Shame!
There is nothing more embarrassing than accusing something that is not according to the truth. Ah, Nana! What is wrong with you? To do something stupid like that. I shouldn't be careless in my actions.
This is embarrassing. Valid no debate!
"Nana! Wait for me!"
Chiko ran after me. Geez, I can't help but be embarrassed to face him.
As if I didn't hear Chiko's scream, I hastened my pace even more.
"Na, your lecturer keeps calling. Stop your steps."
I glared sharply at Darel. "Don't mind him, just let it go. Hurry his way!"
"You have to apologize to him. Stop now and meet him or you become a coward."
Instantly I stopped my steps. don't accept it with Darel telling me like that.
"What are you saying? I'm not a coward, huh!" I threw a punch to Darel's arm.
Darel chuckled. "So don't avoid it. Quickly meet him and apologize to him. It's all your fault too."
"Yes, I'm just ashamed beside, right, that girl could l
Back to my usual routine, I'm ready to go to campus. Wearing a plain black t-shirt combined with a black plaid shirt, a knee-length skirt that matches the white t-shirt and shoes. This time I tied my hair together. last I put perfume on several points of the body.Smile looking at the reflection of the flat mirror. "All right, Nana. You are a beautiful and cute girl too." Praise yourself for the truth. Everyone admits that I'm beautiful.Grabbed the bag on the study table, then stepped out of the room. Going down the stairs and approaching Nichol who was already at the dining table."Good morning, Nichol!""Morning!"Breakfast is served at the dining table. Immediately I had breakfast before leaving."Na," Nichol called."Yes, what is up?" I asked without looking at him."Are you serious about marrying Chiko?"A relaxed head nod in response. I scooped a spoonful of fried rice into my mouth."Remember, Na. Marriage is a sacr
I was struggling when Sarah suddenly grabbed my hand and led me to the bathroom."Let go of my hand!""Shut up! Come with me, don't protest!"And to make it even more difficult for me to escape Sarah's grip, two of Sarah's friends came to help take me to the bathroom.My body was pushed in until it hit the bathroom wall. Then I heard the door locked."What are you doing ?!" I asked him who was also in the bathroom with me.Sarah is shortening the distance from me even more. "I'm warning you, don't hang out with Mr. ChikoI do not like it!"I smiled sarcastically. Shake his head in disbelief that Sarah did something like this to me just because of Chiko."So what if I hang out with Mr. Chiko? You don't accept it?"Please remember, that I'm not the type to be bullied like this. And Sarah had wronged me."No! I don't like you being close to Mr. Chiko!""Who has the right to ask me to stay away from Mr. Chiko? Are you his
A medium-sized red box is now in my hand. I don't know what's in the box and I don't know who sent this to me. Suddenly when I got home, I immediately greeted this object at the door."Is it open or not? Could it be a bomb? It's really scary."I brought the red box into the house. Sitting on the sofa and immediately opening the box to see what's inside. Maybe there will also be the name of the sender.I took out the small fold of paper that was inside. There must be the name of the sender here or there are only mysterious words like in movies.Dear Future WifeThere is a dress shipment from your future Mom-in-law. Can't wait for tonight she said ♡#ILoveYou#IAlwaysLoveYou#Chiko"Oh, My GodI swear what is it from Mr. Chiko's mother? "I immediately took out something that was in there. And yes, there is a simple knee-length blue dress."Very beautiful." I was amazed by this dress. Oath! This is very beautiful. surely
At dinner with the Chiko family. I felt uncomfortable with the gaze from Rose. She looks at me like a lion ready to pounce on its prey. I'm not afraid, it's just uncomfortable."Chiko is smart, choosing a future wife who is beautiful like Nana."I smiled shyly at the compliment from Aunt Mike, which I thought was exaggerated. Moreover, there are still many women out there who are prettier than me."So, when are you two getting married? If possible as soon as possible. Don't delay too long. Not good." Now Uncle Renal opened the voice."No marriage between you!" Rose shouted no accepting. Makes me even more wondering. What does he dislike about me? Moreover, we just met today."Enough, Rose!" Aunt Mike looks angry. "Shut up and eat or go now!"Rose got up from her chair. then suddenly she spilled a drink on my shirt."Aaaa!""Rose!" Chiko's voice was heard. He was very angry with his half-sister. To the extent that he got up from his sit
How does it feel to love without being loved? It feels like you are hugging a cactus tree. The tighter you hug, the more pain it will be.I had thought that the love that was heralded by many people as the most beautiful taste, was not as beautiful as my imagination. too complex to be digested by the mind.Love is evil, as evil as a snatch that takes someone else's property by force. It tastes like Ayu Tingting chili sauce. In the end, it makes you hurt!How does it feel to love without being loved? Painful! Loving someone who doesn't have the same love as us, would be very painful.I thought for a moment, the love that many people are so proud of as the most beautiful taste, in fact is not as beautiful as my imagination. Too complicated to be digested by the mind.My name is Naditya Ryder. Students in well-known elite schools.Stood among the dozens of people present watching. With all his strength to endure the turmoil of an increasi
Three years have passed. After graduating from high school, Naura and I continued our education by studying at one of the elite campuses in the city of Jakarta. Meanwhile, Darel decided to study in America. Because Darel has always dreamed of studying there.About moving on itself is not as easy as turning your palm. Moreover, there are many beautiful memories that we went through before. Even after Darel and Dinda dated, our friendship did not affect us. Still going well with my feelings which are still for him.Our communication is still going well. It's just that it's not like before, we've begun to be busy with our respective activities. When there is free time, Darel comes to Indonesia and we spend time together on vacation to several cities. Even though Dinda is still Darel's lover, Darel never interferes in her love affair with us. That's what makes it even harder for me to move on from him.After three years have passed, until now I am still single. But don
Hearing Daddy's sentence, my knees suddenly weak. I saw Chiko throw a big smile at my parents. Then he turned towards me, I quickly turned my face in another direction. I still can't believe that this isn't a dream. Why Chiko do something like this?"Thank you, Uncle, Auntie. I will try to keep Naditya happy. Then, how about Naditya? You haven't answered her yet."And now he's asking me. I'm still gawking in disbelief. I looked one by one the faces of Daddy and Mommy. I feel like there is no oxygen in this room anymore.My eyes closed, exhaled heavily. The lecturer who students admire the most on campus, came to the house and met my parents to propose to me? Hahaha, I still can't believe it. I bet this is just a prank."Original, sit horrified his words," I said and then got up from a sitting position. "Better now Mr. Chiko goes home and forgets everything that happened today. ""Na ...."Turned to Mommy who threw a warning look. "Sorry, Mom. I ha
The course should have finished thirty minutes ago, but Mr. Toto just left the classroom now. And it succeeded in inviting curses and grumbles from the students. Including me."Crazy is a lecturer if you already talk like forgetting how to stop. It's a lecturer who corrupts time. Plus, he changed the schedule from the afternoon. Uh, annoying!" I said."Never mind, let's eat first. I'm so hungry, sorry for the worm in my stomach for holding concerts for hours."I nodded. "Yes, Ra. I'm also hungry.""The usual chicken huh. I really miss eating there," Naura suggested and I could only say yes.Arriving at our destination, we immediately ordered the food menu and ate it until the stomach was full.After eating, Naura and I didn't go home right away. We gossiped happily first, talking about the hot news until we couldn't remember the time. With the sound of the cellphone clinking indicating an incoming chat, Naura immediately opened it."Na
At dinner with the Chiko family. I felt uncomfortable with the gaze from Rose. She looks at me like a lion ready to pounce on its prey. I'm not afraid, it's just uncomfortable."Chiko is smart, choosing a future wife who is beautiful like Nana."I smiled shyly at the compliment from Aunt Mike, which I thought was exaggerated. Moreover, there are still many women out there who are prettier than me."So, when are you two getting married? If possible as soon as possible. Don't delay too long. Not good." Now Uncle Renal opened the voice."No marriage between you!" Rose shouted no accepting. Makes me even more wondering. What does he dislike about me? Moreover, we just met today."Enough, Rose!" Aunt Mike looks angry. "Shut up and eat or go now!"Rose got up from her chair. then suddenly she spilled a drink on my shirt."Aaaa!""Rose!" Chiko's voice was heard. He was very angry with his half-sister. To the extent that he got up from his sit
A medium-sized red box is now in my hand. I don't know what's in the box and I don't know who sent this to me. Suddenly when I got home, I immediately greeted this object at the door."Is it open or not? Could it be a bomb? It's really scary."I brought the red box into the house. Sitting on the sofa and immediately opening the box to see what's inside. Maybe there will also be the name of the sender.I took out the small fold of paper that was inside. There must be the name of the sender here or there are only mysterious words like in movies.Dear Future WifeThere is a dress shipment from your future Mom-in-law. Can't wait for tonight she said ♡#ILoveYou#IAlwaysLoveYou#Chiko"Oh, My GodI swear what is it from Mr. Chiko's mother? "I immediately took out something that was in there. And yes, there is a simple knee-length blue dress."Very beautiful." I was amazed by this dress. Oath! This is very beautiful. surely
I was struggling when Sarah suddenly grabbed my hand and led me to the bathroom."Let go of my hand!""Shut up! Come with me, don't protest!"And to make it even more difficult for me to escape Sarah's grip, two of Sarah's friends came to help take me to the bathroom.My body was pushed in until it hit the bathroom wall. Then I heard the door locked."What are you doing ?!" I asked him who was also in the bathroom with me.Sarah is shortening the distance from me even more. "I'm warning you, don't hang out with Mr. ChikoI do not like it!"I smiled sarcastically. Shake his head in disbelief that Sarah did something like this to me just because of Chiko."So what if I hang out with Mr. Chiko? You don't accept it?"Please remember, that I'm not the type to be bullied like this. And Sarah had wronged me."No! I don't like you being close to Mr. Chiko!""Who has the right to ask me to stay away from Mr. Chiko? Are you his
Back to my usual routine, I'm ready to go to campus. Wearing a plain black t-shirt combined with a black plaid shirt, a knee-length skirt that matches the white t-shirt and shoes. This time I tied my hair together. last I put perfume on several points of the body.Smile looking at the reflection of the flat mirror. "All right, Nana. You are a beautiful and cute girl too." Praise yourself for the truth. Everyone admits that I'm beautiful.Grabbed the bag on the study table, then stepped out of the room. Going down the stairs and approaching Nichol who was already at the dining table."Good morning, Nichol!""Morning!"Breakfast is served at the dining table. Immediately I had breakfast before leaving."Na," Nichol called."Yes, what is up?" I asked without looking at him."Are you serious about marrying Chiko?"A relaxed head nod in response. I scooped a spoonful of fried rice into my mouth."Remember, Na. Marriage is a sacr
Shame!There is nothing more embarrassing than accusing something that is not according to the truth. Ah, Nana! What is wrong with you? To do something stupid like that. I shouldn't be careless in my actions.This is embarrassing. Valid no debate!"Nana! Wait for me!"Chiko ran after me. Geez, I can't help but be embarrassed to face him.As if I didn't hear Chiko's scream, I hastened my pace even more."Na, your lecturer keeps calling. Stop your steps."I glared sharply at Darel. "Don't mind him, just let it go. Hurry his way!""You have to apologize to him. Stop now and meet him or you become a coward."Instantly I stopped my steps. don't accept it with Darel telling me like that."What are you saying? I'm not a coward, huh!" I threw a punch to Darel's arm.Darel chuckled. "So don't avoid it. Quickly meet him and apologize to him. It's all your fault too.""Yes, I'm just ashamed beside, right, that girl could l
I felt a gentle caress on my head. Blinking several times that previously closed, I found my father who had woken up from fainting."Daddy has realized," I said with emotion looking at the eyes that opened again. "How are you now? Is anyone sick?"Daddy smiled while shaking his head several times. "Dad is fine, Na."I let out a sigh of relief. "You want to eat fruit? Let me feed?"Once again Daddy smiled and refused my offer."Where are Mommy and Nichol, Na?""In the canteen. While eating. Poor Mommy, from yesterday he only ate a little. She kept thinking about you.""Sorry, Na. Daddy made you all worry."I hurriedly shook my head. "You can't talk like that what's important now is your health, Dad. "The door to Daddy's ward opened, Mommy and Nichol were back from the canteen."Daddy has realized," said Mommy with a smile full of emotion approaching Daddy."Because of the prayers of all of you," replied Dadd
I am standing here. Gazing at the vast calm lake. I can't feel a hand that lands on my shoulder.I closed my eyes and sighed. "I need some time alone, Sir.""Na ...."That voice? I'm a little hopeful. with slow motion, I turned my body to see who was behind me. And well, right now I hope that he is..."Darel."Like lightning in broad daylight, I was taken aback by his presence in front of me right now. Please, if this is a dream then don't wake me up now."I miss you girl."My eyes are teary. Without wasting time, I immediately hugged him tightly. He was real and right here. With me. God, thank you for sending him to me."Rel, Daddy ..." I cried in Darel's arms."I already know everything, Na. I know you are strong with Uncle Wildan. Everything will be fine." I can feel it rubbing against my back, making me cry even louder. "I ..., I ...," I said between sobs. Could not hold back tears."It's okay, Na. Jus
Brooding is what I'm doing right now. In the garden behind the house, I sat alone. Staring at the night sky without star decoration. Daddy and Mommy asked me and Nichol to come home, considering that I had to go back to school tomorrow and Nichol had also just traveled quite a long way. Daddy at the hospital accompanied by Mommy and Marta.Daddy's request asking me to marry Chiko keeps ringing in my ears, along with my heart that is still engraved with Darel's name. How can I marry someone I don't love at all?I wiped my face several times. Regarding the heart transplant for Daddy, I, Mommy, and Nichol were already discussing it. We immediately contacted several hospitals to look for heart donors, not only that, but we have also spread information on social media, hoping Daddy can get a heart transplant soon and be healthy again.I'm so uncomfortable when Daddy talks about death. I don't want to lose Daddy or any of my loved ones.Someone came over to me
I paced back and forth in front of the operating room. My hands are shaking. Cold sweat has been streaming down the palms. I'm so scared if something happens to Daddy."Oh my God, I beg of you to run Daddy's operation. Give her health back." I don't stop praying silently.I looked at Mommy, who was sitting on the hospital bench with Auntie Marta, the household assistant in our family. Mommy's tears did not stop rolling down her cheeks.I leaned against the wall. Closing my eyes and hoping that nothing I fear will happen to Daddy. Until finally, I felt a gentle caress on my shoulder.Chiko smiled as if to give me peace. The look in his eyes was sincere."Everything will be alright."I wish so too."I'm afraid of losing Dad, Sir." My lips are trembling. Tears were already flowing in my eyes.Chiko shook his head several times. As if to say that I shouldn't think badly. Slowly, Chiko pulled me and brought him into his arms. Chiko kn