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2022-01-02 18:35:58Kirito sat beside Vivian's body, holding her hand into his. He looked at her face as he squeezed her rough fingers. Vivian's soul and Lucus sat in front of him, staring at him. Kirito's face was expressionless.
"Kirito, let's go home now. It's almost morning." Mrs. Hiomi said.
"Vivian is normal now. She'll wake up in a day or so" Mrs. Garnette said.
Kirito just looked at Vivian.
"Brother?" Aoi looked at Kirito. He slowly got up and walked out of the room. Vivian ran after him barefoot as Lucus just stared at her. Suddenly, the book had a clock drawn on it and it began shining with the ringing sound of huge church bells. He looked into it and disappeared into black clouds.
The next moment, he was in the middle of a terrace, somewhere in Beijing, where a teen girl was ready to jump down. He sat beside her and the girl took a deep breath. He imitated her and finally she jumped.
"Some people beg me for life while some are wasting it like it's no
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It had been three days since Vivian's operation. Kirito had a meeting with the doctor."Vivian has depressed brainstem reflexes" The doctor said as he looked at her report."What's that?""The brain turning responses off--Such as pupils not responding to light, no responses of limbs, except for reflex movements, no response to painful stimuli and irregular breathing. The person is still alive, but the brain is functioning at its lowest stage of alertness.""You mean a coma?""Yes. So, we'll set up a life support""A life support?""It's any combination of machines and medication that keeps a person's body alive when their organs would otherwise stop working. However, people who are using a life-support device don't always recover. They may not regain the ability to breathe and function on their own.""Till when do you think it will last?""That is unpredictable. It can last for few weeks, months or even years,"
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Lucus sounded really cold. Vivian looked into his eyes which were now a mix of blue and grey."You can't understand mortals, because you only see what they decide to show you. But I can, because I know the way to their heart.""Why are you saying that now?" She asked."Listen, I can't fix it. Don't try to flatter me, you are half dead, and a few years later, you will completely die." He said as he got up "And when the time comes, I won't hesitate to kill you."He walked away and jumped down from the top of the bridge, on the footpath. Vivian looked at him and slowly walked down the bridge. Lucus walked in the crowd as he crossed the street. He walked past a construction site and sat in front of a stray cat. The cat approached him slowly and he petted her head softly."Hey boy!" A well built construction worker said as he walked towards him. He had an Australian accent and light blonde beard "Move away from here, it's a danger zone"He got up
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Lucus and Vivian stood on the Egyptian pyramids. He looked agitated."I swear to-- fucking God dude!!""I think I have travelled all around the world in these two weeks. To be honest, this life is pretty good""You like it? You'll eventually get tired of it" Lucus said as he opened his book. "Goddamn, three people died together!" He said as he slapped his hand on his forehead."Oh! By the way, how do you know so many languages?""So many? Nope, I only speak one language.""You speak a different language in every different country," Vivian said. "No, I speak the same language. The language of Death. Every living being can understand it and interpret that as their own" Lucus tapped his feet.They suddenly shriek. Three people shouted as they jumped down from a helicopter. "Here it comes," Lucus said as his eyes turned grey and his hair turned pink."What are they doing?!" Vivian shouted."Sky diving. I tried it too."
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Vivian went to the hospital that morning. The bed was empty."Lucus, my body! It isn't in the hospital bed anymore! Someone stole me.""Like your husband." Lucus was writing something into his book."What are you doing?" She asked as she peeked into his book."Counting days. You said you wanted to know my age.""You're doing it because I asked?""Do you know how long it's been since you've been sleeping?""Like two weeks I guess?""Close enough, it's two months," He said."Wait what?""I know, time is confusing for the dead""I'm not dead" She looked into his eyes. He looked away into the book."I know"Kirito sat on the sofa as he poured his drink. He now had a long, unkept beard and baggy eyes. Vivian's body lay still on the bed. He picked up the drink glass and went towards her.He sat beside her and pressed her head "I still can't get drunk." She just lay there. Her hands were softe
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Fate walked on the footpath with other humans walking right through her. She stopped and looked at her book"Don't do it, Death. I'm telling you, you'll regret it way more than you think and in the end, you're the one who'll be left alone."'I know, Fate'"The person for whom I wanted to love betrayed me, I don't see any reason to move ahead--""Even when you can't see clearly, you must move ahead or you will rot""I want to rot. Let my soul rot in the hells of tarnished fate""Once you're dead, I can't undo it. You know that, right?""I do"He thought something and finally said:"This morning, as the dawn light hits your body, I will take away your soul to the blue stairs of fate. If you want to change your mind, you have tonight's time."She just nodded her head and he disappeared in the black clouds, leaving her standing on the street all by herself."What she said-- about killing her-- I wasn't
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Kirito stared at Vivian and she looked back at him. He slowly walked towards her and touched her face "You're not a dream again, right?" He confirmed.She looked at his face. He hadn't shaved for these two months and it seemed as if he hadn't slept much either. She pressed his hand on her face and he hugged her tightly 'That's not Kirito's perfume' She thought."I thought you'd never wake up"'Well too bad for you-- I did'He kissed her head and took a deep breath. She could hear him breathe above him. He seemed happy. 'Where's Lucus, he didn't tell me anything!'"You know, I've been pretty depressed lately" He said "And I was lonely" Vivian closed her eyes and held his sweater 'I'm gonna hate myself for this'"Vivian""Yes""Vivian""Yes""Vivian""What?""Vivian""What do you want-""I just wanted to call your name." Kirito said with a smile.
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Vivian was back home again. But her mind was still resounding Fate's words."This is the key" "Key to what?" Her hair grew to its original length and her clothes changed back.Everything was back to how it was-- Except the choker. She looked at her reflection in the mirror and then looked at the golden choker. She tried pulling it out but it was fixed on her neck."What the--" She applied some cream to pull it off, soap, oil, powder, but nothing worked. She took a hammer and decided to break it. She pulled it away and hit the hammer on it. She tried everything she could think off but it didn't come off.Finally, tired, she threw herself back on the bed. "What the hell, so this is what it is? I can't remove it," She said to herself. "It looks so weird to go out with this but I need to buy the groceries..."Aoi was on target. He sneezed as he sat inside his room, playing video games."Something unnecessary is going to happen."
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Vivian was sleeping under the blanket when she suddenly felt fingers tracing her waist. Kirito slid his fingers from her waist to her hips. She quickly opened her eyes and saw that he was on top of her."Oh my God." She covered her mouth. "Vivian, let's fuck," He removed his shirt."Oh no!" Vivian said but he grabbed both her hands and looked deep into her eyes "Do you think I'm asking you for your permission?" His blue-green eyes dominated her blue eyes. Vivian blushed and he gave a half-smirk."Alright then,""No""No...No... Yes,""I said get the fuck up," Kirito said and Vivian opened her eyes. "Huh?""I've fried eggs," Kirito pointed towards the dining table."Eggs? You fried them?""Fresh up and let's eat""Okay," Vivian looked at him."Do I have something on my face?" He asked."No, I'll go!" She ran into the bathroom. She locked the door and pressed her back on it."I can't believe mys
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Fate walked towards Lucus with her Grecabulum in her hands as he stood on a road in Romania, looking at a dying cat "She has forgotten that she is an angel" Lucus looked at Vivian's Antabulam."In that matter, she's just like you," Fate said. Lucus looked at her as she sat beside him."I thought of them today, it pissed me off," Fate said "We are mere spectators. You shouldn't interfere anymore, Death""Can't we prevent this?" He asked."That's for her to decide. Shall mortals decide which blue gate they'll take? Either that blue will calm them like the ocean or drown them like their fate""Ocean... No matter harmless or calm it seems, it can kill somebody" Lucus said "It hurts like hell to see her hurt""Well, she is like a rolling stone mediating between her two lives. But, a rolling stone gathers no moss,""Yes. But it certainly gains a certain polish,""I don't know what to say..." She looked at the cat."Everything
