I texted Kalle, asked him where he was, but he didn't reply. I'm getting all nervous. My body was stiff, I was restless in my seat. From time to time I could feel my father glancing at me. I tried to calm myself and act normal.I feel like my head is going to explode from overthinking. It didn't help Kalle's not replying!Maybe it's just me, overthinking that his family are the people we're waiting for. Maybe he isn't replying because they are having a party with his family.I hope so.I anxiously looked at the crew. They are serving our food. Fuck! Why is it so fancy? What the fuck is going on?!There is so much food, and f*cking elegantly served. Everything's prepared so well.I stood up, restless in my place. I was about to excuse myself to go to the restroom but then my father said something. I felt like fainting when I heard what he said."They are here." He said seriously. My mom and my sister stood up, and prepared to welcome the people we were waiting for.I froze in my place.
My whole world was shaking. I can feel my sisters holding on to my hand tightening. I was so nervous that I cried. My emotions about to explode.Not now, not in front of Kalle. If Trevor is really my fiance, I don't want Kalle to know about it yet. I don't want him to hear it face to face. I can't take it. I don't know what to do."Quiva, your fiance is Trevor Morton."A tear fell from my eyes the moment I heard the words of my father. I looked at Kalle while he said that. I saw the anger in his eyes. He knew I knew about this. He knows I already know, that Trevor is my fiance.Trevor looked more shocked compared to me. He was also stunned and frozen in place. My visions blurry by the tears that are forming. I just closed my eyes when I saw Kalle's angry face before he leave. I don't know where he's going.I took courage. I removed my sister's hold on my hand, and ran away from there. I will find Kalle. I need to talk to him. I need to explain to him."Kalle?" I called out even though
I cried through it all. I didn't care if anyone would hear me. I don't even know where I went, because it's all grass and plants!I was startled by the sudden explosion I heard."F*ckin' fireworks!" I screamed. Feeling even angrier. My wound hurts even more because it was stretched by my sudden stomping. I saw my blood run down my legs.I cried harder. It's new year, twelve o'clock. It's the new year, but here I am crying, sitting on the grass, alone. I should be having fun now welcoming the new year.I remember I told Kalle that we should be making a wish at New Year and not Christmas. Perhaps my wish didn't come true because it's supposed to be a New Year's wish?I stared at the sky, and watched the colorful fireworks that were more colorful than my life.It's twelve o'clock, I should make a wish.I closed my eyes, a tear fell from it. I made a wish again. Hoping that this time, I hope the Lord will fulfill it."I wish for everything to be fine. Please let me be happy. I just wanna
I parked my car behind Gina's car. We used separate cars because our schedules were not the same. I saw her quickly get out of her car with frowned eyebrows. The crazy person seems to be in a bad mood, but she was fine earlier. Her eyebrows connected as she walked to my car.I was surprised. I thought she would go straight to her class. Before, she would just wave or signal that she was leaving and we wouldn't talk anymore.I picked up my bag and phone. I hung the strap of my bag on my shoulder. I was about to open my car door and get out, but I saw Gina pushing it back. She gave me a sign that I should not go out, then she went inside. I frowned at it.She quickly entered my car. She has this worried face when she looks at me. What's going on?"Have you checked your social media account?" She asked. I was especially surprised at that, especially when I saw her strange reaction. Something's bothering her. I saw her gulp, and was anxiously looking around. I saw a student looking at the
I don't care what they think of me. I don't care if they think I'm a flirt. I'm used to them thinking of me as flirty because I know to myself I switched from that guy to this guy before. They know who my flavors of the month are every month. I didn't hide that I was flirting. Because I don't really care even if they think of me as flirtatious.But this time, this news, I need to stop this. I need to do something about it. They shouldn't believe it. It will ruin everything! It will ruin Nicholas. He might lose his job, he might lose his title, he might not be able to teach again, he might go to jail, he might... lots of things could happen to him because of this truth. And I don't want anything from those to happen and be made true. Not even one. Because of my foolishness, because I agreed to be in a relationship with him, now its what will destroy us. I don't want his life to be ruined because of me. Fuck!It's not just his image that will be ruined, also his life. Not just his but
Why is she doing this? Didn't the teachers see her? Why is no one taking action? This is scandalous, I can even see someone taking a video! Someone, a teacher or a faculty member should be here to scold us."Those pictures are real but I don't have an affair with Sir Nicholas." I repeated."Come on, Q! Say something with sense!" She mocked at me. I was even more irritated. I'm trying so hard to calm my self. This bullshit is really warming my head. What if I shove these pictures inside your mouth? I turned to Gina, I forgot my reason because I was annoyed with Criselda. My mind went blank for a second. Gina seems to know that. Her eyes are shifting from place to place, by looking at her eyes I'm getting ideas again."Come on, Criselda! Say something with sense!" She mimicked Criselda. I know she's just giving me time to think. Shes diverting Criselda's attention to her."Ooh?! Q's real friend is here. Gina with the ugly boyfriend." It made Gina angry. I saw Gina stepped forward, so
"Why didn't you tell me about it?" I asked. I remember what happened the last time we met. I remembered witnessing him shake his hand with that girl who happened to be his fiancee.You said I'm the only one you care about, but why? Why do I think you know her?"You lied to me. You said you weren't fixed to an arrange marriage! But you knew you are! And you accept it? You accept that she's the one you will marry?!" I screamed. flashed back to what happened that night. The way he stared blankly at me and when he removed my hold on him."You were angry because I lied to you, because I kept it from you, because I didn't tell you that I knew I was going to marry someone else? But you lied to me too, Kalle. You lied to me." The pain came back. It was like all the pain I felt that night came back.I want to release all my resentments. But I don't want him to know everything. If he'll know everything, he will also know that I love him. I don't want him to know that I love him. It'll hurt muc
"How did you know?" "I'm always with Sir Denver. You know he always makes me do some things. I always see Criselda in his office, and then one time, I saw them making out. I caught them many times. And I saw a lot of reasons and evidence that point to the fact that they were having an affair. I kept it, even to you I didn't tell you about it. But what that girl did made me reveal it to the public. She made me angry, and so I... Bitch was toasted."I thought of Criselda, what she did to me."Why did she do that? Why does she seem so angry with me?" I murmured. Thinking while looking into the void."I know why." I heard Gina said. I immediately turned to her."You know?" I asked, she nodded."You know a lot." I joked. She smirked at me."I'm number one female gossipher. My boyfriend is number one male gossipher." She said confidently then laughed. I laughed too."Don't be surprised. But it's okay if you are surprised. I'm used to people being surprised. There's always someone who is su