73. Christmas Miracle- Jacob -.Coach asked us to join at ice rink this morning. Practice notice was given last evening, out of the blue. But I know he wants to grill us.Thanks to West, our freaking captain, our team hasn’t been performing well for the coach’s satisfaction.The hell with it.Anyone can see we are playing terribly. It’s because of the invisible divide that happened a few days ago. Some teammates love the drama and take sides even when there is no point.Hockey season starts after a few weeks, two matches every month until the school session ends. I am not even sure how well West’s hand is now. If he can play by that time or not. He didn’t join us for practice last week.Coach made him sit to watch us. “Observe and suggest if the team could use better formation. Act like a captain, For God’s sake!” He had told him.West was annoyed. He probably hoped for time off from coming to practice. Too bad. But I am glad Coach was rather calm. Nobody likes him when he is in ful
74. Piggyback- Natalie -Spending time with Riley turns out to be a fun day with occasional awkward moments. I love the massive gossip info she dumps on me but resent her when she implies we will hang out in school together. She mistook my silence as yes. For some reason, I don’t object.I am sure West has put her on this. Riley is too gullible to realize West is manipulating her to get back at me. He gave me that warning and I am worried he might follow through. I don’t want to spend time with them. But I am not sure what Jacob wants. I don’t get along with them doesn’t mean Jacob has to stop talking to them too. After the marathon, She asks me about Jacob. After digging details from me she grins. “I knew It since day one!”I frown. “What do you mean since day one?”“The way he was ready to beat the shit out of David and Sam that night…” She giggles. “And… it was written all over your face too. I think that’s why Millie is so jealous of you…”“She is?” That’s news to me.“Yea… she g
75. The Bully- West -—A few days ago—.I knew I was fucked up. It never bothered me. Apple doesn’t fall from the tree after all. Why expect something different?I was friends with Natalie when she was dating Jake. Jake, the asshole, created hype for her in our team. Yea, that was the reason many of us, me included, got interested in her in the first place. It was easier for me to win her over. It didn’t bother me when some athletes made schemes to get in bed with her. I knew she was smart. Unfortunately, not smart enough to keep her distance from me. I never realized how much she was into me until that party night… When we finally stopped talking. But I had to break things off… Things were getting messier. My own troubles were enough to keep me stressed and occupied. I didn’t need pressure from Natalie too. She was too observant. It could put her in danger, so it was necessary to shut her off and maintain some distance. I thought it wouldn’t bother me.I have never been so wrong.
76. Apologies- West -.When I enter my house, a pungent smell hits my nose and makes me want to puke. As if a tiring day at school and that session with that counselor wasn’t enough to piss me off. I glance at the stinking piles of dishes and garbage lying around in the kitchen and my blood boils.“Clean up the house for God’s sake, Alfred!” I yell at my father.“And what are you supposed to do? Lazy Ass!” He howls.It’s no new sight. Especially when I am not making an effort to keep this place clean. I go to the living room and show him my wrist wrapped in warm bandages. He goes quiet. He probably forgot, just like he forgets everything these days.
77. Science Experiment - Jacob - . We sit in the library’s farthest corner. Studying. At least I am. Trying to help her with a science experiment she is lagging behind. While I am lost in notes, she runs her fingers through my hair at the base of my neck. I close my eyes to focus on my breathing. I love it when she randomly touches me. Many times I have to focus because I go hard so freaking quickly... These things have never happened to me before. “I think I just learned a new spot in your body,” she whispers in my ear. We still have so much to explore. It’s been almost two weeks, and we have been sneaking out around at every chance we get. I am surprised at the way I physically opened up to her. But I am conflicted if I am ready to go beyond kisses and touching. But the attraction and sexual tension are undeniable. She sighs. “I want to cuddle you... for hours.” I raise a brow at her. “Do you think we will stop at cuddles? “ She gives me a naughty smile and says, “I think I
78. Ten pounds lighter🤍🖤🤍 Natalie 🤍🖤🤍Every time West tries to play nice with me, I want to punch his face. I am feeling awful about rejecting him again and again. Not because I feel bad for him.Nooo.Fuck him.I feel bad because whenever he approaches me, Jacob is around to see the conversation play out. Jacob must be wondering if I am some sort of self-pretentious bitch not forgiving his poor friend.Arghhh!It’s my fault though. I should have come clean to him when he asked me about my tiff with West. Now with each day passing, I am finding it more and more hard to admit. Although I have decided I will do one thing right today. Something I was supposed to do a year ago.Once I am free from my counselor meeting, I rush toward the locker room to catch up with Norris. I want to meet him alone. We have been talking now. The first time I greeted him, he looked at me as if I had grown two heads. I felt terrible.Luckily, I catch sight of him when he is almost near the locker room.
79. Deflower- Jacob -.I think I am having a mini panic attack. I want to go all the way with her tonight.I know I want to. But I am freaking nervous.Would it be a good idea to tell her beforehand that I am… a virgin?God, I hope she doesn’t get disappointed in me if I don’t last long. Nobody lasts for the first time. I was bold with her as long as our clothes were on. We haven’t even seen each other naked yet.Jesus!My cock goes hard every time I recall her soft breast against my chest this afternoon. Damn, I want her and I want her bad. But I know I won’t last.What If something worse happens and I don’t even get a hard-on!God dammit! I need to stop thinking about these stupid scenarios.My phone pings and Here comes the much-awaited message.When I check it, to my dismay, as the messages pop onto my screen one by one and I feel a rollercoaster of emotions.My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘Dad said he will drop me at Ira’s’NOOOO!My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘I told h
80. Torment - Natalie - . A girl rushes toward us with a huge smile and hugs Jacob without giving him time to react or respond. Some old friend? I step away to give them some space, but he steps backward from her and pulls me near him again. Ok... “How are you?” She says in a chirpy voice. “GOD I missed you.” She throws a glance at me. I smile, but she doesn’t acknowledge it. Rude! I take a quick look at Jacob, wondering if he will introduce me. Jacob pinches his eyes and says, “Quit the facade, Sadie!” Her smile drops, and her expression hardens. Now she looks at me again, but with hatred in her eyes. It’s creepy how her expression changed within a few seconds. Jacob continues, “This is not Ok! Approaching me... or even talking to me! Nothing's gonna change. Move on for God’s sake. It’s been more than a year!” My eyes widen hearing Jacob’s voice. It’s the first time I have seen him agitated and angry like this. “Got yourself a new girl…” She looks at me with disdain. “D