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Bölüm 29: Why The Hell Can't I Be Normal?
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2024-10-29 19:42:56× Dixie ×
Jennie squeezes my shoulder. “You’re doing great. Just a little more.”
“A little more, she says,” I mutter, taking another breath. This time, I focus on the feeling of being human, the way my skin feels, the way I move.
The pain is excruciating, but I force myself to stay with it. My bones crack and shift, and for a moment, I think I’ve done it. But then the pain overwhelms me, and I’m back to my wolf form. “Shit, shit, shit!”
“You’re almost there. One more try,” Jennie says, her voice steady.
I’m shaking now, I want to give up but I&r
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