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"Look whose here" Alexandria calls over my shoulder. The music is extremely loud, and with the bright lights I can barely hear or see anything. But I turned around and yes there he is. Keegan, it's funny how he just always happen to be around. Its strange really,but then again this is his club so I shouldn't be that suprised. He looked sexy as hell as always, not much have changed in that category.

Women just lined up, I mean he is sort of the whole package deal right. Intellegent, attractive, wealthy,bad boy exterior. Two women on either side of him just drinking his usual whiskey. But he is staring right at me, eyes dark and as he tilts up the glass taking a sip without taking his eyes off of me. I sort of wonder what is going through his mind right now. It's always been like this, his eyes follow me everywhere wherever I go.

I always feel like the prey, and him the tiger. Why not a lion? well the male lion never do the hunting the female does. And once again the reason I do not fathom the reason why men shoulf do the hunting these days.

"He still can't take his eyes off of you." Alexa smirks, hell she looks smoking hot as always. All eight my girls are here tonight the one looking hotter than the other. Our group started when I was only 5years old. It consisted of me and Mikayla, my twin sister. We couldn't be more different though, she had a severe speaking disorder named selective mutism. Which basically means she only spoke to me and through me. Which gave me no choice but to adapt, me myself have an extremely huge IQ which makes communication difficult for me. But since we had no other choice I had to adjust.

We met Alexa first she is gorgeous, she's a lot taller and build like a supermodel. I truelly admire her beauty, with beautiful green eyes. She is probably the only red head without freckels and just owns her inner feisty and fierce persona. We always have arguments since she just loved to speak her mind. She studied business and since she's the only heir to her fathers company, she will take over as CEO without a doubt.

"What is up with that? He is always around a group of women, just waiting to say the word. Yet, he keeps making me feel uncomfortable?" He was still staring at me, and boy it was giving me the chills.

"Maybe he just loves to look at you, or you know what? You should stare him down see who breaks first"

"I've tried that remember, it ended up with me being all turned on."

"So you do admit that he turns you on"

And just like that the conversation was over, no way I was admitting to that part. I took a last sip of my whiskey and tailed out of there to the dance floor still seeing her laugh.

I hated how she does that, all of them had a way of just getting the truth right out of me. I started moving my body slowly to the rythm of the music, and just giving up control. I have always loved dancing it's such a big part of who I am.

As I swayed from side to side I felt big hands wrap around me, I knew exactly who it was without even checking. I smelled that familiar cologne and felt the spark of electricity ran through me. I didn't have to check,I just knew so I kept moving. I started grinding up against him, hell why do I feel so damn safe right now, in his arms with him so darn close. He pulled me closer, flush up against him. I could feel his shaft harden against my back, and I knew he was turned on. I rolled my head back against his chest and felt his breath against my neck as he started flowering me with small kisses. His hands following a trail of heat all over me where ever he touched. And when his thumb softly brushed over my breast leaving fire in it's wake trailing heat straight down to my core i couldn't stiffle the moan that escaped my lips.

What the fuck am I doing, hell what are we doing. I can't be the only one to blame for this. He turned me around slowly, his feather like touch as if I could break at any moment. Keegan, I knew it his eyes dark with desire. He leaned in and kissed me soft and slow. Taking his time with his one hand gently on my lower back and the other softly tilting my head up to give him better access.

I gasped on impact as our lips touched, as he deepend the kiss. Our tongues entwined and my legs started to feel weak. He only broke away for us to catch a breath, his eyes still half wooded and filled with lust. I have never felt so turned on by just one kiss, my core was pulsing I wanted more,needed more.

"Keegan? Baby can we go home now?"

And just like that the spell was broken, I felt like a ice cold water just showered me. And I immediately stepped out of his embrace, his touch. As if I just got burned, men will never change. I felt my cheeks burn up as a blush crept on my face realizing I just kissed my stepbrother. And was caught kissing somebody elses lover, my eyes connected with a gorgeous woman. Feeling embarassed I turned around and tried to make it through the crowd to get to my car, and to my home so that no one can see me cry. I heard him screaming my name, but just tried to battle my way through. Without stopping, and without looking back.

Keegan P.O.V

I can't take my fucking eyes off of her. I have tried over the years to get her out of my damn mind. Tried fucking everything that moved, tried choosing blonde women. But it's no use, my cousins wanted to get out tonight and since I knew Catalya would be here there was no stopping me. I almost flew out of that damn place as if my ass were on fire, I knew every single move she made. I had security trailing her where ever she went. I couldn't control it any longer, I have been waiting for years. I had to see her go through the worst things imaginable and couldn't take the pain away. Touch her or hold her, she stayed away from me as if I were a corrupt criminal. Everytime we had family dinners she wouldn't even look my way.

I compeletly lost it when she started dating one asshole after another, men who weren't worthy of her. Parading her around as if she was just pretty arm candy, no one saw her like I did. No one knew her like I didHer open hand, always giving. Volunteering at orphanges, Navy SEAL and Marine centre, Centres for abused woman and children, animal shelters even old age homes. She has the biggest heart, and loved to give. She would order more food and give it to the homeless, and hate to be seen. They never saw it, maybe that is why I have been losing my shit. She continously went for the wrong men, hiding behind that beautiful smile and carefree laughter. While I were stuck hearing the lies of falling down the stairs or seeing the bruises that covered her. Making excuses, for her behavior continously apologizing for no reason.

But tonight I had enough, my cousin came all the way from Italy for a visit. I haven't seen them in years, so I decided to bring her to one of my clubs. I knew it was Catalyas favourite one, there were loads of security. And she felt save here, I could see her from a mile away. And always she had every single mans attention, that outfit though left next to nothing for the imagination. And those fuck me heels were branded into my mind, she wore a low halter black dress that came belowe the navel. Her belly ring glistening everytime the light turned, the dress were midthigh and I knew her back would be fully exposed. Her hair up into a sleek back high ponytail, and fuck she were laughing. And as always she just lit up the whole damn room. The whole night I just sat there staring, not hearing a single word they all said. Just looking at her, our eyes connected like they have been all night and everytime I felt like being burned alive.

After she and her girlfriend Alexa exchanged some words she swallowed her whiskey, and licked off her lips. Fuck it made me hot every damn thing she did played over and over in my mind. I followed her to the dance floor, she swayed her body from side to side and I couldn't help myself as I started following her lead.

She started grinding up against me, it took every single grain of self control not to drag her sexy little ass out of here, into my car, and to my place to make endless damn love to her. To show her how it's done by a real fucking man, how a woman like her should be treated. Make her feel good, putting her needs infront of his own. Worshipping her body for hours, my hands wonderd her body slowly. She reminded me of those collectable dolls my grandma had, made out of porcelein. Easy to break and compeletly fragile, i started kissing her neck and as my finger brushed against her breast I heard her moan. Fuck! That was the most incredible sound I have ever heard, it was soft just like her. I swear there is nothing I would not do for this woman. I turned her around and staired into those big gorgeous eyes. They were clouded by desire and lust, I were sure they marred my own. I leaned closer and softly kissed her, I were sure she was going to slap me. But instead she mealted into my arms, fireworks exploded, my body heating to a thousand degrees. Sparks of electricity ignited all over me, I couldn't control the shiver running up and down my spine of pure pleasure and bliss. The woman that I craved,desired,adored finally tasting her lips against my own. Her scent of vanilla and strawberries surrounding me, her taste like whiskey and chocolate. My new favourite taste, I broke the kiss just to catch my breath.

"Keegan baby can we go home now?"

My cousin asked, something in my little Kittens eyes changed. Her cheeks flushed even through the lights I could see it, her lips still swollen from my kisses. And then she ran, through the crowd. I started chasing after her, but to no avail. I called her but she didn't even look back. I felt empty the moment she stepped out of my embrace,the moment she left. I need her back.

After I took my cousins back home the events of the night kept replying in my mind. Everything from start to finish, questions arouse that I needed answers to. I kept calling and texting but her phone was switched off, and I were sent straight to voicemail. I couldn't sleep, I lost track of how many damn times I jerked off to her that night. Imaging her, touching her, hearing her moans feeling her withering underneath me. I imagined her eyes half hooded and mouth agaped as I bring her to climax over and over again.

After spending the whole fucking night in a cold shower, it hit me. Stacy called me baby. Did my little Kitten think I was seeing someone? That I would kiss her while dating someone else, it would make sense how everything changed. Plus Stacy asked if I wanted to go home, home. She must've thought I were seeing Stacy and then. Fuck! I need to see her. She needs to hear me out, and this time after tasting her there's no turning back. I am coming for her, I want her no more running. No more hiding. I won't stop until she's all mine and she knows it.