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I cried through it all. I didn't care if anyone would hear me. I don't even know where I went, because it's all grass and plants!

I was startled by the sudden explosion I heard.

"F*ckin' fireworks!" I screamed. Feeling even angrier. My wound hurts even more because it was stretched by my sudden stomping. I saw my blood run down my legs.

I cried harder. It's new year, twelve o'clock. It's the new year, but here I am crying, sitting on the grass, alone. I should be having fun now welcoming the new year.

I remember I told Kalle that we should be making a wish at New Year and not Christmas. Perhaps my wish didn't come true because it's supposed to be a New Year's wish?

I stared at the sky, and watched the colorful fireworks that were more colorful than my life.

It's twelve o'clock, I should make a wish.

I closed my eyes, a tear fell from it. I made a wish again. Hoping that this time, I hope the Lord will fulfill it.

"I wish for everything to be fine. Please let me be happy. I just wanna