Grumbling, I throw the covers over my head to keep the sunlight coming through the window from shining onto my face. I know it’s too early to get up and face the day; my alarm hasn’t even gone off yet. Just when I’m on the cusp of falling back to sleep, though, the annoying sound of my alarm clock starts blaring throughout my room. I groan as I flip the covers off my head and smash my hand down on the annoying beast of a clock.
Glancing at the bright red numbers serves as a reminder of the countdown to when I have to meet him. He commanded that I meet him last period today, and I’m a little scared as to what he will do to me. I know I have a punishment coming for yelling and lying to him yesterday, but maybe he forgot. Ugh, yeah right! I would call in sick, but that would only be delaying the inevitable, and he will take it as me hiding from him, which is a big no no. He would only take it out on my sister. Chills rush down my back remembering his threat that will follow for disobedience.
Slowly, I head into the ensuite to shower and start my day. The spray of the hot water wakes me up immediately, and relaxes most of the tension in my body from the stress called Jace Palmer. I stay in the warm cocoon of the shower stall until the water runs cold, and forcing me to face the rest of the day.
As I dry my body with the towel, I remember when I had done the same thing a few weeks back, only to feel the burn on my backside after Jace’s punishment. I flinch, remembering the pain, but my body also begins to tingle from the little bit of pleasure it gave me at the same time. I’ve yet to have a release, not willing to take the chance of him finding out, but I know I won’t be able to go too much longer before I give in.
It’s beginning to get chillier out, now that Fall has come in full force, so I grab a pair of jeans and cozy sweater. I match my outfit with a pair of brown boots that reach to just below my knee, and then throw my long, chocolate locks up into a ponytail. I love Fall; all the colors and scents that come with the season, they’re all my favorites. I remember when Jace and I would volunteer to rake both yards just so we could have leaf fights and make huge piles of leaves to jump in and hide. Just remembering the boy with dirty blonde hair and green eyes; his smile lighting up his face when he was happy, saddens me. He was a good-looking boy back then, but now, he has grown into a very fine specimen of man. He must work out, because seeing him shirtless made me want to run my hands over every protruding muscle that made up his six pack abs. To be totally honest, the deep V that disappeared into the waist of his jeans was for sure, drool worthy for any woman. It’s just too bad that his attitude ruins all the other good qualities that make up Jace Palmer.
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The school day went both slowly and much too quickly for my liking. It seemed to have been dragging on, making my insides twist all over knowing that I had a date with the devil incarnate, and yet, the day went by faster than I would have liked. I’m now standing right outside the Art room door, trying to get up the nerve to go inside. The halls are pretty much empty now that the bell has already rang, indicating that classes have started.
My heart is pounding a mile a minute, and my head is racing with thoughts as to what may happen behind this door. Reaching for the door knob, I start to turn it, but then it gets wrenched from my hand as it swings open. Jace grabs my outstretched wrist and pulls me into the room. The click of the lock echoes through the empty room. Expecting to see his two goons in the room as well, I’m surprised that he’s alone, and I don’t know if I should be relieved or even more nervous.
“I’m surprised you didn’t chicken out.” Jace snickers as he walks towards me slowly.
I take a step back with every step that moves him forward, “I told you that I would obey you.” I bump up against a desk, ending my retreat.
He stops once he notices that I’m no longer moving. We are only about two feet from one another, but it’s still too close for comfort. My body can sense him, and it’s reaction is not helping my mental status. The room is silent as we just stand here staring at each other. I’m not sure if he’s waiting for me to say something first, so I open my mouth to talk, but he holds up his hand.
“You will not speak unless I say, or I ask you a question. Do you understand?” His jaw is clenched tight, and I can see a slight five o’clock shadow around his jaw line.
Gulping, I answer his question, “Yes, I understand.”
“Good. Now let’s get some ground rules down before we begin.” He brings his hands behind his back and starts to pace back and forth in front of me, “As I said last night, this is our little secret. Absolutely no one will know about our agreement. You will obey everything I say, and if I have to repeat myself, you will be punished,” he stops his pacing and steps up, right in front of me, grabbing my chin with his fingers, “You belong to me now, for as long as I say. No one else will touch you without my permission. You will not fuck anybody else unless I tell you to. Do you understand, Ella?”
I nod.
“Use your words when you answer me.”
“Y-Yes, I u-understand.”
Studying me for a moment longer, he lets go of my chin and walks over to where he left his bag by the door. He rummages through it, pulling out a folder, and bringing it over to me after grabbing a pen from the teacher’s desk on his way by.
“Sit down, Ella.” He commands.
I turn and drag the chair out from the desk, sitting in it as instructed. Jace slides the folder in front of me and opens it. At the top of the first page, it reads ‘Non- Disclosure Agreement’. Having a lawyer as a father, I know exactly what this is. I glance up at him, and he smirks.
“I need to cover my ass, don’t I? I want you to read it all and then sign it. Do you have any questions before reading it?”
“Um, what do you plan on doing to me that involves having an NDA?” Skimming the front page, I noticed some abbreviations, “and what does CNC stand for?”
“You will learn everything once you read it. As for CNC, it stands for Consensual/non-consensual. Meaning, you are giving me consent to do whatever I want to do to you without having to ask.”
I’m taken aback by his explanation, “W-What if I don’t agree to that?”
He shrugs, “Then the whole deal is off.”
I furrow my brows and glance down at the papers, “How much will you hurt me?” I whisper.
I’m startled a little when his voice is right by my ear. I never heard him move, “As much as I want to hurt you. Not all of it will be bad, though.” He inhales deeply before moving away from me, “You need to understand, Ella, I’ve learned a lot since you and I were friends. I wanted to be the kind of man that knew how to give a woman what she needed. Don’t be fooled by me being as young as I am, I’ve grown up, and I’m years ahead of all these other high school boys.” He pauses for just a moment, “I’ve also made important friends in high places.”
“What if I don’t sign this at all, and then go to our parents and the police with your threats?” I’m trying anything I can think of to try and stop this absurdity, but in the end, I know it’s useless.
“Go ahead and try me, Ella.”
“Why?” I spin in the chair so I can face my bully, “Why are you doing this? What did I ever do to you to make you turn your back on me?”
An evil grin appears on his face, “That’s something you need to be asking yourself, Ella. Maybe after our agreement starts, you will remember what you did two years ago. Once I spread those sweet thighs of yours, you will most likely remember.”
Unknowingly, a tear slips down my face and Jace uses his thumb to wipe it away, “Hold on to your tears, you’re going to need them very soon.” He turns me back around and places the pen in my hand, “Sign it, Ella.”
I flip through the two papers, reading everything. Even though a heaviness grows in the pit of my stomach because of the things that he wants to do to me, some of them cause a tingle to ripple through my core. I lick my lips, knowing that I really have no choice but to sign the contract. Taking a deep breath, I put the pen to the signature line, and scribble my name, then drop the pen onto the desk. Just before he picks the papers up, I notice one of the names at the bottom of the papers.
“You had my dad’s Law Firm draw these up?” My forehead begins to breakout in sweat. My father can’t know about this!
Jace smirks, “What other Law Firm would I go to? Now, I have something else to hold over you. At any given time, I can make sure your dad sees your signature on his partner’s client’s contract.” He loops a piece of hair behind my ear, “No worries though, Luke promises to keep his mouth shut about all this, no matter how good of friends he is with Ethan.”
I close my eyes and swallow hard, what have I gotten myself into?
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JACE POV
I can’t believe she did it! She signed the fucking NDA. Either she must really love her sister or she’s a bigger slut than I thought. It’s got to be the former, though, because I’ve been keeping track of her ever since I ended our friendship, and I know she hasn’t been with any other guys. I might have gone a little overboard back then when I ended it, but she fucking hurt me. I had been in love with Ella Baxter for half of my young life, and I thought that we would eventually start dating in high school. Neither of us had spoken of it, but what was supposed to come next?
The night of the party destroyed my whole world. I was planning on talking to Ella about us, and if she would like to be my girlfriend. I’m not exactly sure when my feelings had changed for my best friend, but sometime around fifth grade, I started seeing her as the opposite sex and liking her in a different way. We had shared everything together, and we knew everything about each other. I still know everything about her, because I make it my life’s mission to know. Getting back to the party, though, I was ready to take the next step, but then fucking Mason texted me and told me that Ella asked him to drive her home. Before I could ask Ella herself, Mason’s twin sister, Madison, started feeling sick and asked me to take her home right away. I had been talking to Madison most of the night, only sipping on the beer I had, because I was drawing up the courage to talk to Ella.
By the time I got back to the party both Ella and Mason were gone. When I asked around, everyone said that they had left together a few minutes before I got back. I was so mad that Ella would do that to me; leave without telling me herself. We always made sure to stay in communication, so when her text popped up, I ignored it. Then on my way home she started leaving messages on my social media, but I ignored those as well. I will talk to her tomorrow, I had thought.
I had heard a car pull up, long after she should have been home, and when I looked out the window, it was Mason’s car that was parked out front and she was taking her time in getting out. Closing my curtains, I then turn my light off and go to bed. Ella will be getting an ear full tomorrow.
I never got the chance to talk to Ella because my mom called me in to work in her store due to her help calling in sick. Just before lunch, Madison walks in with her brother at her heels. After chatting me up for a bit, Madison goes in search of a new outfit while Mason stays behind. I’m not sure if it was his plan or what, but Mason leans in close to me and holds his hand out. I look at him, confused.
“I’m actually glad I ran into you because it will save me a trip.” Opening his hand, he shows me a familiar diamond stud earring, “Ella must have dropped this in my car last night. Could you see that she gets it back, it looks expensive.”
I clench my jaw, but take it from him anyway, “Yeah, sure. It was expensive, and a birthday gift." I would know, since I’m the one who bought them for her.
“Man,” Mason grins and leans in even more, “Ella sure is a wild one! She was all over me, couldn’t get enough!”
I raise my brow.
“Oh, come on,” he playfully punches my arm, “I know you two are best friends, so I’m sure she called you after I dropped her off last night. It took me a while to get her to finally get out of my car.” He chuckles, “I won’t mind tapping that again.”
My mother walks in from the back room just in time, because I was about ready to shove my fist down Mason’s throat. As soon as Mason and Madison left the store, I told my mom that I needed to leave. When I was sure that she would be okay at the store by herself, I left, but I didn’t go to Ella’s. No fucking way, that bitch was dead to me.
Instead, I spent the rest of the weekend blackmailing pretty much the whole senior class into not talking to Ella Baxter. I told some that she was a backstabbing bitch and couldn’t be trusted. Since we had been best friends our whole lives, they all believed me. I told the girls that she likes to steal boyfriends, and anything else that I could make up about her in order for people not to like her. As for her two other best friends, Amy and Bree, I knew of a secret that included both of them and I promised that I would tell the world about it if they didn’t stay away from Ella.
I honestly couldn’t believe that by the end of the week, the whole school had shunned the girl that I loved, and it was all my fault. I had become friends with some of the jocks and other popular kids, and next thing I know, I’m the most popular, and most feared guy in the school. I continued to play my part in Ella’s destruction, and became her bully. I felt as though it was the only way that I could continue to stay close to her. I made sure that others knew that she was off limits to them unless I said so. After a while, I started to become turned on by some of the cruelty I was showing her. I had read up on why I would be feeling that way, and that is when I learned of the kink world. I wanted to be part of it, and I wanted Ella to be part of it.
I’ve continued to be her bully, because of the power it gives me and because I know what it’s starting to do to her, I’ve been noticing it little by little since sophomore year. I knew when she developed her crush on me, after the fact that I was now her bully. She doesn’t like to be treated the way I treat her, but it turns her on. Would I ever truly hurt her? You bet, but only in a way that will give her the pleasure that she needs. If I need to threaten her in order to get her to let me do bad things to her because I know she needs and wants it, so be it. I will do what it takes to get Ella Baxter to submit to me all on her own.
The contract was only supposed to scare her. The fact that she has signed it, opens up so many new options for me. Oh, Ella, if only she knew just how much of a devil I really am. She made me this way, and now she needs to suffer the consequences in the most delicious ways possible.
When I lean down to take the contract, my mouth goes to her ear, flicking her lobe with my tongue, and then nipping it, “That’s a good girl, Ella. Shall we move on to your punishment now?”
Her head whips around, “Why do I need to be punished if I’m a good girl?” The pout she makes is so adorable. I can’t wait to take advantage of that mouth, but that is for another time, another punishment.
"Oh, did you forget about the ones you earned last night?” I run my hand around her ribcage and up, squeezing her left breast, “Or the fact that you just questioned me?” I pinch her nipple just so I can hear the delicious gasp that escapes her perfect lips.
“N-No, Jace. I’m s-sorry.”
I love my name on her lips, it's the only reason why I'm not making her call me Sir or Master. I’ve played around with BDSM, even took the required classes to become a Dominate, but I’ve never taken a submissive. That spot was always reserved for one person, and she’s about to start her first lesson on submitting to her Master.
“Go to Mrs. Kemper’s desk and grab the rule that is laying by her computer.” Jace orders me, and as agreed, I obey him. Walking slowly over to her desk, I find the wooden ruler that he was talking about and bring it to him. He shows no emotion as he takes it from me, but he does swing it through the air, and then slapping it down on his palm, “That will work perfectly.” He nods toward the nearby desk, “Pull you pants down and then bend over that desk.” My eyes go to the desk, and then the ruler in his hand, and lastly, his face. His brow is raised as he waits for me to do as he says. I knew there was a possibility that I would be getting spanked today, but I thought it would be by his hand again. This is so going to hurt. Unbuttoning my jeans, I move towards the indicated desk and pull my jeans down, just over my butt. Bending over, I wait for him to begin, and when he doesn’t start right away, I start to freak out a little. I think that’s his plan, though. The longer he makes me wai
JACE POV I almost messed up this afternoon when meeting Ella. It was only supposed to be an intense spanking, but then I notice the wet she got when I was delivering them and all I wanted to do is thrust my cock inside of her. I had thought that maybe using the ruler would settle both Ella and I down, it only made it worse. By the time I was done, I was harder than a rock and I knew I wasn’t leaving that room without getting a release. Using Ella for that release was all I could think about. Yeah, I could have sent her on her way and then jerked myself off, but how fun is that when I had a nice wet cunt to help with the job. I’ll have Ella one day soon, but not until she is begging me for it. I just about had her coming when I did, but luckily, I was faster with mine. Now I have another reason to see her, and it will be perfect timing. My party should be in full swing by the time I sneak over, and climb the tree to her window. Her parents shouldn’t hear a thing, aside from the music
Something happened the night that Jace came to my room. I’m not quite sure what it was, or what caused it, but he hasn’t bothered me in over a month. Our eyes will meet in the halls at school, but it’s as if he is looking right through me, and not seeing me at all. No more being shoved against lockers, or tripped in the halls. There are no more punishments in the Art room during last period; those are what I miss. I try thinking back to that night, when his hands touched, and caressed me; where they filled me with a desire that I have never felt before. I had sworn to put on a show for him that night, because it’s what he had wanted, but in the end, there was no acting on my end. He had succeeded in taking what he was wanting from me; he knew I would deliver like the good girl that I am, and he was so right. I watch him when nobody else is looking, and he is the same guy around everyone else; it’s just me. I’m not sure what is worse, him bullying me, or him ignoring me completely. At
Warning: Abuse ~~~~~~~~~~ I don’t know if it’s because of my new friendship with Mason, or the fact that I’m no longer being bullied, but I’m in a really good mood as I walk through the halls at school today. Aside from being ignored by everyone else, it’s nice to know that there is one person that is waiting to see me, even if it’s only to do school work. Mason showed no interest in going any further than friendship while we were out for ice cream, and that meant a lot, since it was the total opposite the last time we were together. On my way to the library last period, my steps falter as I pass the Art room door, I’m flooded with memories from the last few times I was in that room with Jace. Is it wrong that I miss his punishments? I still dream of him pleasuring me, o his spankings, and everything else that had turned me on about him. I don’t want to, but I just can’t help it. “Hey, Ella!” Mason draws me out of my little trance as he jogs down the hall towards me. I smile at h
JACE POV I’ve stayed away from Ella for over a month now, not knowing how to be around her any longer. That night in her bedroom, when I pleasured her, I realized the truth. I was lied to two years ago, and out of jealousy, I gave up the only good thing in my life. I took everyone but her family away from her, and tormented her almost every day. Mason Baker is the reason I acted out and turned into this monster. I guess he never really came out and told me that he and Ella had sex, but he did insinuate it. When all is said and done, I’m the only one at fault for ruining Ella’s life, but that doesn’t mean I won’t pay the fucker back. A few days later I cornered Mason and inquired about what really happened between him and Ella that night. I still remember the conversation as if it was yesterday. “Mason!” I holler across the parking lot after football practice as he’s getting ready to leave. “Yo, Jace, what’s up?” he holds his fist out for me to fist bump, but my fist flies past his
JACE POV Letting Ella walk out the door after what she revealed to me was hard. I wanted to go after her, so I could wrap her in my arms and tell her that it will be alright, that I will take care of her, and avenge her, but at the same time, I wanted to go after her and punish her for leaving me the way she did. In the end, I stayed planted to where I was, because I knew she needed time. I’m willing to give her that, but not for too long. After what seems like hours, but it was really only a few minutes, I walk out of not only the Art room, but the school all together. I know where Toby is right now, and I know he has practice right after, but I’m not willing to get expelled from school because there would be no way of keeping an eye on my girl. So, I decide to bide my time, and pay him a little visit later on, when I know he will be home alone. Walking out to the parking lot, I notice that Ella’s car is still parked in her usual spot, and I can’t help but grit my teeth, knowing t
“Good, now be a good girl, drop the towel, and get on your knees.” Jace’s words stun me. My jaw drops as I try to comprehend exactly what he’s telling me to do, “E-Excuse me?” His facial expression is completely serious as he lifts a brow when I question him, “Drop the towel and get on your knees, Ella. Don’t make me repeat it.” “But…” I’m staring at his chest, shocked into silence. Does he actually think that he can make me do that kind of act? It’s one thing to spank me but for me to get down on my knees and take him in…I can’t even say it! “Ella…” My head whips back up. There isn’t an ounce of playfulness indicating that he’s joking, in fact, I hear a belt buckle jangle and I glance down. His belt is now undone and he’s undoing the button on his jeans. I shake my head back and forth as I look back up at his face, but there is determination in his eyes. “You will submit to your punishment, or the contract will be null and void. You already know what Toby can do, so do you rea
JACE POV I don’t know what’s going on with Ella, but since school has let out for break, she has been MIA. She won’t answer my texts, her bedroom window is locked and the blinds are closed, and I haven’t even seen her leave the house. We are a week into break and I was hoping to see her since tomorrow is Christmas. I know we don’t have a name to our relationship, well, at least not until she accepts that she is mine, but I still have a present for her. The last gift I gave her was for her sixteenth birthday when I bought her the diamond studs. I still have the one that Mason gave me; I wonder if she’s held on to the other one. Not giving me any other option, I walk up to the front door of the Baxter’s and press the doorbell. It doesn’t take long before the door swings open and I’m greeted by Eli, Ella’s nine year old brother. “Hey little man, how have you been?” I stick my fist out to him and he doesn’t leave me hanging; fist bumping with me before he lets his excitement out over s
“What do you want, sweet girl?” “You have to use your words, Precious, you know this.” “More...Master! Please...Sir!” “Please what, Precious?” “Please, let me come, Sir!” I’m barely hanging on and can hardly comprehend anything as my Doms have me on the precipice of what I know to be an insane climax. With my wrists cuffed in the restraints above my head and me straddling his waist, Jace grips my ass harder as he thrusts into me. He nods behind me where Jude wields my most favorite implement... the whip. It kisses my skin once, twice, and on the third time, Jace gives me the one-word command that I’ve been dying to hear. “Come!” I let go and my body takes flight. Letting go is exhilarating as my nerve-endings fire one by one, almost like fireworks on the fourth of July. My mind goes into a frenzy as I scream out both Jude and Jace’s name. I’m still flying high when I feel cold liquid run down the crack of my ass and then he’s right there; Jude, pressing into me and reigniting th
JACE POV I’m on the phone with Dr. Lambert when Ella says that she doesn’t think we are going to make it to the hospital. All I can do is stare at her dumbfoundedly, trying to comprehend what she is saying. She can’t be serious! I glance at the GPS on the front dash and see that we are only three minutes out and I begin to breathe once again. “Uh, Doc, Ella doesn’t think we are going to make it to the hospital, but we are only three minutes away.” The voice on the other end assures me that we should be fine but that I should remove Ella’s pants just in case we are wrong. I follow the doctor’s instructions, and help my wife pull her pants off. “Okay, dad, now I need you to check and see if you see a head beginning to crown and if not, then use two fingers and check it to see if you can feel the head.” Dr. Lambert explains and once again I do as she says. “I don’t see anything,” I state as I gently and slowly insert my fingers into my wife’ pussy to feel for a head, and to my relief
My husbands, my Doms; they mean everything to me, and soon, this little one will too, not that she doesn’t already, I think to myself as I rub my rounded belly. I’ve grown to love the fact that I’m giving the two most important people in my life something that nobody else can give them, and what they want most. I was scared and very apprehensive in the beginning, I wanted more time with my men, but life doesn’t put things on hold just because someone wants something different. I am a huge believer in the saying Everything Happens for a Reason, and me becoming pregnant doesn’t change that. Jace and Jude have shown me that I can still submit to them while pregnant and have shown me even more love through the whole thing. Now, the challenging part is once the baby is born, and growing. I can’t very well be naked and kneeling in her presence. I sigh, it will have to go back to the bedroom & dungeon only, I guess. Unless the guys come up with something else. I’m willing to try anything as
JUDE POV We are seven months into Ella’s pregnancy, and she is a fucking gorgeous, glowing woman. We used to have to remind her every day, but I think we have finally fucked it into her that she is still as desirable to us if not more. As per her request and because of her doubts about our feelings for her, she is now our twenty-four-seven submissive. She lives and breathes to serve us, but with a little twist. My husband and I still want our Ella at home, so even though she submits in every way, she still has the leniency to be herself at home. She’s allowed to look at us and talk to us without needing permission unless she is being punished. This last makes me smile because she gets punished a lot. Our little wife wants to be treated like a full submissive, but she is too stubborn to follow through with it, which then causes her punishment. Truth be known, I'm pretty sure she acts out on purpose because we all know how much our little masochist loves being punished. This late in h
JACE POV “Mom, I’m telling you that it’s the best move for you to make with the store! You already have three stores total here in the United States; if Europe wants you, then do it! Another few more years and you can sell the chain and retire as a happy woman.” “But I always planned on leaving you the store, Jace.” My mother whines. I love my mother but when it comes to her store and what she wants to do with it, it gives me a headache. She wanted to grow, and we have grown. My mother is making bank on her three stores as it is and now that a company in Europe wants her to come over there, she’s whining about it. She’s always saying how she wants to leave me the stores. Granted, in the past it may have been what I wanted, but things change. We now have Club Shameless, and we are in the makings of opening another club/training center in Bridgeport, and possibly across the Long Island Sound on Long Island, but that one won’t be for a while yet. “I know it’s always been your dream to
Can this day get any worse? It started out so well with having lunch with Jude, or should I say, feeding Jude his lunch. It all went downhill after that. Vomiting after sucking my husband off and then realizing that I fucked up royally by forgetting my birth control shot. Then, my awesome father-in-law showing up demanding money and holding us hostage. To say that I was angry would be putting it mildly. Shooting him wasn’t in my plans, but when you fuck with someone I love, there is no telling what I will do. When I saw the gun fall from Roark’s hand after Jude took him down to the floor, I had just released my hands from the loose knot that he made in his haste after he had me call Jude. I grabbed the gun from the floor and as soon as I saw Roark going after Jude again, I didn’t hesitate. I thought shooting someone would feel different, I thought I would feel bad at having to hurt someone, but I guess it’s different when done for protection. I don’t feel any remorse in shooting the m
JUDE POV I only stand here for a moment, stunned, taking in my wife standing there, holding the handgun out in front of her. It’s now pointing straight at me, so I’m quick to move and go to her. She isn’t shaking or freaking out, but she does look pissed off. She starts to lower the gun as she looks up at me, and then calmly puts it on the coffee table before she starts checking me out to see if I’m hurt. Will wonders ever cease with the strength of this woman in front of me? When she called me earlier, I was just finishing up with a new high-end client and now, a new member at Shameless. I answered the call the second time it rang and was surprised to hear my wife’s voice on the other end instead of my husband’s. I didn’t think anything of it really, not until she mentioned that we hadn’t had sex in a week. Now, I’m not one to be conceited, but I know damn well that she couldn’t have forgotten our lunchtime rendezvous or our dungeon escapades at home the last three nights; I knew so
JACE POV I can hardly believe that we may be having a baby! Jude is going to be over the moon if the test comes back positive. Him and I have had a lot of discussions over the last few months about building our family as soon as we can get Ella on board. We know she’s scared and so we don’t push it, but this was an accident, this is on her for not remembering to go to her appointment before the wedding. I’m trying really hard not to get my hopes up here, but I want this with her...I want this with them, so bad. The only major issue right now is trying to figure out which pregnancy test is the most accurate one to get. I swear they have at least ten different brands here at the drugstore. There is no shame in my game as I ask a passing customer, who happens to be a middle-aged woman, which one is the best one to buy. She looks me up and down and when she notices my ring finger, she smiles, going on to explain why certain ones are better than others and such. In the end, I thank her a
When I get back from the club, Jace doesn’t wait. He pins me right there, to the front door, and opens my coat, grinning as he drops to his knees in front of me and places my leg over one shoulder. As always, his mouth feels like heaven as he eats me out, even if I am sore from the pounding that our husband gave me less than thirty minutes ago. “Mm, you and Jude mixed together tastes so fucking good, Precious. You were a very good girl, weren’t you?” “Yes, Sir,” I pant as my hand rests on his head, “I love being your good girl.” He continues to go to town on me until I’m coming hard. He’s very attentive as I come down from the high, licking and lapping at my opening, making sure he gets every drop. As soon as he’s done, though, he stands up and grips my jaw. He then allows me to taste Jude and I as he mauls my mouth with his own. When a whimper slips out, he pulls away, “On your knees and be the good whore now.” A shiver of excitement runs through me just like every other time he