70. Paparazzi- Natalie -.When I rushed out of the locker room, I was both afraid and embarrassed. I went in there to confront West. Not to get intimidated by him. Once again, he scared me off real bad. He did it intentionally this time.I was walking with my head down. Angry and frustrated. As per his logic, I am not supposed to date his friends. But apparently, he could sleep and date mine.The Audacity.What kind of fucked up logic is that?When Jacob blocked my way and demanded an answer. I was flabbergasted. It should have annoyed me. Everybody wants to dominate me.But for some reason, I found it hot.So hot.Because it was the first time Jacob had shown me this intensity. Something different from his tender nature.The idea excited me.I have been touched many times. But never with this passion before. I have kissed other boys countless times. But never with this much intensity. His demanding kiss made my knees go weak.It was unexpected. I have never kissed anyone in front o
72. Patch Up - Natalie - . I was embracing myself for some sort of ‘You better be careful’ lecture from Mom and especially Dad. The whole day passed, and it never arrived. It gave me some confidence to invite Jacob into my room on Saturday evening. Just to hang out. Nothing sordid. “Keep the door open Natalie!” Dad had asked me. I did not. Jacob raised his eyebrow at me when I locked the door instead. “Pushing your limits, aren’t you?” I grinned. Then we kissed. and kissed.. and kissed... Neither of us had guts to remove even a layer of clothing. We knew Dad could knock and ask us to open the door at any time. It’s Sunday morning and Jacob is busy with his sudden team meeting. He had offered to join me for the quarter marathon when I told him I was running for the sake of participation and will run at a slower pace. “I don’t think you could run that far!” I remarked. “It’s 6.5 Miles!” “Of Course, I can. It’s only 6.5 Miles.” “You skate! You don’t run. I don’t think you
73. Christmas Miracle- Jacob -.Coach asked us to join at ice rink this morning. Practice notice was given last evening, out of the blue. But I know he wants to grill us.Thanks to West, our freaking captain, our team hasn’t been performing well for the coach’s satisfaction.The hell with it.Anyone can see we are playing terribly. It’s because of the invisible divide that happened a few days ago. Some teammates love the drama and take sides even when there is no point.Hockey season starts after a few weeks, two matches every month until the school session ends. I am not even sure how well West’s hand is now. If he can play by that time or not. He didn’t join us for practice last week.Coach made him sit to watch us. “Observe and suggest if the team could use better formation. Act like a captain, For God’s sake!” He had told him.West was annoyed. He probably hoped for time off from coming to practice. Too bad. But I am glad Coach was rather calm. Nobody likes him when he is in ful
74. Piggyback- Natalie -Spending time with Riley turns out to be a fun day with occasional awkward moments. I love the massive gossip info she dumps on me but resent her when she implies we will hang out in school together. She mistook my silence as yes. For some reason, I don’t object.I am sure West has put her on this. Riley is too gullible to realize West is manipulating her to get back at me. He gave me that warning and I am worried he might follow through. I don’t want to spend time with them. But I am not sure what Jacob wants. I don’t get along with them doesn’t mean Jacob has to stop talking to them too. After the marathon, She asks me about Jacob. After digging details from me she grins. “I knew It since day one!”I frown. “What do you mean since day one?”“The way he was ready to beat the shit out of David and Sam that night…” She giggles. “And… it was written all over your face too. I think that’s why Millie is so jealous of you…”“She is?” That’s news to me.“Yea… she g
75. The Bully- West -—A few days ago—.I knew I was fucked up. It never bothered me. Apple doesn’t fall from the tree after all. Why expect something different?I was friends with Natalie when she was dating Jake. Jake, the asshole, created hype for her in our team. Yea, that was the reason many of us, me included, got interested in her in the first place. It was easier for me to win her over. It didn’t bother me when some athletes made schemes to get in bed with her. I knew she was smart. Unfortunately, not smart enough to keep her distance from me. I never realized how much she was into me until that party night… When we finally stopped talking. But I had to break things off… Things were getting messier. My own troubles were enough to keep me stressed and occupied. I didn’t need pressure from Natalie too. She was too observant. It could put her in danger, so it was necessary to shut her off and maintain some distance. I thought it wouldn’t bother me.I have never been so wrong.
76. Apologies- West -.When I enter my house, a pungent smell hits my nose and makes me want to puke. As if a tiring day at school and that session with that counselor wasn’t enough to piss me off. I glance at the stinking piles of dishes and garbage lying around in the kitchen and my blood boils.“Clean up the house for God’s sake, Alfred!” I yell at my father.“And what are you supposed to do? Lazy Ass!” He howls.It’s no new sight. Especially when I am not making an effort to keep this place clean. I go to the living room and show him my wrist wrapped in warm bandages. He goes quiet. He probably forgot, just like he forgets everything these days.
77. Science Experiment - Jacob - . We sit in the library’s farthest corner. Studying. At least I am. Trying to help her with a science experiment she is lagging behind. While I am lost in notes, she runs her fingers through my hair at the base of my neck. I close my eyes to focus on my breathing. I love it when she randomly touches me. Many times I have to focus because I go hard so freaking quickly... These things have never happened to me before. “I think I just learned a new spot in your body,” she whispers in my ear. We still have so much to explore. It’s been almost two weeks, and we have been sneaking out around at every chance we get. I am surprised at the way I physically opened up to her. But I am conflicted if I am ready to go beyond kisses and touching. But the attraction and sexual tension are undeniable. She sighs. “I want to cuddle you... for hours.” I raise a brow at her. “Do you think we will stop at cuddles? “ She gives me a naughty smile and says, “I think I
78. Ten pounds lighter🤍🖤🤍 Natalie 🤍🖤🤍Every time West tries to play nice with me, I want to punch his face. I am feeling awful about rejecting him again and again. Not because I feel bad for him.Nooo.Fuck him.I feel bad because whenever he approaches me, Jacob is around to see the conversation play out. Jacob must be wondering if I am some sort of self-pretentious bitch not forgiving his poor friend.Arghhh!It’s my fault though. I should have come clean to him when he asked me about my tiff with West. Now with each day passing, I am finding it more and more hard to admit. Although I have decided I will do one thing right today. Something I was supposed to do a year ago.Once I am free from my counselor meeting, I rush toward the locker room to catch up with Norris. I want to meet him alone. We have been talking now. The first time I greeted him, he looked at me as if I had grown two heads. I felt terrible.Luckily, I catch sight of him when he is almost near the locker room.