Meera ~
I punch and punch and punch my fist on the dough and again did the same thing, hurting myself in process. Tears were blurring my vision but I kept on over kneading the dough. "You are a whore" . "You are a whore". "You are a whore" . That's what he called me, a whore. I have been called ugly, freak, fat, bitch but never whore, because I am damn fucking virgin. I always kept my distance from boys other than my best friend. But I and Ian are platonic lovers, there is nothing sexual or romantic between us. It's pure care and loyalty for each other. But he called me a whore, I know he hates me, but how can he use such a derogatory term for a woman, for his own wife. Do I really deserve to be call a whore? Do I really deserve all of this? Maybe yes. Because what Abram is doing to me is nothing compared to what I did. So, probably yes I deserve this, I deserve to get hurt, I deserve to get humiliated, I deserve to burn in his hatred for me, I deserve all of this for the sin I have committed. *** Abram ~ I hate her, I fucking hate that bitch. "Abram, c'mon you cannot dwell upon Charlotte's death forever, you have to move on" I glared at Ariana. My assistant cum friend. Where did Charlotte even come from? "What are you even doing here this late, Ariana? " I asked, in annoyance. I was not in the mood of any company. I am tired. Tired of everything. First that woman ruined my whole party, made fun of my reputation, with that Ian Knightly and then today's meeting. I fucking lost my deal. All because of her, if she wouldn't have occupied the half of my mind, I would have been more conscious about the deal. Ariana handed me the glass of scotch and poured herself one, sliding closer to me. I took the glass from her and chugged down the bitter drink in one go. I drank and drank until the alcohol took over my mind and i started to lose control. I wanted to let loose myself. "By the way, how is your young wife? What is her name again, ira, yeah Meera, how is she doing? " Ariana asked with a stink smile and took the strand of my hair between her finger and started caressing my hair. I groaned in irritation "stop getting on my nerves Ari and do not take that bitch's name in front of me" I said and opened my drunken lids which started to get heavy. Ariana closed the non existent gap between us, I could feel it, I could smell her perfume coming closer and closer and then my head was on her big chest and she stroked my back. At this point I was to tired to resist and to be honest it felt more soothing. "You don't know Abram how much I want to be with you but that cunt Charlotte always came in between us but now she is no more, sorry for her. You and I can be together". Ariana said and lean forward to kiss me and I did not resist. I wanted to remove the softness of her neck from my lips, that feels like sin and I am not a sinner. But before she could kiss me, a shattering sound resonated in the room. We both look at the door where the sound came from and my eyes burned with an instant anger. Even in my drunken state, I couldn't help but hate her. I hate the way she looks at me, I hate everything about her, I hate the very existence of her. I saw her eyes brimming with tears as she watched me and Ariana was about to kiss each otherand that is when the cup of coffee slipped from her hands and shattered on the floor. Good for her, she should burn. He wants her to burn in his hatred, so she never forgets what she has done to him. *** Meera ~ Was he going to cheat on me with another woman? Is that how much he hates me? That he would not even be decent about the vows he took of our holy matrimony. I glanced at the woman, no doubt she is beautiful with short blond hair, but is she shameful too? To come after a married man. Oh god! Of course both of them are shameless. I look back at Abram, my eyes asking for several question but in return he only smirked and bring Ariana upon his lap and massaged her exposed thigh. My heart clenched painfully and a shallow breath escape from my lips, my feet stumbled. Seeing Abram with my sister was bad enough that now he is cheating on me. My lips tremble and tears spilled from my eyes, begging before him to stop but he didn't he kept on touching that woman. It is killing me. They both smirked at me. Before she could speak anything Abram spoke which shook her to the core. "Ari, will you do me the honor and throw her out like you threw the garbage wrap from my office, so that we can get some privacy". My heart pounded against my chest loudly as I stood there perplexed, did he really said that? I cannot believe he just compared me to a garbage. Why Abram, Why? Why are you torturing me like this, wasn't calling me a whore enough, that now this. My mind alerted as I saw the woman coming towards me with a wicked smile on her face, and pushed me out of the room, just like that, I landed on my butt. Tears streamed down from my face, my chin quivering, once again I was thrown out of his room, humiliated. But this time it hurt me, more than before because he disrespect me in front of someone else, again. He made me feel like literally garbage. *** I hope you all enjoy the chapter. Love CeeCee.Meera ~The universe has brought down,the stars on the Earth. But still my heart is not happy Because It has come without him. The image of that woman sitting on his lap, flashed across my eyes and she shut them close tightly, and a lone tear escaped from her eye. Falling on her red hued cheeks. My chin wobbled, and lips quivered, tear drops falling onto my lips. My heart is in pain, a kind of pain I never felt before, not even when I committed the greatest sin. Finally a sob left from my mouth and I cried, sobbing my heart out, holding the railing of my balcony tightly. I am once again standing in my balcony, in a starry night, stars blinking, glittering, moon shining high above in the sky. I feel like as if it is moking me, telling me that I do not deserve the moon nor its moonlight. I look up in the sky and licked my lips, why? I stared at the moon questioningly. Why it has to be me? Why can't you shimmer my life with your light? Why does it have to be always dark? I questi
Meera ~"Oh, god--" I swiped the mop on the glass like floor, making it shine with my hard work as maid. The work my husband gave me. It's been three weeks since I am the only maid of this house, I do everything from cleaning to cooking, laundry to dishes, I do everything whole day. And at night I wait for my husband , so that we can have dinner but just like everyday he never comes. And I eat alone. Today won't be any different, a smile broke onto my lips as I remember the thing I do, in my solace. I quickly completed my work and took a shower, wearing a cotton sky blue maxi dress, the only thing which fits me now, and combed my hair in a low bun. I put the heavy anklets around my ankles, and turn on the music. I close my eyes and swing my hands and feet in rhythm, syncing with music. This is what brings me peace, dancing. I move my body, feeling the music in my veins, the beat thrumming into my heart, rushing blood to my face. I was about to take a jump, when I heard a shatte
Meera ~"Stop ! "A loud sound boomed in the Hall, resonating the walls, I turn my head to my side and saw my husband standing at the doorway with emotionless eyes and clenched jaw. He moved his feet and walked inside the Hall, and finally a smile broke onto his lips, i look down, is he going to embarrass me too. I prepare myself for it. For another humiliation. "Good evening, ladies" He spoke in the sweetest manner, possible and everyone greeted him back. "Mrs. Asher, don't worry I will buy you new pair from the same brand" He spoke . "Meera, baby--" My heart thudded inside my chest as he addressed me sweetly, a shiver roll down my spine as he hauled me in his arms. I wrap my arms around his neck and look at him in the eye, blue against amber, for a moment I forgot everything and let the butterflies swarm into my belly. He is so handsome that my eyes teared up again at the beauty if this man. For a moment, I only saw the old Abram, who was so sweet and getle to me. My saviour.
Meera ~"I have invited some of my friends over, make sure everything is perfect" He said, in a deadly calm voice and I understand the underlying threat in his order. And I can't beat to defy him anymore, because he has something which can ruin me more than in front of the whole world. I meekly nodded and walked out from his study to my room, to get ready for today. I have so much prepare and do. After showering, I wore comfy cotton shorts and a loose t-shirt, braiding my hairs and putting my flip flops on, I walked out of my room and went towards the kitchen. Today I decided to make Italian alfredo cheese pasta along with garlic bread, with my signature Tiramisu. People envy my cooking because at such a young age I can cook better than anyone. And that too delicious food. I don't know where time went while cooking, but it was done finally and its time for me doll up and look presentable for tonight. I took a short but a shower with fragrance , so that I don't smell and Abram d
Abram ~I threw the files on the table and rubbed my temple, as migraine started to erupt inside my veins like, a hot volcano. "I will get the right file, sir" I heard the timid voice of my manager and glared at him "Why the fuck do you think, I have enough time just to check which file is wrong and which is correct, huh?" I seethed. "I am sorry sir, please forgive me, I will get the right file right away" He said and I banged my fist on the table " Just get the fuck out and one more mistake , and you will be fired" I gritted out at him, making him cast his eyes down in fear. "I am so sorry, sir" He apologized again, and walked out of my cabin. I sat on my chair and rubbed my temple. First at home, I have to deal with that bitch of my wife, and now at office with these, careless employee. And this fucking migraine, I am fucking sick of everything. She has made sick of everything. Her face, the amber of her eyes, her everything irks me and burns me to no extent. Her innocent faca
Meera ~" She took my Abram away, mama. She took my Abram away from me. I hate her, I hate her, I hope she dies, I wish she dies. I want to kill her, -- I want to kill her"I killed her, my curse came out to be true, I killed my sister, she is dead because of me. I snatched everyone's happiness, I snatched her from everyone. I snatched her from him, and took her place. I deserve what happened to me. I deserve every ounce of his hatred. I touched my gauze covered forehead, and a tear left from the corner of my eyes. If not for Usher, those dogs would have killed me and eat, but wouldn't that be convinient, it's not that I am wanted. My parents hate me, my husband loathe me. I wish you were here Charlotte, I wish you were here to take care of Abram. He has changed, I have changed him, he is burning in his hatred for me. I know he is not at peace. He is hurting his soul to hurt me. And I couldn't save him, because I am the sole reason he is ruined. "Pegion--" My heart skipped a beat
Meera ~"What the fuck have you done, Abram? " I blinked my eyes and watch, Derek marching towards my husband. I look at Abram, who was stood there mum, emotionlessly, as if he didn't regret what he has just done. "You have no saying in what happens, between a husband and wife, Derek. Stay out of this" I heard him and watching him walking out my room, like nothing happened. "I am sorry, Meera, he is not a right state is of mind, you don't deserve this" A sad chuckle escape from my mouth, at what Derek said. A man who is not my husband is feeling sorry for me, he thinks I don't deserve this. Maybe this is what I deserve, because my pain is nothing in what Abram is going through. Derek is right, Abram is not in his right state of mind, he is going through loss of his love, he is in grief. I touch my cheek again and my eyes brimmed with tears again, but I can't shake off the fact that he slapped me. He had abused me, something that is so unusual to expect. I have seen this scene h
Abram ~She has always been like this, staring at me, whenever I will be with Charlotte, I always found something unusual about her. "Meera fucking James" I whispered her name, and it felt like venom on my tongue, she was the popular slut of our school. No doubt she is the beauty, who doesn't even know she is beautiful, but she is a lethal vicious woman, behind that innocent facade. How could someone kill their own blood and not feel even an ounce of guilt for it. If not for my family, I would have never married the murderer of my best friend. Cops said it was an accident, but I know better, that what my wife had done in her jealousy. I regretted the day, I met her for the first time. I gritted my teeth, when the scene from last night rushed back into my mind, fuck. I can't help but her small whimphers, the softness of her skin encites me.And that mole, that fucking mole always gets on my nerves, my teeth always want to bite that mole. I was so drunk last night, that I lost my
Meera~I turned to leave, but before I could take another step, a firm grip on my wrist yanked me back with force. My breath hitched as my back collided with his hard chest. His scent-masculine, expensive, intoxicating-surrounded me, making my head spin. "You think you can challenge me, sweetheart?" Abram's voice was low, dangerous, and entirely too enticing for my own good. I swallowed, keeping my chin high, refusing to cower under his intense gaze. "I don't think, Abram. I know." A dark chuckle rumbled through his chest, his breath hot against my ear. "So my pigeon has Finally got wings" His fingers trailed down my arm, leaving a trail of tingles in their wake. I scoffed, pretending my body wasn't betraying me "are you plotting another torture for me, dear husband? "I twisted my wrist, but he didn't let go. If anything, his grip tightened, his other hand coming to rest on my waist. "You are playing with my patience wife, be careful I might burn you in this game" he murmured, h
Meera~"Just because I am fucking her doesn't mean I will ruin my peaceful sleep at night, right, wife?"My eyes welled up, and I bit my lip hard to keep myself from crying in front of this obnoxious jerk who uttered those words.So, he can fuck me whenever he wants, but he can't ruin his peaceful sleep—yet he can ruin me?"Language, Abram," Mummy gritted out, and I glared at him, wishing I could wipe that smug look off his handsome, infuriating face.I heard a deep sigh and looked at Mummy; she seemed irritated. "You two are married, and now I have to teach you marriage rules," she said in a weary tone.Should I tell her that her grandson kicked me out of his bedroom on the very first night of our wedding? I glanced at him with spite. No—I would never let anyone know the sham of my marriage."I want both of you in the same room starting tomorrow. And I want no excuses. Clear your minds tonight, and tomorrow, Meera, I want you in his room," she declared, and I frowned. She can't just
Meera~"Your scream that's all I want to hear right now, pigeon"."Leave me" I uttered and a smirk formed on his mouth and a scream tore through my mouth as I found myself deep in water. I gasped for air and removed droplers of water from my eyes "Abram" I cried at his audacity. Fucking bastard. He chuckeked and dived in the pool drenching himself. Wgat has gotten into him. His gaze roamed over my body and suddenly I feel exposed even being fully clothed. I found myself involuntarily walking back with each step he took towards me with a Mission on his mind until my vack hit the cold railing of pool. His hard chest touched mine and a shaky breath escape from my mouth causing my breast to swell against his chest. "Abram" I whispered his name as he trailed his fingers on the swell of my breast and a small growl reverberated through his chest. The intensity of his hot gaze was causing sweet throbbing between my legs, I could feel warmth pooling in my panty. "This fucking bastard of
Meera~"May I have a dance with you young lady? " I heard the voice that sent chill down my spine my heart thrummed inside my chest rapidly and I couldn't move a single muscle, I was frozen. I felt his dirty old hand stroking my arm, which made me feel as if bugs are crawling on my skin nothing like my husband's touch. Slowly I spun around and came face to face with the face I loath and hate more than anything in this world. He grinned with his yellow teeth "Uncle robert" I whispered his name and saw his eyes darkened "you will dance with me child? " He asked and I couldn't do anything. As if all my powers are snatched, and all the memories of my past rushed back in my mind and I looked around searching for my husband. I need him. My eyes landed on Abram and he was talking to some woman, laughing heartily. My heart broke, why did I even try to go away from him when he isn't even coming to me. My insides burn with jealousy , I want to drag that bitch away from my husband. God, I
Meera~I was fourteen desperate to get away from my family with my mamma. Because I couldn't bear it anymore. My mother's pain, her screams her cries everything was painful. Father's brutality was getting out of hand. Sometimes he would hit me too, he hated the mere sight of me. I don't know what I did wrong, other than being born but I as far as I remember I have always tried my best to be like my sister. Like intelligent, I would starve myself so that I could lose my weight, I did everything but I could never satisfy him. He was an angel father to my sister, he never show her his real side to chaorlette. She never got to know his true colors. I was trapped in that house and I had to get out anyhow and that's when I met Raya. We bonded over trauma, she became my bestfriend, she became the part of our group. But she also fell in love with me. And I could never love her in that way. But desperation got the worst out of me, I knew she wanted to get away from her home too and she
Abram~"You might have forgotten Charlotte, Abram but I didn't".I threw flower vase against the wall causing it to shatter into pieces, making the flowers to crumble just like me as her words echoed in my ear. How fucking dare she. Her ambers, those fucking ambers, they scream emotion which I feel so deeply. "Charlotte"My eyes blurred as I whispered the name of the woman who was supposed to be my wife, with whom I was supposed to spend my life time with. But she is dead, buried beneath six feet of soil. She is no more here, her warm smile her sparkly blue eyes, her sweetness nothing is here. I can't feel her, but I feel her. My wife, I feel her in me all the time, she is fire and flesh that engulf me yet never burns me. "You might have forgotten Charlotte, Abram but I didn't".Her words echoed again and again, but I couldn't bring myself to regret touching her. No, I haven't forget Charlotte I can never. But my present has blurred my past, and Charlotte was my past and Meera
Meera~"No, it's fine, Derek. Her husband is here to help her," he said, and I took a deep breath while halting my movements."Well, I will let you husband and wife to it then. I am starving, so bring it out fast," Derek said before leaving us. Abram walked toward me.I could see his veiny arms and smooth yet rough hands grabbing the casserole. "You don't have to do it. I will take it out," I said.His body brushed against mine, and a surge of electricity ran through me at his touch. I could feel his hot breath on my neck."Well, I am a good husband, ain't I? And I would like it to be that way," he said and walked out.I bit my lip. "I wish you were a good husband, Abram," I whispered to his retreating back.Soon, I joined the guests and sat on the empty chair beside Gia, who was Derek's girlfriend, because my husband's assistant sat beside him.I started to eat my food without indulging in their conversations, as they did not involve me. My husband didn’t care to include me either—he
Meera~What have I become? How can I do this to my own sister? How can I enjoy his touch and crave it all the time? Why can't I feel disgust when he touches me, even after knowing that he is just using me? I am nothing more than a sex toy for him. He still hates me; when he is not touching me, he makes it very clear.I am losing control, but was I ever in control when it came to him? Can't I just let myself loose within his touch? No, I can't. The guilt will always be with me.I just want him to grasp my hand and never leave.I leaned my head against the cold glass wall of the bathroom as the burning hot water poured over me, making me realize that I should burn. I deserve to burn forever.I stayed under the shower, cleaning myself from the sin, and when I burned myself enough, I got up from the floor. Grabbing the washed towel, I wrapped it around my body.Before getting out of the bathroom, I caught a glance of myself in the mirror, and my eyes widened. Ever since Abram claimed me t
Meera~"Don't cry, Meera I am fine now it was just a little accident" Ian assured with soothing words but I wasn't having it, I was hysterical. I can't control it. "I could have lose you, Ian and I can't afford that ever" I said with trembling voice and he cupped my cheeks before taking me into his arms, rocking me back and forth. "I am sorry I couldn't come that day" I said with sorrow in my voice, because I know what happened that night. "You could have come but he didn't let you did he? " He asked more than in a statement of fact and he is not wrong. I just sighed. Today I finally decided to gather some courage and came to Ian's dorm room to meet him and thank god he is well now. "Did you kick your bitch mother-in-law's ass Meera? " He asked and I chuckeled shaking my head in a no. "She apologized in front of media that's enough of kicking her ass I guess" I said and we both chuckled as if iy is the most funniest joke.I take out cherry pies box which I made for him because t