Nuel’s POV
I laid in bed for a few more minutes after Collins left, still feeling horny. Having sex with him could be compared to taking a walk in paradise, and nothing made me more satisfied than the fact that he was mine, totally mine. I had been the first person to penetrate him, and so far I was the only one, and that gave me immense joy. I was always a preserved person, and I never wanted to share things with people, and that included Collins. At first it was supposed to be a hookup. I was horny and didn't know who could help me satisfy my sexual desires, but then a young stud walked right into my dm, asking if I was interested, after seeing what I had posted online using a fake account. We exchanged pictures and I agreed to meet up with him. He seemed way too young and I didn't want to fall into the temptation of having a sexual relationship with a minor, so I asked him to bring his ID along. After our first encounter, I felt drawn to him, and just like that, I asked him to be mine and he agreed, and we've been at our best ever since, having the best sexual experiences that I had never thought of having. I knew I had to leave the hotel in no time, and the phone call I received cemented that fact. I picked up the call. “ Hello, good evening father”, I said. “ Good evening father Emmanuel, how are you doing father?” father Cyprian, the parish priest of the parish I was transferred to, asked. “ We thank the Lord father. I'm doing absolutely fine, how about you father?” “ Oh, the Lord has been gracious. I know you must be questioning why I had called you”, he said, sounding so much like the old wise man he was. “ You could say that, but I already figured why you called, and not to worry, I'll be at the parish house before 8:00 PM. You have my word”. “ Oh, that's wonderful. The parishioners are so eager to see you. Hope you can find your way to the church premises?” He asked and I could hear sounds of people singing in the background - the choristers must be practicing for the Sunday liturgy. “ Not really, but don't worry, I'll use G****e map to find my way”, I said, tucking the pillow harder on my still hard dick. “ Okay. See you later then”, he said and cut the call. I dropped my phone and made to stand up, but my dick was still so hard that it was beginning to hurt - the consequences of having only one round of sex with someone as sweet and flavory as Collins. I needed to do something about it before leaving, and so I went to the bathroom, got a shower gel, and started masturbating, roughly massaging my dick and imagining that I was inside his sweet, tight and warm ass. I drove first to St Anthony's Catholic Church which was on the far west side of Pennsylvania to get my violet vestments. The next day was the first Sunday in lent and knowing fully well that I was going to celebrate mass with them, I knew I had to go with my vestments. I had worked at St Anthony's church as the parish vicar for the last five years, ever since I was ordained, and was just transferred to another parish, one St Gabriel De Archangel parish which was on the north side of Pennsylvania, within the same diocese. I could say I was excited. At least I was going to be a parish priest, no longer a vicar, but a parish priest; the boss of a local church community. I chose the violet chasuble which was embroidered with the face of the virgin Mary, together with my best alb and a violet cincture - I had to make a good first impression because for some people, that was all that mattered. I drove to the parish, using the direction from my G****e map and thankfully, there was no traffic, so I arrived at the parish premises just five minutes to eight. “ Good evening father”, I greeted father Cyprian who seemed to have been waiting for me outside. “ Good evening father. Welcome to St Gabriel De Archangel parish”, he said as I alighted from my vehicle. He had grown much older than I remembered. Back in the days when I was still in the seminary, he took us in a course in theology, and back then he was one of the best teachers we had. “ Thank you father”, I said as we slightly hugged. “ Come on, let's go inside”, he said and I grabbed my little suitcase and my vestments and joined him. I didn't see the need to bring my mass box along with me since the parish must probably have one. “ We celebrate only one mass on Sundays which is the 7’O clock mass, and in the evening, we celebrate benediction with vespers”, he said as he led me through the tiled hallway of the father's refectory, leading through the wide sitting room to the staircase, going upstairs, “ and then on weekdays, we celebrate morning masses by 6:00 AM. And you don't need to worry about anything. Our parish community is very much strong in spirit, and they love attending liturgical activities, unlike some places nowadays, places that endanger the spiritual lives of people. Poor souls, don't you think?” I nodded. “ Poor souls indeed”, I said. “ Pardon me, but you'll have to spend the night in this guest room”, he said as he opened the door to a relatively clean room, “ I'm yet to pack my stuff out, but not to worry, once I pack out, you can then move into the masters quarters”. “ Ah, no need to feel sorry. It's not as if I'm moving in just yet”, I said, instantly regretting what I had said. It sounded so much as if I didn't want to move in. “ Okay. You can come down to the dining room for supper”. “ Okay father. I'll be with you in a while”, I said and he closed the door and went back downstairs. I placed my suitcase on the table and hung my vestments on the empty wardrobe there as I inspected the room. It didn't seem to have pests or insects so all was good. I could spend the night there. I freshened up and went downstairs to join father Cyprian at the dining table. His cook made lasagna and pasta and we had a good formal chat as we devoured the delicious meal. I retired to bed, finally having the time to go through my phone and realize that Collins had texted me. “ Good evening sir. I got home safely. Hope you also did?” his text read. I had told him that when texting me directly, he should refer to me as sir, and the reason was so that people wouldn't mistakenly look at my lockscreen and see a text where someone was referring to me as baby - that would definitely lead to an unwanted scandal. I checked the time it was sent and it was around 8:00 PM and I couldn't help but wonder if he got home by 8:00 PM. “ Yes, I did. Thanks for asking. Did you get home late?”, I texted back, and immediately, as if he was waiting on my text, he replied. “ No, I got home early. Just that I didn't have the time to text you earlier. I've just been busy”, he texted. “ Okay. I had to masturbate after you left. I still wasn't satisfied”. “ Sorry about that. Don't worry, when we meet again next week, I'll let you go on three rounds with me, okay?” “ Are you serious?” “ You know I am”. “ Okay. I have to go to bed now”. “ Okay, good night. Dream about me”. “ Dream about me too”. I turned off my phone, knelt down, and said my evening prayer before going to sleep. Even though I knew very well that I was a hard sinner, I still tried to communicate with God in prayer, after all, I was a priest. I woke up the next morning and took my time in preparing for mass. “ Father?” Father Cyprian called unto me as he knocked on my door. “ Yes father”, I answered, opening the door. “ Sorry if I disturbed you. I just wanted to let you know that I'll be heading to the church building”, he said, clutching onto his vestments. “ Okay. I'll join you in a moment”. “ Okay”, he said and left while I got hold of my vestments and followed suit to the church building. As I got to the dressing area, the altar boys were already waiting in line for the entrance procession, and the choristers could be heard singing their hearts out. The church was filled, a testimony of the locals having a strong spiritual life. As I approached the vesting table, I stopped dead on my tracks. Never in my wildest imagination could I have imagined what I was seeing - Collins was one of the altar boys. Holy shit.“ What sins do you think that cry out to heaven?” Father Remigius, our Theology 202 lecturer asked us in class one day. “ I'm not asking you to tell me what the Catholic doctrine says about the sins that cry out to heaven or to listen it as dictated in the catechism pamphlet, I'm asking you to tell me what sins you think, what moral vices you think that cry out to heaven”, he said, walking back and forth in front of the classroom, his black cassock flowing in sync with the gentle breeze and making it hard to discern if he was a lecturer or a student since everyone in the classroom also had a black cassock on. There was a dead silence for a while as everyone thought about what to say - we all definitely wanted to impress his sexy grey beards and that was our chance to do so. “ Yes Phillip. What do you think?” He said as Phillip raised his hand. “ Personally, I think that the sun that cries out to heaven more is the sin of oppression. Christ made it evident during his ministry
Collins’ POV “ Take this, all of you, and drink of it, for this is my body which will be given up for you”, Nuel said during the mass, and as he raised the circular wafer; or host as we usually called it, the bell was rang: a way of announcing to the people that Christ was descending upon the gifts in spirit. He placed it back in the altar, covering it with a purificator before genuflecting before it. “ And on the night he was betrayed”, he continued as I stared at him, wondering if the man I was staring at was really the Nuel I had sex with just yesterday, “ he took the chalice, and giving thanks, he gave it to his disciples saying, take this, all of you, and drink of it, for this is the chalice of my blood, the blood of the new and eternal covenant, which will be poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins. Do this in remembrance of me”, he said, and as he raised the chalice, the storm outside increased, causing a faint lightning that was followed up by a roaring thunder
“ Why the hell did you not tell me that you were an altar boy?!” Nuel asked as I came up to him at the street side park where he had instructed me to meet him. “ Hold it there bro”, I said, raising my hands to hold him back if he should want to hit me or anything because he was as mad as a cow that had seen a red cow. I didn't even know when I called him ‘ bro'. “ You never asked me if I was, and you didn't even tell me that you were a priest. A priest for crying out loud”, I said, sounding so much like my mom when she had caught my dad cheating on her. “ You didn't ask me too, gosh!”, he exclaimed, putting both of his hands on his head like an African woman who has just received the news of her husband's death. He put his hand over his mouth, breathing hastily, trying to calm himself as I stood there too, doing the same. I could've bet that we were both thinking the same thing - how the hell was this possible? Saying that we were in deep shit was totally an understatemen
“ A reading from a letter to the Hebrews”, the lector said as we moved to the pulpit, while I held a microphone to his mouth, absentmindedly watching him move his lips as he looked at the congregation and back to the lectionary, paying no attention to what he was saying. “ The word of the Lord”, he said in a final tone, signifying that he had finished his reading. “ Thanks be to God”, the congregation replied and my mouth was benevolent enough to also speak along with the congregation. “ Your days shall be filled with gladness, all you who trusts in the Lord”, the lector started the responsorial psalm, maintaining his reading fluency and eye communication, just like that of a news anchor. “ Your days shall be filled with gladness, all you who trusts in the Lord”, the congregation replied. “ He who walks in the path of righteousness, who detests the ways of the wicked, who closes his eyes lest they see evil, who shuts his eyes lest they hear of bloodshed”, the lector continue
“ Hello gay”, Franklin said as a surge of pain flew from my hand to my whole body. How can one get injured in one part of the body but feels it on every part of the body? Someone really had to explain that to me. “ What are you up to in there? Looking for a dick to suck?” He said and laughed at his own statement, together with his two worthless minions; Christian and Zack. I looked at him with pure rage in my eyes as they continued laughing without ceasing, even pointing fingers at me as I caressed my hurt hand, laughing their guts out while calling me weak. I couldn't take it anymore, no longer. I clenched my fists and stepped forward to Franklin, face to face with him. “ What are you gonna do? Huh? Punch me? I bet your punch will be more soft than a pillow, fag”, he said and his crew ‘ oooohed’ what he said, laughing at the top of their voices as more students gathered around. Without thinking twice, I threw my fist in the air, making it land on his left cheek, and his
Education is really a scam. A real scam. Back when I was in highschool I didn't think about it that much, but now I've come to the realization that it is. I mean, how can a science student be learning about laws? What are the art students doing? Some of them would go to law schools, so why aren't they studying all the types of laws? Why should I who wants nothing to do with law be forced to learn about some laws that are sugarcoated as gas laws? You might want to say that gas laws were a science student's thing, but hey, they are laws, laws, and they should be studied by lawyers or aspiring lawyers, not high scholars who want nothing to do with the law. Like mehn, the educational system is fucked real up. “ Charles law states that all things being, the volume of a gas increases as the temperature increases, and decreases as the temperature does. It has a mathematical formula of V1/T1 = V2/T2”, Clementina answered the question that Mr Mayor had thrown at us. She was always
Nuel's POV I had liked a boy way back then when I was still in college, before going into the seminary. I was a third year student doing a program in Engineering Geology and I fell for Basil, a final year student doing a program in mechanical engineering. We lived in the same dormitory and were both altar boys at the school's local church. I had known him ever since my first year but nothing of him seemed appealing to me; not his looks, his aura, his dressing, his grades, nothing. To be precise, he was even a jerk, a jerk that has a few notable leadership qualities, nothing else but that, but I started falling for him at the beginning of my third year. I couldn't tell what had sparked the feeling, it was probably because of the fact that he just started acting all nice and caring literally our of nowhere. There were times when I would catch him stealing glances at me, glances that seemed so much like he was checking me out, and for some reason it seemed as if he always wanted
I felt very naked. Not actually for the fact that I had felt like a hypocrite while saying the homily, but because Collins was there, listening to me preach what I never practiced. But all the same, I couldn't help it. Just because I was involved in perpetual sin didn't mean that I shouldn't condemn it, it didn't mean that I should come up to the congregation and tell them that having premarital sex was good, that a priest fucking an altar boy was good. No, it never meant any of that, but I still felt naked because I knew that I would probably be sounding so stupid to Collins. Hearing me preach those words after hearing me moan in sexual pleasure multiple times would definitely be something to laugh about. I didn't want to think about it. I had ended things with him, I had made it clear to him that we never knew each other, and even as my heart ached, I knew that it was for the best. He left immediately after the morning mass dismissed, seeming like he was avoiding me. I
“ Come in”, I said when I heard a knock on the door. Collins opened the door and walks in, clutching his doctrine book and Bible as he came closer. “ Good evening father”, he said, standing before me as I sat on the bed and putting his two hands around my neck. I would've preferred he didn't call me father whenever we were alone, I liked when he used to call me Nuel, but he insisted on doing so as a sign of respect for my priestly office. “ Don't worry, you will always be my sexy father”, he had said with an enchanting smile. “ Good evening, how are you?” I asked, putting my hands around his waist and drawing him closer to myself. “ I'm fine, how about you? You sound very tired”, he said, sitting on my lap as still held him, inhaling his sweet scent. He always smelled nice, not like perfume nice or anything, it was just his natural smell and still it was so so nice. “ Well, I am tired”, I said, pouting my mouth and making baby eyes. “ Why? Did you do anything tedious today
I walked around the parish premises, watching as different religious societies set up their altars and started their prayers. The Legion Of Mary and The Blue Army were the only societies that still had members with zeal. Even before they began saying the rosary, more than half of their members had already come, sitting comfortably and waiting. The other societies; the society of sacred heart, society of St Jude, and the rest were all scanty, with about three or four members in attendance, but nevertheless they inspired me. For the fact they were still holding on even on the verge of societal death was a true proof of their faith. I walked to the gathering center where catechism was held, and as I walked there, children shouted “ good evening father” so loudly that one might think that they were trying to wage war against me instead of greeting me. I answered them with a warm smile, asking how they were and all that. They were little kids, about four and five and six years, and i
Nuel's POV There is this saying that says that behind every dark cloud is a silver lining. Well, permit me to add that behind every storm is a steamy reconciliation sex. Not just any kind of sex, but the type that ultimately bonded us together and made me realize that I wanted to have Collins by my side forever. The storm lasted for two days, of which everyone stayed put, afraid of coming out and getting washed away. I knew that the people inside the church would have no problem finding what to eat. There were supplies of biscuits and juice and milk and water, usually donated for the children, and I was pretty sure that the items would be of very good use in the storm. The only thing that was in the chapel was water, nothing else, and Collins and I survived those two days drinking only that water and sleeping in each other's arms. I wasn't so afraid about what The Lord thought about our relationship anymore because I got to realize that God is love, and he loved us beyond bo
In the beginning, Judaism which begot the Christian faith was a faith that was built on sacred sex. Or at least that was what one author like that was trying to say through his book. I think it was Dan Brown? Yeah, and the book was The Da Vinci Code. In the book, speaking through a fictional Harvard university scholar, he buttressed the fact that sex was a divine act through which men encountered God through the sacred feminine. That the Holy of Holies in the temple built by king Solomon not only housed God, but also his female equal known as Shekinah. He told millions of his readers that men would visit the temple and the priestesses would help them to encounter God through physical contact and bla bla bla. That all sounded stupid when I read it, so so stupid and absurd, but I had cause to doubt myself after what happened between Nuel and I right there in the chapel, in the presence of God. Everything was slow, delicate, sophisticated. He broke the kiss and slowly shut t
Collins' POV It always felt stupid. To die for someone you loved, it always felt stupid to me. Even when Sam Smith released a song called “ somebody to die for”, I felt he was stupid enough to want to die for someone. Why would you want to die for anybody in the name of love? I remember watching this Asian movie: League Of Avengers; I couldn't tell if it was Korean or Chinese, but it seemed somewhere in the middle, just like I couldn't tell if Jumong or Alchemy Of Souls was Korean or Chinese. In the movie, Bi Yao, the female lead, sacrificed herself for Xiao Fan, the male lead, to save him from being killed by the leader of the righteous sect. Yes, Jesus Christ died for us; we were told, but that was different, he is God, and he was doing it to save all mankind, not some cute guy that he loved, and as I there stood on the sanctuary, in the dim darkness caused by the power shortage, and the heavy rainy noise that was accompanied with lightning and thunder, I came to understand J
Nuel's POV “ Father, I heard they would be a storm”, Mrs Athena said, clutching her Bible to her chest in that sense of self righteousness that eluded nothing but pretence. “ Really? I also heard it on the news”, Mrs Jane chipped in, also holding her Bible but not to her chest. Even though she clicked so well with Mrs Athena, she didn't wear her religion as a shield over her real self. “ Wow, what news channel? The daily news?” I asked, trying to get in flow with the conversation. “ Both the daily news and the CNN. They said it will be caused by the longshore drift from the north Atlantic Ocean, and strictly warned that we should expect it in a few days”, Mrs Jane said, laying out the news as if she was the news caster. “ That won't be good”, I said, frowning my face and wondering if I was frowning because of the storm news or because of the two women who had held me in captivity for like thirty minutes. “ I guess it will be good to also let the congregation know about it
“ What's going on here?”, someone's voice broke the fearful silence that had already taken over my soul. “ What are you guys up to?” Coach Mbape asked, his hands resting on his tiny waist. Never have I felt so thankful that someone interrupted something that I was a part of. “ Nothing coach”, Franklin said as he let go of me, changing his voice from the dreadful one I heard few seconds ago to a childlike one - the dude must've had a multiple personality disorder or something. “ Come on, get your tiny legs on the tracks”, he said, moving his hands like a choir master as he motioned for us to move out. He called us ‘ tiny legs’ while his own legs couldn't appropriately carry his potbelly, the one that made him look so much like a pregnant woman. “ Okay coach”, I said and immediately moved away from him, taking quick steps as I headed for the door. I still felt his deadly gaze on my back, and only when I stepped on the tracks was I able to actually breath. “ Set yourselves i
“ You should've seen how engaged they were. They didn't even notice that I was there”, Esther said, her hands moving in gesture as she expressed herself. “ Oh my gosh, wait, really? That really happened?” I asked, excitement flowing through my arteries. “ For sure. Matilda here was busy dancing and drinking herself to stupor, she just didn't know what was going on”. “ Oh please”, Matilda retorted, “ I was basically doing what every normal person would do at a party, unlike someone who was busy being a live CCTV camera”, she rolled her eyes and we all laughed. “ So I'm the CCTV camera?” Esther asked, pointing to herself and still chuckling. “ Do you actually need anyone to tell you that?” I said. “ Wow, okay, okay, no problem”, she said, feigning annoyance. “ Don't worry, you are so good at what you do and we love you for that”, I said, smiling mischievously. “ Yes, and we deeply respect your passion”, Matilda added and we burst out in laughter again, our lungs explod
Our eyes were locked together, hunger and yearning flaming red with all rubiness. The carton of water that was thrown into the air came crashing down beside us, and yet we didn't flinch. We didn't even hear the sound of it falling to the ground, or at least we weren't listening, but it was clear that even if it had fallen on top of us, we will still not flinch, for we were both enchanted, lost in a trance. “ Are you alright”, he asked as he came back to his senses and helped me stand to my feet. “ Yes father. I'm sorry father”, I said, averting my eyes from his. I didn't want him to know that I yearned for him, I didn't want to give him the impression that I still cared, that I still wanted him, and that Ionged for his touch, his kiss, his whole being. “ Okay. That could've been fatal”, he said and walked past me, continuing on his journey to the third floor. “ Tell Patrick to come and clean off the water before someone else falls because of it”, he said to me from the stairc