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Bölüm 30: I Dislike Whatever God May Be
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2024-07-14 19:00:43× Trix ×
× 3 Hours Ago ×
I had made up my mind to rule with an iron fist. My father, despite his physical strength, ruled with kindness, always hoping to win loyalty through respect and understanding.
But what did that get him? Disdain and disrespect. People took advantage of his sacrifices, and our pack suffered for it. I couldn’t let that happen under my rule. I wanted my people to fear me. Because fear meant control. And control meant security.
But how could they fear someone who couldn’t protect them? How could they respect an Alpha who allowed chaos to reign?
It’s not enough to just be strong, you hav
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