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Chapter 108
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2021-11-29 03:50:24Lea’s point of view:
“- I was so relieved when I saw the police paramedics rush in to get me out of that room -”
“I’m so sorry, mom.” I choked back my tears and wrapped my arms around her.
A minute of silence passed by before she pulled me close to her chest and kissed my temple lovingly the way she would always do back in the days.
She swept the tears rolling down my cheeks and shook her head slowly.
“I’m sorry for leaving you, Lea. I should have never left you alone with him. I’m the one who should apologize.”
“No, mom… I always hoped that you would come back to get me but I killed that hope when you never returned like you had promised… I should have never stopped hoping -”
“You never stopped hoping, Lea and this -” She lifted her chain off my chest and smiled, deep in thought. “- right here, proves it.” Sh
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Lea’s point of view: “Ryder, stop!” I seized his right arm to stop him from advancing towards the boy. I thought the boy would return back to his place behind us quietly seeing Ryder’s death glare but he did something unexpected. He leaned forward towards me and draped an arm presumptuously over my shoulders to taunt Ryder. Right when Ryder took a threatening step towards him in anger, I pushed my two plushies into Ryder’s arms, halting him and grasped the boy’s hand and threw his arm off my shoulders. “In your dreams, buddy.” Ryder smirked in pride and crossed his arms over his chest and the two plushies to watch the scene being unfolded when I gave him a I-got-this look when I remembered some self-defense techniques Aubrey taught me. I raised an eyebrow when the boy shrugged his shoulders at me. He appeared unaffected by the insult. “You’ll definitely be in my dreams tonight, naked.” He smirked smugly and poi
