothing compared to Baekmyo's. I didn't know what Baekmyo has, I only knew a few subsidiaries under HK Group. I couldn't believe this guy was managing all that stably. Thousands of people worked under his control, I thought Baekmyo was such a good leader that he could manage that many people.The memory of Baekmyo's 'lip game' yesterday still lingered in my head. It was the most intense 'kiss' I had ever felt. I didn't know the sensation could be fatal to me. I couldn't sleep, I didn't eat well, I took a shower and daydreamed.He was a good kisser.Ah, of course he was so good at it, he must had kissed a lot of the women he was dated, especially Shela. He must be experienced in such things. Who knew what his past was like?Baekmyo turned off the car engine and got off, I immediately got out of the car. I didn't want
"Byun Baekmyo, a young and handsome businessman is reportedly remarried.""An older sister of the director of JJ Group snatches the lover of famous writer Shell Kim.""It's reported that Lee Yongju snatched Byun Baekmyo from Kim Haeyeon.""The affair between Byun Baekmyo and Lee Yongju..."Pip!I immediately turned off the TV when I heard the news. Almost all channels told about Baekmyo and me. I was sick of myself knew this news. Despite the news about our marriage, but people had spiced it up. This made the news far from the facts. I wanted so badly to scream in front of them that it was 'not true' at all.Now I was in one of the hotels in Daegu. Baekmyo was taking a shower, it was been almost half an hour he hasn't come out. How would he react if he heard the news, huh?"He knows or no?" I asked myself. I was so anxious that I bit my finger.I didn't know what to do now. Why did people make news like that? Where did
Daegu city streets werea bit congested, many cars stopped in front of them. I took a deep breath, I wanted to get there quickly. I leaned my head against the car window, looked at what was to my right. All I saw were cars stopped, even though there was nothing interesting I kept looking because I was avoiding Baekmyo who was driving the car. I didn't want to talk to him and I didn't want to see his face. On the way to RMC, I just silenced Baekmyo. I was in a bad mood. I was too lazy to talk to him. Baekmyo hummed happily and turned on the music, I didn't care — just like him. He tried to grab my hand, I immediately dodged. Every now and then I heard the sound of his heavy breathing. Let him felt, I was here because of what and who. Didn't he regret it? I felt I was too easy for him. I messed up myself. Sometimes I felt so stupid. Even though it was bitter, I finally swallowed it. That was the love I felt. I thought I was too melted for Baekmyo. Who disn't melt when g
Actually I was not sleepy, I tried to close my eyes to fall asleep — but instead I pretended to be asleep. Every now and then I felt Baekmyo's movement behind me, the sound of his breathing, the sound of typing, the ringing of incoming messages and so on. I didn't know how many minutes I just closed my eyes but didn't sleep, but now I was starting to feel unconscious. Half sleepy. "Good night. I love you," I heard a whisper in my ear. It was Baekmyo's voice. Then I came back to my senses, but I didn't open my eyes. Baekmyo kissed my cheek for a few seconds. I felt how warm those lips were and soft like melted marshmallows. My drowsiness disappeared in an instant. I could clearly feel Baekmyo lied behind me. He hugged my stomach from behind. Even though he ignored me. Such a cold attitude, why was it suddenly so warm? Baekmyo was still hard for me to guess. I still didn't fully know this man. -o0o- Before went to RMC, Baekmyo an
Came back from Daegu, I felt my body crumble. My bones were about to break, Baekmyo was too. As soon as he got home he went straight to bed without cleaning his body first. He didn't even change his clothes, he still wore his work shirt and pants. I felt sorry for this man who worked so hard.I went downstairs after took a shower to prepare dinner. Because I knew it would be very tiring, so I bought food outside on the way home earlier. Until the house stayyed heated. After placed it on the plate, I served it on the dining table.Since there was no sign of Baekmyo's movement, I went back to the room to check if he was awake or not. And it turned out, not yet. He was still sleeping on his stomach, arms and legs wide apart. Those socks... didn't take them off either? He seemed very tired."Baekhyun Oppa, wake up! Let's have dinner first!" I shook Baekmyo's body to make him wake up."Hm?" he moaned.It turned out that woke him was not as diff
"I wouldn't have done it if you didn't allow it. Don't worry, don't stare like that!""Aish, what are you talking about?"Baekmyo sat up with difficulty. His head must be heavy. "Help me let go..." Baekmyo whined while showed me his cute expression. His narrow eyes shone like a puppy. Then... oh, his pouty lips was so cute.I winced in surprise with my mouth slightly gaping and slightly… disgusted. Was this guy really Byun Baekmyo? The top brass in the HK Group? I could go crazy, I didn't expect Baekmyo to have such an adorable side.This guy didn't remember his age or what? How could this man who deserved to be called 'daddy' even more worthy of being called 'baby'? When he was sick, he was very spoiled. I couldn't ignore it. I was so excited to pinch his cheeks.Inevitably, I finally helped Baekmyo unbutton his shirt. With a very hesitant motion, I reached out my hand towards Baekmyo's clothes. I reached for the buttons and starte
I stood up, but suddenly Baekmyo pulled me back until my body almost hit his lying body. Before actually hit his body, Baekmyo rolled me onto the bed quickly."Oh my gosh, Baekmyo!" I screamed so shocked that I forgot to call him 'oppa'.I didn't know the details, but I was now lying under Baekmyo's body like this. My heart beat very fast. His face was so close to mine. Oh my God, Baekmyo was shirtless, how could I calm myself down like this? This man instead of walked away instead smiled sweetly at me."I want to suck your lips, but I'm sick. Afraid you'll catch it," he said.I blinked my eyes while looked the other way. I became even more nervous because of his words. I felt like my face was on fire! No, this was embarrassing! Why did he use the word 'suck'? Was there no other word that was more comfortable to hear?Then, now he even brought his face closer to mine. Closer and closer, until finally he pressed the tip of his nose to the t
I sigh. That is true. Father and son alike, both like simple and uncomplicated clothes. I see Hajun reach for the hat hanging in front of him. He plays with it then he walks towards the exit carrying the hat. "Hajun where are you going? Just put the hat here!" I said. Hajun just babbles as he keep walks. Baekmyo follows behind while asking for the hat from Hajun. I watchs from afar, a little worried. Hajun is walking fast enough but not really strong yet. I'm afraid he will fall. "Hajun, don't take it out it will ring!" Baekmyo said in a patient tone. Hajun keep walking towards the door and right, when he passes the exit the device installed on the door immediately rang because the hat Hajun brought had not been paid for, there is still the seal. I see from afar Hajun panick and go back inside. Then he wept for fear of the sound. Baekmyo takes the hat and carries Hajun into the shop again. I smile a little holding back laughter
After leaving the salon, Baekmyo takes me to lunch at a restaurant. He invites me to eat well. I feel today is my lucky day. Baekmyo really served me. I feel like a queen. After feeding, Hajun fell asleep. Earlier he had defecated and luckily we were already at the restaurant and the restaurant has baby care facilities. I put Hajun in the stroller beside me then started eating my food. "Where are we going after this?" Baekmyo asked. "I think we should just go home. I didn't bring much change of clothes for Hajun." "Okay, it's up to you." I devour my food voraciously. I don't know if it's because I'm hungry or if the food tastes good to me. Baekmyo watches me with a smile on his lips. I know he likes to watch me eat well. He said it was something cute. Though I ate like a hungry lion, I don't know which side he was looking at so thought it was cute. "Is the food good?" Baekmyo asked as he put a slice of meat on top of my rice.
"It's up to you what you want to do there. Think of it as a gift from me. You need to take care of yourself." "Is that true?" "Yes." "Oppa, I love you!" I said happily even though my voice is drowned by Baekmyo's embrace. "You, at this rate just said you love me," he sneered. "You say that to Hajun more often. Almost every second you say it." "Do not exaggerate!" my murmur. I know Baekmyo didn't mean it. I hug Baekmyo back. He always pays attention to me. Even if it's just a small attention, it's often. My love does not decrease, in fact it increases every day. "Sorry, I didn't pay much attention to you. You almost became a zombie because you didn't have time to take care of yourself," Baekmyo said. "What's that bad?" "No, you're still beautiful in my eyes. Uh... I think I'm the one who loves you more." "I love you more." "No, I'm the one who loves you the most." "Then love me as
Three months have passed. It's true what people say, if you have a baby, your sleep time will be reduced. Time for yourself will be greatly reduced. That's right. Very true. Sometimes I'm tired and sometimes I'm happy. Tired of when the little one cries and asks to be carried, not to mention that I have to do homework. It's nice, when I feel like I'm back in childhood. Invite him to play, joke. Even though he can't speak yet and can only roll there, roll here, but my Hajun can already laugh. His motor skills are developing. Really, I love my Hajun. "I thought you only loved Hajun," Baekmyo begin to protest. It is always like that when he felt it was unfair to him. Even though I've tried my best to be fair to these two men I love. Hajun and Baekmyo. But... it can't be denied, ever since Hajun is there, I put Hajun first. "Oh, I love you both," I evaded, I don't want Baekmyo to be jealous of his own son even though I know he's just kidding. Baek
Now I'm lying in the hospital. My stomach hurts excruciatingly. Baekmyo stands beside me lying down. He looked very worried and scared to see my state like this. Though I just want to give birth, not dying. I'm in the delivery room, I don't know how many hours I've been here. I will give birth to a baby. Happiness and fear become one. Thrilling. It is so thrilling that my heart is about to explode. Luckily Baekmyo had not left for the office, after seeing me in pain he immediately took me to the hospital. Now he's here with me. Holds my hand and gives me a reassuring smile. Occasionally kissing my hand and looking at me with love. I can tell he is no less nervous than me, his face like a confused person. "It's okay, everything will be fine," he whispered reassuringly. "I love you." Baekmyo looked like he is about to cry, but he tries to hold it in. Behind this pain, there is a burning feeling that fills my chest. This is what it feels like to gi
"Oppa... what's wrong with you? Why do you call me like that?" At this rate Shela looks like a normal human. "Haeyeon, you know right? I used to tell you that... love and mate won't go anywhere. We've been through a lot, you should understand that we weren't meant to be together. One day you'll find out. someone you really love," Baekmyo said at length. "Oppa..." "It is not my child and you know very well it is not my child but Hong Kangmin's child. Remember, he loves you very much and you deserve to be loved. So... stop feeling alone. You have many people who love you. There is your mother, your cousin, Hong Kangmin and. .. you see there?" Baekmyo turns to look at me with a smile. "She's one of those people who wants you to be happy. She doesn't hate you. Look, she's standing in this room, do you think she deserves your hate?" I see Shela stares at me for a long time with a calmer expression. She looks confused. Suddenly her tears f
Several months pass. The seasons have changed. I'm eight months pregnant and my stomach has grown. Baekmyo and I have been through a lot. Especially Baekmyo, for about three months he suffered. It's a pain, but it's so funny. Sympathetic pregnancy. It doesn't feel like time has passed quickly. My stomach feels heavier as if I am pocketing something in my stomach. However, my feelings grew extraordinary. Day by day feels more and more thrilling. When we did the USG, the doctor said it was a boy. I can't wait for it. Little Baekmyo, he must be very cute like his father. Today I take Baekmyo somewhere. Actually he balks, but in the end I manage to persuade him. Melting his heart is actually easy, but for that one... it's really hard. Inside the car it is a little... cold. Baekmyo exudes a cold air because he's actually angry I take him to that place. It's nothing, ever since I hear the news... for some reason my heart immediately pinched. Maybe it's because we'r
I arrive downstairs and greet my mother-in-law and hug her. "I'm doing the laundry, Mom," I explained. "laundry? Let your husband do it! You're pregnant, my God!" Sometimes I don't understand. What do people like my mother-in-law feel like? Baekmyo is her biological son, but my mother-in-law always treats me very well. I'm so grateful to have her. "Well, daddy brought a lot of meat! I know you like meat!" Suddenly my father-in-law appeared carrying a lot of carry-ons. "Dad why are you carrying heavy things like this?" I want to help him but my mother-in-law immediately stop me on the grounds that I am pregnant. "Your Dad is still strong!" said my father-in-law with a smile. My father-in-law takes all the packages to the kitchen. I don't know what they carry but... this looks like a month's worth of shopping. "Baekmyo will be home soon, right? Mom will cook for you, you just stay here!" my mother-in-law said. "Mom, how c
"Hah?" I howl in surprise. "I'm pregnant why do you have cravings? Are you delirious?" "Earlier my mother called me and asked how I was. Mother said I had an sympathetic pregnancy. Because of that I was nauseous and even my back hurt. I also have cravings like pregnant people. My father used to experience it when my mother was pregnant with me," he explained with his face still covered by his arms. . I am quiet. That seems to be true, I've heard of that too. But it's also funny if for example Baekmyo has cravings. Even a few days ago we did not notice the signs at all. I thought Baekmyo had a problem at work, but he's in a bad mood because of that? "Now how do you feel?" I asked. "Mixed together." I frown in confusion. "Are you nauseous?" "No." Baekmyo openes his eyes and loweres his arms from his face. He looks at me with a sad look. "I'm going to be a father. I'm going to have other responsibilities besides you." Baekmyo sits up and