Emily P.O.VI really adored Bryan, and after he even helped out with the twins here and there. I just knew he was the most incredible man yet. We spent the entire day together even after Cat and Keegan left with the twins, we stayed in bed most of the day and watched Netflix and ate take out. We talked and got to know each other a lot better. He made me feel comfortable especially after he got my best friends approval. Cat really liked him and I was grateful, I really wanted all of my friends to get along. When the evening rolled around he told me he had to head home since he had fur babies at home, and that even made the whole feeling inside of me worse. Because I was always taught a person who loves animals are a keeper, so I didn’t even have a second thought when he kissed me goodbye, once again my mind wandered towards Caleb and I really wanted to know what his kisses would feel like. This all on its own made me feel like an absolute terrible person, here I was with the most incr
Emily P.O.VThings were going great with me and Bryan, he couldn’t see each other every single day like I would’ve liked but overall every time we did see each other we were making out like teenagers. It’s just every time my mind would start to wander towards Caleb, I hated the idea it felt like I was being unfaithful. Me and Alexa met up for lunch and even though she isn’t the best friend I would love to share this with I knew she would never judge me. We sat looking at one another and I have to admit motherhood fitted her well. “So why do I get the honor of being the only one invited to lunch?” I sighed fuck how do I even start this “Okay so, I cannot discuss this with Cat, I mean she is our best friend but she is also black or white no in between and she is always the right way and all, and somehow I feel like I am betraying her in the process.” Alexa placed her order just like me and she started smiling “you know she’s the last person on earth that’s judgmental to right?” Aren’t
3years ago"You look beautiful sweetheart, this time it will be different I promise". I heard that so many times I have lost count luckily for me, I don't live with my mom anymore. I live on campus second year of college, I graduated highschool 2years earlier. So I don't have to go through all of this all over again. There is so many times I missed my twin sister she would have so much to say right now. So here we go again, I take one last look in the mirror my natural white blond hair frames my face. I left it the way it is, it's long and curly. One of the many features all 8 my girlfriends love to rave about. I have to admit I adore my hair, it's long and goes down just underneath my waist. I never wore makeup unless I went out, which is why I could hardly recognize myself. My pink and purple colored eyes were framed with my extra long eyelashes. I were the only person in the world with pink and purple colored eyes and to mom it made me special and unique. In the eyes of the world i
Present"Look whose here" Alexandria calls over my shoulder. The music is extremely loud, and with the bright lights I can barely hear or see anything. But I turned around and yes there he is. Keegan, it's funny how he just always happen to be around. Its strange really,but then again this is his club so I shouldn't be that suprised. He looked sexy as hell as always, not much have changed in that category. Women just lined up, I mean he is sort of the whole package deal right. Intellegent, attractive, wealthy,bad boy exterior. Two women on either side of him just drinking his usual whiskey. But he is staring right at me, eyes dark and as he tilts up the glass taking a sip without taking his eyes off of me. I sort of wonder what is going through his mind right now. It's always been like this, his eyes follow me everywhere wherever I go. I always feel like the prey, and him the tiger. Why not a lion? well the male lion never do the hunting the female does. And once again the reason I
Deep breath in, deep breath out. I tried like hell to calm myself, I have been shaking non stop since I left the club. I couldn't breathe, just breathe. I cried all the way home. I can't believe what I just did, why do I keep doing this to myself. Why do I keep getting myself in situations like these. I struggled to sleep throughout the night, I suffered from insomnia I barely slept and when I did I had severe night terrors. Waking up screaming, crying. So I would stay up and write some songs, or busy myself with art.I walked around my apartment, I love my place. It might be small, but it's always filled with laughter. I learned quite early in life that it's not the size of the house it's the friends,family, smiles and laughter that makes it a home. And my 2bedroom apartment have a lot of memories branded within these walls. I took a moment to just breathe it all in, all the times we shared and all the trouble me and my friends love to get into. I guess we each have something in commo
I barely made it home after dinner that night, when my phone started it's familiar ringtone. " Just checking in" And everybody started calling out their names, one after the other. I love my group of crazy friends they always knew how to make me feel good. Each one would say their names and started talking about their day,it was our thing. Until they all turned their attention to me."So how was your day Cat? Oh, and how was dinner with your fam?" Everbody went silent waiting for my reply, should I tell? " My reply tipped everybody off, it's what happens if you know each other for as long as we did. "It went great, jip my day was great, dinner was great. Everything went just great" Thats the moment they knew something was up. "Was Keegan there?" Of course Alexa would ask that." Jip" My voice started to shake as memories of the night started to flood back. "And? how is he?" And just like that I couldn't keep it to myself any longer and I just started telling them everything. The line we
A year ago"Come here your whore" Jason yelled at me. He loved to call me that when we went out and some of his friends were looking at me. I got severly punished if another man looked at me, which caused me to completely change my style. I never wore revealing clothing anymore,and never did my makeup. Yet, I always got punished, I was never allowed to talk to another guy. And whenever we were around his friends, I had to look down talking to him. It weren't always like this, in the start of or relationship he was respectful, loving and caring. He always opened up the car door for me, and I fell inlove he always reminded me of how lucky I am to have a guy like him. And at first I believed him, he worked hard and I was so invested in us. I wanted to make him happpy in all the ways he made me happy. I made him my entire life, at first he didn't want me to go out with my girlfriends. Scared I might get hurt, and it made me feel like he truly cared about my well being. So my girlfriends w
For the next week me and Keegan texted nonstop, All trying to figure out exactly where we both might be heading to,trying our best to compromise and meet each other half way, he wanted a relationship. An all exclusive relationship, with the extremely big possibility of marriage and a family. I tried to negotiate for something a little more lighthearted. Since I am a poor negotiator trying to negotiate with a business man I decided it just weren't the effort. So instead I came up with the idea of rules, we called it the rules of engagement. And these were my terms and conditions. 1. I struggle with trust, every single man me or my mom dated cheated. So I have to know that, that's off the table. I have full access to you whenever I want or need you. 2. No working late, if you're not at the office where you are suppose to be. 3. Girlsnight is a very big deal for me, you are allowed to tag along. But I do not want to see you or hear you unless, you're there to protect me. It's an exclusiv
Emily P.O.VThings were going great with me and Bryan, he couldn’t see each other every single day like I would’ve liked but overall every time we did see each other we were making out like teenagers. It’s just every time my mind would start to wander towards Caleb, I hated the idea it felt like I was being unfaithful. Me and Alexa met up for lunch and even though she isn’t the best friend I would love to share this with I knew she would never judge me. We sat looking at one another and I have to admit motherhood fitted her well. “So why do I get the honor of being the only one invited to lunch?” I sighed fuck how do I even start this “Okay so, I cannot discuss this with Cat, I mean she is our best friend but she is also black or white no in between and she is always the right way and all, and somehow I feel like I am betraying her in the process.” Alexa placed her order just like me and she started smiling “you know she’s the last person on earth that’s judgmental to right?” Aren’t
Emily P.O.VI really adored Bryan, and after he even helped out with the twins here and there. I just knew he was the most incredible man yet. We spent the entire day together even after Cat and Keegan left with the twins, we stayed in bed most of the day and watched Netflix and ate take out. We talked and got to know each other a lot better. He made me feel comfortable especially after he got my best friends approval. Cat really liked him and I was grateful, I really wanted all of my friends to get along. When the evening rolled around he told me he had to head home since he had fur babies at home, and that even made the whole feeling inside of me worse. Because I was always taught a person who loves animals are a keeper, so I didn’t even have a second thought when he kissed me goodbye, once again my mind wandered towards Caleb and I really wanted to know what his kisses would feel like. This all on its own made me feel like an absolute terrible person, here I was with the most incr
Emily P.O.V We both woke up the next morning wrapped up into each other’s embrace and since it was Saturday we got to sleep in a little. But his snoring must be a turn down right now, speaking of the turbo engine all fired up. He nearly had me off of the couch, his one arm thrown over his eyes to shield off the sun streaming in through the curtains. There was no sleeping in with this man, so I got up and started with the coffee I couldn’t really cook so we will have to go out and grab some. But with my luck Cat showed up with Keegan and their babies. That’s right I forgot to lock up last night, but to be honest Cat had no idea of privacy. Since she and Keegan had an open door policy she assumed all of us had. Before I didn’t mind, but I think Keegan might be a little intimidating for Bryan. Especially since Caleb was mad at me and thrown into the mix. But the moment that door burst open and I heard my screaming babies my heart didn’t care about anything right now, Bryan jumped up wi
Emily P.O.VI really liked talking to Caleb, I texted him earlier during the day and told him I had a date that night and asked if he would be able to save me should it happen that everything turned out horribly, for some kind of reason he disliked the idea of me going out on another date. He was short and asked where I was heading to. I gave him all the details and even though I was late tonight like always things turned out great. Bryan was a really nice guy, had a stable job and lived in his own place. He told me he was single and loved the outdoors and asked a lot about me. I enjoyed the company and he was at least a seven. He made me laugh which were a really big deal, I always loved a guy with a good sense of humor. He paid the bill and didn’t expect anything. He offered me a ride home but that was it, we shared a really nice kiss and even though the was no fireworks or me being turned on it wasn’t that bad either. Although by the time Caleb came out of the restaurant and Bryan
Emily P.O.VA couple of days later we were having our annual friend’s BBQ at Catalya and Keegan’s house. Their new born babies were so damn cute and a part of me was seriously jealous of them. Alexa’s baby boy to and our idea of fun as friends changed, truth be told I was incredibly grateful I hated having to always run for the baseball bat in my car’s trunk to defend my gorgeous friends. They all meant the world to me and protecting them was my only priority, because let’s face facts even though I might have my slight differences with Alexa and some of the other goody two shoes in our group we all are inseparable and love each other more than anything. But people had a neck for hurting Catalya since she is the sweetest and loving thing in the world. And the fact that both her and Alexa was now mommies and engaged was incredibly satisfying but also the envy I felt towards them wasn’t poisonous either. I admired both of them and they were truly the most incredible parents together wit
Emily P.O.VI should’ve known this day would end like this, in an absolute disaster. But no, I just had to come out to this darn date. My day started of like this, first the air was hot and humid. So much so that the sweat ran down my back, my make-up ended up in a complete disaster not to mention my hair. My heel broke before I even made it to work, I then broke of the other so that my feet could at least be equal height. After this I had a horrible day at work, meetings from start to finish and of course I did all of this with my broken heels and smudged make-up. After work I drove home and got a flat tire, I had to fix it all on my own because well this is how I grew up. Independent, I made it home just in time to grab a quick shower, dress and doll myself up for my super-hot date. We met on Tinder and I couldn’t wait we hit it off since I swiped left and he seemed really nice. But as soon as I stepped outside the day’s hot humid air collected into thunderstorm cloud hanging above
Richard P.O.VThe first time I met Rose was at a strip club, she was a dancer and I was swept away by her beauty and grace. The way she danced with elegance swaying her hips from side to side, her confidence was incredible. I of course came every single week to see her dance and later it turned into lap dances just to feel her, touch her. She was the most breathtaking thing I have ever seen and I wanted more. I made her an offer not even she could refuse and after I treated her like a queen I loved and adored her. I couldn’t wait to go back home just to see her. She gave me the most incredible gift the day she birthed my son and I thought my life couldn’t get more perfect. Yes, there was a lot of flaws like how she constantly tried to find fault in our marriage and how she always tried to run from our perfect life. But I worked even harder each time to prove her wrong and wishing she could see how wonderful life is and could be. The problem was truly her family she was a gang princess
Keegan P.O.VAfter our encounter with my and Alexa’s mother me and Kade discussed calling our group together, we will have to find a way to get our siblings out of that fucking town and we might be able to strike a deal if we knew what they would want. But right now, it would be impossible without a sit down. Me and Kitten had to call our parents and tell them about our little visitor. We didn’t want them to be as shocked and caught of guard like we were. We told them everything and quite honestly my father was not even surprised he told us that my mother always had certain ways and looking for ways out and this sent red flags for Alexa. I could see the way she started to feel uncomfortable. We had a team meeting and we started working all angles, “I don’t want Kitten anywhere near this, she would sacrifice herself to safe our siblings and that is not even a option.” Everybody were in agreeance truth be told we knew Alexa wouldn’t do something stupid like that, unless Kitten is invol
Alexa P.O.VI sat there in silence took shocked to move, I struggled to comprehend what this woman just said. We all sat there riveted in our places. Nobody moved or said a word. Fuck I was struggling to breathe as it felt like I was being suffocated. Even Rose sat there frozen in one spot, we all knew the gang Rose talked about as well as the man who me and Cat shared as a father. But I did not know this woman or anything about her, I mean looking at her she might as well be the older version of me but the rest was staggering. I got up to take a walk I needed to process all of this, but Kade got up with me. This did explain a fucking lot to me like how my mother nor my father gave two shits about me. Holy shit I turned around and looked at all of us,” Holy shit, just think our mother” I pointed between me and Keegan “fucked your father and Cat’s father not to mention my adoptive father or whatever you call him. And people tend to think I’m a slut. Seems like it travels in waves and i