(Lexi’s POV)“Hi, Jolene,” I heard Finn’s voice when Jolene opened the door for him. “Where’s Lexa?”A déjà vu! I was again peering at the ajar door, only this time, I wasn’t peeking for my date but at Lexa’s date, and I couldn’t see much when they were still standing in the doorway.“Lexa’s head is aching, and she’s now in bed. Lexi will be out any minute,” she said. My eyes widened when I heard Jolene mixing me with Lexa.“Lexa’s in bed? She just sent me a message a while ago.”“Yeah, right. I mean, Lexi’s head is aching, and she’s now in bed. Lexa will be out any minute,” she repeated, reciting for an A+ grade.“Ah,” he muttered.“Please, have a seat. Lexi… I mean, Lexa,” she groaned. “Argh! Sorry, I didn’t know why their parent named their children confusing names,” she chuckled. “Just please wait for Lexa.”“I know what you mean,” Finn laughed with her.I wanted to listen more, but I had to close the door, or else Finn would be waiting forever for me.Time was ticking, and I knew
(Lexi’s POV)I’m going to die! I’m going to die!My heart was screaming and crying in panic, but before I found myself getting mauled by dogs, Finn put a whistle to his mouth. “Whooee-uueet!”The dogs halted abruptly, hearing probably a familiar whistle sound from their owner. My eyes widened at the different breeds of dogs, but half of their numbers were Golden Retriever and Labrador. For a dog lover, they were adorable, sitting on the ground, looking like they were smiling while panting and waiting for a treat from their owner.One dog couldn’t stay, though. He walked closer and sat in front of me. I breathed out, recognizing the St. Bernard dog. Colonel barked, probably saying hi to me.“Hi,” I smiled nervously, reaching for him and patting his head.Finn chuckled, scratching his ears. “You thought she’s Lexi?” He shook his head, laughing at the big puppy. “She’s Lexa, her twin sister.”Colonel barked again, probably telling him he was wrong.“He likes you,” Finn said in disbelie
(Finn’s POV)“We’ve got tonight… Why don’t we stay…”I sang the last lines with my voice fading away, but my heart continued to sing, hoping it would reach Lexa’s heart. I have seen her sing, but never in my life did I think I would be captivated this way tonight.Are we thinking the same? Feeling the same? “Lexa…” I whispered, putting the guitar on the floor and lifting my hand to her face, grazing her soft skin but not breaking our gaze.She licked her lips, her eyes sparkling as if sending me a silent message that our hearts were beating as one. God, I have never been this crazy to a woman, not even when I thought I was head over heels with Angela.My heart scared me for a moment as it was erratically thumping inside me, screaming Lexa’s name. I almost laughed out loud, realizing I did not just like the woman with me.I am in love with Lexa!I wanted to laugh at myself as I moved my head closer to her because I could not stop my lips from trembling as I touched the corners of her
(Lexi’s POV)The show was over!I beat Cinderella in leaving my prince charming by midnight. It was almost two in the morning when he decided to take me home after endless fun sharing about books, looking at pictures of places he had been, and playing with Oxygen, Argon, and their other siblings. Colonel lay beside me most of the time, not minding us singing, him sharing stories about his nephews and nieces, and us kissing at most times.When he left, I sat on the porch step, looking blankly at nothing, realizing I did overboard in pretending to be Lexa. I wrapped my arms around my body and began sobbing, feeling the deep wound inside me when Finn admitted that he seemed to love Lexa.Already? My heart and mind screamed in anger and pain.No one warned me that it would be this painful when hearts get broken. I have never seen Lexa cry whenever she broke up with her past relationships. She would always tell me there was a lot of space for her to move on, assuring me there was plenty of
(Lexi’s POV)I swallowed hard, closing my eyes and feeling Finn’s touch on what I believed was the birthmark just above the waistband of my underwear. Our mother used to tell us that it seemed to be a sign, an indication of who got out first and who came in second. Lexa has one, and I had two small birthmarks on the same part of our bodies.“I brought you breakfast, baby,” he said.When I opened my eyes, Finn had a smile on his lips, looking relieved. I have no idea what my birthmark had to do with him believing I was Lexa, but it saved me from thinking of an excuse.The corners of my mouth turned up, showing my teeth and forcing a sweet smile as I pushed my heart from my throat back to the inside of my chest.“That’s so sweet of you, baby, but why are you here so early?” My lips plastered a smile, wishing he would leave before Aliyah started crying again.“Just bringing breakfast and hoping to pick Lexi up today,” he said as he planted tiny kisses on my cheeks.I giggled, pretending
(Finn’s POV)Working on a Sunday was fine if it was only me because I never felt comfortable asking my employees to come to the office, but I needed Lexi to assist me today. Sky gave me a heads-up about the board meeting this coming week and told me to study the figures and the reports. As much as he wanted to sit with me today, his business trip was important.I glanced at my wristwatch, sighing that I was two hours late. When I came to the church, Father Jesse had started the service already, and I had no choice but to sit and listen to his homily, finish the mass, and run to my car, hoping heaven would forgive me for declining the priest’s offer to stay for another mass.“My soul might go beyond heaven, Father Jesse,” I joked, relieved when he laughed and tapped my shoulder.My eyes pinned on the elevator button, shifting my thoughts to Lexi. We separated the other night, with her feeling down and me brooding about what she said. Frank had been pestering me to call her, but I could
(Lexi’s POV)Sleep is for the weak!I wrote it on my pink post-it note and then pressed the sticky strip on the side of my computer screen, but my body was screaming at me, pleading to rest. My eyelids were slowly closing, so I had to shut my eyes tight and open them again.Sleep is for the weak! But I am… really, really sleepy now!I yawned for the fifth time, and despite the coffee I had when I arrived, it still wasn’t enough to stay awake. I widened my eyes, stopping my eyelids from closing. But I had been making mistakes, typing many errors in the sentence and rereading the same line of Finn’s schedule, getting confused about what Monday was. When was Monday? What comes next after Monday…Oh, God! My whole body was already snoring, and my brain didn’t have the power to push me to work. I heaved a sigh, leaning my head on the chair’s backrest and closing my eyes even for just a minute. Just one!Or two?Maybe five minutes wouldn’t hurt me.“Lexi…” I heard Finn’s voice. “Lexi, wake
(Finn’s POV)As the elevator door opened, my heart stopped beating when I saw Lexi at her table, already working at seven in the morning. The ringing phone saved us from talking, letting me walk past her, and going to my office without greeting her.When I got inside, the folders I had for my approval and signature were already on my table with notes 'For Signing' and 'For Approval'. She had placed a printed copy of my schedule with a message, ‘emailed already.’ I sighed, thinking she did not plan to talk to me today.Colonel went out, pushing the swing door as if checking on me but went back inside. Jimmy brought him early today because I would be bringing him to the vet later.I sat on my chair, taking the folder over the others and reading the document before signing it. When the door opened, Lexi came in with papers and went to the center table, preparing for my first meeting today. Glancing at the schedule she printed, my first meeting was a progress report from Romeo.Colonel we