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86. I gave her my heart

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RYAN

I remembered her words from the day I had blackmailed her, like it was said just yesterday.

"Mr. R.k., I promise you, you'll regret the day you met me, the same way I do. I'll make you hate yourself for doing this to me. As much as I hate you."

She fucking did it.

Not the hate part.

No, I didn’t hate myself for all the things that I did to her. I didn’t hate myself for the road I had taken to get her.

But, I sure hated myself for what I was feeling for her.

I hated myself for giving her the one thing that I hadn’t possessed, of which only part was safe with someone I loved more than my life, but now this woman, my lioness, had it in her hands and she didn’t even have any idea about it. Not knowing when and how, I had given her my heart and now I hated myself for it.

She was right, and her promise was not in vain as I sure fucking regret the day I met her. Because if I hadn’t met her then I wouldn’t be here at three in the morning sitting beside the bed and gazing down
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