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QUIVA

She has Trevor who's in love with her, and she'll be married to Kalle. She's lucky with both. She's lucky someone loves her. She's lucky she has Trev, who loves her. As for me, Kalle doesn't love me. He couldn't love me even after spending a year together.

I felt bitter. And because of that I didn't realize that I was drinking a lot. I was shocked, Trev was next to me talking to my cousins. I didn't say anything, or join in the conversation. I just drank. I don't care if I'll get drunk. That would be better so I can forget.

I saw Kalle and Jane both stood up from their seats. I saw how Kalle guided Jane to somewhere. Are they leaving? Or he's just helping her to the restroom? What? Will they do what we used to do in the bathroom?

I gulped down my glass full of beer. Trevor warned me earlier, that I was drinking too much. I ignored him. I know this is my cousins' table, but why are only Trev and I here?

"Where are they?" I asked him.