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27. Felt too exposed

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last update Last Updated: 2024-10-15 18:14:24

ROSE

I was drowning. The shame and humiliation I felt was drowning me to the deep end. I couldn’t imagine what had gotten into me to behave like that. Like a wanton. Shame burned my insides as silent tears streamed down my cheeks. Never had I ever been touched by anyone like that. Whether it was school or college, I had always maintained my distance from the opposite séx or maybe they had maintained theirs from me because of Aditya. He was always there to protect me.

But today, there was no one, not even me to protect me from him. From myself. So easily I had succumbed to the heat and desire he had evoked in me. I could still feel the imprint of his fingers on me, inside me. His tongue. A loud gasp left my trembling lips as more tears streamed down my cheeks. I wiped them and turned to look out the window so drenched in shame and guilt.

I didn’t look at him, but I could feel the anger simmering beneath the surface coming off him in waves. Ryan was angry because he knew that my wi
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