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2024-10-29 19:42:56Vivian was back home again. But her mind was still resounding Fate's words.
"This is the key"
"Key to what?" Her hair grew to its original length and her clothes changed back.
Everything was back to how it was-- Except the choker. She looked at her reflection in the mirror and then looked at the golden choker. She tried pulling it out but it was fixed on her neck.
"What the--" She applied some cream to pull it off, soap, oil, powder, but nothing worked. She took a hammer and decided to break it. She pulled it away and hit the hammer on it. She tried everything she could think off but it didn't come off.
Finally, tired, she threw herself back on the bed. "What the hell, so this is what it is? I can't remove it," She said to herself. "It looks so weird to go out with this but I need to buy the groceries..."
Aoi was on target. He sneezed as he sat inside his room, playing video games.
"Something unnecessary is going to happen."
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"Alright, try these," Kirito said as Vivian picked out a few clothes for herself. Vivian tried different types of clothes and style but Kirito rejected each one of them."Nah- Too bright.""Too dull""What the fuck is that? Are you going to the circus?""Hysterical""Pathetic, pervert material""You look like a professional pauper in that"Kirito soon lost interest and looked into his phone. "How's this?" Vivian asked."Rejec--" He said as he looked up at her dress which was a short one piece.He cleared his throat."Take that but don't wear it outside of home," Kirito looked at her."Then what's the use of buying it?""Because I said so,""...Okay, mom."He looked back into his phone when he got a call. He got up and walked out."I said I won't come today, didn't I, Soma?" He said to his secretary."But sir, Mr Scruton wants to meet you," She said."Tell him not today"
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'May you find the angel who guides you to the far fields of fortune.May you travel with diamonds on your head made from the moon.May angels guard you till you reach the reaches of beauty and boon?Will you become my only angel from birth to death, and death to doom?'"You still remember this prayer?" Fate asked "We used to pray this all the time back then.""It still calms me down." Lucus said. Fate looked at him and then his book started glowing "Alright, gotta go."He disappeared in the dark smoke while Fate stood there with her book. "Humans and angels can't be together, Death. For the simple fact that humans are mortals while angels are not. You've made a mortal-- immortal. Surely, life will take it's toll."Suddenly she felt cold and looked around her "A free spirit," Her blue book turned into a huge angel sword and she turned back-- suddenly blacking out.The next morning, Vivian got up and prepared breakfast while Kiri
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It was half past 11 at night. The moonlight penetrated through the balcony's window, straight into the apartment. Vivian fell on Kirito and grabbed his coat as she desperately tried to walk on the heels."I can't walk in these!" Vivian said."Too bad, you need to dance in these," Kirito said as he held her hand. "I hate dancing! Especially classical dancing! I'd rather sing!" Vivian said.Kirito grabbed her cheeks and gave a sarcastic smile "I'm not giving you a choice there. 1st of January, we have a party. This month and the next is all I have" Kirito said."I don't wanna learn it." Vivian grinned "Okay, then I'll dance with someone else" Kirito said with a smirk.Vivian looked at the floor "What? Got something to say?" He said. Tear drops fell down from cheeks her cheeks."Don't cry! I was just joking! What a cry baby." He said as he wiped her tears with his shirt "Okay, let's learn it slowly. I'll hold you." Kirito said.Vivian no
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"The graves have been loud" Fate said as Lucus sat beside her on a park bench, looking at birds feed on the pieces of bread. They sat there in their human form. Lucus had blonde hair while Fate had black hair."Yeah""Why don't you do something about it?""I don't want to.""You make me wish I had more middle fingers, you cuntybollock!" Suddenly a foreigner stood in front of them."Excuse me, are you a couple? Can I click your picture? You look good" She said in English."Yes sure-""Go away. He and I ain't a couple-- I hate his guts" Fate said in English."Oh! Sorry. Have a nice day." She bowed and walked away."Huh! I wish I could invoice people for wasting my time.""Can't you be a bit friendly?""Haven't you heard what mortals call me? Karma is a bitch.""You actually mind what mortals call you? You're stupid""Yeah, you're rubbing off on me" She said. Lucus took a deep sigh "Oh God"
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