"Are you going to tell me now?" I ask Denise as she wheels me to the hospital discharge area, humming 'Sugar' by Maroon 5.
"Okay, I will tell you. Your—" "Why are we passing the hospital checkout?" I interrupt, forgetting about what she was about to say. "Well, that's the good news." "What do you mean?" I ask as she pushes me toward the exit, unexpectedly guiding me to my car. It looks like it wasn't hit by another car at all; it seems even better than it was before. "Your prince charming paid your hospital bills and brought your car here," she says with a giant smile. "What do you mean he paid my hospital bills? How could you let him do that? He doesn't even know me!" I say, my voice a mix of disbelief and anger as I glare at her. She bursts into a fit of laughter, her eyes sparkling with delight as she seems to float away into a daydream. "Isn't that just so romantic? He even brought your car here!" she replies, her gaze drifting dreamily towards the ceiling as if envisioning a fairytale. I struggle to conjure up an image of my so-called prince charming. The memory of the accident is a hazy blur, a patchwork of confusion and darkness that I can't piece together. "I don't know what you consider romantic, Denise, but this certainly isn't it. What if he corners me into paying him back?" My voice trembles with the thought of being indebted to someone I didn't even know. "Look at it this way: he took you to an upscale hospital, ensured you received the best treatment, paid your bills, and even returned your car as if it just rolled off the showroom floor," she replies, her tone laced with fascination. "Doesn't that seem… suspicious? We don't know anything about him!" I retort, feeling the weight of unease settle in the pit of my stomach. "What does he even look like? Did he give you his name?" I ask, slipping into my car, trying to ignore her starry-eyed expression, as she barely contains her giggles. "No, it was all very private. He spoke to the director, not anyone I know," she says, her voice full of longing. "And I only caught a fleeting glimpse of him—his luscious, dirty blonde hair, those piercing green eyes, and those perfectly tempting lips," she adds, licking her lips in a way that makes me groan. It feels like she's spiraling deeper into her fantasy, missing the serious questions I've been trying to ask. "It's clear you're too infatuated with your boy crush to have a rational conversation, so I'm heading home," I say firmly, ready to start my engine when she suddenly halts me. "Just remember, this isn't a boy crush; it's a man crush! That guy is all man!" Her enthusiasm is palpable, and I can't help but roll my eyes. "And don't forget to take all your prescribed medication. Just one anti-stress pill, and only when you really need it, okay?" she urges, her eyes boring into mine as if silently pleading with me not to misuse the pills. "I'll follow the instructions, so don't worry. Thanks for everything," I reply as I pull away from the curb, reminding myself not to take the anti-stress medication; I refuse to let ruin my life by making me dependent on it to function. I need to move on; I can't let this define me. The first step is securing a place to stay. With my mother abandoning me long ago, I've been without a true home for what feels like years—just a series of houses that never felt like home, Maybe her house wasn't even home. I eventually found a cozy hotel where I could settle in for a few days while I figured out my next steps. As I unpack the few belongings I managed to carry, I reflect deeply on my situation. I realize I can't keep holding onto the weight of my past; it's not productive, and I need to let it go. Exhaustion swallows me whole, and I drift off to sleep for the rest of the day after purchasing a few work clothes for the following morning. The doctors recommended rest, and I intend to take their advice seriously as I recommit myself to finding stability in my life. The next morning blurs together like a watercolor painting left out in the rain—I barely recall waking up, dressing, or even ordering breakfast. The drive from the hotel to Emerald Media is a fog of thoughts and emotions, blurring the scenery outside my window into indistinct shapes. All I can focus on is the impending meeting with Mr. Gregory, my boss, as I sit down at my desk, rushing to type the report he's been waiting for. After analyzing the report and ensuring everything was completed, I sent it to Mr. Gregory and closed my laptop. "Finally, I am done," I said, stretching and feeling a bit tired. I would have taken the day off, but my boss is such a jerk that I am sure he would either fire me or demote me from the executive assistant position I've worked hard for. I need this job because I need the money; it's the only thing I have right now, and it's what's preventing me from spiraling. Suddenly, the door barged open, making me jump in fright. I almost ducked under the table until I heard an overly excited voice. "Bitch, I thought you were dead!" she screamed, glaring at me as if she could kill me in an instant. "Calm down, I am alive. I've just been busy," I said, avoiding Mia's gaze. I had been ignoring her calls since the breakup because I hadn't even come to terms with it. "Really? So why haven't you graced me with your presence, your highness?" she said, sounding angrier than before. "My phone had a problem, so I went to get it fixed," I replied, moving around the room, searching for ways to pacify her. "You know you're a shitty liar, right?" she said, raising an eyebrow as I froze, caught in my deceit. "I am not lying! Why wouldn't I answer you?" I replied, staring at her, hoping there wasn't sweat on my brow. "I don't know; you tell me. All I know is that you fidget a lot when you're lying." "I am just still getting over the shock of you barging in her like a wild beast " "why are you even here "I say diverting her Frome the very annoying but honest fact , making a mental to try at stop fidgeting "I see what you doing but I am going to let it's slide for now " "That better be the truth, or we will have serious problems. Capisce?" she said, glaring at me. "Capisce," I said, hugging her tightly. I missed my best friend, and it killed me not to have her with me during this difficult time. "So, why are you here?" I asked. "Can't I come to see my best friend who has been ignoring me for a long time?" she said dramatically, which reminded me of Denise. They would make good friends. "Yeah, you could have barged in during lunch, not now. So what is it?" I asked. She looked at me nervously before sighing. "The boss is looking for you," she said sadly, and I froze. "Shit.""That's it. Nothing can get worse than this," I say, rubbing my palms hard across my face in frustration. "What did I do, universe? Huh?" I ask myself, pacing back and forth while Mia bombards me with questions that are giving me migraines. "What did you do, Alex? What does he want with you?" she asks. I collapse onto my desk, wailing. "How am I supposed to know? I've done everything he asked! I worked overtime all of last week so I could take half the day off last Friday, and since today, I haven't done anything wrong," I say, biting my fingers in an attempt to organize my thoughts. "Maybe it has to do with the weekly report." "Have you sent it yet?" Mia asks. I nod frantically, unsure of what else to do. "Of course, I’ve sent the report," I replied, a hint of annoyance creeping into my voice. "You know how he is — he always demands the weekly sales performance reports before we even think about holding the board meeting," Mia said, rolling her eyes at the thought. "I
I stared at Mia in disbelief. "So, you're telling me that you didn't actually know anything? You just assumed something was wrong and decided to freak me out?" I asked, trying to keep my tone light . Mia nodded sheepishly, inching away from me as if she were anticipating my reaction. "I guess so. I just didn’t want you to be caught off guard," she admitted. I sighed, rubbing my temples to ease the tension building within me. "Mia, you’re my best friend, but sometimes your antics drive me crazy. Can’t you just let me deal with my own problems for once?" As my words hung in the air, Mia’s expression fell, hurt evident on her face. "I was just trying to help, Alex. I didn’t mean to stress you out," she replied softly. Feeling guilty, I got up and wrapped her in a hug. "I know, Mia. And I appreciate it. It's just... this thing with Mr. Gregory has me really spooked. I don’t know what he wants, but I have a bad feeling about it." Mia’s expression turned serious as she nodded in suppor
"How could you do this to me?" I yelled, my body trembling with uncontrollable anger.My boyfriend jumped away from the girl he had been holding, rushing to cover himself. Tears welled up in my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. I turned to the girl he was with and froze, staring at her for a long time, hoping my eyes were playing tricks on me."You… you’re cheating on me with your sister! That is disgusting!" I scrunched my face in disbelief. I couldn’t believe what I was witnessing—the love of my life, the person with whom I had planned my future, was cheating on me with his sister, of all people."How stupid can you be? I am not his sister!" Anastasia said with a smug smile. She laughed as she snuggled deeper into the bed—the bed I had shared with David for the past two years."What do you mean you’re not his sister? You've been acting like it for the past six years! Someone better start talking before I lose my cool!" I said, pacing back and forth. I was confused, angry, and sl
" this cannot be happening to me "The words pass through my head,when people say things like never do anything in anger cause you will regret it, listen to them because they are always right.The realization that I shouldn't have done what I did while blinded by my anger is so annoying that I feel like hitting my head against a rock a few times before digging a hole for myself and then burying myself in it.I am calm most of the time, that chill slow to anger kind of girl that no one thinks has a malicious bone in her body ,I am that kind of girl. I can't even hurt a fly for crying out loud , so why did today have to be so different. I had a gut feeling that today wasn't going to be good but brushed it off since it was David's birthday and our anniversary so I kept saying today was going to be great ,what could go wrong? I thought my gut was wrong cause beginning of the day was going great .But I was the wrong one; always trust your gut feeling because it will never ever let you do
"Am I even here right now or is this just a dream" I think silently to myself I did not expect the day to end up like this, believe me, I had many expectations on how the day would end, like us ending the day with us going to a romantic dinner, going to see a movie, and making out in the back of the theatre like teenagers, maybe we would just make dinner and cuddle on our couch with a mug of hot chocolate in hand or us even ending the day in our bedroom making love. The last scenario was my favorite because, after four years, I felt that I was finally ready to give up that part of myself. I feel like a failure because our relationship was nearly ruined by my fear and insecurities that always stopped me from going further which led to problems. Every time I forced myself to think that I was ready I would always take the initiative, would kiss him, he has never really asked if I was ready when I did that, maybe he thought I felt ready when I kissed him, or maybe he was always just bl
**Flashback** *13 Years Ago* "Why did you leave me? " I whisper silently; tears fall down my face as I stare ahead in a daze. The broken picture frame lies on the floor, with pieces of glass reflecting light at sharp angles. It reminds me of my father, who is now gone. He was kind and always put others first. I remember his laughter and warm hugs. He could make any room feel bright with just a smile. Now, that warmth is replaced by a deep emptiness. My dad is no longer here, and I struggle with mixed feelings, including some anger for him leaving me. Tears flow down my cheeks, each drop heavy with memories and sadness. It feels like just yesterday that I asked my dad to take me to our favorite ice cream shop, the one with bright lights and the smell of fresh waffle cones. I can still picture the excitement I felt when choosing the biggest sundae, piled high with rich chocolate and vanilla ice cream, whipped cream, and colorful sprinkles. After our ice cream, we would curl up on
"Finally, you are awake. I have been waiting for you to open your eyes," a soft voice gently breaks through the fog of my mind, gradually clearing the blurriness surrounding me.As my vision sharpens, I begin to discern the sterile, white ceiling above me, its stark brightness contrasting with the chaotic thoughts swirling in my head."So, it was all just a dream," I muse, a wave of relief washing over me. "Thank God I don't have to relive that nightmare." The darkness of my recent memories lingers, still haunting the edges of my consciousness.As I struggle to piece together what has just transpired, a torrent of questions floods my mind. Where am I? How did I end up here?"Oh, honey, don't cry," the voice chimes again, and I strain to identify the speaker. My eyes dart around the room, but I cannot recognize the face before me. I fumble in my recollections, trying desperately to make sense of this unfamiliar presence."You poor girl, let me help you," the tender voice continues. I h
"why didn't you come for me ""I know that with everything that has happened, you wouldn't want to see me.""But I was seriously injured. Isn't that enough to set aside everything that has happened and come see me?" I can't believe,I am still hung up on David,I am so pathetic.I stare out the window in a daze. I have been here for more than 24 hours, just staring into space and wondering if David will walk into the room to ask me how I'm doing instead of the nurse, Denise.Denise is sweet and loving. She makes sure that I am comfortable and tries many ways to distract me from my horrible breakup. I appreciate her efforts a lot; not many people can do what she is doing. I know it is not personal because I am a total stranger to her. I can tell that it is part of her nature, which makes her lovable.I try my best not to look like a product of a bad breakup when she is around so she doesn't get worried. I have heard stories from her about how a girl committed suicide because her boyfrie
I stared at Mia in disbelief. "So, you're telling me that you didn't actually know anything? You just assumed something was wrong and decided to freak me out?" I asked, trying to keep my tone light . Mia nodded sheepishly, inching away from me as if she were anticipating my reaction. "I guess so. I just didn’t want you to be caught off guard," she admitted. I sighed, rubbing my temples to ease the tension building within me. "Mia, you’re my best friend, but sometimes your antics drive me crazy. Can’t you just let me deal with my own problems for once?" As my words hung in the air, Mia’s expression fell, hurt evident on her face. "I was just trying to help, Alex. I didn’t mean to stress you out," she replied softly. Feeling guilty, I got up and wrapped her in a hug. "I know, Mia. And I appreciate it. It's just... this thing with Mr. Gregory has me really spooked. I don’t know what he wants, but I have a bad feeling about it." Mia’s expression turned serious as she nodded in suppor
"That's it. Nothing can get worse than this," I say, rubbing my palms hard across my face in frustration. "What did I do, universe? Huh?" I ask myself, pacing back and forth while Mia bombards me with questions that are giving me migraines. "What did you do, Alex? What does he want with you?" she asks. I collapse onto my desk, wailing. "How am I supposed to know? I've done everything he asked! I worked overtime all of last week so I could take half the day off last Friday, and since today, I haven't done anything wrong," I say, biting my fingers in an attempt to organize my thoughts. "Maybe it has to do with the weekly report." "Have you sent it yet?" Mia asks. I nod frantically, unsure of what else to do. "Of course, I’ve sent the report," I replied, a hint of annoyance creeping into my voice. "You know how he is — he always demands the weekly sales performance reports before we even think about holding the board meeting," Mia said, rolling her eyes at the thought. "I
"Are you going to tell me now?" I ask Denise as she wheels me to the hospital discharge area, humming 'Sugar' by Maroon 5. "Okay, I will tell you. Your—" "Why are we passing the hospital checkout?" I interrupt, forgetting about what she was about to say. "Well, that's the good news." "What do you mean?" I ask as she pushes me toward the exit, unexpectedly guiding me to my car. It looks like it wasn't hit by another car at all; it seems even better than it was before. "Your prince charming paid your hospital bills and brought your car here," she says with a giant smile. "What do you mean he paid my hospital bills? How could you let him do that? He doesn't even know me!" I say, my voice a mix of disbelief and anger as I glare at her. She bursts into a fit of laughter, her eyes sparkling with delight as she seems to float away into a daydream. "Isn't that just so romantic? He even brought your car here!" she replies, her gaze drifting dreamily towards the ceiling as if envisioning
"why didn't you come for me ""I know that with everything that has happened, you wouldn't want to see me.""But I was seriously injured. Isn't that enough to set aside everything that has happened and come see me?" I can't believe,I am still hung up on David,I am so pathetic.I stare out the window in a daze. I have been here for more than 24 hours, just staring into space and wondering if David will walk into the room to ask me how I'm doing instead of the nurse, Denise.Denise is sweet and loving. She makes sure that I am comfortable and tries many ways to distract me from my horrible breakup. I appreciate her efforts a lot; not many people can do what she is doing. I know it is not personal because I am a total stranger to her. I can tell that it is part of her nature, which makes her lovable.I try my best not to look like a product of a bad breakup when she is around so she doesn't get worried. I have heard stories from her about how a girl committed suicide because her boyfrie
"Finally, you are awake. I have been waiting for you to open your eyes," a soft voice gently breaks through the fog of my mind, gradually clearing the blurriness surrounding me.As my vision sharpens, I begin to discern the sterile, white ceiling above me, its stark brightness contrasting with the chaotic thoughts swirling in my head."So, it was all just a dream," I muse, a wave of relief washing over me. "Thank God I don't have to relive that nightmare." The darkness of my recent memories lingers, still haunting the edges of my consciousness.As I struggle to piece together what has just transpired, a torrent of questions floods my mind. Where am I? How did I end up here?"Oh, honey, don't cry," the voice chimes again, and I strain to identify the speaker. My eyes dart around the room, but I cannot recognize the face before me. I fumble in my recollections, trying desperately to make sense of this unfamiliar presence."You poor girl, let me help you," the tender voice continues. I h
**Flashback** *13 Years Ago* "Why did you leave me? " I whisper silently; tears fall down my face as I stare ahead in a daze. The broken picture frame lies on the floor, with pieces of glass reflecting light at sharp angles. It reminds me of my father, who is now gone. He was kind and always put others first. I remember his laughter and warm hugs. He could make any room feel bright with just a smile. Now, that warmth is replaced by a deep emptiness. My dad is no longer here, and I struggle with mixed feelings, including some anger for him leaving me. Tears flow down my cheeks, each drop heavy with memories and sadness. It feels like just yesterday that I asked my dad to take me to our favorite ice cream shop, the one with bright lights and the smell of fresh waffle cones. I can still picture the excitement I felt when choosing the biggest sundae, piled high with rich chocolate and vanilla ice cream, whipped cream, and colorful sprinkles. After our ice cream, we would curl up on
"Am I even here right now or is this just a dream" I think silently to myself I did not expect the day to end up like this, believe me, I had many expectations on how the day would end, like us ending the day with us going to a romantic dinner, going to see a movie, and making out in the back of the theatre like teenagers, maybe we would just make dinner and cuddle on our couch with a mug of hot chocolate in hand or us even ending the day in our bedroom making love. The last scenario was my favorite because, after four years, I felt that I was finally ready to give up that part of myself. I feel like a failure because our relationship was nearly ruined by my fear and insecurities that always stopped me from going further which led to problems. Every time I forced myself to think that I was ready I would always take the initiative, would kiss him, he has never really asked if I was ready when I did that, maybe he thought I felt ready when I kissed him, or maybe he was always just bl
" this cannot be happening to me "The words pass through my head,when people say things like never do anything in anger cause you will regret it, listen to them because they are always right.The realization that I shouldn't have done what I did while blinded by my anger is so annoying that I feel like hitting my head against a rock a few times before digging a hole for myself and then burying myself in it.I am calm most of the time, that chill slow to anger kind of girl that no one thinks has a malicious bone in her body ,I am that kind of girl. I can't even hurt a fly for crying out loud , so why did today have to be so different. I had a gut feeling that today wasn't going to be good but brushed it off since it was David's birthday and our anniversary so I kept saying today was going to be great ,what could go wrong? I thought my gut was wrong cause beginning of the day was going great .But I was the wrong one; always trust your gut feeling because it will never ever let you do
"How could you do this to me?" I yelled, my body trembling with uncontrollable anger.My boyfriend jumped away from the girl he had been holding, rushing to cover himself. Tears welled up in my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. I turned to the girl he was with and froze, staring at her for a long time, hoping my eyes were playing tricks on me."You… you’re cheating on me with your sister! That is disgusting!" I scrunched my face in disbelief. I couldn’t believe what I was witnessing—the love of my life, the person with whom I had planned my future, was cheating on me with his sister, of all people."How stupid can you be? I am not his sister!" Anastasia said with a smug smile. She laughed as she snuggled deeper into the bed—the bed I had shared with David for the past two years."What do you mean you’re not his sister? You've been acting like it for the past six years! Someone better start talking before I lose my cool!" I said, pacing back and forth. I was confused, angry, and sl