A gust of wind flew by causing me to shiver once again from the cold. Without wasting another second, I pulled the passenger door open and got in the front seat. Closing the door once I was settled, I sighed at the warmth the jeep offered.
Twisting my body slightly to my left, I reached out to grab my bag from the back seat. Rummaging through the stuffs in it, I prayed to God that my father at least packed one of my sweaters in it. Feeling through the clothes, I felt my fingers touch something warm and cotton-like. I pulled it and smiled as I saw one of my black sweaters. This should work for the time being. It would keep me warm enough throughout the way back home. I zipped up the bag and kept it back on the back seat. Immediately, I wore the sweater and swooned at the comfort it had to offer and leaned my back against the seat.
I glanced around and couldn’t help but conclude that at night, the hospital grounds looked kind of creepy. Other than the other police officers guarding the entrance and with a few nurses and people walking to and fro the emergency exit, there weren’t many people at the entrance of the building. It almost looked deserted at night unlike the busty atmosphere during the day earlier.
The driver door opened and Jason got in with his jacket now in his hands. When he glanced at me, his eyes trailed over the sweater that I was currently wearing.
“It’s kind of hot in here.” He said then nodded awkwardly and threw his jacket in the back seat but his body betrayed him as he shivered due to the cold piercing the air through the opened window.
I frowned at him but he avoided my gaze, put the keys in the ignition and turned it sideways, turning the jeep on.
It came on with a roar along with a vibration before going back to a smooth sound, almost as if it wasn’t turn on but when I felt the car move, I was amazed. It felt like those electric cars kids would usually play with at home; it made no sound at all, like it wasn’t even moving.
I haven’t been in many cars before but this one was amazing. It did not make a lot of sounds. Either the jeep was brand new or Jason was a really good driver but it was a smooth ride like an aeroplane. I couldn’t help but feel like I was flying while looking out at the passers-by walking their dogs and the few remaining people probably doing last minute grocery shopping before going home or simply working night-shifts. Jason asked me for directions once we reached my neighbourhood and I directed him to my house.
The ride came to a stop in front of my house and I couldn’t help the sadness enveloping my heart as I realized that I will soon be leaving this place which was filled up with memories of my childhood and of my mother but it also reminded me of all those tormenting nightmares I’ve had due to my father. This place had its fair share of happiness as well as its fair share of either physical or emotional excruciating suffering. As much as I would like to stay here, I had to get away from my cruel father and now that I’m about to leave this place forever, I wanted to be free and start anew in a new town.
After a moment of simply sitting still in the passenger seat, I mustered whatever courage I had left and forced myself out of the jeep despite the physical pain erupting on my wrists and stomach.
“Will you be okay going alone? Or do you want me to come with you?” I looked back over my right shoulder when I heard Jason.
“I’ll be f-fine.” I tried to sound calm and unafraid but my voice betrayed me.
“I’ll come with you.” Jason decided and got out of the jeep too.
He locked it and made his way around the front of the jeep while wearing his leather jacket. He stood beside me and re-adjusted his collar before shrugging.
“Let’s go.” He finally said before glancing at me with the left side of his lips turned up into a smirk which soon morphed into a warm smile.
I couldn’t smile back. I was too nervous and with all the types of thoughts and emotions going berserk in my mind and heart, I couldn’t really think straight at this point.
I couldn’t help but think about how I finally got the courage and told a police officer everything about what’s been happening in my life. I was dumbfounded that I succeeded in doing that but the consequences of taking that action will definitely come to bite me back in the ass. That is the reason why getting away was one of the best decisions that I could have ever taken besides revealing all the wrongdoings of my father to a policeman. It is just that everything is happening so quickly and unexpectedly that I haven’t gotten enough time to re-think about my decisions and about certain stuffs.
“What’s wrong?” Jason asked.
He must have noticed my troubled face, I thought as I saw him inspecting my face before frowning.
“Am I doing the right thing?” I questioned him.
I had no one and I did not know who to trust at this point but I knew that I could trust Jason. It’s not because he is a police officer but because I felt like I could trust him and my intuition never went wrong in judging someone.
“Lea, believe me. You are doing the right thing. You need to get away and since you don’t have any relatives who would take you in, you will have to trust me. It’s the police force’s job to protect you and the head of our department decided that it would be wise to get you out of this town as soon as possible because your life is in danger, Lea. Your own father might be a threat to your safety. You are not of legal age yet to go on your own and since your father is your legal guardian, he might come back to claim you. I will get you the restriction letter against him but that would take at least a week before it is legally approved. I can’t just assume that you will be safe in this one week by yourself. You never know when your father might return.” Jason explained but the tone of his voice was soft and warm like he was explaining a five year old.
After a while of re-thinking everything, I nodded in agreement.“Let’s go get your stuffs then.” He uttered and then sighed in relief or in exhaustion, I couldn’t tell.Once we got everything packed and in the back of the jeep, we were ready for the journey ahead of us.For me, it will be a much needed journey where I will be able to start afresh at a new place among new people but I was also anxious as I was not really ready for what lies ahead of me. I was oblivious to the environment of the new place and the people there but I was ready for a new beginning.I glanced at my house for one last time and gulped hard to swallow the lump that had formed in my throat as I felt my nose and eyes prick with unshed tears. It was a familiar feeling I have felt all these years and I couldn’t easily forget the sensation of it as I thought of my mother and the good memories I had of her in this house. I watched my house until it faded to
What I heard then, was the sexiest and deepest voice that had my heart skipping a beat but I kept my eyes downwards, somewhat finding my worn out sneakers much more interesting than knowing the owner of the voice. I frowned in confusion though because I never had my heart reacting in this way. Am I falling sick? I can’t be afraid of him since I don’t even know him. I am sure then that I am falling sick and it is related to my heart. Maybe some heart problems? I decided that remaining quiet at this moment would be a wise thing to do, so, I stayed silent and let Jason do the talking. I will look into my heart disease later on when everything related to my new place of residence is solved. For now, the only thing important to me is having a new place to live; a safe place where my father wouldn’t be able to reach me. “You’re here. What a pleasant surprise." the voice said with a tiniest bit of sarcasm and arrogance but with a hint of mockery too. I felt a light
Why can’t I breathe? I pried at my throat, trying to remove the thing strangling me, preventing me from getting an ounce of air in my lungs. I shook my head, kept on trying to get away while trying my level best to remove the grasp around my neck but I just couldn’t. What’s happening? What’s wrong with me? “Fuck! She’s dying - “Shut the fuck up!'' I heard the guy shout.... no whisper over to someone. He sounded so far away. Have I succeeded in getting away from him? I wanted to open my eyes to search for Jason but I just couldn’t. I could feel dots of blackness covering my eyesight and my head spinning before I could feel myself falling, falling hard but only to be caught by a pair of strong arms. Only one thing I’ve been able to see is Ryder’s twisted and worried face as he leaned over my face, too close for my liking. But, I couldn’t do anything to get away because I fell in a tunnel of blackness which went deeper and deeper and deeper. I don’t want
How hard was her life back there that she tried to commit suicide? Her father must be one hell of a bastard. How could a father abuse his own child, his own blood?I shook my head to get rid of those unwanted thoughts. Shame burned up the back of my neck when I pushed those thoughts away before they could invade my mind yet, the single thought that pervaded was the fact that I shouldn’t care about someone else. This is not me. I can’t go soft just for anyone. There’s no place for another person in my life apart from my brother, Michael and my buddies. I have never let anyone fight my battles for me and I wasn’t about to start now. I must stay focused on my goal.“I hate to break this to you but Michael is not home.” I simply shrugged. I may sound like an arrogant jerk to some people but I don’t give a fuck about what they might think about me. Nothing else matters when it comes to my family.“He’s not here? B
I ended up walking up to my bedroom with Lea’s stuffs. I furiously threw her luggage by the door and shut the door harshly with a bang that echoed in the empty hallway.I sat down on the edge of my bed and let my head sunk down to rest on top of my outstretched palms. I placed the heels of my hands on top of my closed eyes and rotated them in circles. I would always do this whenever I feel like I had to calm down. I shouldn’t vent out my anger on the girl. She had nothing to do with this. It’s my brother who plotted all of this, him and his sick games. I just don’t understand the purpose behind all this.I kept my eyes close for a few seconds and forced myself to calm down. After a while, I glanced up and the first thing my gaze settled directly on Lea’s luggage. I sighed dejectedly. I got up, picked up her stuffs and arranged them neatly across the room. I perched down to keep her luggage from tumbling over when one of her bags was about
“I know, Sophie. I’m sorry for what happened to you.” I apologized but I couldn’t stop smirking at the cause of her humiliation. Sophie is the hottest girl at my previous high-school. She has the perfect body but she has always been criticized for her big boobs. There are some people who even spread rumors that she might have done a plastic surgery to enlarge her boobs but there was no evidence of it. She forms part of the popular group and leads the cheerleading squad as their leader. If I’m being honest though, she might be the hottest but she lacks the intelligence her entire family seems to be blessed with when it comes to studying. She is definitely not going to make it to the medical field like the rest of her family. She might lead the cheerleading group but her capabilities as a leader suck. Shush! Don’t tell her that I told you that. She might kill me before Michael does. “It’s okay.” She softly said but I could detect the tone of her voice d
“Check her breathing.” Jane ordained.“I already did. I don’t get why she wouldn’t wake up. She is breathing fine.” I confusingly said.“It’s okay. It’s okay. Sit her up and rub her back.” She explained and I immediately followed her steps.I held Lea up in a sitting position and rubbed her back. Her head rolled downwards due to the sudden movement and I quickly positioned her head on top of my right shoulder to keep her upright. Her slacked body ended up being pressed up against my chest as I tried to sustain her body weight with mine. “She’s cold to the touch.” I admitted after a while of trying to prevent my fear from crawling its way up my mind as I focused on following Jane’s guidance. I thought that she was cold earlier on due to the cold weather but damn it. I was so wrong. She was cold due to another reason.Past memories as fresh as yesterdays’
I walked downstairs as I answered the phone call.“What’s up, bro?” Connor asked as I heard some girl giggle in the background.I frowned as I glanced at my phone screen before putting my phone back up against my right ear.“What are you doing with Jake’s phone?” I asked him.“Jake is being a dumb ass again.” He simply said.“What did he do this time?” I sighed as I thought of Jake. I swear this guy is brainless. He is always getting in trouble. I bet that he messed with another girl again. He is always trying to woo someone but all his efforts would always go down the drain. He was that stupid when it comes to wooing a girl.“He fucked up! He fucking tried to flirt with Lydia again but she slapped him and now he is fucking crying. The Jake freaking Davis is crying. Can you believe him right now? He is fucking crying like a baby.” He shouted through the phone in disbelie
Lea’s point of view:After I wore the knee-length black dress Aubrey and Shelly chose for me, I applied some light make-up.I let my hair down, wore my high-heels and walked out before locking my bedroom door.I squeezed my eyes shut for a second when I got out. The music was overwhelmingly deafening.The music was muffled while I was in the room with the closed door but now, it was time to face the real deal, my first high-school party which was organized by Greg, Shelly’s friend but it was being held at Ryder’s place due to some housing issues at Greg’s house.Wondering whether Ryder was still in his room, I peeked through his slightly ajar door to notice some movement. I smiled and sauntered inside as if I owned the place.I was greeted with his signature smirk and shirtless figure, and like always, my heart raced. It still got to me every time he would cast me a simple look.His eyes
Lea’s point of view:The racetrack area was all hustle and bustle. When Ryder told me about his illegal racing matches, I was repugnant. I couldn’t accept that he was into such dangerous and violent sports but seeing his passion for it, I grew a liking for it too.The moment Ryder left to go get ready for his race along with the guys; I leaned against Jake’s car beside Aubrey and Shelly.I crossed my arms over my chest before sighing.Thinking back to this past week, I smiled when I thought of my mother. We spent some quality time together, cooking, watching movies and even listening to bedtime stories like we used to do back in the days.My mom was actually quite pleased with my decision of making her stay here. She thought that it was best to start anew in this new town as she did not want to go back to the bitter memories she had made with her husband in the past.She also was not as anxious as she origi
Lea’s point of view:“- I was so relieved when I saw the police paramedics rush in to get me out of that room -”“I’m so sorry, mom.” I choked back my tears and wrapped my arms around her.A minute of silence passed by before she pulled me close to her chest and kissed my temple lovingly the way she would always do back in the days.She swept the tears rolling down my cheeks and shook her head slowly.“I’m sorry for leaving you, Lea. I should have never left you alone with him. I’m the one who should apologize.”“No, mom… I always hoped that you would come back to get me but I killed that hope when you never returned like you had promised… I should have never stopped hoping -”“You never stopped hoping, Lea and this -” She lifted her chain off my chest and smiled, deep in thought. “- right here, proves it.” Sh
Lea’s point of view: The moment Ryder drove into his driveway, he slowed down when we noticed Jason’s police jeep parked right in front of the house and a woman sitting down on the front steps of the patio. I frowned faintly in confusion when I got out of Ryder’s car and glanced at Ryder to find his eyebrows furrowed deep in confusion too. I guessed Jason did not inform Ryder about him coming over to his place at this time of the day. I squinted to get a better view of the woman who had her hair covering the side of her face when she abruptly glanced up in my direction. My eyes widened in disbelief as I quickly took in a short and quick breath through my mouth in bewilderment. Different kind of emotions hit me at once, stopping me in my tracks when I recognized the woman whose eyes welled up with tears the second she saw me staring at her. “Mom?” I whispered in a gasping manner. I hesitantly stepped back when s
Lea’s point of view:“You three… Detention!” The principal’s order from earlier flashed into my mind when I walked down the hallway towards the detention room.Jake had humphed childishly and Connor had slumped defeatedly in his seat while I had simply gulped down nervously when the principal’s angry gaze trailed over us from behind his table.When we had left his office, Connor shifted uncomfortably while scratching his chest which had patches of dried up food.“I badly need a shower.” Connor had said before making his way towards the gym.“This taste good… I wonder what sauce this is.” I had almost gagged when Jake had licked his index finger.I got yanked back when I was about to push open the detention door.I squeezed my eyes shut and opened my mouth to scream bloody murder when someone covered my mouth, muffling my scream.I jumped slight
Lea’s point of view:I gasped in horror when the cup of hot coffee accidentally flew out of Jake’s hands and exploded right on Connor’s head.Connor screwed up his face and shot out of his seat while yelping in pain as he tried shaking the hot coffee off his head and stopping it from sliding down his neck and body. “You fucking stupid – Shit, damn it!” Connor yelled and seized Jake’s collar angrily but ended up pushing him away from him.I squeezed my eyes shut before glancing away when he unexpectedly took off his shirt.I heard the girls having lunch from around our table squealed in delight before giggling and whispering among themselves.I cried out in surprise when I felt myself being lifted up from my chair and then everything went upside down.I opened my eyes to find myself slung upside down over Ryder’s right shoulder.I held myself up by pressing
Ryder’s point of view:I picked the birthday gifts Lea received from the girls and the guys after they left for the night. It was already nearing two o’clock in the morning yet I did not feel like calling it a night.I slowly opened Lea’s bedroom door to keep her gifts on her study table. Teddy’s ears perked up in alert when he heard me entering the room but he went back to his nap when he saw me.I glanced at Lea to find her already in a deep slumber.After leaving the gifts on her table, I quietly tiptoed out of the room but the cold wind blowing through the opened windows stopped me halfway.I walked towards Lea’s sleeping figure after shutting the windows and closing the curtains.I lifted the comforters and covered her shoulders well when she shivered in cold. She immediately caught onto the edge of the comforter, fisted her hands tightly onto the soft sheets before turning to the right whi
Lea’s point of view: I glanced at Ryder with a frown when he parked the car on an unfamiliar street which was still bustling with people. It was already nine o’clock and we were still far from home. It seemed like in this town, a completely different atmosphere reigns at night, yet I realized later on that the busy street never slept until later at night when we ended up spending two whole hours there. There was always going and coming of people, police cars patrolling the area and the restaurants and street snacks vendors remained open till late at night. I sighed in delight when a delicious smell of food wafted in the air as we neared a food truck selling Mexican tacos which tasted amazingly luscious. We couldn’t stop ourselves from eating a late night dinner when we tasted those tacos. It was already nearing midnight when we reached home. I was sleepy but I did not show it when Ryder pulled me into the kitchen and o
Lea’s point of view: “Ryder, stop!” I seized his right arm to stop him from advancing towards the boy. I thought the boy would return back to his place behind us quietly seeing Ryder’s death glare but he did something unexpected. He leaned forward towards me and draped an arm presumptuously over my shoulders to taunt Ryder. Right when Ryder took a threatening step towards him in anger, I pushed my two plushies into Ryder’s arms, halting him and grasped the boy’s hand and threw his arm off my shoulders. “In your dreams, buddy.” Ryder smirked in pride and crossed his arms over his chest and the two plushies to watch the scene being unfolded when I gave him a I-got-this look when I remembered some self-defense techniques Aubrey taught me. I raised an eyebrow when the boy shrugged his shoulders at me. He appeared unaffected by the insult. “You’ll definitely be in my dreams tonight, naked.” He smirked smugly and poi