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21. Butterflies

Author: Indus Leo
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

41. Embarrassed

- Jacob -

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Oh God, I had to embarrass myself.

I stare at my phone screen, looking at the disaster I created last night. Why did I chat with her last evening? Just a pic and a voice note was enough and perfect.

I check my messages once again to make myself feel worse.

Me: ‘Wow you look fablous. Where are u?’

Me: ‘Fablus’

Me: ‘Fabulous… sry im dunk’

Such an idiot. Can’t even spell properly. Made a fool of myself last night. Then I see the image she sent me. She looked absolutely gorgeous. I couldn’t help but jerk myself off to her pic last night. It feels odd when I think about it now. I have never done this before, apart from that dream I had when I first met her. Not sure where that urge came from.

I read more texts; I had sent her.

Jacob: ‘You should hve stayed with me if you weren’t going hom’

I wince, looking at more spelling mistakes. What’s ‘hve’ and ‘hom’, Jacob?

It’s HAVE & HOME.

Then I read further.

Dull-Mean-Happening-Girl: ‘You had no spare tent Jacob.’

Me:
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