Meera ~
I punch and punch and punch my fist on the dough and again did the same thing, hurting myself in process. Tears were blurring my vision but I kept on over kneading the dough. "You are a whore" . "You are a whore". "You are a whore" . That's what he called me, a whore. I have been called ugly, freak, fat, bitch but never whore, because I am damn fucking virgin. I always kept my distance from boys other than my best friend. But I and Ian are platonic lovers, there is nothing sexual or romantic between us. It's pure care and loyalty for each other. But he called me a whore, I know he hates me, but how can he use such a derogatory term for a woman, for his own wife. Do I really deserve to be call a whore? Do I really deserve all of this? Maybe yes. Because what Abram is doing to me is nothing compared to what I did. So, probably yes I deserve this, I deserve to get hurt, I deserve to get humiliated, I deserve to burn in his hatred for me, I deserve all of this for the sin I have committed. *** Abram ~ I hate her, I fucking hate that bitch. "Abram, c'mon you cannot dwell upon Charlotte's death forever, you have to move on" I glared at Ariana. My assistant cum friend. Where did Charlotte even come from? "What are you even doing here this late, Ariana? " I asked, in annoyance. I was not in the mood of any company. I am tired. Tired of everything. First that woman ruined my whole party, made fun of my reputation, with that Ian Knightly and then today's meeting. I fucking lost my deal. All because of her, if she wouldn't have occupied the half of my mind, I would have been more conscious about the deal. Ariana handed me the glass of scotch and poured herself one, sliding closer to me. I took the glass from her and chugged down the bitter drink in one go. I drank and drank until the alcohol took over my mind and i started to lose control. I wanted to let loose myself. "By the way, how is your young wife? What is her name again, ira, yeah Meera, how is she doing? " Ariana asked with a stink smile and took the strand of my hair between her finger and started caressing my hair. I groaned in irritation "stop getting on my nerves Ari and do not take that bitch's name in front of me" I said and opened my drunken lids which started to get heavy. Ariana closed the non existent gap between us, I could feel it, I could smell her perfume coming closer and closer and then my head was on her big chest and she stroked my back. At this point I was to tired to resist and to be honest it felt more soothing. "You don't know Abram how much I want to be with you but that cunt Charlotte always came in between us but now she is no more, sorry for her. You and I can be together". Ariana said and lean forward to kiss me and I did not resist. I wanted to remove the softness of her neck from my lips, that feels like sin and I am not a sinner. But before she could kiss me, a shattering sound resonated in the room. We both look at the door where the sound came from and my eyes burned with an instant anger. Even in my drunken state, I couldn't help but hate her. I hate the way she looks at me, I hate everything about her, I hate the very existence of her. I saw her eyes brimming with tears as she watched me and Ariana was about to kiss each otherand that is when the cup of coffee slipped from her hands and shattered on the floor. Good for her, she should burn. He wants her to burn in his hatred, so she never forgets what she has done to him. *** Meera ~ Was he going to cheat on me with another woman? Is that how much he hates me? That he would not even be decent about the vows he took of our holy matrimony. I glanced at the woman, no doubt she is beautiful with short blond hair, but is she shameful too? To come after a married man. Oh god! Of course both of them are shameless. I look back at Abram, my eyes asking for several question but in return he only smirked and bring Ariana upon his lap and massaged her exposed thigh. My heart clenched painfully and a shallow breath escape from my lips, my feet stumbled. Seeing Abram with my sister was bad enough that now he is cheating on me. My lips tremble and tears spilled from my eyes, begging before him to stop but he didn't he kept on touching that woman. It is killing me. They both smirked at me. Before she could speak anything Abram spoke which shook her to the core. "Ari, will you do me the honor and throw her out like you threw the garbage wrap from my office, so that we can get some privacy". My heart pounded against my chest loudly as I stood there perplexed, did he really said that? I cannot believe he just compared me to a garbage. Why Abram, Why? Why are you torturing me like this, wasn't calling me a whore enough, that now this. My mind alerted as I saw the woman coming towards me with a wicked smile on her face, and pushed me out of the room, just like that, I landed on my butt. Tears streamed down from my face, my chin quivering, once again I was thrown out of his room, humiliated. But this time it hurt me, more than before because he disrespect me in front of someone else, again. He made me feel like literally garbage. *** I hope you all enjoy the chapter. Love CeeCee.Meera~"It's been fifteen days, Charlotte...come home, please." I saw my mother begging my sister, and I could also see that she was getting affected by her emotional blackmailing.I walked towards Charlotte and stood beside her, holding her hand. "She is not going anywhere, Mama, especially not in that home."My mother snapped her eyes at me and then suddenly held my shoulders, gripping them tightly. "Are you insane...she is carrying your husband's child, and you want her to stay here?"I sighed and looked into her ambers straight, trying to reassure her. I knew what she was implying. "Mama, you know what Father did to her—to me. And she is my sister. I am not going to let her go through that pain again...and my husband deserves to see both his kids growing."My voice trembled, even though I was assuring her. Still, I couldn't shake off this weird feeling gnawing at my chest."Don't ruin your home, Meera," she whispered, and my eyes drifted towards my sister. A ghost of a look crosse
Meera~"You think it's a girl?" I ask, not able to contain the excitement in my voice. I know I shouldn't force him to be happy with me, but I can't help it.I am happy, way too much happy, and he is the only person in my life with whom I want to share every detail of my happiness. Because he is the reason I got this happiness.He looked at me, his eyes shone brightly, and a smile graced his lips. "I don't know why I denoted 'it' as a girl, but maybe I will try to put more effort for a girl... because she is just going to be like you, and then she will become my favorite person too."I grinned at his honesty and pecked his lips, and soon it turned into a makeout session again.I think we have kissed each other more than crore times in a four-hour span of time. From kissing in the middle of the road to almost having sex in the cab to get home, we have explored each other quite well.The cab halted in front of our home, and I giggled, and he grinned as if me giggling for no reason had m
Meera~I stuffed my mouth with cheese, keeping aside the pizza I ordered, letting it melt on my tongue. I guess my baby really loves dairy products.God, I love this place so much."I so want to bend you and teach you a good lesson, my dear pigeon..." My ears perked up at the familiar voice of my husband.My heart pounded inside my chest as he leaned behind me, placing a soft kiss against the curve of my neck.My grip tightened on the cheese tub, and I shuddered as his lips lingered against my flesh a bit longer.He sat in front of me, with his leg resting over the other. He looked at me with sharp gaze, and I lowered my gaze, unable to keep up with the intensity of his eyes."What are you doing here, Abram?" I asked, keeping the calm in my voice. I should have turned off that damn tracker.He leaned forward and looked straight into my eyes, then at my lips. My chest heaved up and down with each harsh breath I took."You look so damn cute right now... I want to eat you." My eyes widen
Abram~My knees scraped against the rough ground, and pain shot up into my spine, causing my eyes to water at the impact. "Fuck."I watched as the car drove away, and she didn't look back. She didn't stop. I have to go to her. Fuck, how could we end up in this fucking situation?I am happy that Charlotte is alive; now at least my wife will be able to get out of that guilt, but I am not happy with this revelation of becoming a father.God, I really don't know how to feel about this. I wish that baby didn't exist. I am not going to lose my wife to a damn fucking baby.As I stood up from the ground, my phone pinged with the tune I had set just for my wife's texts. My hands quickly went to my pocket.Her bright face popped up, and my hand tightened around the phone as I read her text:"Bring my sister home with you."The fuck is wrong with her? She left me here… no, she ran away just like always, and now she is telling me to bring home the very problem that caused this distress between us
Meera~"And she survived too... the doctor said our baby is strong, Abram. Our daughter is strong just like me and you."And in that moment, I really wished Charlotte was dead. I retrieved my hand away from her stomach and gasped in horror.My eyes brimmed at the disgusting thought that had just crossed my mind. How could I even think of such a vile thing?"Meera, a lot has happened, the things we all have been through... God forbid no one should go through, but I am glad we both survived. You are going to be an aunt, Meera."I tried my best not to let tears fall from my eyes, but they did because hearing her say things like this made it worse.I looked at Abram with the pang of betrayal in my chest. He was staring at the wall, but then his focus shifted to me.His eyes softened as they met mine. I accused him for doing this to me, for putting me into this position.Why, God, why?We spoke through our eyes. He was trying to console me or make me understand his situation, but I couldn'
Past~"God, Dad would kill us if he knows I am drunk driving." I rolled my eyes, he won't kill her but me."Then let me drive, Lottie. I am the better driver," I said, my head already pounding with a headache. I really shouldn't have drunk this much."No… this is my bachelorette, and I want to break rules," her words came out more incoherently. I laughed.She turned on the music, increased the volume, and started to sing — or more like scream."Stop being boring, lil sis, and sing along." I rolled my eyes but hit the note with her in the song, and we started to rock our bodies back and forth.Laughing stupidly and giggling like little girls we used to be, and then suddenly she looked at me, smiling with love."I love you so much, Meera. I am so lucky to have you as my sister," she said, and I smiled back. I was more than lucky to have her.Yes, my heart still hurts because I will never have Abram, but I can do anything for her, and seeing her so happy makes it all worth it."I love yo