"why didn't you come for me "
"I know that with everything that has happened, you wouldn't want to see me." "But I was seriously injured. Isn't that enough to set aside everything that has happened and come see me?" I can't believe,I am still hung up on David,I am so pathetic. I stare out the window in a daze. I have been here for more than 24 hours, just staring into space and wondering if David will walk into the room to ask me how I'm doing instead of the nurse, Denise. Denise is sweet and loving. She makes sure that I am comfortable and tries many ways to distract me from my horrible breakup. I appreciate her efforts a lot; not many people can do what she is doing. I know it is not personal because I am a total stranger to her. I can tell that it is part of her nature, which makes her lovable. I try my best not to look like a product of a bad breakup when she is around so she doesn't get worried. I have heard stories from her about how a girl committed suicide because her boyfriend broke up with her and other horrible tales. Multiple catfights have broken out during her shifts because of relationships—jealous confrontations ,fistfights. So, she is a bit worried and thinks that if David comes, his ex might follow and cause a scene. "I really like you, Alexia, which means when holding that boyfriend stealer back, I might hurt her by accident," she jokes, putting air quotes around the word "accident." For a fleeting moment, I sit up and laugh at her sense of humor before I realize it dawns on me . I keep wondering if David will ever show up, but I fail to consider what I will do if he actually comes. Denise walks into the room humming the song "Perfect" by Ed Sheeran. She drops a few things on the table before walking towards me with a smile. "I have news." "Which one would you like to hear first?" she asks, her wide smile filling me with so much positive energy that I can't help but laugh. "Hmm, let me think. I'd like to hear the bad news first, so you can cheer me up with the good news," I say after some thought. I don't actually know what the bad news is, but I just hope the good news will make me feel better. "Well, the bad news is that you're going to be discharged," she says solemnly, as if she's telling me my puppy has passed away. "How is that bad news again?" I ask, raising my eyebrows. I have been cooped up in this hospital bed for hours, and this is not the best place for a girl to get over a breakup. In fact, it's the worst. Aside from Denise, the only things keeping me company are the cold, distant four corners of white walls. I haven't told anybody about my accident, and considering that neither my best friend nor her family has barged into my room, it's pretty clear that David hasn't told them either. "I can't believe you want to get rid of me so easily," Denise says with a dramatic sigh. I roll my eyes and laugh at her antics, which I have come to love. "Don't worry, we will still be friends outside these hospital walls, Denise." "Who else will I get juicy hospital gossip from?" I say with a laugh. She joins me before giving me a hug. "I hope you mean that, Alex," she says with a pout before she starts checking my vital signs. She then removes my IV line and helps me out of my hospital gown, bringing me fresh clothes and a small bag with my belongings. "So what is the good news?" I ask as she fills out paperwork that must be my discharge form. "I'm not telling you yet, so don't bother asking," she replies with a cackle, doing her best evil witch impression, while I groan. I try standing to go towards and pressure her to tell me the supposed good news, when she appears beside me in an instant, pushing me back on the bed. "Hey, hey, hey, you have to take it easy"she says practical tucking me back into bed . "I am discharged, Denise; you don't have to smother me anymore, "I remind her but she shakes her head defiantly . "You have signed the paper yet, remember?"she says In a sing-song voice, holding the paper and shaking it in front of me . "So you are not going let me sign it , isn't that like illegal or something? g"I asked , trying to grab it without getting out of bed because her grip earlier was so strong. I had learned my lesson and didn't need her to force me back again. "I am not withholding you from signing. I just want to explain your condition to you before you sign. okay, "she says, calmly dropping the papers far away from me . "Fine, "I say with a huff, making her smile . "The doctors said you have to rest for the rest of the day," she said, staring at me sternly like a teacher passing an important message to her students, making me nod like a five-year-old. "We have discharged you but you have to understand that you fainted due to stress that caused your blood pressure to drop. Don't worry,your vitals are stable now, and we have run other tests to see and rule out any other underlying conditions.. " Denise pauses for a second, looking at me intently; I nod, waiting for her to continue. "Now make sure you get plenty rest ,eat small meals and stay hydrated. Avoid strenuous activities and don't get in to trouble , seriously avoid stressful situation so that means stay away from your ex and his crazy bitch " "But if you see her don't forget to give her a punch from me "she say giving the air an upper hook . "Don't worry about that I am planning on staying far away from him as well as Anastasia, so that punch will have to be delivered from someone one else" I say with laugh to hide the little resentment I have for them, they were making me leave everything. "Now for the good news ""Are you going to tell me now?" I ask Denise as she wheels me to the hospital discharge area, humming 'Sugar' by Maroon 5. "Okay, I will tell you. Your—" "Why are we passing the hospital checkout?" I interrupt, forgetting about what she was about to say. "Well, that's the good news." "What do you mean?" I ask as she pushes me toward the exit, unexpectedly guiding me to my car. It looks like it wasn't hit by another car at all; it seems even better than it was before. "Your prince charming paid your hospital bills and brought your car here," she says with a giant smile. "What do you mean he paid my hospital bills? How could you let him do that? He doesn't even know me!" I say, my voice a mix of disbelief and anger as I glare at her. She bursts into a fit of laughter, her eyes sparkling with delight as she seems to float away into a daydream. "Isn't that just so romantic? He even brought your car here!" she replies, her gaze drifting dreamily towards the ceiling as if envisioning
"That's it. Nothing can get worse than this," I say, rubbing my palms hard across my face in frustration. "What did I do, universe? Huh?" I ask myself, pacing back and forth while Mia bombards me with questions that are giving me migraines. "What did you do, Alex? What does he want with you?" she asks. I collapse onto my desk, wailing. "How am I supposed to know? I've done everything he asked! I worked overtime all of last week so I could take half the day off last Friday, and since today, I haven't done anything wrong," I say, biting my fingers in an attempt to organize my thoughts. "Maybe it has to do with the weekly report." "Have you sent it yet?" Mia asks. I nod frantically, unsure of what else to do. "Of course, I’ve sent the report," I replied, a hint of annoyance creeping into my voice. "You know how he is — he always demands the weekly sales performance reports before we even think about holding the board meeting," Mia said, rolling her eyes at the thought. "I
I stared at Mia in disbelief. "So, you're telling me that you didn't actually know anything? You just assumed something was wrong and decided to freak me out?" I asked, trying to keep my tone light . Mia nodded sheepishly, inching away from me as if she were anticipating my reaction. "I guess so. I just didn’t want you to be caught off guard," she admitted. I sighed, rubbing my temples to ease the tension building within me. "Mia, you’re my best friend, but sometimes your antics drive me crazy. Can’t you just let me deal with my own problems for once?" As my words hung in the air, Mia’s expression fell, hurt evident on her face. "I was just trying to help, Alex. I didn’t mean to stress you out," she replied softly. Feeling guilty, I got up and wrapped her in a hug. "I know, Mia. And I appreciate it. It's just... this thing with Mr. Gregory has me really spooked. I don’t know what he wants, but I have a bad feeling about it." Mia’s expression turned serious as she nodded in suppor
"How could you do this to me?" I yelled, my body trembling with uncontrollable anger.My boyfriend jumped away from the girl he had been holding, rushing to cover himself. Tears welled up in my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. I turned to the girl he was with and froze, staring at her for a long time, hoping my eyes were playing tricks on me."You… you’re cheating on me with your sister! That is disgusting!" I scrunched my face in disbelief. I couldn’t believe what I was witnessing—the love of my life, the person with whom I had planned my future, was cheating on me with his sister, of all people."How stupid can you be? I am not his sister!" Anastasia said with a smug smile. She laughed as she snuggled deeper into the bed—the bed I had shared with David for the past two years."What do you mean you’re not his sister? You've been acting like it for the past six years! Someone better start talking before I lose my cool!" I said, pacing back and forth. I was confused, angry, and sl
" this cannot be happening to me "The words pass through my head,when people say things like never do anything in anger cause you will regret it, listen to them because they are always right.The realization that I shouldn't have done what I did while blinded by my anger is so annoying that I feel like hitting my head against a rock a few times before digging a hole for myself and then burying myself in it.I am calm most of the time, that chill slow to anger kind of girl that no one thinks has a malicious bone in her body ,I am that kind of girl. I can't even hurt a fly for crying out loud , so why did today have to be so different. I had a gut feeling that today wasn't going to be good but brushed it off since it was David's birthday and our anniversary so I kept saying today was going to be great ,what could go wrong? I thought my gut was wrong cause beginning of the day was going great .But I was the wrong one; always trust your gut feeling because it will never ever let you do
"Am I even here right now or is this just a dream" I think silently to myself I did not expect the day to end up like this, believe me, I had many expectations on how the day would end, like us ending the day with us going to a romantic dinner, going to see a movie, and making out in the back of the theatre like teenagers, maybe we would just make dinner and cuddle on our couch with a mug of hot chocolate in hand or us even ending the day in our bedroom making love. The last scenario was my favorite because, after four years, I felt that I was finally ready to give up that part of myself. I feel like a failure because our relationship was nearly ruined by my fear and insecurities that always stopped me from going further which led to problems. Every time I forced myself to think that I was ready I would always take the initiative, would kiss him, he has never really asked if I was ready when I did that, maybe he thought I felt ready when I kissed him, or maybe he was always just bl
**Flashback** *13 Years Ago* "Why did you leave me? " I whisper silently; tears fall down my face as I stare ahead in a daze. The broken picture frame lies on the floor, with pieces of glass reflecting light at sharp angles. It reminds me of my father, who is now gone. He was kind and always put others first. I remember his laughter and warm hugs. He could make any room feel bright with just a smile. Now, that warmth is replaced by a deep emptiness. My dad is no longer here, and I struggle with mixed feelings, including some anger for him leaving me. Tears flow down my cheeks, each drop heavy with memories and sadness. It feels like just yesterday that I asked my dad to take me to our favorite ice cream shop, the one with bright lights and the smell of fresh waffle cones. I can still picture the excitement I felt when choosing the biggest sundae, piled high with rich chocolate and vanilla ice cream, whipped cream, and colorful sprinkles. After our ice cream, we would curl up on
"Finally, you are awake. I have been waiting for you to open your eyes," a soft voice gently breaks through the fog of my mind, gradually clearing the blurriness surrounding me.As my vision sharpens, I begin to discern the sterile, white ceiling above me, its stark brightness contrasting with the chaotic thoughts swirling in my head."So, it was all just a dream," I muse, a wave of relief washing over me. "Thank God I don't have to relive that nightmare." The darkness of my recent memories lingers, still haunting the edges of my consciousness.As I struggle to piece together what has just transpired, a torrent of questions floods my mind. Where am I? How did I end up here?"Oh, honey, don't cry," the voice chimes again, and I strain to identify the speaker. My eyes dart around the room, but I cannot recognize the face before me. I fumble in my recollections, trying desperately to make sense of this unfamiliar presence."You poor girl, let me help you," the tender voice continues. I h
I stared at Mia in disbelief. "So, you're telling me that you didn't actually know anything? You just assumed something was wrong and decided to freak me out?" I asked, trying to keep my tone light . Mia nodded sheepishly, inching away from me as if she were anticipating my reaction. "I guess so. I just didn’t want you to be caught off guard," she admitted. I sighed, rubbing my temples to ease the tension building within me. "Mia, you’re my best friend, but sometimes your antics drive me crazy. Can’t you just let me deal with my own problems for once?" As my words hung in the air, Mia’s expression fell, hurt evident on her face. "I was just trying to help, Alex. I didn’t mean to stress you out," she replied softly. Feeling guilty, I got up and wrapped her in a hug. "I know, Mia. And I appreciate it. It's just... this thing with Mr. Gregory has me really spooked. I don’t know what he wants, but I have a bad feeling about it." Mia’s expression turned serious as she nodded in suppor
"That's it. Nothing can get worse than this," I say, rubbing my palms hard across my face in frustration. "What did I do, universe? Huh?" I ask myself, pacing back and forth while Mia bombards me with questions that are giving me migraines. "What did you do, Alex? What does he want with you?" she asks. I collapse onto my desk, wailing. "How am I supposed to know? I've done everything he asked! I worked overtime all of last week so I could take half the day off last Friday, and since today, I haven't done anything wrong," I say, biting my fingers in an attempt to organize my thoughts. "Maybe it has to do with the weekly report." "Have you sent it yet?" Mia asks. I nod frantically, unsure of what else to do. "Of course, I’ve sent the report," I replied, a hint of annoyance creeping into my voice. "You know how he is — he always demands the weekly sales performance reports before we even think about holding the board meeting," Mia said, rolling her eyes at the thought. "I
"Are you going to tell me now?" I ask Denise as she wheels me to the hospital discharge area, humming 'Sugar' by Maroon 5. "Okay, I will tell you. Your—" "Why are we passing the hospital checkout?" I interrupt, forgetting about what she was about to say. "Well, that's the good news." "What do you mean?" I ask as she pushes me toward the exit, unexpectedly guiding me to my car. It looks like it wasn't hit by another car at all; it seems even better than it was before. "Your prince charming paid your hospital bills and brought your car here," she says with a giant smile. "What do you mean he paid my hospital bills? How could you let him do that? He doesn't even know me!" I say, my voice a mix of disbelief and anger as I glare at her. She bursts into a fit of laughter, her eyes sparkling with delight as she seems to float away into a daydream. "Isn't that just so romantic? He even brought your car here!" she replies, her gaze drifting dreamily towards the ceiling as if envisioning
"why didn't you come for me ""I know that with everything that has happened, you wouldn't want to see me.""But I was seriously injured. Isn't that enough to set aside everything that has happened and come see me?" I can't believe,I am still hung up on David,I am so pathetic.I stare out the window in a daze. I have been here for more than 24 hours, just staring into space and wondering if David will walk into the room to ask me how I'm doing instead of the nurse, Denise.Denise is sweet and loving. She makes sure that I am comfortable and tries many ways to distract me from my horrible breakup. I appreciate her efforts a lot; not many people can do what she is doing. I know it is not personal because I am a total stranger to her. I can tell that it is part of her nature, which makes her lovable.I try my best not to look like a product of a bad breakup when she is around so she doesn't get worried. I have heard stories from her about how a girl committed suicide because her boyfrie
"Finally, you are awake. I have been waiting for you to open your eyes," a soft voice gently breaks through the fog of my mind, gradually clearing the blurriness surrounding me.As my vision sharpens, I begin to discern the sterile, white ceiling above me, its stark brightness contrasting with the chaotic thoughts swirling in my head."So, it was all just a dream," I muse, a wave of relief washing over me. "Thank God I don't have to relive that nightmare." The darkness of my recent memories lingers, still haunting the edges of my consciousness.As I struggle to piece together what has just transpired, a torrent of questions floods my mind. Where am I? How did I end up here?"Oh, honey, don't cry," the voice chimes again, and I strain to identify the speaker. My eyes dart around the room, but I cannot recognize the face before me. I fumble in my recollections, trying desperately to make sense of this unfamiliar presence."You poor girl, let me help you," the tender voice continues. I h
**Flashback** *13 Years Ago* "Why did you leave me? " I whisper silently; tears fall down my face as I stare ahead in a daze. The broken picture frame lies on the floor, with pieces of glass reflecting light at sharp angles. It reminds me of my father, who is now gone. He was kind and always put others first. I remember his laughter and warm hugs. He could make any room feel bright with just a smile. Now, that warmth is replaced by a deep emptiness. My dad is no longer here, and I struggle with mixed feelings, including some anger for him leaving me. Tears flow down my cheeks, each drop heavy with memories and sadness. It feels like just yesterday that I asked my dad to take me to our favorite ice cream shop, the one with bright lights and the smell of fresh waffle cones. I can still picture the excitement I felt when choosing the biggest sundae, piled high with rich chocolate and vanilla ice cream, whipped cream, and colorful sprinkles. After our ice cream, we would curl up on
"Am I even here right now or is this just a dream" I think silently to myself I did not expect the day to end up like this, believe me, I had many expectations on how the day would end, like us ending the day with us going to a romantic dinner, going to see a movie, and making out in the back of the theatre like teenagers, maybe we would just make dinner and cuddle on our couch with a mug of hot chocolate in hand or us even ending the day in our bedroom making love. The last scenario was my favorite because, after four years, I felt that I was finally ready to give up that part of myself. I feel like a failure because our relationship was nearly ruined by my fear and insecurities that always stopped me from going further which led to problems. Every time I forced myself to think that I was ready I would always take the initiative, would kiss him, he has never really asked if I was ready when I did that, maybe he thought I felt ready when I kissed him, or maybe he was always just bl
" this cannot be happening to me "The words pass through my head,when people say things like never do anything in anger cause you will regret it, listen to them because they are always right.The realization that I shouldn't have done what I did while blinded by my anger is so annoying that I feel like hitting my head against a rock a few times before digging a hole for myself and then burying myself in it.I am calm most of the time, that chill slow to anger kind of girl that no one thinks has a malicious bone in her body ,I am that kind of girl. I can't even hurt a fly for crying out loud , so why did today have to be so different. I had a gut feeling that today wasn't going to be good but brushed it off since it was David's birthday and our anniversary so I kept saying today was going to be great ,what could go wrong? I thought my gut was wrong cause beginning of the day was going great .But I was the wrong one; always trust your gut feeling because it will never ever let you do
"How could you do this to me?" I yelled, my body trembling with uncontrollable anger.My boyfriend jumped away from the girl he had been holding, rushing to cover himself. Tears welled up in my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. I turned to the girl he was with and froze, staring at her for a long time, hoping my eyes were playing tricks on me."You… you’re cheating on me with your sister! That is disgusting!" I scrunched my face in disbelief. I couldn’t believe what I was witnessing—the love of my life, the person with whom I had planned my future, was cheating on me with his sister, of all people."How stupid can you be? I am not his sister!" Anastasia said with a smug smile. She laughed as she snuggled deeper into the bed—the bed I had shared with David for the past two years."What do you mean you’re not his sister? You've been acting like it for the past six years! Someone better start talking before I lose my cool!" I said, pacing back and forth. I was confused, angry, and sl