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42 MY CAREER OR MY FAMILY
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2021-06-09 09:18:03I have entrusted Queeniera to my parents for three years in the village. I work around looking for a quiet word so as not to be disturbed by my ex-husband and the evil actor. My stepmother and stepfather looked older every time I visited and the old scars and sadness on their faces were evident. Obviously, it must be hard for them to think about the fate of my life which is not fine anymore.
Now that I live and work in Jakarta, it's really hard, I never even imagined that long ago I had to be able to fight in a Metro Politan city full of crime, struggles in the world of work and for sure nothing is free here. I have to rent a boarding house, have to find my own food, and struggle to get to my own office in crowds on public transportation, both trains and buses. I don't have many friends because this is a new city that I stop by to find a new job and fortune.At the beginning of every month I always take the time to go home from Jakarta to Lampung just to see Queeniera's childrRelated chapters
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Last Updated : 2021-06-09My Friends and My Love Story 44. APRIL FULL OF LOVE
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Last Updated : 2021-06-09My Friends and My Love Story 45.FIVE MONTHS ENOUGH ME WITH BISMILLAH
Jakarta - Bekasi, the distance that is quite time-consuming for me to make love with Dwi, is enough for me to know my future priest, and maybe it's time for me to bring him back to Lampung. Yes Dwi I will introduce mom, daddy and my girl. Hopefully, I hope this time my choice is right. And hopefully this is the mate that God really sent for me, not just a test or just playing around.The Eid holiday arrived, we went to Lampung, I introduced Dwi to my mom, dad and gilr. Alhamdulillah they accepted our good intention to get married. We spent about three days on vacation and Eid in Lampung. We spent time getting to know each other and of course bringing Dwi closer to my two children and my parents.Alhamdulillah, Dwi is an easy going person and loves small children very much, we went to the beach, to the mall and played in the playground with Queeniera. Enough to be a good start for us, especially my son. Finally Queeniera got what she wanted, the warm embrace of a father figure
Last Updated : 2021-06-09My Friends and My Love Story 46. MY MARRIAGE IS MY HEAVEN
The first year of marriage definitely needs adjustment, the house is still empty, and the standard form of the developer must be renovated, I still have to work to help the family economy, and I still have many dreams with Dwi, still want to spend our honeymoon, want to renovate the house and fill the house with beautiful furniture. Of course I have to continue working as usual, I still leave my child in Lampung. I have to give more time to my husband, slowly changing habits and circumstances so that everyone is not surprised by this change. In fact, I still have to stay in Jakarta and work in Jakarta the same as before.Every weekend we always spend together, through the good times and my honeymoon. Recreation to Puncak, Bandung or even to Garut. One by one we visited tourist destinations. After a few months of marriage, it turns out that we have the same hobbies such as listening to music, traveling and not forgetting to capture vacation moments by taking selfies. Many of my fa
Last Updated : 2021-06-09My Friends and My Love Story 47. WANT TO GET TOGETHER WITH FAMILY
Two husbands who are good to me, at the same time he is also a loving and responsible father. But sometimes he is a little chatty and fussy with us. Everything was done out of love and concern for us. Even though we live simply, our inner and outer life is very well filled and he always gives full happiness. No need to live with lots of wealth, just live a simple life, but be happy and be able to gather with my children and parents in one more house.After giving birth to my third child, I expressed my intention to mom and daddy, to take the two sons and daughters that we had left. It's really wrong, on the one hand my parents will be sad and lonely without grandchildren with a considerable distance, but on the one hand I'm the one who always remembers my children in Lampung. Since I didn't work and became pregnant again, it's rare for us to go back to Lampung, especially now that we want to bring Grandfather Farrell, who is still young, often impossible.Mom, dad forbade what
Last Updated : 2021-06-09My Friends and My Love Story 48. MOM AND DAD GIVE TO ETERNITY
35 years, my mother adopted me, took care of me, gave me all the love, affection, attention and wealth they had. Mom to me, the best and greatest mother, as well as my stepfather even though he is often evil but still loves me. Lately they have been sick a lot, almost 68 years of their age. That's what makes me often sad and anxious, I'm afraid they're sick away from me.More than 3 times a day I video call them a day, even though I am old but still very spoiled to my mom and daddy, for them I am still a spoiled mom's child. I can cry incessantly if I don't hear from them for two days. Mom and dad are still in Palembang, they have been there for a month. Occupying a very simple house and we rarely live in with all the facilities that are a little less supportive. I'm getting worried, they are used to living in a spacious and comfortable house with all the facilities. But yes, for reasons of responsibility and laziness if you have to go back and forth to Lampung to take care of ou
Last Updated : 2021-06-09My Friends and My Love Story 49. BETWEEN FAMILY AND FRIENDS
After the death of mom and dad, it can be said that the life I live is quite heavy. After returning from Lampung, I didn't have much personal belongings that I could bring back to Bekasi. You could say it's only limited to children's clothes. In fact, how many things I can use in Bekasi if we can move them.Arriving in Lampung yesterday I was shocked by the behavior of my uncles and aunts. The first bad news I heard was that on the day my mother died, the brothers and sisters did not have any feelings of sadness or sympathy, as in our area, if someone dies, we will hold a recitation or mourn for a few days. It's different with them, they even discuss about my mother's inheritance and inheritance.Yes, it may be said that in fact I was only an adopted child, but I was adopted since birth. Or if they don't respect their brother-in-law who is my stepfather, let alone want to help take care of him who is paralyzed, they don't care a little, and my daddy has to leave the house and
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I, never got used to all this. "O Allah if I may cry and complain." The sadness of losing my mother still continues to whip in my heart, not to mention about the family who continues to terrorize me to sell the inherited house. I was shocked by God, shocked by all this happening that seemed too fast for me.I used to only take care of one baby, suddenly I had to take care of my three children. And their age can be said not too far away. Queeniera is still 7 years old, Dimas is still 4 years old and Farrell is just 1 year old. Can you imagine how busy I am at home.The effects of the pandemic must be felt, both in the financial and economic fields of our family. If in fact and in the current situation, I should be helping my husband to work and earn his fortune again. But all that is not possible right? Honestly, we should have had a housemaid, who just helped me take care of the household needs, but again it wasn't possible, and where could I pay for it. To take care of our ch
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My Friends and My Love Story 61. ABOUT STORY
Part 1 (Story of the Past) My birthday My name is Sintia, I was born in Bandung on September 23, 1985, in a village midwife, a friend of my mother. I was born to a mother named Eni Suryani and a father named Wito. For them being born is a gift, but for me it is the beginning of my departure, yes I will be adopted. None other than the one who will adopt me is the brother of my own biological father, who has no children due to illness and desperately wants children in his household. It started when my biological mother, who was pregnant with me for three months, was confused about the fact that she would have another child, while she already had four small children. Finally, they intend to help their sister to have children, heirs and friends when they are old. Yes, it is possible that the decisions they took have been discussed and become the right way out. "Wito, where is En, are you still at the office?" "Yes, Sofie, Wito is back at the office, maybe just for a while, right, it's
My Friends and My Love Story 60. IT'S NOT OVER YET
It's been almost three years since my mom and dad died. But the fact is that now the land and house dispute issues have not yet seemed to be over. I'm tired, and you can say if I've given up.I have given a mandate to my eldest brother, to help take care of all this. I don't know why things that are usually easy to be difficult and complicated like this they make. Yes, it was because my aunt and uncle continued to act badly, as if they were not satisfied with the results I gave and the path I gave. I have resigned myself to all their requests to sell mama and papa's assets and inheritance. And during the first sales process I was also present in the transaction. Even though from my small heart I screamed and hurt to lose the inheritance that I had from mom and dad. Even though it was very heavy, I was forced to sell it, with the excuse of maintaining good relations between families. I hope with my decision it will all be over but in fact it is not that eas
My Friends and My Love Story 59. TAROT
The year goes on even though it often stumbles in problems. Tonight I idly started looking at hockey, luck, constellations, zodiac signs or about tarot. It just so happened that an online tarot crossed the Geogle info wall while reading the news. I didn't have to wait long, I clicked on it quickly. I went to the admin link, they asked me to enter my name, date of birth and gender. Immediately for fun, I filled it all in without hesitation. A few seconds later I switched screens. Admin asked me to choose 3 tarot cards online. Because it was all closed, I just clicked randomly. Shortly after, the HP screen showed a screen of 3 cards that I chose. The figure of a simple woman was the first card I got, the figure of the empress in death, and the figure of the empress who seemed to sit gracefully on her throne. Not long after I continued my selection, an explanation appeared for the three tarot cards I chose. Very interesting cards, comfortable life long a
My Friends and My Love Story 58. ACHUEVING YOUR DREAMS THROUGH WRITING
Since mom and dad died, apart from taking care of my husband and children, I have started to fill the void in my day and my activities, I sell cellphone credit and electricity tokens, help my husband run a printing business, sell a small online shop, and write poetry and novels. It is my new hobby and activity. Even though I can't have a career like I used to, I still have to be able to work.Alhamdulillah, Dwi as a husband really understands me, he always supports me, even though there is not much capital that can be given but that support is very important and very valuable.Likewise, with the freedom to work, socialize and do activities that Dwi gave me, I have to give my best, such as taking good care of my house, my children and their needs. Especially if they are sick, caring for, maintaining and caring for them becomes more important than all my other activities.Family will always come first to me. With confidence, one by one, I write novels, poems, maybe this will
My Friends and My Love Story 57. REMEMBER STORY
It's been almost two years since my mom and dad died. Sometimes a feeling of sadness still occasionally appears in my mind. I remember my childhood, when mom and dad loved me very much, and gave me all the best things. I really miss those times mom who often calls me, reminds me to eat, reminds me to pray, the rules at 21.00 pm must be at home when we are dating, or have different opinions in raising my three children, and all mom's chatter that often makes me angry and annoyed .Or is he my daddy, if I get sick or fall daddy will be the one who is the most anxious, rush to take me to the doctor or massage my feet and hands if I get sprained, even daddy is the one who always cries when he saw me breaking up with my girlfriends . Sometimes he becomes my friend, and sometimes he becomes my biggest enemy if there is a difference of opinion. But now they are gone, I can only miss, only prayers that I can send. May they rest in peace and have the best place in heaven someday. Every ni
My Friends and My Love Story 56. AGE WITH YOU
We are not young anymore, Dwi is 41 years old and I am almost 35 years old. It wasn't long ago that we lived together to form a new household that didn't feel like 5 years together. Three cute children also provide beauty and happiness for us, Dwi is increasingly diligent in working, in order to provide all the best for us. Even though all of that requires one word of sincerity and struggle. Dwi is always romantic, if I were young I would definitely want to add another child, it might bring more crowd in this house, but three children are enough. They have to think about the future savings and education they must have.Every afternoon I always prepare a dish for my husband, as well as warm coffee or tea, which are mandatory companions at dusk. I always leaned my shoulder in his arms, telling stories about today's activities with the children, discussing work and business, or just chatting, watching television and listening to our favorite music. Match, a mate who is like a mirror
My Friends and My Love Story 55. SINTIA'S FRUD SON AND GIRL
I can't believe it's been two years of my marriage with Mas Dwi. Thank God everything went smoothly, I slowly got the peace of life. Taking care of the three very cute babies gives me happiness and entertainment of its own. Even though their 1000 mischiefs often appear, yes, that's how everything I went through had the ups and downs.Queeniera has started school, and she is very excited. he is an active child, fussy and often irritates his mother and father. There are only acts and behavior that are beyond the mischief of the two brothers, teasing his sister to tears becomes his favorite game and activity every day. Often I hold my emotions, even though sometimes because I am excited I finally pinch his legs when they are very stubborn and even with nagging, it has become mandatory for him to be controlled and obey me.Dimas has started Kindergarten school, his body is not as fat as it used to be, maybe because he has started learning and playing a lot. Not as active as Queeni
My Friends and My Love Story 54. FRIENDS WHO ALWAYS BE
Being in a strange place surrounded by strangers. Living in a housing estate is not easy. Some like it, some don't like it, it's all fine. But it's different from my principles, which tend to be indifferent and don't want to interfere with other people's life problems.Nowadays, everything is online, online work, online school and of course socializing with the same online style. Alhmadulillah, I'm always connected with friends even though it's only through social media. Friends for me may be everything, especially for those who are always there in joy and sorrow without the slightest self.Maybe it's weird right now if you have friends who can continue to be close for decades. Like the current story or satire "Today's anything must have money, let alone Satan's friends to come if we have money."But all that doesn't apply to us, Kiki, Widya, Ervina, Catur, Maria, Andi, Roli, Irfan, Agus, Fauzi, Alex, Agung, Caca, Dedeh, Chandra, Sari, Dina, Tika, Ria, Impin, Iwan, Roby, Ba
My Friends and My Love Story 53.THE RETURN OF PROPHECY
This morning I received an incoming message on the F******k application, quite a lot of incoming prank messages, and I'm used to deleting them one by one. Another case with this one message, an incoming message from Rahman. I think Rahman is like before, giving threatening messages or cursing because of our past separation.Not the case today, it turns out that he expressed his condolences for the departure of my mother and father. It's quite late, but I'm grateful that he still cares about us."Assalamualaikum Sin, I offer my condolences for the departure of Mom and Daddy, I hope Sintia and her family can be patient and sincere and patient."I replied too."Waalaikum salaam Rahman, thank you."From there Rahman continued to send messages, just asking about my family and my new life now. So bumpy he pleasantries to me with good words and without harsh words. What's wrong if I ask about his new household and family.A little surprised to hear Rahman's news, it turne
