I finally went back to sleep because even though we were fighting, I wanted this hug. I miss this hug. I slept until the sun rises. I thought I had slept enough, I opened my eyes. Stared straight ahead of me.
On the threshold of my consciousness, I saw Baekmyo's handsome and beautiful face closed his eyes peacefully. I blinked many times at a slow tempo until my vision became clear.
Baekmyo. When my eyes opened, the first thing I saw was this man's face. His handsome and beautiful face made me flutter. His soft breaths, his messy hair, the tiny mole above the corner of his lips, the mole on his nose which was my favourite, on one cheek and above his eyelids. I loved the little things this man has. As time went on, I got to know more and more about this man and it was fun.
I was so happy I was lost in my own thoughts, I didn't even notice that Baekmyo slowly opened his eyes. I stiffened when I realized he was awake. His eyes were clear as water. I wanted to walk
"You're prettier with your hair down." Baekmyo looked nervous when he said it. I pout, I just complimented him because he always succumbed to the little things. What time? Why did he care so much about my hair? Baekmyo sighed because I didn't like his decision. He cut our distance and tucked my hair behind my ear. "Your neck is too beautiful for others to see," he said calmly then he kissed the area under my ear. I was taken aback. My body suddenly stiff and goosebumps. Baekmyo, what was he doing? Wasn't that too... intimate? My heart screamed. It was my first time. The touch, although it only lasted one to two seconds but was able to make me lose my mind. And... my senses vanished even more when Baekmyo's lips again played in the area behind my ear, then slid down until I closed my eyes in pleasure. My reflex moved backwards because it was pushed by Baekmyo's body that was getting forward. Then he wrapped his arms around my waist and
I looked at Baekmyo beside me, his jaw tightened with emotion. Soohe was still screaming accused me with various accusations. Sadly, almost all of the accusations were true. Baekmyo couldn't take it anymore, he took a step forward intending to approach Soohe — I immediately grabbed his arm. "Don't!" I whispered to Baekmyo. But Baekmyo didn't listen to me. He stepped forward again and I immediately held him in front, I held his chest with both hands firmly. "Please don't!" I nodded pleadingly. Baekmyo's expression was so hideous it turned red. I was worried that he would be violent to Soohe instead of abating — things would only get worse. “Let me smack that mean mouth of her,” Baekmyo hissed in anger. "We can deal with it in other ways, don't do that to women!" I pushed Baekmyo a little as he moved forward again. "Oppa, look at me! Look!" I cupped Baekmyo's face. "See, I'm a woman too, right? Your mother is also a woman. Would you be willing
I went into the room after Baekmyo after chatted for a while with my mother-in-law. Baekmyo was taking a shower, heard the sound of running water in the bathroom. Since Baekmyo brought a laptop earlier, I borrowed it to watch news on the internet. I must be the hottest news right now. Ouch, how was this? I never thought that anyone would know about the contract marriage. I never told anyone. I was still wondering, who had the information and then passed it on? Was this what was called 'as smart as a carcass is covered, it still smells'? I was so dizzy thought about this. It turned out that being Baekmyo's wife was not easy. There were a lot of negative comments about me because of Soohe's statement at that time. How did Soohe know about all that? Mercenary, lackey, cheap, parasitic. All the curses poured out on me. Even I was accused of snatched Baekmyo from Shela. Ruin other people's relationships. Damn, that hurts so bad. If they didn't know the fac
After had breakfast and celebrated a small birthday for Baekmyo, the man finally took me home. He got a present from his parents and friends in Bucheon. Except for me — I didn't give him any gifts. I didn't know anything about Baekmyo's birthday, I felt like an idiot for not giving my husband anything. I felt guilty and very ashamed. I knew Baekmyo's parents really wanted us to stay longer, but tomorrow was Monday and we had to go back to our respective activities. Actually, I had been wanting to take Baekmyo home because I had something to do, but it wouldn't be nice if I took Baekmyo home, while we were at Baekmyo's parents' house. I had always instilled the principle of 'when we're at Baekmyo's parents' house — if it was not urgent, I gave Baekmyo the authority to take me home at any time'. Besides he was my husband, he was the son of his parents. The only son. They deserved Baekmyo's attention. I was also working a lot because of the JJ Group proj
"Wow, I didn't think that you were the band's former vocalist." I looked at Baekmyo in amazement."Who said that?" Baekmyo looked shocked."Of course your mother and . . . the proof is in the video." I smiled contentedly."Did my mother say anything to you?""Em...everything. Everything~ everything!" I teases.Baekmyo really looked shocked. "Aish!""Oppa, will you sing a song for me?""Do not want to.""Come on! Just a minute," I urged."Do not want to.""Come on!"Baekmyo seemed silent in thought as he looked at me, then smiled. "As long as I get my birthday present tonight," he said."Tonight? But it's already late. You want me to go out at night looking for a present for you?""No need to leave the house, just stay at home.""Okay, now... come on, sing me a song!""You have to beg me first.""What?" I glared in surprise. He still has other conditions f
My eyes suddenly locked on Baekmyo who was walking slowly down the stairs, his hands busy buttoned his shirt sleeves. I didn't know why Baekmyo looked more handsome. Had I not paid much attention to it before? Ah no. He was indeed more handsome and charming. It made me more addicted. I never thought I would have a husband as handsome and beautiful as Byun Baekmyo. "My wife, Lee Yongju?" Woke up Yongju! "Oh, yes? All right, are you going to eat at home?" I replied while prepared the cutlery on the dining table. "No. Don't prepare anything. You go straight to bed!" Baekmyo came over to me and stood right in front of me. He seemed to be checked something in my neck area. "Does it still hurt?" he asked as he touched my neck which was slightly scratched and it was sore. "Yes?" I silently thought. "Oh, no. It's all right." Lie. Actually it still hurts from Baekmyo's bite and suction last night on my neck area. Since he looked so worried, I h
"Why did you come here?" I asked Soohe."Why? Are you surprised? I was chosen by Director Byun to represent HK Group. So... well... you can guess why I'm here."I was quiet. Why did Baekmyo choose Soohe even though at that time Baekmyo was so angry with him. It was weird, there was something. Certainly."Why haven't you ordered food yet?" Director Ahn asked us."We're waiting for you, it's rude to order ahead when you haven't arrived yet," said Dongju."Hahaha, you guys are too shy. Come on, let's order the food you like. Just relax, don't worry! You've worked hard so I want to give you a present.""Thank you, Director Ahn!" they replied almost in unison.The food we ordered was finally served on this big table. A few bottles of wine had stood firmly in the middle, a few bottles of soju were also available. Looked like it was a celebratory party. Why was Director Ahn Minseok exaggerated like this?"Everyone, let's eat a lot!" c
"How could this happen?" Baekmyo asked. "Huh... she drank a lot just because she saw your picture. When she wakes up you can ask her directly." "Dongju...let's go...go home..." I muttered half-consciously. "Do not want to!" Dongju shouted at me. "I want to go home, good night, Hyung!" Dongju left. "Dongju..." I shouted but what came out instead was a gibberish, I wanted to stop Dongju from left but my body wasn't strong enough. "Where are we? Come on, let's go home..." I muttered again. "Dongju... why is your face turning like this?" I racaud frantically while groped the face beside me. "Dongju... you're not Dongju!" I kept rambled to my heart's content. Suddenly I felt my body being lifted. I was still half awake, so I knew who was holding me. "Bacon!" I shouted. "Smoked pork! Hey!" "Put me down! Dongju! Take your brother back! This is not my house! Dongju, don't go!!!" Oh, I was so scr
I sigh. That is true. Father and son alike, both like simple and uncomplicated clothes. I see Hajun reach for the hat hanging in front of him. He plays with it then he walks towards the exit carrying the hat. "Hajun where are you going? Just put the hat here!" I said. Hajun just babbles as he keep walks. Baekmyo follows behind while asking for the hat from Hajun. I watchs from afar, a little worried. Hajun is walking fast enough but not really strong yet. I'm afraid he will fall. "Hajun, don't take it out it will ring!" Baekmyo said in a patient tone. Hajun keep walking towards the door and right, when he passes the exit the device installed on the door immediately rang because the hat Hajun brought had not been paid for, there is still the seal. I see from afar Hajun panick and go back inside. Then he wept for fear of the sound. Baekmyo takes the hat and carries Hajun into the shop again. I smile a little holding back laughter
After leaving the salon, Baekmyo takes me to lunch at a restaurant. He invites me to eat well. I feel today is my lucky day. Baekmyo really served me. I feel like a queen. After feeding, Hajun fell asleep. Earlier he had defecated and luckily we were already at the restaurant and the restaurant has baby care facilities. I put Hajun in the stroller beside me then started eating my food. "Where are we going after this?" Baekmyo asked. "I think we should just go home. I didn't bring much change of clothes for Hajun." "Okay, it's up to you." I devour my food voraciously. I don't know if it's because I'm hungry or if the food tastes good to me. Baekmyo watches me with a smile on his lips. I know he likes to watch me eat well. He said it was something cute. Though I ate like a hungry lion, I don't know which side he was looking at so thought it was cute. "Is the food good?" Baekmyo asked as he put a slice of meat on top of my rice.
"It's up to you what you want to do there. Think of it as a gift from me. You need to take care of yourself." "Is that true?" "Yes." "Oppa, I love you!" I said happily even though my voice is drowned by Baekmyo's embrace. "You, at this rate just said you love me," he sneered. "You say that to Hajun more often. Almost every second you say it." "Do not exaggerate!" my murmur. I know Baekmyo didn't mean it. I hug Baekmyo back. He always pays attention to me. Even if it's just a small attention, it's often. My love does not decrease, in fact it increases every day. "Sorry, I didn't pay much attention to you. You almost became a zombie because you didn't have time to take care of yourself," Baekmyo said. "What's that bad?" "No, you're still beautiful in my eyes. Uh... I think I'm the one who loves you more." "I love you more." "No, I'm the one who loves you the most." "Then love me as
Three months have passed. It's true what people say, if you have a baby, your sleep time will be reduced. Time for yourself will be greatly reduced. That's right. Very true. Sometimes I'm tired and sometimes I'm happy. Tired of when the little one cries and asks to be carried, not to mention that I have to do homework. It's nice, when I feel like I'm back in childhood. Invite him to play, joke. Even though he can't speak yet and can only roll there, roll here, but my Hajun can already laugh. His motor skills are developing. Really, I love my Hajun. "I thought you only loved Hajun," Baekmyo begin to protest. It is always like that when he felt it was unfair to him. Even though I've tried my best to be fair to these two men I love. Hajun and Baekmyo. But... it can't be denied, ever since Hajun is there, I put Hajun first. "Oh, I love you both," I evaded, I don't want Baekmyo to be jealous of his own son even though I know he's just kidding. Baek
Now I'm lying in the hospital. My stomach hurts excruciatingly. Baekmyo stands beside me lying down. He looked very worried and scared to see my state like this. Though I just want to give birth, not dying. I'm in the delivery room, I don't know how many hours I've been here. I will give birth to a baby. Happiness and fear become one. Thrilling. It is so thrilling that my heart is about to explode. Luckily Baekmyo had not left for the office, after seeing me in pain he immediately took me to the hospital. Now he's here with me. Holds my hand and gives me a reassuring smile. Occasionally kissing my hand and looking at me with love. I can tell he is no less nervous than me, his face like a confused person. "It's okay, everything will be fine," he whispered reassuringly. "I love you." Baekmyo looked like he is about to cry, but he tries to hold it in. Behind this pain, there is a burning feeling that fills my chest. This is what it feels like to gi
"Oppa... what's wrong with you? Why do you call me like that?" At this rate Shela looks like a normal human. "Haeyeon, you know right? I used to tell you that... love and mate won't go anywhere. We've been through a lot, you should understand that we weren't meant to be together. One day you'll find out. someone you really love," Baekmyo said at length. "Oppa..." "It is not my child and you know very well it is not my child but Hong Kangmin's child. Remember, he loves you very much and you deserve to be loved. So... stop feeling alone. You have many people who love you. There is your mother, your cousin, Hong Kangmin and. .. you see there?" Baekmyo turns to look at me with a smile. "She's one of those people who wants you to be happy. She doesn't hate you. Look, she's standing in this room, do you think she deserves your hate?" I see Shela stares at me for a long time with a calmer expression. She looks confused. Suddenly her tears f
Several months pass. The seasons have changed. I'm eight months pregnant and my stomach has grown. Baekmyo and I have been through a lot. Especially Baekmyo, for about three months he suffered. It's a pain, but it's so funny. Sympathetic pregnancy. It doesn't feel like time has passed quickly. My stomach feels heavier as if I am pocketing something in my stomach. However, my feelings grew extraordinary. Day by day feels more and more thrilling. When we did the USG, the doctor said it was a boy. I can't wait for it. Little Baekmyo, he must be very cute like his father. Today I take Baekmyo somewhere. Actually he balks, but in the end I manage to persuade him. Melting his heart is actually easy, but for that one... it's really hard. Inside the car it is a little... cold. Baekmyo exudes a cold air because he's actually angry I take him to that place. It's nothing, ever since I hear the news... for some reason my heart immediately pinched. Maybe it's because we'r
I arrive downstairs and greet my mother-in-law and hug her. "I'm doing the laundry, Mom," I explained. "laundry? Let your husband do it! You're pregnant, my God!" Sometimes I don't understand. What do people like my mother-in-law feel like? Baekmyo is her biological son, but my mother-in-law always treats me very well. I'm so grateful to have her. "Well, daddy brought a lot of meat! I know you like meat!" Suddenly my father-in-law appeared carrying a lot of carry-ons. "Dad why are you carrying heavy things like this?" I want to help him but my mother-in-law immediately stop me on the grounds that I am pregnant. "Your Dad is still strong!" said my father-in-law with a smile. My father-in-law takes all the packages to the kitchen. I don't know what they carry but... this looks like a month's worth of shopping. "Baekmyo will be home soon, right? Mom will cook for you, you just stay here!" my mother-in-law said. "Mom, how c
"Hah?" I howl in surprise. "I'm pregnant why do you have cravings? Are you delirious?" "Earlier my mother called me and asked how I was. Mother said I had an sympathetic pregnancy. Because of that I was nauseous and even my back hurt. I also have cravings like pregnant people. My father used to experience it when my mother was pregnant with me," he explained with his face still covered by his arms. . I am quiet. That seems to be true, I've heard of that too. But it's also funny if for example Baekmyo has cravings. Even a few days ago we did not notice the signs at all. I thought Baekmyo had a problem at work, but he's in a bad mood because of that? "Now how do you feel?" I asked. "Mixed together." I frown in confusion. "Are you nauseous?" "No." Baekmyo openes his eyes and loweres his arms from his face. He looks at me with a sad look. "I'm going to be a father. I'm going to have other responsibilities besides you." Baekmyo sits up and