"I wouldn't have done it if you didn't allow it. Don't worry, don't stare like that!"
"Aish, what are you talking about?"
Baekmyo sat up with difficulty. His head must be heavy. "Help me let go..." Baekmyo whined while showed me his cute expression. His narrow eyes shone like a puppy. Then... oh, his pouty lips was so cute.
I winced in surprise with my mouth slightly gaping and slightly… disgusted. Was this guy really Byun Baekmyo? The top brass in the HK Group? I could go crazy, I didn't expect Baekmyo to have such an adorable side.
This guy didn't remember his age or what? How could this man who deserved to be called 'daddy' even more worthy of being called 'baby'? When he was sick, he was very spoiled. I couldn't ignore it. I was so excited to pinch his cheeks.
Inevitably, I finally helped Baekmyo unbutton his shirt. With a very hesitant motion, I reached out my hand towards Baekmyo's clothes. I reached for the buttons and starte
I stood up, but suddenly Baekmyo pulled me back until my body almost hit his lying body. Before actually hit his body, Baekmyo rolled me onto the bed quickly."Oh my gosh, Baekmyo!" I screamed so shocked that I forgot to call him 'oppa'.I didn't know the details, but I was now lying under Baekmyo's body like this. My heart beat very fast. His face was so close to mine. Oh my God, Baekmyo was shirtless, how could I calm myself down like this? This man instead of walked away instead smiled sweetly at me."I want to suck your lips, but I'm sick. Afraid you'll catch it," he said.I blinked my eyes while looked the other way. I became even more nervous because of his words. I felt like my face was on fire! No, this was embarrassing! Why did he use the word 'suck'? Was there no other word that was more comfortable to hear?Then, now he even brought his face closer to mine. Closer and closer, until finally he pressed the tip of his nose to the t
The night was getting later, the later it was getting quieter. Baekmyo was still moving in front of his laptop even though his eyes already looked droopy because of sleepiness. He worked stretched out on the bed as usual. I lay next to him, just looked at it made me tired, let alone worked on it.I also couldn't sleep because Baekmyo was noisy. Even though it was only the sound of keyboard typing, the sound of Baekmyo's movement, in this quiet night — it really bothers me. Every now and then Baekmyo cursed because the work he was doing wasn't going well.I noticed he was writing something on a piece of paper. He had a long sleeved sweater rolled up to his elbows, for some reason I really like saw him like that. I didn't know, would all men look cool if they roll up their sleeves? His slightly messy hair and strong arm muscles, when my gaze fell on his hands... oh my God, his fingers were so beautiful that they beat women's fingers.Every now and then he li
Until finally he himself came forward and handed me his tie, well... even though he still used his mouth. Right after I took the tie, Baekmyo kissed my cheek gently. My brain suddenly stopped spinning. Again, again. Was this called proof? Was this an attempt by him to make me fall in love with him? Or... was he just teased me? I blinked to snap myself out of this daze, then I started to tie this black tie around Baekmyo's slender neck. My heart was going wild when I felt Baekmyo's breath hit my face area. His breath was warm, as warm as the sun in the morning and he smelled as good as ever. I knew he was looking at me, so I didn't dare lift my eyes for a second. I was nervous. “Lee Yongju,” he called in a low voice. "Hmm?" I muttered still busy tying the tie. “I'm crazy about you,” Baekmyo whispered in my ear. He said with English. My movement stopped, the only thing moving was my heartbeat. Even though I was not good at Englis
After lunch and chatting at the restaurant, Director Ahn and I returned to JJ Group because we had a meeting there. And definitely to talk about the new products that we would be launching soon. Actually I didn't have to attend this meeting, it was just that… Director Ahn asked me to take part in this mission. What could we do about it? Director Ahn stopped his car in front of the lobby, intending to drop me off first before he parked the car. I rushed out of Director Ahn's red car. Suddenly people appeared out of nowhere — running towards me like a swarm of bees flying over their enemy. They immediately handed me a voice recorder and all the cameras were pointed at me. I just found out that they were reporters — who didn't know where they came from. Shocked and confused because they attacked me like they wanted to suck my blood out. They threw questions at me until I was overwhelmed, for fear of them getting my picture — I covered my face with my bag. I coul
I swallowed my saliva. He suddenly became so detailed and meticulous. Baekmyo became even scarier. He used to be like this before, but this time I felt that he was more fierce."Silence is not the answer, Lee Yongju!!!" Baekmyo exploded. His eyes were like coals of fire."I only left the house because of work. Is that wrong?!" I exploded too."Then have you got my permission?! Have you forgotten who I am? Or am I nothing to you?" Baekmyo's breath catches.I was stunned. "Never mind, just because you don't have permission why is it enlarged like this?" I turned around, intending not to prolong the matter and intending to head straight down to the kitchen.Baekmyo instead grabbed my arm and pulled me until my body wobbled almost crashing into his body. Our close proximity forced me to look into his burning eyes."Who zoomed in? I just wanted to set things straight. Didn't I tell you not to leave the house yet? You don't know the situation or p
Ding dong!The doorbell rang. Was Baekmyo home? But if it was Baekmyo, there was no way he'd ring the bell — he'd be right in. If it was a guest, what was wrong with coming to the house at this hour?I put down my laptop which I used to do office work, then I rushed to the front. Before opened the door I checked the intercom screen to see who was out there."Dongju?" I muttered surprised. Outside Dongju showed his face while showed the parcel he was carried. What was he doing here?I immediately opened the door. "Didn't you bring a spare key with you? Why don't you just open it?" I asked him right after opened the door.“Baekmyo Hyung took the key again,” Dongju replied, pointed behind him. "He's afraid I'm breaking into your room again," he whispered teasingly.I hit Dongju on the shoulder to make him more careful when he spoke. I tilted my head slightly, I saw behind Dongju there was Baekmyo who had just
Baekmyo went back inside without said anything, and soon he brought his t-shirt and baggy pants with him. He didn't say anything, just gave it to me straight away. I rushed out of the room to give this shirt to Dongju. When I returned to my room, Baekmyo was already lying on the bed. He was looking at his cell phone. I moved closer and lay down beside him. Usually before went to bed I opened my social media account, because the atmosphere was not supportive I decided to just sleep even though I was not sleepy yet. -o0o- If only I slept alone in my old room and Dongju wasn't here, maybe I'd woke up late again to avoid Baekmyo like yesterday. Because Dongju was here and there was no way I could show him that I was fighting with Baekmyo — this morning I woke up as usual. Straight down to the kitchen without prepared Baekmyo's clothes first. I was lazy to serve it. If he wanted me to serve him again, he must apologize to me! Actually, there were s
I finally went back to sleep because even though we were fighting, I wanted this hug. I miss this hug. I slept until the sun rises. I thought I had slept enough, I opened my eyes. Stared straight ahead of me.On the threshold of my consciousness, I saw Baekmyo's handsome and beautiful face closed his eyes peacefully. I blinked many times at a slow tempo until my vision became clear.Baekmyo. When my eyes opened, the first thing I saw was this man's face. His handsome and beautiful face made me flutter. His soft breaths, his messy hair, the tiny mole above the corner of his lips, the mole on his nose which was my favourite, on one cheek and above his eyelids. I loved the little things this man has. As time went on, I got to know more and more about this man and it was fun.I was so happy I was lost in my own thoughts, I didn't even notice that Baekmyo slowly opened his eyes. I stiffened when I realized he was awake. His eyes were clear as water. I wanted to walk
I sigh. That is true. Father and son alike, both like simple and uncomplicated clothes. I see Hajun reach for the hat hanging in front of him. He plays with it then he walks towards the exit carrying the hat. "Hajun where are you going? Just put the hat here!" I said. Hajun just babbles as he keep walks. Baekmyo follows behind while asking for the hat from Hajun. I watchs from afar, a little worried. Hajun is walking fast enough but not really strong yet. I'm afraid he will fall. "Hajun, don't take it out it will ring!" Baekmyo said in a patient tone. Hajun keep walking towards the door and right, when he passes the exit the device installed on the door immediately rang because the hat Hajun brought had not been paid for, there is still the seal. I see from afar Hajun panick and go back inside. Then he wept for fear of the sound. Baekmyo takes the hat and carries Hajun into the shop again. I smile a little holding back laughter
After leaving the salon, Baekmyo takes me to lunch at a restaurant. He invites me to eat well. I feel today is my lucky day. Baekmyo really served me. I feel like a queen. After feeding, Hajun fell asleep. Earlier he had defecated and luckily we were already at the restaurant and the restaurant has baby care facilities. I put Hajun in the stroller beside me then started eating my food. "Where are we going after this?" Baekmyo asked. "I think we should just go home. I didn't bring much change of clothes for Hajun." "Okay, it's up to you." I devour my food voraciously. I don't know if it's because I'm hungry or if the food tastes good to me. Baekmyo watches me with a smile on his lips. I know he likes to watch me eat well. He said it was something cute. Though I ate like a hungry lion, I don't know which side he was looking at so thought it was cute. "Is the food good?" Baekmyo asked as he put a slice of meat on top of my rice.
"It's up to you what you want to do there. Think of it as a gift from me. You need to take care of yourself." "Is that true?" "Yes." "Oppa, I love you!" I said happily even though my voice is drowned by Baekmyo's embrace. "You, at this rate just said you love me," he sneered. "You say that to Hajun more often. Almost every second you say it." "Do not exaggerate!" my murmur. I know Baekmyo didn't mean it. I hug Baekmyo back. He always pays attention to me. Even if it's just a small attention, it's often. My love does not decrease, in fact it increases every day. "Sorry, I didn't pay much attention to you. You almost became a zombie because you didn't have time to take care of yourself," Baekmyo said. "What's that bad?" "No, you're still beautiful in my eyes. Uh... I think I'm the one who loves you more." "I love you more." "No, I'm the one who loves you the most." "Then love me as
Three months have passed. It's true what people say, if you have a baby, your sleep time will be reduced. Time for yourself will be greatly reduced. That's right. Very true. Sometimes I'm tired and sometimes I'm happy. Tired of when the little one cries and asks to be carried, not to mention that I have to do homework. It's nice, when I feel like I'm back in childhood. Invite him to play, joke. Even though he can't speak yet and can only roll there, roll here, but my Hajun can already laugh. His motor skills are developing. Really, I love my Hajun. "I thought you only loved Hajun," Baekmyo begin to protest. It is always like that when he felt it was unfair to him. Even though I've tried my best to be fair to these two men I love. Hajun and Baekmyo. But... it can't be denied, ever since Hajun is there, I put Hajun first. "Oh, I love you both," I evaded, I don't want Baekmyo to be jealous of his own son even though I know he's just kidding. Baek
Now I'm lying in the hospital. My stomach hurts excruciatingly. Baekmyo stands beside me lying down. He looked very worried and scared to see my state like this. Though I just want to give birth, not dying. I'm in the delivery room, I don't know how many hours I've been here. I will give birth to a baby. Happiness and fear become one. Thrilling. It is so thrilling that my heart is about to explode. Luckily Baekmyo had not left for the office, after seeing me in pain he immediately took me to the hospital. Now he's here with me. Holds my hand and gives me a reassuring smile. Occasionally kissing my hand and looking at me with love. I can tell he is no less nervous than me, his face like a confused person. "It's okay, everything will be fine," he whispered reassuringly. "I love you." Baekmyo looked like he is about to cry, but he tries to hold it in. Behind this pain, there is a burning feeling that fills my chest. This is what it feels like to gi
"Oppa... what's wrong with you? Why do you call me like that?" At this rate Shela looks like a normal human. "Haeyeon, you know right? I used to tell you that... love and mate won't go anywhere. We've been through a lot, you should understand that we weren't meant to be together. One day you'll find out. someone you really love," Baekmyo said at length. "Oppa..." "It is not my child and you know very well it is not my child but Hong Kangmin's child. Remember, he loves you very much and you deserve to be loved. So... stop feeling alone. You have many people who love you. There is your mother, your cousin, Hong Kangmin and. .. you see there?" Baekmyo turns to look at me with a smile. "She's one of those people who wants you to be happy. She doesn't hate you. Look, she's standing in this room, do you think she deserves your hate?" I see Shela stares at me for a long time with a calmer expression. She looks confused. Suddenly her tears f
Several months pass. The seasons have changed. I'm eight months pregnant and my stomach has grown. Baekmyo and I have been through a lot. Especially Baekmyo, for about three months he suffered. It's a pain, but it's so funny. Sympathetic pregnancy. It doesn't feel like time has passed quickly. My stomach feels heavier as if I am pocketing something in my stomach. However, my feelings grew extraordinary. Day by day feels more and more thrilling. When we did the USG, the doctor said it was a boy. I can't wait for it. Little Baekmyo, he must be very cute like his father. Today I take Baekmyo somewhere. Actually he balks, but in the end I manage to persuade him. Melting his heart is actually easy, but for that one... it's really hard. Inside the car it is a little... cold. Baekmyo exudes a cold air because he's actually angry I take him to that place. It's nothing, ever since I hear the news... for some reason my heart immediately pinched. Maybe it's because we'r
I arrive downstairs and greet my mother-in-law and hug her. "I'm doing the laundry, Mom," I explained. "laundry? Let your husband do it! You're pregnant, my God!" Sometimes I don't understand. What do people like my mother-in-law feel like? Baekmyo is her biological son, but my mother-in-law always treats me very well. I'm so grateful to have her. "Well, daddy brought a lot of meat! I know you like meat!" Suddenly my father-in-law appeared carrying a lot of carry-ons. "Dad why are you carrying heavy things like this?" I want to help him but my mother-in-law immediately stop me on the grounds that I am pregnant. "Your Dad is still strong!" said my father-in-law with a smile. My father-in-law takes all the packages to the kitchen. I don't know what they carry but... this looks like a month's worth of shopping. "Baekmyo will be home soon, right? Mom will cook for you, you just stay here!" my mother-in-law said. "Mom, how c
"Hah?" I howl in surprise. "I'm pregnant why do you have cravings? Are you delirious?" "Earlier my mother called me and asked how I was. Mother said I had an sympathetic pregnancy. Because of that I was nauseous and even my back hurt. I also have cravings like pregnant people. My father used to experience it when my mother was pregnant with me," he explained with his face still covered by his arms. . I am quiet. That seems to be true, I've heard of that too. But it's also funny if for example Baekmyo has cravings. Even a few days ago we did not notice the signs at all. I thought Baekmyo had a problem at work, but he's in a bad mood because of that? "Now how do you feel?" I asked. "Mixed together." I frown in confusion. "Are you nauseous?" "No." Baekmyo openes his eyes and loweres his arms from his face. He looks at me with a sad look. "I'm going to be a father. I'm going to have other responsibilities besides you." Baekmyo sits up and