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I don't care what they think of me. I don't care if they think I'm a flirt. I'm used to them thinking of me as flirty because I know to myself I switched from that guy to this guy before. They know who my flavors of the month are every month. I didn't hide that I was flirting. Because I don't really care even if they think of me as flirtatious.

But this time, this news, I need to stop this. I need to do something about it. They shouldn't believe it. It will ruin everything! It will ruin Nicholas. He might lose his job, he might lose his title, he might not be able to teach again, he might go to jail, he might... lots of things could happen to him because of this truth. And I don't want anything from those to happen and be made true. Not even one.

Because of my foolishness, because I agreed to be in a relationship with him, now its what will destroy us. I don't want his life to be ruined because of me. Fuck!

It's not just his image that will be ruined, also his life. Not just his but